Ming was all smile . she felt so happy that all the people present for the party noticed. some girls couldn"t help but ask, "Ming, whats with the smile. you seem so happy and beautiful as well. just like gossipy women, we wonder what could be the cause? they added. but Ming also was very generous with her answers.I"m going to shine, I will soon be at the top! flabbergasted, the girls couldn"t help but laugh.
Ming, are you really going to let that thing up? we thought you valued your mummy Xia"s words. have you finally come to a realisation that you will be a supporting actress until you open the hem of your dress, right?...hahaha! the girls continued laughing until a voice came behind them, "find better things to say." it was very polite but leased with some sort of questioning of their integrity standards.
the small cycle dispersed and finally, Ming was left all alone with her lifesaver, her secrete star. she felt a bit pressured so she turned around a bit slower, just like in moves when the female lead meets the male lead for the first time. Ming imagined this scene in her head in slow motion. with a smile on face, both her eyes had caved to show how happy she was but somethings never last.
"sister Ming, right? An Kai said sending blokes to Ming"s already built love story, pushing it straight in to a million pieces. it felt like she was currently reading a love story, where the male lead tells the female lead that he will be marring soon, yet they just had their first night the day before and making matters worse, he needs her to hid as far as possible.
Ming felt tears threatening to fall at any given moment. she wanted to ask something but she ended up running away making An Kai wonder whether he had said something wrong. it happened so first that he wasn"t even able to see Ming"s expressions at all.
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"she is my wife, according to Ming that was a sound " I don"t need any other person in my life. and four years later, he wasn"t at all bothered to call her " sister Ming." was making a love story and having a lover that hard? or was she just unlucky? Ming let her tears flow as she wondered, if it was about being unlucky, then she would be the perfect female lead of Beautiful But Unlucky.
She really wanted to forget some things but some people don"t just get along with their hearts. Ming got hold of her chest as she sobbed slightly, "I told you to stop but you don"t listen. stop... please stop. this feeling is terrible, I cant take it any more. the recently sobbing Ming started to wail slowly and louder per every pa.s.sing minute.
I don"t want to be in pain anymore please stop.....just end all this and I will maybe find some happiness. she was talking and pointing to her chest but later on, she made a fist and started to hit her chest with much more power, it felt like she didn"t feel the pain. with much more speed and willingness, Ming was able to bruise the biggest part of her collar bone. but she didn"t stop hitting herself because the pain inside became even more intense. she leaned to the wall nearest and wailed even more. Ming is a soft girl. she grew up poor but strong because hope stood between her and Mr future but some things are hard to take, especially when it came to things that needed no money or a long life to reach or have . at first, she enjoyed visiting Xia because then, she would get the chance to stay with An Kai since he used to be home most of the times but when tragedy befall them and An Kai was said to have died, she felt herself breaking but seeing Roline acting all messed up, she realised that her love wasn"t even a third to what Roline felt but the day she received the great Masters mail by accident, just by a mere photo of An Kai filled her with unbearable joy. she was very happy until she learnt that the later was very ill and that all he did was lay down like corps.
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But whats the use of all that now? all now she knew was that she had no chance with someone who is more decent than most men. he was very handsome as well but why was he given such a short sight when it came to women? Ming was beautiful and mannered too, even her co-actors had agreed to that since she could get noticed more before even noticing the lead characters. her only fault was refusing to warm some few directors" beds. she would have gotten so famous by now.