Lady Caroline wished that he had left the words unsaid. Margaret"s face went crimson and then turned very pale. Her mother saw her embarra.s.sment and hastened to relieve it.
"Margaret, dear, will you take Alicia my smelling salts? I think they may relieve her headache. Tell her not to get up--I will come and see her soon."
And as Margaret departed, Mr. Adair with lifted eyebrows and in significant silence handed an envelope to his wife. She glanced at it with perfectly unmoved composure. It was what she had been expecting: a letter from Wyvis Brand asking for the hand of their daughter, Margaret Adair.
CHAPTER XXIX.
MARGARET"S CONFESSION.
Margaret heard nothing of her lover"s letter that night. It was not thought desirable that the tranquillity of the evening should be disturbed. Lady Caroline would have sacrificed a good deal sooner than the harmonious influences of a well-appointed dinner and the pa.s.sionless refinement of an evening spent with her musical and artistic friends.
Mr. Adair"s sisters were women of cultured taste, and she had asked two gentlemen to meet them, therefore it was quite impossible (from her point of view) to discuss any difficult point before the morning.
Margaret, who knew pretty well what was coming, spent a rather feverish half-hour in her room before the ringing of the dinner-bell, expecting every minute that her mother would appear, or that she would be summoned to a conference with her father in the library. But when the dinner hour approached without any attempt at discussion of the matter, and she perceived that it was to be left until the morrow, it must be confessed that she drew long breath of relief. She was quite sufficiently well versed in Lady Caroline"s tactics to appreciate the force and wisdom of this reserve. "It is so much better, of course," she said to herself, as her maid dressed her hair, "that we should not have any agitating scene just before dinner. I dare say I should cry--if they were all very grave and solemn I am sure I should cry!--and it would be so awkward to come down with red eyes. And, of course, I could not stay upstairs to-night Perhaps mamma will come to me to-night when every one is gone."
And armed with this antic.i.p.ation, she went downstairs, looking only a little more flushed than usual, and able to bear her part in the conversation and the amus.e.m.e.nts as easily as if no question as to her future fate were hanging undecided in the air.
But Lady Caroline did not stay when she visited Margaret that night as usual in her pretty room. She caressed and kissed her with more than customary warmth, but she did not attempt to enter into conversation with her in spite of the soft appeal of Margaret"s inquiring eyes. "My dear child, I cannot possibly stay with you to-night," she said. "Your Aunt Isabel has asked me to go into her room for a few minutes.
Good-night, my own sweetest: you looked admirable to-night in that lace dress, and your singing was simply charming. Mr. Bevan was saying that you ought to have the best Italian masters. Good-night, my darling," and Margaret was left alone.
She was a little disturbed--a little, not very much. She was not apt to be irritable or impatient, and she had great confidence in her parents"
love for her. She had never realized that she lived under a yoke.
Everything was made so smooth and easy that she imagined that she had only to express her will in order to have it granted. That there might be difficulties she foresaw: her parents might hesitate and parley a good deal, but she had not the slightest fear of overcoming their reluctance in course of time. She had always been a young princess, and n.o.body had ever seriously combated her will.
"I am sure that if I am resolute enough I shall be allowed to do as I choose," she said to herself; and possibly this was true enough. But Margaret had never yet had occasion to measure her resolution against that of her father and mother.
She went to bed and to sleep, therefore, quite peacefully, and slept like a child until morning, while Wyvis Brand was frantically pacing up and down his old hall for the greater part of the night, and Janetta was wetting her pillow with silent tears, and Philip Ashley, sleepless like these others, vainly tried to forget his disappointment in the perusal of certain blue-books. Margaret was the cause of all this turmoil of mind, but she knew nothing of it, and most certainly did not partake in it.
She suspected that she was to be spoken to on the subject of Mr. Brand"s letter, when, after breakfast, next morning, she found that her father was arranging to take his sisters and Miss Stone for a long drive, and that she was to be left alone with her mother. Lady Caroline had relented, so far as Alicia was concerned. It would not look well, she had reflected, to send away her own kinswoman in disgrace, and although she still felt exceedingly, angry with Alicia, she had formally received her back into favor, cautioning her only not to speak to Margaret about Wyvis Brand. When every one was out of the way Lady Caroline knew that she could more easily have a conversation with her daughter, and Margaret was well aware of her intent. The girl looked mild and un.o.bservant as usual, but she was busily engaged in watching for danger-signals. Her father"s manner was decidedly flurried: so much was evident to her: the very way in which he avoided her eye and glanced uneasily at her mother spoke volumes to Margaret. It did not surprise her to see that Lady Caroline"s face was as calm, her smile as sweet as ever: Lady Caroline always masked her emotion well; but there was still something visible in her eyes (which, in spite of herself, _would_ look anxious and preoccupied) that made Margaret uncomfortable. Was she going to have a fight with her parents? She hoped not: it would be quite too uncomfortable!
"Come here, darling," said Lady Caroline, when the carriage had driven away; "come to my morning-room and talk to me a little. I want you."
Margaret faintly resisted. "It is my practicing time, mamma."
"But if I want you, dearest----"
"Oh, of course it does not matter," said Margaret, with her usual instinct of politeness. "I would much rather talk than practice."
The mother laid her hand lightly within her tall daughter"s arm, and led her towards the morning-room, a place of which she was especially fond in summer, as it was cool, airy, and looked out upon a conservatory full of blossoming plants. Lady Caroline sank down upon a low soft couch, and motioned to the girl to seat herself beside her; then, possessing herself of one of Margaret"s hands and stroking it gently, she said with a smile--
"You have another admirer, Margaret?"
This opening differed so widely from any which the girl had expected that she opened her eyes with a look of intense surprise.
"Why should you be astonished, darling?" said Lady Caroline, with some amus.e.m.e.nt in her light tones. "You have had a good many already, have you not? And, by the by, you have had one or two very good offers, Margaret, and you have refused everything. You must really begin to think a little more seriously of your eligible suitors! This last one, however, is not an eligible one at all."
"Who, mamma?" said Margaret, faintly.
"The very last man whom I should have expected to come forward," said her mother. "Indeed, I call it the greatest piece of presumption I ever heard of. Considering that we are not on visiting terms, even."
"Oh, mamma, do tell me who you mean!"
Lady Adair arched her pencilled eyebrows over this movement of impatience. "Really, Margaret, darling! But I suppose I must be lenient: a girl naturally desires to hear about her suitors; but you must not interrupt me another time, love. It is that most impossible man, Mr.
Brand of the Red House."
Margaret"s face flushed from brow to chin. "Why impossible, mamma?"
"Dear child! You are so unworldly! But there is a point at which unworldliness becomes folly. We must stop short of that. Poor Mr. Brand is, for one thing, quite out of society."
"Not in Paris or London, mamma. Only in this place, where people are narrow and bigoted and censorious."
"And where, unfortunately, he has to live," said Lady Caroline, with gentle firmness. "It matters to _us_ very little what they say of him in Paris or London: it matters a great deal what the County says."
"But if the County could be induced to take him up!" said Margaret, rather breathlessly. "He was at Lady Ashley"s the other day, and he seemed to know a great many people. And if you--we--received him, it would make all the difference in the world."
"Oh, no doubt we could float him if we chose," said Lady Caroline, indifferently; "but would it really be worth the trouble? Even if he went everywhere, dear, he would not be a man that I should care to cultivate; he has not a nice reputation at all."
"n.o.body knows of anything wrong that he has done," Margaret averred, with burning cheeks.
"Well, I have heard of one or two things that are not to his credit. I am told that he drinks and plays a good deal, that his language to his groom is something awful, and that he makes his poor little boy drunk every night." In this version had Wyvis Brand"s faults and weaknesses gone forth to the world near Beaminster! "Then he has very disagreeable people to visit him, and his mother is not in the least a lady--a publican"s daughter, and not, I am afraid, quite respectable in her youth." Lady Caroline"s voice sank to a whisper. "Some very unpleasant things have been said about Mrs. Brand. n.o.body calls on her. I am very sorry for her, poor thing, but what could one do? I would not set foot in the house while she was in it--I really would not. Mr. Brand ought to send her away."
"But what has she done, mamma?"
"There is no necessity for you to hear, Margaret. I like your mind to be kept innocent of evil, dear. Surely it is enough if I tell you that there is something wrong."
The girl was silent for a minute or two: she was beginning to feel abashed and ashamed. It was in a very low voice that she said at last--
"Mr. Brand would probably find another home for her if he married."
"Oh, most likely. But I do not know that what he would do affects us particularly. He is quite a poor man: even his family is not very good, although it is an old one, and it has been the proverb of the country-side for dissipation and extravagance for upwards of a century."
"But if he had quite reformed," Margaret murmured.
"My darling, what difference would it make? I am sure I do not know why we discuss the matter: it is a little too ridiculous to speak of it seriously. Your father will give Mr. Wyvis Brand his answer, and in such a way that he will not care to repeat his presumptuous and insolent proposal, and there will be an end of it. I hope, dearest, you have not been annoyed by the man? I heard something of his pursuing you with his attentions at Lady Ashley"s party."
"Mamma," said Margaret, in a tragic tone, "this must not go on. You must not speak to me as you are doing now. You do not understand the position of affairs at all. I----"
"I beg your pardon, darling--one moment. Will you give me that palm-leaf fan from the mantel-piece? It is really rather a hot morning. Thanks, dear. What was it you were saying?"
Lady Caroline knew the value of an adroit interruption. She had checked the flow of Margaret"s indignation for the moment, and was well aware that the girl would not probably begin her speech in quite the same tone a second time. At the same time she saw that she had given her daughter a momentary advantage. Margaret did not reseat herself after handing her mother the fan--she remained standing, a pale, slender figure, somewhat impressive in the shadows of the half-darkened room, with hands clasped and head slightly lifted as if in solemn protest.
"Mamma," she began, in a somewhat subdued voice, "I must tell you. Mr.
Brand spoke to me before he wrote to papa. I told him to write."
Lady Caroline put her eye-gla.s.s and looked curiously at her daughter.
"You told him to write, my dear child? And how did that come about?