Kai....kai, Roline wanted to tell him to stop but the air seemed to be against it and things had happened so abruptly. she was only able to say kai and no more, she felt her tops ripped off, and she felt his hands down in her lower pajama but it soon lost its importance and later tossed on to the floor beside the bed.knowing that her pleads were not heard, Roline started to move her hands on to An kai"s hands that were holding her waist. sensing her movements, Kai kissed her again on the lips to make her relax. she relaxed a little as her hands went to wrap around An kai"s shoulders but the man did not stop, he continued his previous acts. he moved one of his hands to venture more downwards. he did notice that the woman below him was melting but she didn"t want to make any sounds. she beat down on to her lower lip as her hands started to pull on to the sheets below her but before she could adjust to the feeling lingering between her legs, another one started. kai was only fixed on what he was doing. he didn"t stop until he heard Roline calling his name in a pleading voice. bringing his lips on to her ear, "does this make you feel better than that kiss? he asked to the woman under him. I can do this if it makes you feel loved. he said as he moved his hand in between her lower abdomen. she didn"t how to describe what was going on in her at that moment, but she was able to increase the distance between her own legs. she felt something missing from the way things looked. she tagged her hand on to An kai pleadingly. he didn"t say or move his hands like before, he placed himself right between the spread legs and fitted what he thought was missing from the woman below him at once, making her shiver from the pain that came and left at once, leaving her to enjoy the result of friction between the two bodies.
An kai"s movements were now causing chaos to the woman below, she started gaping her lips but forcefully she tried to stop herself from making sounds and as for the person above, his pace started to increase with time. he couldn"t bare the feeling that was increasing within him, moans started to make their way out letting the woman below know that what was happening wasn"t a dream but a result of her own persistence. if she had not pressurised An kai during the past few days, all this wouldn"t have happened. the man above was making rough movements this time around, but she felt herself losing everything in her, her brains were in clouds as her heart felt a sense of belonging. Kai had rested his head on one side of her neck, taking the scent of her body in. An kai didn"t stop moving, he decreased his pace as the heat in their bodies slowly died out.it was contenting to both the body and soul. it was only something simple but the two felt better. Roline was only able to kiss him lightly countless times but the man was thinking about the next day,
what was his mind afraid of all this time?
whenever he thought about making love to this woman, fear always came along.
he felt his desires disappear with the kisses and the thoughts he had. feeling someone brushing something on his body, An kai opened his eyes to look at Roline who was cleaning off something from his body and later she buried herself in his arms and fell asleep. leaving An kai to think in the night but he too went in to a deep sleep.
the only sleep that he dreamed of.
the night he carried for the rest of his life as the most fickle night he had ever had. a night he felt in peace and terror at the same time. but the same night made him regret so many things in life, what "ifs" were written all over him after the most fulfilling night of his life.
time moved slowly, he woke up numerous times only to look at the woman next to him. the two had slept a bit early than usual that"s why time even moved slower than the way An kai expected. he pulled her next to him, hugged her bare skin tightly. he felt the need to let their bodies blend together so that it becomes one. he wanted her close just like that for the rest of their lives except for the fear he was feeling!
he wished that the heavens would let him live the rest of his life that way but, maybe the heavens were asleep that day, or the way he prayed was disrespectful, maybe he had to use his lips and not his heart. time was to prove whether his prayer was heard or not.....