"Show me."
Viktor scowled, but gave her the gla.s.s.
"Don"t break it; look out."
"No fear, I won"t break it." (She put it to her eye.) "I see nothing,"
she said innocently.
"But you must shut your eye," he retorted in the tones of a displeased teacher. (She shut the eye before which she held the gla.s.s.)
"Not that one, not that one, you fool! the other!" cried Viktor, and he took away his eye-gla.s.s, without allowing her to correct her mistake.
Akulina flushed a little, gave a faint laugh, and turned away.
"It"s clear it"s not for the likes of us," she said.
"I should think not, indeed!"
The poor girl was silent and gave a deep sigh.
"Ah, Viktor Alexandritch, what it will be like for me to be without you!" she said suddenly.
Victor rubbed the gla.s.s on the lappet of his coat and put it back in his pocket.
"Yes, yes,"he said at last, "at first it will be hard for you, certainly." (He patted her condescendingly on the shoulder; she softly took his hand from her shoulder and timidly kissed it.) "There, there, you"re a good girl, certainly," he went on, with a complacent smile; "but what"s to be done? You can see for yourself! me and the master could never stay on here; it will soon be winter now, and winter in the country--you know yourself--is simply disgusting. It"s quite another thing in Petersburg! There there are simply such wonders as a silly girl like you could never fancy in your dreams! Such horses and streets, and society, and civilisation--simply marvellous!..." (Akulina listened with devouring attention, her lips slightly parted, like a child.) "But what"s the use," he added, turning over on the ground, "of my telling you all this? Of course, you can"t understand it!"
"Why so, Viktor Alexandritch! I understand; I understood everything."
"My eye, what a girl it is!"
Akulina looked down.
"You used not to talk to me like that once, Viktor Alexandritch," she said, not lifting her eyes.
"Once?... once!... My goodness!" he remarked, as though in indignation.
They both were silent.
"It"s time I was going," said Viktor, and he was already rising on to his elbow.
"Wait a little longer," Akulina besought him in a supplicating voice.
"What for?... Why, I"ve said good-bye to you."
"Wait a little," repeated Akulina.
Viktor lay down again and began whistling. Akulina never took her eyes off him. I could see that she was gradually being overcome by emotion; her lips twitched, her pale cheeks faintly glowed.
"Viktor Alexandritch," she began at last in a broken voice, "it"s too bad of you... it is too bad of you, Viktor Alexandritch, indeed it is!"
"What"s too bad?" he asked frowning, and he slightly raised his head and turned it towards her.
"It"s too bad, Viktor Alexandritch. You might at least say one kind word to me at parting; you might have said one little word to me, a poor luckless forlorn."...
"But what am I to say to you?"
"I don"t know; you know that best, Viktor Alexandritch. Here you are going away, and one little word.... What have I done to deserve it?"
"You"re such a queer creature! What can I do?"
"One word at least."
"There, she keeps on at the same thing," he commented with annoyance, and he got up.
"Don"t be angry, Viktor Alexandritch," she added hurriedly, with difficulty suppressing her tears.
I"m not angry, only you"re silly.... What do you want? You know I can"t marry you, can I? I can"t, can I? What is it you want then, eh?" (He thrust his face forward as though expecting an answer, and spread his fingers out.)
"I want nothing... nothing," she answered falteringly, and she ventured to hold out her trembling hands to him; "but only a word at parting."
And her tears fell in a torrent.
"There, that means she"s gone off into crying," said Viktor coolly, pushing down his cap on to his eyes.
"I want nothing," she went on, sobbing and covering her face with her hands; "but what is there before me in my family? what is there before me? what will happen to me? what will become of me, poor wretch? They will marry me to a hateful... poor forsaken... Poor me!"
"Sing away, sing away," muttered Viktor in an undertone, fidgeting with impatience as he stood.
"And he might say one word, one word.... He might say, "Akulina... I...""
Sudden heart-breaking sobs prevented her from finishing; she lay with her face in the gra.s.s and bitterly, bitterly she wept.... Her whole body shook convulsively, her neck fairly heaved.... Her long-suppressed grief broke out in a torrent at last. Viktor stood over her, stood a moment, shrugged his shoulders, turned away and strode off.
A few instants pa.s.sed... she grew calmer, raised her head, jumped up, looked round and wrung her hands; she tried to run after him, but her legs gave way under her--she fell on her knees.... I could not refrain from rushing up to her; but, almost before she had time to look at me, making a superhuman effort she got up with a faint shriek and vanished behind the trees, leaving her flowers scattered on the ground.
I stood a minute, picked up the bunch of cornflowers, and went out of the wood into the open country. The sun had sunk low in the pale clear sky; its rays too seemed to have grown pale and chill; they did not shine; they were diffused in an unbroken, watery light. It was within half-an-hour of sunset, but there was scarcely any of the glow of evening. A gusty wind scurried to meet me across the yellow parched stubble; little curled-up leaves, scudding hurriedly before it, flew by across the road, along the edge of the copse; the side of the copse facing the fields like a wall, was all shaking and lighted up by tiny gleams, distinct, but not glowing; on the reddish plants, the blades of gra.s.s, the straws on all sides, were sparkling and stirring innumerable threads of autumn spider-webs. I stopped... I felt sad at heart: under the bright but chill smile of fading nature, the dismal dread of coming winter seemed to steal upon me. High overhead flew a cautious crow, heavily and sharply cleaving the air with his wings; he turned his head, looked sideways at me, flapped his wings and, cawing abruptly, vanished behind the wood; a great flock of pigeons flew up playfully from a threshing floor, and suddenly eddying round in a column, scattered busily about the country. Sure sign of autumn! Some one came driving over the bare hillside, his empty cart rattling loudly....
I turned homewards; but it was long before the figure of poor Akulina faded out of my mind, and her cornflowers, long since withered, are still in my keeping.
XX
THE HAMLET OF THE SHTCHIGRI DISTRICT
On one of my excursions I received an invitation to dine at the house of a rich landowner and sportsman, Alexandr Mihalitch G----. His property was four miles from the small village where I was staying at the time. I put on a frock-coat, an article without which I advise no one to travel, even on a hunting expedition, and betook myself to Alexandr Mihalitch"s.
The dinner was fixed for six o"clock; I arrived at five, and found already a great number of gentlemen in uniforms, in civilian dress, and other nondescript garments. My host met me cordially, but soon hurried away to the butler"s pantry. He was expecting a great dignitary, and was in a state of agitation not quite in keeping with his independent position in society and his wealth. Alexandr Mihalitch had never married, and did not care for women; his house was the centre of a bachelor society. He lived in grand style; he had enlarged and sumptuously redecorated his ancestral mansion, spent fifteen thousand roubles on wine from Moscow every year, and enjoyed the highest public consideration. Alexandr Mihalitch had retired from the service ages ago, and had no ambition to gain official honours of any kind. What could have induced him to go out of his way to procure a guest of high official position, and to be in a state of excitement from early morning on the day of the grand dinner? That remains buried in the obscurity of the unknown, as a friend of mine, an attorney, is in the habit of saying when he is asked whether he takes bribes when kindly-disposed persons offer them.
On parting from my host, I began walking through the rooms. Almost all the guests were utterly unknown to me: about twenty persons were already seated at the card-tables. Among these devotees of preference were two warriors, with aristocratic but rather battered countenances, a few civilian officials, with tight high cravats and drooping dyed moustaches, such as are only to be found in persons of resolute character and strict conservative opinions: these conservative persons picked up their cards with dignity, and, without turning their heads, glared sideways at everyone who approached; and five or six local petty officials, with fair round bellies, fat, moist little hands, and staid, immovable little legs. These worthies spoke in a subdued voice, smiled benignly in all directions, held their cards close up to their very shirt-fronts, and when they trumped did not flap their cards on the table, but, on the contrary, shed them with an undulatory motion on the green cloth, and packed their tricks together with a slight, una.s.suming, and decorous swish. The rest of the company were sitting on sofas, or hanging in groups about the doors or at the windows; one gentleman, no longer young, though of feminine appearance, stood in a corner, fidgeting, blushing, and twisting the seal of his watch over his stomach in his embarra.s.sment, though no one was paying any attention to him; some others in swallow-tail coats and checked trousers, the handiwork of the tailor and Perpetual Master of the Tailors Corporation, Firs Klyuhin, were talking together with extraordinary ease and liveliness, turning their bald, greasy heads from side to side unconstrainedly as they talked; a young man of twenty, short-sighted and fair-haired, dressed from head to foot in black, obviously shy, smiled sarcastically....