she pa.s.sed her arms behind An kai"s waist and locked him in one place. An kai didn"t move as well but he knew one thing for sure, "anything that goes far from their lips, was a sign of bad luck between them. he tried hard not to go beyond his limits.the kiss that was intended to remove the milk traces on Roline"s lips, had long turned into a deep one. the two started to grasp for air but Roline didn"t loosen her hands.
An kai stepped back and in a heaving voice he said."it"s too late now, let me go shower first. he then removed Roline"s hands from his waist slowly but surely.
Roline didn"t resist either, she left him to go ahead. Kai grabbed a towel and entered the bathroom.
things have reached this far yet I don"t understand anything. any man who loves a woman always have the need to possess her. they would probably want to make love to them every pa.s.sing day but this is different. An kai is not one that can be carried away so easily by his body. he is either afraid to start this up or he doesn"t like me just as those horrible netizens said. he wasn"t like this before. he always looked uncomfortable whenever he looked at my bare skin back then, he always avoided close contact with me back then.
Roline was worried because people commented that handsome men are wolves, that like to eat whatever that crosses their sight and leave whatever they have used. she was starting to wonder whether An kai took their comments to heart and decided to do as they expected.
"today he undressed me, bathed me but still he looked composed than ever. Roline thought so many things that have changed about An kai. she didn"t know why she was thinking that way but she ended up concluding that An kai had changed really a lot.
the more things seemed peaceful and exciting, the more they were a mess. a mess that needs to be cleaned up before it gives birth to other problems. with that thought, Roline switched off the lights and then entered under the covers.
sensing the lights to be off, An kai got out of the bathroom. dried his hair with a towel and later climbed into bed.
the sleepy Roline rolled herself to An kai"s side and hugged him tightly.
"why are you avoiding me? I didn"t want to think so much in to it but I can feel you going far away from me. Roline said as she looked at An kai in the dark. she didn"t know how he looked since the room was filled with darkness.
"go to sleep and rest. we have to go somewhere tomorrow. Kai said as he prepared to lay down properly but suddenly, his hands felt a warm, smooth and soft touch under the covers. he started breathing so first.
"Roline, go wear your night dress, this place gets colder the more we go in to the night. you will get sick if you sleep with nothing on you.
why? you despise me, don"t you? I disgust you that much because of those dirty comments online? Roline asked in a low voice but An kai heard everything. through the darkness, he was only able to see her bright eyes.
stop saying things that aren"t true. you should stop thinking about those people that we even don"t know. netizens are supposed to comment on whatever that comes online.
"why don"t you like anything beyond kissing? she asked.
"some things don"t give results or change anything. they can only give us temporary excitement and later leave us in pain. Kai said as he reached his arms out to hug Roline.
you should never think of yourself like that. I love everything about you and not your body.
never compare me to the man those people think I am. trust me for once Roline
you"re still young to rush things up. we"re married and no one will change that. I will be yours as long as I live. go anywhere, do anything, hate me or love me. I will be here waiting for you to be mine. settle what ever you need to and come back to me. I will always love you the same way that I loved you before or now.
"am sorry, I thought you had thought through those netizens" words. they said that I don"t deserve you because am too spoilt yet am not the prettiest.
I act crazy and demanding sometimes but only with you. I know that you can bare me since it"s your responsibility to spoil me, right?
you won"t let the netizens" curses come true, right? Roline asked the man beside her.
I love you Roline. Kai said slowly in to Roline"s ear. silence fell in the room because Roline didn"t know what to say. she kept quiet and later, she fell into a deep slumber without answering An kai back.
I can tell that you"re not sure of your feelings towards me but at least you feel jealous when others say something about me. but why is it hard for you to believe that you love me?