Chapter 264 Su Yicheng, Goodbye
Su Yicheng?
It was strange. During this time, Luo Xiaoxi hadn’t been missing him crazily like she was when the car accident just took place.
It was not because she was too busy, nor it was because her parents finally recovered.
She just carefully placed Su Yicheng at the safest place in her heart, just like Su Jianan used to hide her love for Lu Boyan deep inside.
On that day, as usual, Luo Xiaoxi set off to the hospital after work.
Lao Luo actually was able to be discharged but stayed because he wanted to keep her wife in company. Therefore, Luo Xiaoxi naturally saw the hospital as her second home as well and didn’t go home until 11 o’clock at night.
However, today was a bit different, because the moment she stepped out of the elevator, she froze—
At the other end of the hall, her mother, who seemed to have awaited her for long, was walking toward Luo Xiaoxi.
After confirming again and again, she was finally sure she’s not imagining things. Her mother had been in a wheelchair after she woke up, and now, she could finally stand on her feet!
“Mom!”
Luo Xiaoxi screamed out of happiness and rushed to hug her mother.
Mrs. Luo smiled tenderly and patted her daughter’s back. “Xiaoxi, it must be hard for you during the past few days.”
“Not at all!” Luo Xiaoxi jerked her head, her eyes tearful already. “As long you and Lao Luo recover, I’ll do whatever it takes!”
At the moment, Luo Xiaoxi felt that lady luck might start to favor her again.
Her parents were both discharged from hospital and Lao Luo started to get his hands on the company affairs. Therefore, when she did not know what to do, Luo Xiaoxi wouldn’t have to worry like she used to, because she could just throw the case to Lao Luo.
Sometimes, she would even discuss s certain company project with Lao Luo, and they would get so heated up in a discussion till their faces redden if they had different opinions. However, in the end, they would always end up bursting into laughter together.
“Nasty girl.” As if he were scolding her, Lao Luo poked on the s.p.a.ce between his daughter’s brows, but his poking carried a parental tenderness. “I’ve just been discharged. Why won’t you yield to me?”
“Cut it! out” The scattered files swished on the surface of the table, it was Luo Xiaoxi putting them aside. “You’ve recovered long ago! Plus, it’s about the company’s interest. I can’t be careless about that.”
“…” Lao Luo sighed as if he had been badly hurt.
Luo Xiaoxi chuckled and wished that her life could always be like this.
On Friday night, Luo Xiaoxi was invited to an evening banquet.
In the past, if attending an occasion like this, Luo Xiaoxi would dress so s.e.xily and glamorously to make sure that no man on the scene could take their eyes off her.
However, after getting used to black, white, or grey suit, she turned to keep a low profile as Su Jianan did. Now, in choosing dresses, she would pick elegance over s.e.xiness. Thus she put on a black strapless gown, accompanied by a set of diamond jewelry.
After making herself up, she skillfully took a selfie in front of the mirror and sent it to Su Jianan on Wechat.
Su Jianan had gone off work and stayed at home now. So, soon, she responded with a question mark, along with a sentence: What are you trying to say?
“I’m the ‘junior Director Luo’ in Luo Enterprise, so I gotta be composed and elegant!” After typing that, Luo Xiaoxi added a coy emoji behind it, so Su Jianan had to reply with a series of dots.
Having just arrived in time at the hotel, Luo Xiaoxi handed their invitations to the receptionist with her arm in Qin Wei’s. Qin Wei joked. “Will people take us as a couple seeing us like this?”
“We nearly became a couple.” Luo Xiaoxi compressed her lips and smiled proudly as she used to. “But you missed your shot.”
“Well.” If it were on another occasion, Qin Wei would have rolled his eyes at her words already.
Having taken a few steps with Luo Xiaoxi’s arm in his, Qin Wei suddenly slowed down. He lifted his chin to someone in front of them, signaling Luo Xiaoxi to look in that direction.
It was Su Yicheng, without a companion.
Luo Xiaoxi’s smile froze at that moment, and suddenly turned around grabbing Qin Wei’s hand. However, Qin Wei calmly stopped her from fleeing.
“Are you afraid?” Qin Wei smiled as if he had seen her through.
“Afraid, my foot!” Luo Xiaoxi hurridly denied, looking into Qin Wei’s eyes, and her eyes betrayed her guilty feeling.
She felt a little mad and embarra.s.sed, so she jerked her head away to hide her feelings.
However, the truth was she was lying. Now, she felt like when she saw Su Yicheng for the first time in her teens. She couldn’t even control her heartbeat back then. Now, when he didn’t bring a companion with her, she also secretly felt elated.
“Admit it, Luo Xiaoxi, you’ll always be a wimp in front of Su Yicheng.”
Qin Wei glanced at Luo Xiaoxi. “I’m going to meet with a few friends. Are you going with me?”
Luo Xiaoxi quickly pulled her arm from Qin Wei’s. “I don’t want no toxic friends of yours. You go ahead.”
The moment Qin Wei left, Su Yicheng headed straight to her.
Luo Xiaoxi secretly clenched her fists and her racing heart seemed to pop out of her throat. She almost wanted to escape.
Nevertheless, before she had a chance to put her thoughts into actions, someone dragged her away by hand.
It was crowded in the ballroom, so Luo Xiaoxi didn’t dare to yell. She kept struggling but couldn’t get rid of Su Yicheng’s hand at all, which was like a secure lock.
Su Yicheng brought her into a room.
The chandelier of the room was not lit, only dim sconces were on, leaving the atmosphere suggestive. Su Yicheng pinned Luo Xiaoxi onto the wall, his chest slightly heaving. She could smell the familiar scent of his.
Luo Xiaoxi swallowed and tried to sound as calm as possible. “What do you want?”
Su Yicheng fixed his gaze on her.
His gaze appeared more intense against the dim lights, almost burning Luo Xiaoxi.
Dazed, Luo Xiaoxi only saw a dark figure shadowing her, and then a familiar touch hit her lips…
“Strange. He looks so cold but his lips still feel as soft as before.”
All of a sudden, Luo Xiaoxi found that she remembered all things about him: his kiss, his fragrance, his hug. She never had forgotten any of them.
Something electric ran from her spine to her entire body. She nearly collapsed in Su Yicheng’s arms.
Luckily, she had learned how to stay rational—The next second, she placed her hands on Su Yicheng’s chest and pushed him hard. She mumbled some protests, but could not stop him from going further.
She didn’t know how long it had been before Su Yicheng released her. He pressed his forehead on hers. “Xiaoxi…”
His voice was husky but still attractive, full of helplessness as well as affections. Luo Xiaoxi’s feisty hands froze in the air, and her heart softened bit by bit.
During the past months, Su Yicheng did have crossed her mind.
Su Yicheng was not the only one who had been hurt.
“I didn’t mean to hurt you or try to hide it from you for the rest of my life.” Su Yicheng caressed Luo Xiaoxi’s cheek with his coa.r.s.e thumb, but she tossed it away.
She avoided his touch. “Zhang Mei has told me that her father helped you and I know you had to save Zhang Mei’s name back then.”
“…”
“…”
“I’ve done and said everything I could.” After a long while of silence, Su Yicheng’s voice betrayed his despair.
Luo Xiaoxi suddenly dived at Su Yicheng and blocked his lips, kissing him without any skills, like a revengeful little lion.
Su Yicheng’s limbs froze and didn’t come around until seconds later. Then, he circled one hand around Luo Xiaoxi’s waist, and another at the back of her head, seizing the initiative to kiss her hard.
Luo Xiaoxi didn’t surrender either. She untied Su Yicheng’s tie and unb.u.t.toned his shirt. Before long, the two had shifted from the living room to the bedroom.
It was more like a game where no party wanted to be the pa.s.sive one or admit defeat. They both went all out.
When they finished in the early morning, Luo Xiaoxi was already exhausted.
She kicked Su Yicheng. “When… was… the last time you…?”
“What?” Su Yicheng’s eyes looked appealingly languid, and he asked her in an unruffled voice.
Luo Xiaoxi gritted her teeth and snapped three words. “Touch a woman!”
Su Yicheng stared at her. “How long have you been avoiding me?”
Luo Xiaoxi fell silent. She turned around, and Su Yicheng couldn’t read her mind.
“Xiaoxi.” Su Yicheng reached out, trying to touch Luo Xiaoxi’s back. However, she seemed to have expected it and stumbled out of bed. She picked up the clothes on the ground and staggered over to the bathroom.
Soon, she got dressed and walked out. “I’ll be off.”
However, she didn’t go far before Su Yicheng clutched her wrist from behind. “Let’s get this straight.” He couldn’t stand the ambiguity anymore.
“I don’t see the need. It’s people getting what they want if you ask me.” Luo Xiaoxi turned back, smiled charmingly as if she hadn’t given a d.a.m.n about him. “We’re all grown-ups. You don’t think it’ll mean anything, do you?”
Su Yicheng’s chest suddenly heaved up and down, and he spat two words through his teeth. “Luo Xiaoxi!”
“I’ve told you before, we… can’t go back anymore.” Luo Xiaoxi broke free from Su Yicheng. “This is the last time. Su Yicheng, goodbye.”
She galloped out the door, collected her coat to wrap herself up, and got on the taxi to home.
Her parents were already asleep and Luo Xiaoxi snucked into her room, but she couldn’t sleep.
She swooshed open the drawer at the bottom of the bedside table and fished out some photos. Su Yicheng and she took those photos in the ancient town.
…
For several times, she wanted to shred these photos and threw them into the trash bin. However, when she thought these were their only photos, she couldn’t do it no matter how determined she had been.
She stuffed the photos back into the drawer, threw herself onto the bed, and finally fell asleep when the dawn was breaking.
She dreamed Su Yicheng in her hazy dreams.
In her dreams, he resolutely let go of her hand and said, “Xiaoxi, goodbye.”
Then, he left, without so much as a backward glance.
Her heart seemed to get entangled in thin threads. It cut her so deep that she lost her voice and could only squat in pain, holding her knees.
She shrank into a lump as if she could minimize the damage.
When she woke up, Luo Xiaoxi involuntarily wiped the corner of her eye and actually found tears all over the back of her hand.
“d.a.m.n! I even cried in dreams.”
Looking at the time, she found it was already past 10 o’clock.
She gasped but then realized it was Sat.u.r.day. Then, she calmed down again and dragged herself to the washing room. She put on turtleneck to hid love bites on her collarbone and neck and went downstairs in a composed manner.
Lao Luo was drinking tea in the living room. Seeing her have woken up, he asked her to have breakfast.
Luo Xiaoxi shook her head. “I’m not hungry.”
“Come here.” Lao Luo patted on the seat beside him. “Sit. I want to talk to you.”
Luo Xiaoxi had to sit down by Lao Luo’s order.
Then, Lao Luo smiled first. “When did you came back last night?”
“Early morning.” Luo Xiaoxi was feeling guilty. “You were asleep when I came back so I didn’t wake you up.”
“I thought you wouldn’t come back.” Lao Luo’s smile suddenly became meaningful.
Luo Xiaoxi’s sense of guilt turned stronger.
Lao Luo raised his hand to say that Luo Xiaoxi didn’t have to justify herself. “Seriously, now that I’m fully recovered and can take charge of Luo Enterprise any time. Do you still want to work in Luo Enterprise? If you do, I’ll arrange a suitable job for you to improve yourself. And of course, you have the right to say ‘no’.”
“…”
Luo Xiaoxi had long known that she had to make a choice sooner or later.