Being or bearing the name Roline was enough for An kai to come looking for her, right?Having seen everything needed to know about someone, Roline had the conclusion that An kai would surely find her as long as she kept living well as he had wished. that is if he was alive as she had concluded but w.a.n.g who sat near her hospital bed felt helpless looking at the Roline.
"...I agree that I envy that ex of yours but seriously Roline, when will you learn that this planet doesn"t revolve around you?..okay take it this way, if it"s true that you saw An kai where is he? you fainted and he didn"t feel the slightest guilt to bring you to the hospital but if that"s not the case then, they were all your hallucinations, I was there and Cai too but why didn"t we see him?... I mean, it has already been a long time and you still think that dummy is really going to appear now? hump!..." w.a.n.g stated but the word annoyed could not express his feelings, he was very annoyed!
"A dummy or not, he will still be the man I want to be with, you can take your doctrines and fascinate about them yourself! and leave...I shouldn"t see you... but before Roline finished it all up, w.a.n.g had already left the room but since that day on, Roline was never the same. she could see An kai anywhere and at any time. be it in on the table, sink or even in the shower. she would wake up at night hearing his voice beside her ears but that was all in her own mind. it reached a point when she could not sleep, eat or laugh and all she could do was to build something to cover her pain and longings.
The hopeful vibe that she had had earlier had long varnished and replaced with anger and a very rude tone but when night came, she would hug herself and cry until her pillow is all went and her eyes bigger than a walnut. the guilty for pushing An kai away,the thing she loved most, coupled with the a.s.sumptions of him never coming back, broke her even deeper and as a result, she resorted to teaching herself living normally again, she started by writing a diary but she would still cry in the end and pa.s.s out at times.
Travelling had become so boring that she hated the sight of snares and deep seas, thick forests and wild animals-she hated whatever she used to love.
And as time went on, she became a robot, sleeps on time with the help sleeping pills, eats on time but she could never tell you how the food tasted. she would go to work but all she could do was stare on her gla.s.s window and talk to An kai in her office all day like he was really there leaving Cai under w.a.n.g"s care given that he didn"t work most of the times and, he was very much willing to help.
Those series of actions continued at least not until she refused to date a young man and the two ended up in a confrontation.
" I called yesterday, where were you?" the young man queried, startling Roline."
"Hmm...Mr, I hope you understand this, I am not interested in you, not even for a second. my life is fine the way I live, alright?
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"Fine? hump! who do you think doesn"t know that you keep talking to yourself like a crazy thing!?..and telling you the truth, I just needed collaboration with you but since you"re acting high and might with me...it"s your loss! many girls are dieing to get into my good books and here you"re...
That"s enough!!
Go register them all if you want but leave my office right now! I don"t want to hear or see you ever again! but unbeknownst to Roline"s threats, the young man kept a thick face.
"Ah, what, are you mad now? I even heard you married yourself a man that keeps watching over that kiddo, I wonder the kind of wedlock you got that from? and by the way, I heard you hang out with that loner, how funny ha!? the man sounded very sure about what he was saying but Roline wasn"t sure what she could do to this man who was saying nasty things before her. she walked to her door and opened it carefully-MOVE!
Looking at the woman holding onto the door, the young man was taken back- he thought bout how Linda had sent him here to seduce Roline..."She is very wealthy, all you need is to go sweet talk her a bit and she will give in.." and the young man had very exquisite features, you can call him handsome but with a very craked character. talk about sweet-talking, he had never spoken any less than billowing not even to this arrogant Roline but of course, Roline found out about Linda not too long after.
When you want a peaceful place, be peaceable yourself and living in a good environment needs good people-Roline had carefully kept these words that way, she would not become a vicious creature with no heart but from that day on, she found herself yarning to slap someone, and the force inside her was constantly telling her to do something about every "single" thing and every "single" person!