"This Day dress"d I in my new Blue Cloathes, the which become me not Ill & riding over to Hope Plant"n did ask for Emily"s Hand. Alas, "Tis even as my Fears foretold! Shee loves me Not. "Tis Richard alone hath her Heart.
"I do Fear Shee will sup Sorrow & drink Tears that setts her Affection upon the Unstable. Shee"s too Mild, too Tender, hath not a Firm enough Hand to restrain him. He should een have ta"en Madame Jezebel. Hath a Grand Pa.s.sion for him. Will not lightly wear the Willow."
"This Day did Richard my Brother Wed Emily Hope," he records, after a six-months" silence. "All say "tis a most n.o.ble Mating. My Mother in a Gown from London Town, & our Finest Gems, enow to make a Dutchess envious of a Carolina Lady. My Father in high Spiritts.
"I danc"d with the Bridesmaids, but Salut"d not the Bride, the Which noted Madame Jezebel. Was Handsomer than ever I did See her, many thinking her Handsomer than the Bride. Had a great Following, the which the Hussy treat"d with Disdain.
""Have you Kiss"d the Bride, Sir?" says shee, a-mocking of me after her Wont. "What a Fine Thing is a Love-Match, Master Freeman!"
""Have you Wish"d the Bridegroom Joy?" says I. The woman anger"d me.
""May Heaven send him all the Happiness he Deserves!" cries shee.
"Sure, you"ll echo that yourself, Master Freeman!" "Tis a jibing Wench. Would to G.o.d Richard had Wedded her!"
Then came dry notes of a visit to Kinsfolk in Virginia. Freeman seems to have been away from home for some time. When he returns, it is to chronicle in brief his brother"s downward course. "They have sold Hope Plantation and Most of the Slaves. "Tis an evil Chance."
"I shall be Twenty-one next month, though I feel a Thousand. We shall have a Ball, after the Custom of our House. "Tis to be a Grand Affair. I do think my Parents are somewhat Tender of Conscience to meward. Though my Father Loves me not as he Loves my Brother, yet he begins to Lean upon me more & More Heavily. My poor Mother is a Little Envious of these Dry Virtues of mine, seeing her Darling is like to come to Shipwreck for Lack of them. Yet had he Fortune & Beauty & Emily!"
The next entry records the loss of the Hynds jewels. ""Tis a great Mystery!" One is sorely puzzled here. There is no getting at what Freeman really thinks. Coldly, tritely, he sets down the bald, bare facts of the tragedies that wrecked the Hyndses.
With a strange lack of emotion he chronicles Richard"s death, and adds: "At the Pleasure of G.o.d his Birth fell upon a Wednesday, at Sun-rising, the which was by some Accounted Favourable. His Death came upon a Friday, at Noone, it Raining heavily."
Then comes his father"s sudden death; and this curious item:
"Despite his Anguish & Affliction of Spiritt upon that Date, he did tell me Part, after the Custom of our House, the morning of my Twenty-first Birthday. Alas, when he was Stricken, upon the News of Richard"s Demise, he had no Chance to tell me All, nor was there among his Papers the Keye nor any Clue to It. When J. call"d us, he was Beyond Speech & shee Hystericall with Affright. Thus the Whole Secret perishes, since Without the Keye & his Instructions "twould be Impossible to Proceed."
"This evening came Capt. B., the worst of the Plundering Crew that pluck"d Richard. "Sirrah," says he, impudently, "thy Brother owe"d me three thousand pounds." And he pulls me out a great fistfull of Billets.
""Sirrah," says I, "my Brother owes his Wife and Orphan"d Infant three thousand times more than that. There be Debts of Nature which precede so-called Debts of Honour. Each billet in thy hand, thou swindling runnigate, calls for a bullet. Begone, lest _I_ owe thee a horse-whipping."
""Anan!" says he, "and one of you a Thief! _That_ for Honour, in the mouth of a Hynds!" And snapp"d me his fingers under my Nose.
"We arrang"d a Meeting, though "T was Foolish to Risk myself, with the Roof tottering over my Mother"s Head. My fellow Pompey, Mr. G.
Dalzell, Mr. F. Mayne, & Dr. Balta.s.sar Bobo with me. Two of his scoundrelly a.s.sociates with him. His ball graz"d my arm above the Elbow & Burnt the Linen of my Shirt. Mine Finish"d him. "T was too great an Honour & more than he Deserv"d, to die by the Hand of a Gentleman."
A little later: "This morn disappear"d my Cozen Jessamine.
"Nothing discover"d of her Whereabouts," he records from time to time.
"This morn saw I Emily & Richard"s little Son. "T is a Fine child, much Resembling my Brother. Emily turn"d her Face away, drawing down of her Widow"s Weeds, & turn"d also the Babe"s face aside. I felt Embitter"d."
By this time he has taken over the whole Hynds estate as heir. He mentions his sisters" marriages, notes that they have received their dowers, and so dismisses them.
His mother has been dead some time when he marries. One wonders what the bride was like, whom he commends for "Housekeeping Virtues, so that the Servants instantly Obey, there is no Pilfering & Loitering, & the House moves like Clockwork."
He must have been like clockwork, himself. There seems less and less human emotion in him. The birth of his only child gets this:
"This day was born Sophronisba Harriott Hynds, nam"d for her Estimable Mother. I am told "Tis a fine healthy Child."
Casually thereafter he mentions "my Daughter." Twice her mother "Requested me to Chastise her for Unchristian Temper," which chastis.e.m.e.nt he seems to have administered with thoroughness and a rattan, in his office. On the second occasion, "I whip"d her Severely & did at the same Time admonish her to Ask Pardon of G.o.d.
Whereupon she Yell"d Aloud & did Seize the Calf of my Leg & Bite me, Causing me Great Physical Pain and Mental Anguish. How sharper than a Serpent"s Tooth is an Ungrateful Child!"
(Oh, Ungrateful Child, I do not find it in my heart to blame you overmuch. Somehow I can"t feel sorry that you bit him, Sophronisba!)
"This day died my Wife, an Estimable Helpmeet. I shall sadly Lack her Management of the House." In spite of which, he buys more land.
Life seems to run smoothly enough. "The Lord hath bless"d me with Abundance. They that Spoke evil of me are Astonied & made Asham"d.
The Lord hath done it."
Then comes this last entry:
"Two nights since died Scipio, son of old s...o...b.."s last Wife, the which did send for me, Urgently entreating of my Presence. "T was ever a Simple-minded Creature & found a faithful Servant, wherefore I did go to him.
"He was greatly in Dread of Dying, for that he was in mortal Terrour of old s...o...b.., fearing to Meet that Evil Being outside of the Flesh.
Had been with s...o...b.. when the wretched Creature pa.s.sed away, a harden"d Heathen among Convert"d & Profess"d Christians. Said he was a Snake Soul.
"The man was craz"d with Fear, dreading s...o...b.. to be even then in the Room. And indeed the Tale he whisper"d me was enough to Craze a Christian Man, & hath all but crack"d mine own Witts. If "t were not for the Paper he slip"t into my Palm, I should sett it down for a Phantazy, one of old s...o...b.."s evil Spells. Most merciful G.o.d, how came he by that Paper if the Tale be untrue?
"Greatly am I upsett by this Improbable & Frightful Thing. Sure this requires Prayer & Fasting, lest I be Delud"d."
Between the pages following this last entry was a piece of yellowed paper, the paper that had been lost from the Author"s coat pocket, in the locked closet of his room.
After a while I managed to work the slit of a drawer open, and to this hiding-place I returned Freeman"s diary, and with it the faintly scented bit of paper that The Author mourned.
The failure of her matrimonial plans for me did not occasion Miss Alicia Gaines overmuch grief. She seemed to have dismissed the whole matter from her mind. Restored to her old time gaiety, she sang like a thrush as she worked. She bubbled over with the sheer joy of living, until the very sight of her gladdened one. And she simply couldn"t make her feet behave! She danced with the broom one morning, to the great amus.e.m.e.nt of our scholarly old Englishman.
"I"m supposed to be somewhat of an old stick myself: why not try me, instead of the broom?" he suggested slyly. Instantly she took him at his word, and danced him up and down the hall until he was breathless.
"This," panted the scholar, "is a fair sample of what the Irish do to the English."
"We do lead you a pretty dance, don"t we, dear John Bull?" dimpled Alicia.
"You do, you engaging baggage!" he admitted. "But," he added, in a tone of satisfaction, "we manage to keep step, my dear! Oh, yes, we manage to keep step!" And he trotted off, chuckling.
"There are times," said The Author to me, darkly, "when the terrifying tirelessness of youth gives me a vertigo. Come away, Miss Smith. Leave that kitten to chase her own shadow up the wall."
"Cross-patch, draw the latch, Sit by the fire and spin--yarns!"
chanted Alicia.
"Go away, you pink-and-white delusion!" said The Author, severely.
"You have made Scholarship and Wisdom put on cap and bells and prance like a morris-dancer. Isn"t that mischief enough for one day?"