"All the more reason, then, why I must say a still more unpleasant thing than ever," she replied. "Nora is in great trouble, because she has been told what I have known for some time. Her mother does not always control herself; you know what I mean? She must not marry without telling this--we cannot deceive the man who is to be her husband--he must know the possible disgrace."
"If every woman were as straightforward and honorable as you, Janetta, there would be fewer miserable marriages," said Wyvis, slowly. "You are, no doubt, right to speak; but, on the other hand, _our_ family record is much worse than yours. If one of you can condescend to take one of us, I think we shall have the advantage."
Janetta drew a long breath.
"Then, will you help me in what I ask?"
"Yes, I will. I"ll speak to Cuthbert and point out how reasonable you are. Then--you"ll let him cultivate your sister"s acquaintance, I suppose? In spite of your disclaimers, I believe you are supreme in the house. I wish there were more like you to be supreme, Janetta. I wish--to G.o.d I wish--that I had met you--a woman like you--eight years ago."
And before she could realize the meaning of what he had said to her, the man was gone.
CHAPTER XXII.
WYVIS BRAND"S IDEAL.
Everything was satisfactorily settled. Cuthbert was put on his probation; Nora was instructed in the prospect that lay before her, and was allowed to correspond with her "semi-betrothed," as he insisted on calling himself. Mrs. Colwyn was radiant with reflected glory, for although she despised and hated Mrs. Brand, she was not blind to the advantages that would accrue to herself through connection with a County family. She was not, however, as fully informed in the details of the little love-affair as she imagined herself to be. Janetta"s share in bringing about a _denouement_ and r.e.t.a.r.ding its further development was quite unknown to her. The delay, which some of Mr. Colwyn"s old friends urged with great vigor, was ascribed by her chiefly to the hostile influences of Wyvis Brand, and she made a point of being openly uncivil to that gentleman when, on fine mornings, he brought his boy to Gwynne Street or fetched him away on a bright afternoon. For it had been decided that little Julian should not only come every day at ten, but on two days of the week should stay until four o"clock in the afternoon, in order to enjoy the advantages of Tiny"s society. He had been living so unchild-like a life of late that Janetta begged to keep him for play as well as for lessons with other children.
Nora went back to her school somewhat sobered by the unexpected turn of events, and rather ashamed of her a.s.sumption (dispelled by Janetta) that Cuthbert Brand had given drawing lessons at Mrs. Smith"s in order to be near her. Mr. Cuthbert Brand discontinued these lessons, but opened a cla.s.s in Beaminster at the half-deserted Art School, and made himself popular wherever he went. Janetta was half inclined to doubt the genuineness of his affection for Nora when she heard of his innocent, but quite enthusiastic, flirtations with other girls. But he always solemnly a.s.sured her that Nora had his heart, and Nora only; and as long as he made Nora happy Janetta was content. And so the weeks pa.s.sed on.
She had more to do now that Julian came every day, but she got no new music pupils, and she heard nothing about the evening parties at Lady Ashley"s. She concluded that Sir Philip and his mother had forgotten her, but such was not the case. There had been a death in the family, and the consequent period of mourning had prevented Lady Ashley from giving any parties--that was all.
For some little time, therefore, Janetta"s life seemed likely to flow on in a very peaceful way. Mrs. Colwyn "broke out" only once between Christmas and Easter, and was more penitent and depressed after her outbreak than Janetta had ever seen her. Matters went on more quietly than ever after this event. Easter came, and brought Nora and Georgie home again, and then there was a period of comparative excitement and jollity, for the Brands began to come with much regularity to the little house in Gwynne Street, and there were merry-makings almost every day.
But when the accustomed routine began again, Janetta, in her conscientious way, took herself seriously to task. She had not been governing herself, her thoughts, her time, her temper, as she conceived that it was right for her to do. On reflection, it seemed to her that one person lately filled up the whole of her mental horizon. And this person she was genuinely shocked to find was Wyvis Brand.
Why should she concern herself so much about him? He was married; he had a child; his mother and brother lived with him, and supplied his need of society. He went out into the world about Beaminster more than he used to do, and might have been fairly popular if he had exerted himself, but this he would never do. There were fewer reports current about his bad companions, or his unsteady way of life; and Janetta gathered from various sources that he had entirely abandoned that profane and reckless method of speech for which she had rebuked him. He was improving, certainly. Well, was that any reason why she should think about him so much, or consider his character and his probable fate so earnestly? She saw no reason in it, she told herself; and perhaps she was right.
There was another reason even more potent for making her think of him.
He had had an unsatisfactory, troublous sort of life; he had been unfortunate in his domestic relations, and he was most decidedly an unhappy man. Many a woman before Janetta has found reasons of this kind suffice for love of a man. Certainly, in Janetta"s case, they formed the basis of a good deal of interest. She told herself that she could not help thinking of him. He came very often, on pretext of bringing or of fetching Julian--especially on the days when Julian stayed until four o"clock, for then he would stray in and sit down to chat with Janetta and her mother until it was sheer incivility not to offer him a cup of tea. Softened by the pleasures of hospitality, Mrs. Colwyn would be quite gracious to him at these times. But now and then she left him to be entertained by Janetta, saying rather sharply that she did not care to meet the man who chose to behave "so brutally to her darling Nora."
So that Janetta got into the way of sitting with him, talking with him on all subjects, of giving him her sage advice when he asked for it, and listening with interest to the stories that he told her of his past life. It was natural that she should think about him a good deal, and about his efforts to straighten the tangled coil of his life, and to make himself a worthier father for his little son than his own father had been to him. There was nothing in the world more likely than this sort of intercourse to bring these two kinsfolk upon terms of closest friendship. And as Janetta indignantly told herself--there was nothing--nothing more.
She always remembered that his wife was living; she never forgot it for a moment. He was, of course, not a man whom she ever thought of loving--she was angry with herself for the very suggestion--but he was certainly a man who interested her more than any one whom she had ever met. And he was interested in her too. He liked to talk to her, to ask her advice and listen to her pet theories. She was friend, comrade, sister, all in one. Nothing more. But the position was, whether they knew it or not, a rather dangerous one, and an innocent friendship might have glided into something closer and more harmful had not an unexpected turn been given to the events of both their lives.
For some time Janetta had seen little of the Adairs. They were very much occupied--visiting and receiving visits--and Margaret"s lessons were not persevered in. But one afternoon, shortly after Easter, she called at Mrs. Colwyn"s house between three and four, and asked when she might begin again. Before the day was settled, however, they drifted into talk about other things, and Margaret was soon deeply engaged in an account of her presentation at Court.
"I thought you were going to stay in town for the season?" Janetta asked.
Margaret shook her head. "It was so hot and noisy," she murmured. "Papa said the close rooms spoiled my complexion, and I am sure they spoiled my temper!" She smiled bewitchingly as she spoke.
She was charmingly dressed in cream-colored muslin, with a soft silk sash of some nondescript pink hue tied round her waist, and a bunch of roses at her throat to match the Paris flowers in her broad-brimmed, slightly tilted, picturesque straw hat. A wrap for the carriage-fawn-colored, with silk-lining of rose-pink toned by an under-tint of grey--carried out the scheme of color suggested by her dress, and suited her fair complexion admirably. She had thrown this wrap over the back of a chair and removed her hat, so that Janetta might see whether she was altered or not.
"You are just a trifle paler," Janetta confessed.
As a matter of fact there were some tired lines under Margaret"s eyes, and a distinct waning of the fresh faint bloom upon her cheek--changes which made of her less the school girl than the woman of the world. And yet, to Janetta"s thinking, she was more beautiful than ever, for she was acquiring a little of the dignity given by experience without losing the simple tranquillity of the exquisite child.
"I am a little tired," Margaret said. "One sees so much--one goes to so many places. I sighed for Helmsley Court, and dear mamma brought me home."
At this moment a crash, as of some falling body, resounded through the house, followed by a clatter of breaking crockery, and the cries of children. Janetta started up, with changing color, and apologized to her guest.
"Dear Margaret, will you excuse me for a moment? I am afraid that one of the children must have fallen. I will be back in a minute or two."
"Go, dear, by all means," said Margaret, placidly. "I know how necessary you are."
Janetta ran off, being desperately afraid that Mrs. Colwyn had been the cause of this commotion. But here she was mistaken. Mrs. Colwyn was safe in her room, but Ph[oe]be, the charity orphan, had been met, while ascending the kitchen stair with the tea-tray in her hands, by a raid of nursery people--Tiny and Curly and Julian Brand, to wit--had been accidentally knocked down, had broken the best tea-set and dislocated her own collar-bone; while Julian"s hand was severely cut and Curly"s right eye was black and blue. Tiny had fortunately escaped without injury, and it was she, therefore, who was sent to Margaret with a modified version of the disaster.
"Please, Janetta says, will you stay for a little minute or two till she comes back again? Curly"s gone for the doctor because Ph[oe]be"s done something to one of her bones; and Janetta"s tying up Julian"s thumb because it"s bleeding so dreadfully."
"I have never seen you before, have I?" said Margaret, smiling at the slim little girl with the delicate face and great blue eyes. "You are Tiny; I have often heard of you. Do you know me?"
"Yes," said Tiny. "You are the beautiful lady who sends us flowers and things--Janetta"s friend."
"Yes, that is right. And how long will Janetta be?"
"Oh, not long, she said; and she hoped you would not mind waiting for a little while?"
"Not at all. Is that the doctor?" as a knock resounded through the little house.
"I dare say it is," said Tiny, running to the door; and then after a moment"s pause, she added, in a rather disappointed tone, "No, it"s Julian"s father. It"s Mr. Brand."
"Mr. Brand!" said Margaret, half-astonished and half-amused. "Oh, I have heard of him." And even as she spoke, the door opened, and Wyvis Brand walked straight into the room.
He gave a very slight start as his eyes fell upon Margaret, but betrayed no other sign of surprise. Tiny flew to him at once, dragged at his hand, and effected some sort of informal introduction, mingled with an account of the accident which had happened to Julian.
"Don"t you want to go and ascertain the amount of the injury?" said Margaret, with a little smile.
"Not at all," said Wyvis, emphatically, and took up his position by the mantel-piece, whence he got the best view of her graceful figure and flower-like face. Margaret felt the gaze and was not displeased by it, admiration was no new thing to her; she smiled vaguely and slightly lowered her lovely eyes. And Wyvis stood and looked.
In spite of his apparent roughness Wyvis Brand was an impressionable man. He had come into the room cold, tired, not quite in his usual health, and more than usually out of humor; and instead of the ordinary sight of Janetta--a trim, pleasant, household-fairy sort of sight, it was true, but not of the wildly exciting kind--he found a vision, as it seemed to him, of the most ethereal beauty--a woman whose every movement was full of grace, whose exquisitely modulated voice expressed refinement as clearly as her delicately moulded features; whose whole being seemed to exhale a sort of perfume of culture, as if she were in herself the most perfect product of a whole civilization.
Wyvis had been in many drawing-rooms and known many women, more or less intimately, but he had never, in all his purposeless Bohemian life, come across exactly this type of woman--a type in which refinement counts for more than beauty, culture for more than grace. With a sudden leap of memory, he recalled some scenes of which he had been witness years before, when a woman, hot, red, excited with wine and with furious jealousy, had reviled him in the coa.r.s.est terms, had struck him in the face and had spat out foul and vindictive words of abuse. That woman--ah, that woman was his wife--had been for many years to him the type of what women must always be when stripped of the veneer of society"s restraints. Janetta had of late shaken his conviction on this point; it was reserved for Margaret Adair to shatter it to the winds.
She looked so fair, so dainty, so delicate--he would have been a marvel amongst men who believed that her body was anything but "an index to a most fair mind"--that Wyvis said to himself that he had never seen any woman like her. He was fascinated and enthralled. The qualities which made her so different from his timid, underbred, melancholy mother, or his coa.r.s.e and self-indulgent wife, were those in which Margaret showed peculiar excellence. And before these--for the first time in his life--Wyvis Brand fell down and worshipped.
It was unfortunate; it was wrong; but it was one of those things that will happen sometimes in everyday life. Wyvis was separated from his wife, and hated as much as he despised her. Almost without knowing what he did, he laid his whole heart and soul, suddenly and unthinkingly, at Margaret"s feet. And Margaret, smiling and serene, utterly ignorant of his past, and not averse to a little romance that might end more flatteringly than Sir Philip"s attentions had done, was quite ready to accept the gift.
Before Janetta had bound up Julian"s hand, and made some fresh tea, which she was obliged to carry upstairs herself, Mr. Brand had obtained information from Margaret as to the day and hour on which she was likely to come to Janetta for her singing-lesson, and also as to several of her habits in the matter of walks and drives. Margaret gave the information innocently enough; Wyvis had no direct purpose in extracting it; but the attraction which the two felt towards each other was sufficient to make such knowledge of her movements undesirable, and even dangerous for both.
CHAPTER XXIII.
FORGET-ME-NOTS.