...Inside the quiet room, Roline sat on the bed and watched as the others leave. it was her wish to be the way she is, it was maybe her destiny to suffer the way she was but the mere thought of her dad handing her over to a psychologist was really heartbreaking.
A mist started forming in her eyes, she had sworn to never cry again but that was before when she still thought her father could never put her in a tuff situation. it was before when she had to make sure she raises a strong fearless woman called Cai. all that was before, when all her goal was to find An kai so that she lives happily after...
"Don"t cry, tears don"t suit your face." the old man said pulling a chair and sat down, just opposite Roline.
"Is this your doing?" are you trying to make my dad believe that I am mentally unstable, why?
"I wish I was." the old man sighed and then turned to look Roline in the eye. Your father has been under pain to see you not doing the things you used to love, he has had more sleepless nights than what you could have ever imagined so please, listen to me and save him from the pain. I will ask you some few questions and then the rest will follow. said the old man but Roline didn"t respond, she kept her wet eyes darting around the room like she was looking for something but even then, the old man wasn"t bothered.
"I wish to know when you last had weird thoughts, thoughts like you wanting to die." wanting to meet someone so desperately or you might have imagined those people right there with you or sometimes, you could feel them but after a while, you don"t know whether it was true or just your illusions, tell me.
"I want to talk to my dad."
"He isn"t here..."
"then you should prepare your words carefully, very soon you will have to explain how I ended up dead here."
"You are not threatening me, are you?"
"take it the way you want but I want my dad right here. maybe then I will think about all your questions, how do you see?" said Roline showing off her bargaining skills but tears in her eye kept lingering in there, like on "falling soon" mode but as for Han Rein who sat quietly in the room next to Roline"s, he listened carefully to the conversation that went on between the two but in the end, Roline dragged him into it. the last thing he wanted was to face his daughter looking weak but today was going to be the only exception. he moved his body out and went to the next door where he knocked gently before going in.
right after his first step, Roline turned her body slightly to face him.
with an eye to eye contact, Roline started to speak like a moving sowing machine.
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"When I left home I was pregnant, no one knew but I did. after reaching T city then, I found my self a beautiful home office to work from but did you know that I never got a chance to sit in it peacefully?
after two months in my pregnancy, I started having complications to the extent where I almost miscarried, I moved countless hospitals but each of them encouraged me to get an abortion. I was very sad but what was I to do, my only hope was my baby even though my life hung on a line. but I was very determined to bear the pain and continue living because..." at point, Roline looked at her dad with tears streaming down face, these were the last things she wanted to remember but even so, she gave a weak smile in tears and continued. " because I always thought you had put so much in keeping me all high. I have never lacked anything because of your love that accompanied to every place I went to. I went through h.e.l.l for you, just for you. it wasn"t because of An kai or any other person.
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If Kai was there at that moment, I very well knew how he wouldn"t let me carry that child. I was the most hopeless creature you have ever heard of, I lived in pain for over a year and a month.
but I always imagined the smile you will have looking at a little one in your house, I never had the ability to think, I had lots of money but in a foreign place, who could leave work and come take care of a dieing woman, who?
I spent a life of torture and at one point, I forgot the reason that had made me leave this place, I was like a doll that could be dismembered and put back for a little while, and then get dismembered again. all I could do to reduce the pain was to call you, do you remember how you always pestered me to come back home, do you?
I didn"t blame you because I knew how you felt and all I could do was to get mad and switch the phones so that you don"t reach me but do you think that was all? Roline moved her eyes away from her father at this point, she moved her hands off the bed, and she lifted her top...