To-day it looked neither bright nor broad, but all blurred in gray wet mist; the surf cannonaded the sh.o.r.e with its dull thunder; the woodland in the background was a very black forest in the dreariness, and the roads--who shall paint the state of the Sandypoint roads?
Worst of all, the weather showed no sign of relenting, no symptoms of clearing up. The new clock recently affixed to the Sandypoint Town Hall, was striking the matutinal hour of ten. The population of Sandypoint might all have been dead and buried, for any sign of life Independence street showed. Doors and windows were all closed in a melancholy way--a stray, draggled dog the only living creature to be seen.
Or stay--no! there was a girl besides the dog, almost as draggled as her four-footed companion. A girl of eighteen, perhaps, who walked along through rain and discomfort, without so much as an umbrella to protect her. She had come out of one of the ugliest of the ugly buildings nearest the sea, and walked along in a slipshod sort of way, never turning to the right or left to avoid an unusually deep puddle.
She plunged right on through it all--a dark, sullen-looking girl in a shabby black dress, a red and black tartan shawl, an old black felt hat with dingy red flowers, long past being spoilt by rain or wind.
And yet she was a pretty girl too--a _very_ pretty girl. Take the Venus Celestis, plump her down in a muddy road in a rainstorm, dress her in a draggled black alpaca, a faded shawl, and shocking bad hat, and what can you say for your G.o.ddess but that she isn"t a bad-looking young woman? Miss Edith Darrell labors under all these disadvantages at present. More--she looks sulky and sour; it is evident her personal appearance has troubled her very little this dismal March morning. And yet as you look at her, at those big black somber eyes, at those almost cla.s.sically regular features, at all that untidy abundance of blackish-brown hair, you think involuntarily "what a pretty girl that might be if she only combed her hair, put on a clean dress, and wasn"t in bad temper!"
She is tall, she is slender--there is a supple grace about her even now--she has shapely feet and hands. She is a brunette of the most p.r.o.nounced type, with a skin like creamy velvet, just touched on either ripe cheek with a peach-like glow, and with lips like cherries.
You _know_ without seeing her laugh, that she has very white teeth.
She is in no way inclined to show her white teeth laughingly this morning. She goes steadily along to her destination--one of the "stores" where groceries and provisions are sold. The storekeeper smilingly accosts her with a brisk "Good-morning, Miss Darrell! Who"d have thought of seeing you out this nasty whether? Can I do anything for you to-day?"
"If you couldn"t do anything for me, Mr. Webster," answers Miss Darrell, in no very conciliatory tone, "it isn"t likely you"d see me in your shop this morning. Give me one pound of tea, one pound of coffee, three pounds of brown sugar, and a quarter of starch. Put them in this basket, and I"ll call for them when I"m going home."
She goes out again into the rain, and makes her way to an emporium where dry goods, boots and shoes, millinery, and crockery are for sale.
A sandy-haired young man, with a sandy mustache and a tendency to blushes, springs forward at sight of her, as though galvanized, reddening to the florid roots of his hair.
"Miss Darrell!" he cries, in a sort of rapture. "Who"d a thought it?
So early in the morning, and without an umbrella! How"s your pa and ma, and all the children?"
"My pa and ma, and all the children are well of course," the young lady answers, impatiently, as though it were out of the nature of things for anything to ail her family. "Mr. Doolittle, I want six yards of crash for kitchen towels, three pairs of shoes for the children, and two yards and a half of stone-colored ribbon for Mrs.
Darrell"s drab bonnet. And be quick."
The blushes and emotion of young Mr. Doolittle, it was quite evident, were entirely thrown away upon Miss Darrell. "Not at home to lovers,"
was plainly written on her moody brow and impatient lips. So Mr.
Doolittle produced the crash and cut off the six yards, the three pairs of shoes were picked out, and the stoniest of the stone colors chosen, the parcel tied up and paid for.
"We didn"t see you up to Squire Whipple"s surprise party last night, Miss Edith," Mr. Doolittle timidly ventured, with a strong "Down East"
accent. "We had a hunky supper and a rale good time."
"No, you didn"t see me, Mr. Doolittle, and I don"t think you"re likely to in a hurry, either. The deadly liveliness of Sandypoint surprise parties, and the beauty of Sandypoint, and its beastly weather are about on a par--the parties, if anything, the most dismal of the three."
With which the young lady went out with a cool parting nod. There was one more errand to go--this one for herself. It was to the post-office, and even the old post-master lit up into a smile of welcome at sight of his visitor. It was evident, that when in good temper Miss Darrell must be rather a favorite in the neighborhood.
"Letters for you? Well, yes, Miss Edie, I think there is. What"s this?
Miss Edith S. Darrell, Sandypoint Ma.s.s. That"s for you, and from New York again, I see. Ah! I hope none o" them York chaps will be coming down here to carry away the best-lookin" gal in town."
He handed her the letter. For a moment her dark face lit up with an eager flush; as she took the letter it fell. It was superscribed in a girl"s spidery tracery, sealed with blue wax, and a sentimental French seal and motto.
"From Trixy," she said, under her breath; "and I felt sure there would be one from--Are you _sure_ this is all, Mr. Merriweather? I expected another."
"Sure and certain, Miss Edie. Sorry to disappoint you, but that"s all.
Never mind, my dear--he"ll write by next mail."
She turned shortly away, putting the letter in her pocket. Her face relapsed again, into what seemed its habitual look of gloom and discontent.
"He"s like all the rest of the world," she thought, bitterly, "out of sight, out of mind. I was a fool to think he would remember me long. I only wonder Beatrix takes the trouble of writing to this dead-and-alive place. One thing is very certain--she won"t do it long."
She returned for her parcels, and set out on her wet return walk home.
Mr. Doolittle volunteered to escort her thither, but she made short work of _him_. Through the rain, through the slop, wet, cold, comfortless, the girl left the ugly town behind her, and came out on the lonely road that led along to the sea. Five minutes more, brought her in sight of her home--a forlorn house, standing bleak and bare on a cliff. One path led to it--another to the sands below. At the point where she must turn either way, Miss Darrell stood still and looked moodily up at the house.
"If I go there," she muttered, "she"ll set me to hem the towels, or trim the bonnet, or make a pudding for dinner. It"s wash day, and I know what _that_ means in our house. I _won"t_ go--it"s better out in the rain; the towels and the drab bonnet may go _au diable_, and my blessed stepmother with them, if it comes to that."
She turned sharply and took the path to the right. Half way down she came to a sort of projection in the cliff, partly sheltered from the rain by a clump of spruce-trees. Seating herself on this, with the grey sea sending its flying spray almost up in her face, she drew forth her letter, broke the seal, and read:
NEW YORK, March 13, 18--.
"DEAREST DITHY:--Just half-an-hour ago I came home from a _splendid_ ball, the most splendid by far of the winter, and before one ray of all its brilliance fades from my frivolous mind, let me sit down and tell you all about it if I can.
"The ball was held at the De Rooyter house, up the avenue, in honor of their distinguished English guests, Lady Helena Powyss, of Powyss Place, Cheshire, and Sir Victor Catheron, of Catheron Royals, Cheshire.
How grand the t.i.tles sound! My very pen expands as it writes those patrician names. Lady Helena. Oh, Dithy! _how_ delicious it must be to be, "My Lady!"
"What did I wear, you ask? Well, my dear, I wore a lovely trained green silk--gas-light green, you know, under white tulle, all looped up with trailing sprays of lily of the valley and gra.s.ses--ditto, ditto, in my hair, and just one pink, half-blown rose. A trying costume you say? Yes, I know it, but you see, the only beauty poor Trixy can claim is a tolerable pink and white complexion, and a decent head of light brown hair. So I carried it off--everyone says I really looked my very best, and--don"t set this down to vanity dear--the gentlemen"s eyes indorsed it. I danced all night, and here is where the rapture comes in, three times with the baronet. I can"t say much for his waltzing, but he"s delightful, Dithy--charming. Could a baronet be anything else? He talks with that delightful English accent, which it is impossible to imitate or describe--he is very young, about three-and-twenty, I should judge, and really (in that blonde English way) very handsome. His hair is very light--he has large, lovely, short-sighted blue eyes, and wears an eye-gla.s.s. Now, I think an eye-gla.s.s is distinguished looking in itself, and it is _haut ton_ to be short sighted. Why are they in New York do I hear you say? Lady Helena was recommended a sea voyage for her health, and her nephew accompanied her. Lady Helena is not young nor beautiful, as you might imagine, but a fair, fat, and sixty, I should say, British matron. She is the daughter of the late Marquis of St Albans, and a widow, her husband having died some time ago. And they are immensely rich.
IMMENSELY, Dithy! Capitals can"t do justice to it. And of course all the young ladies last night were making a dead set at the young baronet Oh, Dithy--child, if he should only fall in love with me--with ME, and make me Lady Catheron, I believe I should just die of pure ecstasy (is that word spelled right?) like Lord Berleigh"s bride in the story. Fancy yourself reading it in the papers:
""On the ----th inst, by the Rev. Blank Blank, a.s.sisted by etc., etc., at the residence of the bride"s father, Sir Victor Catheron, Baronet, of Catheron Royals, Cheshire, England, to Beatrix Marie Stuart, only daughter of James Stuart, Esq., banker of Fifth avenue, New York.
_No Cards_!
"Dithy, think of it! It makes my brain swim, and stranger things have happened. My twentieth birthday comes next week, and ma gives a large party, and Lady H. and Sir V. are coming. I am to wear a pink silk with tr.i.m.m.i.n.gs of real point, and pa sent home a set of pearls from Tiffany"s yesterday, for which he gave $1,000. If the rose silk and pearls fail to finish him, then there is another project on the carpet.
It is this, Lady H. and Sir V. go home the first week of May, and we are going with them in the same ship. I say _we_--pa, ma, Charley, and me. Won"t it be lovely? If _you_ were coming, you might write a book about our haps and mishaps. I think they will equal the "Dodd Family Abroad." Seriously, though, Edith dear, I wish you were coming with us. It"s a burning shame that you should be buried alive down in that poky Sandypoint, with your cleverness, and your accomplishments, and good looks, and everything. If I marry the baronet, Dith, I shall take you with me to England, and you shall live happy forever after.
"I set out to tell you of the De Rooyter ball, and see how I run on.
All New York was there--the crush was awful, the music excellent, the supper--heavenly! Sir Victor likes us Americans _so_ much; but then who could help liking us? Oh, it has been a charming winter--parties somewhere every night. Nilsson singing for us, some sleighing, and skating no end. I have had the loveliest skating costume, of violet velvet, satin and ermine--words can"t do it justice.
"Hark! A clock down-stairs strikes five, and, "Kathleen Mavourneen, the grey dawn is breaking" over the deserted city streets. As Lady Macbeth says, "To bed--to bed!" With endless love, and endless kisses, ever thine own.
"BEATRIX."
She finished the letter--it dropped upon her lap, and her large, dark eyes looked blankly out over the cold, gray, rain-beaten sea. _This_ was the life she longed for, prayed for, dreamed of, the life for which she would have sold half the years of her life. The b.a.l.l.s, the operas, the rose silks and pearls, the booths and merry-go rounds of Vanity Fair. She thirsted for them as the blind thirst for sight. She longed for the "halls of dazzling light," the dainty dishes, the violet velvet and ermine, with a longing no words can paint. She had youth and beauty; she would have suited the life as the life suited her. Nature had made her for it, and Fate had planted her here in the dreariest of all dreary sea-coast towns.
The rain beat upon her uncovered head, the cold wind blew in her face--she felt neither. Her heart was full of tumult, revolt, bitterness untold.
Beatrix Stuart"s father had been her dead mother"s cousin. Why was Beatrix chosen among the elect of Mammon, and Edith left to drag out "life among the lowly?" She sat here while the moments wore on, the letter crushed in her lap, her lips set in a line of dull pain. The glory of the world, the flesh-pots of Egypt, the purple and fine linen of life, her heart craved with an exceeding great longing, and all life had given her was hideous poverty, going errands in shabby hats, and her stepmother"s rubbers, through rain and mud, and being waited upon by such men as Sam Doolittle. She looked with eyes full of pa.s.sionate despair at the dark, stormy sea.
"If I only had courage," she said, between her set teeth, "to jump in there and make an end of it. I will some day--or I"ll run away. I don"t much care what becomes of me. Nothing can be worse than this sort of life--nothing."
She looked dangerous as she thought it--dangerous to herself and others, and ready for any desperate deed. So absorbed was she in her own gloomy thoughts, as she sat there, that she never heard a footstep descending the rocky path behind her. Suddenly two gloved hands were clasped over her eyes, and a mellow, masculine voice, sang a verse of an appropriate song:
""Break, break, break, On thy cold grey stones, oh sea!
And I would that my tongue could utter The thoughts that arise in me."
"I would that my tongue could utter the thoughts that arise in me, concerning young ladies who sit perched on rocks in the rain. Is it your favorite amus.e.m.e.nt, may I ask, Miss Darrell, to sit here and be rained on? And are there no lunatic asylums in Sandypoint, that they allow such people as you to go at large?"
She sprang to her feet and confronted him, her breath caught, her eyes dilating.
"Oh!" she cried, in a breathless sort of way, "it _is_ Charley!"
She held out both her hands, the whole expression of her face changing--her eyes like stars.