"How often?"
"Isn"t once enough?"
"Yes, but I"ve struck it a hundred times. I"ve been kept on the bounce, like a ball."
"That"s all right, but do you feel thankful for it?"
"Well, my heart isn"t bursting with grat.i.tude, but it might have been worse--I might have stuck to the ceiling. When you throw a dog into the water, he always shakes himself when he comes out. It"s a determination to be dry again. And that"s the way a man ought to do--shake himself every time he"s thrown."
"I don"t know but you"re right. What are you doing here, anyway?"
"Rooting like a hog for something to eat. And I"ve not only failed in nearly everything I undertook, but I"ve been a fool besides. But I"ve got sense enough to know that it has all been my own fault. I believe that, if a man"s in good health, it"s always his own fault if he don"t succeed. I could sit down and growl at the world; I could wish I had it under my heel to grind the life out of it; and the truth is, we all have a part of it under our heels, and if we keep on grinding we"ll make an impression. I am what you might call a national egotist. I believe that nearly everything lies within the range of an American. He may do wrong--he does do wrong. Sometimes he does a great wrong, but nine times out of ten he tries to make it right. I believe that the Yankee has more conscience than other men. He may keep it well sheathed, but after a while the edge eats through the scabbard and cuts him. He works with an object. They say it is to make money. That"s true, but the money is to serve a purpose, a heart, a conscience."
George turned about in his chair, and looked with keen interest at the laboring man. "Look here, you are a man of brains. Why do you stay here and dig? You are fitted for something better."
Milford smiled at him. "How often that"s said of a man who"s not fitted for anything. As I remarked to your wife, I"m a crank. But I"ve got an object--there"s something that must be done, and I"m going to do it or broil out my life in that field."
"You are a brave man. Not all of us are so nervy. But you may not have to broil out your life."
"Hope," said Milford. "And what a muscle it is, hardening with each stroke. Now, it"s not my place to say anything to you, but don"t fool along with affairs that are hopelessly tangled. Strike at something else. Perhaps that wasn"t the business you were fitted for, anyway."
"Can"t tell. But I wasn"t stuck on it, that"s a fact. What line have you failed in, mostly?" he asked, laughing; and his wife"s thin shoulders shook as if she were seized with a sudden physical gladness.
"Oh I"ve been a sort of bounty jumper of occupations."
"But we know," said Mrs. Blakemore, "that your work was always honest."
"Well," he replied, his white teeth showing through the dark of his beard, "I never squatted on the distress of an old soldier to discount his pension."
"That"s not bad. Louise," he added, playfully touching his wife"s hand, "how is it you took to me when you have a knack of finding such interesting fellows?"
"Why, you were one of the most interesting fellows I ever found. Is that Bobbie crying? Yes. I must go to him. Good-night, Mr. Milford. I"m ever so glad you came over this evening." She gave him a grateful look, and hastened away, crying out, "Mamma"s coming," as she ran up the stairs.
And now Mrs. Stuvic"s voice arose from the outlying darkness of the road. "Well," she shouted at some one, "you tell him that if he ever leaves my gate open again I"ll fill his hide so full of shot he"ll look like a woodp.e.c.k.e.r"d pecked him. A man that"s too lazy to shut a gate ought to be made to wear a yoke like a breachy cow. Yes, you bet!" she said over and again as she came toward the veranda. "Like a breachy cow.
And here"s Bill, bigger than life! Why, the way I saw you pounding them clods over yonder, I didn"t think you could move at night. This is Mr.--What-his-name? I never could think of it. Are you still mopin"
about? Bah, why don"t you get down to somethin"? Suppose the women was to mope that way? Do you reckon anythin" would be done. No, you bet!
There"s no time for them to mope. I saw Eldridge hauling a load of folks from the station to-day. And I know "em--the Bostics, out here last year, and went off without payin" their board. Well, he can have "em, for all of me. Stuck up. "Please do this," and "Please do that," and "How do you feel this mornin", dear mamma?" "Bah!" I said, "why don"t dear mammy get out and stir around?" Bill, I want you to come over here to dinner to-morrow--settin" about readin" all day Sunday. You come over here and get somethin" to eat. But don"t let Mitch.e.l.l come. I had a chance to hire him, and didn"t do it, and now I haven"t got any too much use for him. The rascal deceived me. I didn"t know he was half as good a worker as he is. But you be sure to come," and leaning over, she added in a whisper: "I"ve got the putties gal here you ever saw in your life."
"But that"s not the question. Will you have anything to eat?"
"Better than you"ve had for many a day, sir, I can tell you that."
"I"ll be here," he replied, getting up.
"Going?" said George. "I"ll walk out a piece with you."
And talking knavishly of the old woman and the wives who pretended to be so glad to see their husbands, they walked out into the hickory grove.
"The old lady whispered to you about a pretty girl," said George. "Might just as well have shouted it. But she is a stunner! I hunted deer up in the mountains once, and I never saw one, but I imagined what one ought to look like, stepping around in the tangle; and when I saw that girl out here in the woods to-day, I thought of the deer that I didn"t see.
She"s with a fussy woman, a doctor"s wife, a sort of companion, I believe. I should think so! Anybody"d like to be her companion. Well, sir, I"m just getting on to the beauty of this place. I never saw such gra.s.s, and between here and the station there"s a thousand colors growing out of the ground. Huh!" he grunted, "and I"m just beginning to remember them. Old fellow, I guess the little talk we had to-night has done me good. Yes; and what"s the use in worrying? Things are going to come out just as they are--they always do--and all the worry in the world won"t help matters. I think you are right about the Yankee."
"Children of fate, gathered from the four corners of the world, and planted here," said Milford.
"I guess you are right. Well, I"m going back to town Monday and do a little hustling. I"ve got to. There"s no two ways about it. I"ll turn back here. Glad I met you again. So long."
CHAPTER VI.
THE "PEACH."
Milford was at the dinner table, talking to Blakemore, when a young Norwegian woman entered the room. Blakemore nudged him. He looked up and quickly looked down. He heard a woman say, "Sit here, Gunhild." He heard her introduced as Miss Strand.
"Isn"t she a peach?" Blakemore whispered.
"What did you say, George?" his wife asked, picking at him.
"I didn"t say anything."
"What was it you whispered?"
"About a peach," the boy blurted. "I want a peach. Maw, give me a peach."
She commanded him to hush; she raked the wayward flax out of his eyes, and straightened him about in his chair. George shook with the abandoned laughter of a man"s gross mischief. His wife did not see anything to laugh at; she thought it was impolite to whisper. Mr. Milford was not laughing. No, Mr. Milford was not. His face wore a look of distress. He shot sharp glances at the Norwegian girl. He heard her voice, her laugh.
A moment ago he draped Mrs. Blakemore with an overflow of sentimental sympathy, but now his soul was as selfish as a hungry wolf. He had talked with pleasant drollery. Now he offered nothing, and cut his answers down to colorless brevity. Mrs. Stuvic came in and stood near him. He was silent under her Gatling talk, chill-armored against her fire. She said she would introduce him to the Norwegian girl, and he flinched. He excused himself, got up, and went out. He walked as far as the gate opening into the grove, stood there a moment, turned and came back to the veranda.
"He was. .h.i.t quick and hard," said George to his wife, as Mrs. Stuvic left them. "She"s a stunner, and she stunned him."
"George, please don"t. She may remind him of some one, that"s all. Why, he"s engaged, and is working----"
"That"s all right. I said she hit him, and she did. Hit anybody."
"George!"
"Well, that"s what I said. I can"t help it."
"I despise her."
"Of course, but she"s a stunner all the same. But come, now, don"t look that way. I"m not in love with her."
"I"m not so sure about it. You called her a "peach"," she said, helping the boy out of his chair, and telling him to run along.
It was too much to ask her not to suspect him, now that he was determined not to be cast down by business troubles. She had buoyed him with her sympathy, and it was natural that she should resent his notice of the young woman, if not his good humor. But after a lowly wallow in melancholy, a sudden rise of spirits is always viewed with suspicion by a woman. It is one of the sentimental complexities, of her nature. She looked at him with eyes that might never have been soft. No doubt there was in George"s breast a strong cast of the rascal. He was not a stepson of old Adam, but a full blood. He knew, however, the proper recourse, and he took it. He began to fret over his vanished business, and, forgetting the "peach," she gave him her sympathy.
Milford, meanwhile, was slowly striding up and down the veranda. Mrs.
Stuvic came out, followed by the Norwegian.
"She didn"t want to meet you, Bill, but here she is."