"Yes, you would, Anne," said Elizabeth; "you are just the calm tempered person who would rise up to meet the trial in peace.--But I do not know what I am talking about; and so I shall go on with what I meant to say before--that bright visions are my great delight. I like to fancy what Horace and Edward may be, I like to imagine my own mind grown older, I like to consider what I shall think of the things that occupy us now.
But then I am not likely to be disappointed, even if my castles in the air should fall down. You know I am not likely to be a long-lived person."
"Oh! do not say so, my dear Lizzie," cried Anne; "I cannot bear it."
"Indeed, Anne," said Elizabeth, "I did not mean to say anything which could shock you. I only touched upon what you must have known half your life, and what Mrs. Hazleby has taken good care that I should not forget. I am perfectly well now, and have nothing the matter with me; but then I know that a little illness has a great effect upon me, and my colds are much sooner caught than cured."
Before Anne could answer, there was a knock at the door, and Lady Merton"s maid appeared, ready to dress her young lady for the evening; and thus the conversation ended.
The girls were to drink tea in the inner drawing-room, as soon as the company were gone into the dining-room; and Anne and Elizabeth waited to come down-stairs till dinner had begun.
As soon as they entered the room, Harriet began to admire the lace tr.i.m.m.i.n.g of Anne"s dress, asking many questions about it, to all of which Anne replied with great good nature. As soon as the lace had been sufficiently discussed, Harriet turned round to Elizabeth, exclaiming, "Why, Lizzie, why in the world have you taken to that fashion of doing your hair? it makes you look thinner than ever. Such dark hair too! it wants a little colour to relieve it; why do you not wear a red band in it, like mine?"
"I thought this way of wearing it saved time," said Elizabeth; "but I believe I shall curl it again."
"Indeed I hope you will; you have no notion how thin it makes you look," said Harriet.
"Of course I must look thin if I am thin," said Elizabeth, a good deal annoyed by Harriet"s pertinacity.
"Thin you are, indeed," continued Harriet, taking hold of her wrist.
Elizabeth drew back hastily, and Harriet relinquished it; conscious perhaps, that however thin the arm might look, her own broad ruddy hand would hardly bear a comparison with Elizabeth"s long slender white fingers, and returned to the subject of the hair, shaking her profusion of ringlets.
"And straight hair is all the fashion now, but I think it gives a terrible dowdy look. Only that does not signify when you are not out.--By-the-bye, Miss Merton, are you out?"
"I shall not be seventeen these three months," said Anne.
"Well, I am not seventeen yet, nor near it," pursued Harriet; "but I always dine out, and at home too. Don"t I, Lucy?"
Elizabeth did not think it necessary to make any apology for Harriet"s not having been asked to dine with the company, since Mrs. Woodbourne had already settled that matter with Mrs. Hazleby; but Katharine, who, though younger, had more idea of manner, said, after a little hesitation, "Mamma talked of it, but Papa said that if one dined all must, and there would be too many."
"Oh, law! Kate," said Harriet, "never mind; I do not mind it a bit, I would just as soon drink tea here, as dine.--You are not out, are you, Lizzie?"
"If you consider that dining const.i.tutes being out, I generally am,"
said Elizabeth, rather coldly and haughtily.
"Ay, ay," cried Harriet, laughing, "you would be out indeed, to go without your dinner.--Capital, is not it, Kate? but I wanted to know whether you are regularly come out?"
"I do not know," replied Elizabeth.
"Oh, then, you are not," said Harriet; "everyone knows who is out: I should not have been out now, if it had not been for Frank Hollis, (he is senior lieutenant at last, you know)--well, when our officers gave the grand ball at Hull, Frank Hollis came to Mamma, and said they could do nothing without the Major"s daughter, and I must open the ball.
Such nonsense he talked--didn"t he, Lucy? Well, Mamma gave way, and said she"d persuade the Major. Papa was rather grumpy at first, you know, Lucy, but we coaxed him over at last. Oh, it was such fun! I danced first with Frank Hollis--just out of grat.i.tude, you know, and then with Captain Murphy, and then--O Lucy, do you remember _who_?--and I had a silk dress which Mamma brought from India, trimmed just like yours, Miss Merton, only with four rows of lace, because I am taller, you know, and a berthe of--"
Elizabeth could endure this no longer, and broke in, "And pray, Harriet, did you learn the book of fashions by heart?"
"Not quite," said Harriet, with provoking obtuseness, or good humour; "I did very nearly, though, when I was making my dress. Now, Lizzie, do not you wish you were out?"
"No, not in the least," said Elizabeth, by this time quite out of patience; "I think society a nuisance, and I am glad to be free of it as long as I can."
"Lizzie," said Helen gravely, "you are talking rhodomontade."
"By no means, Helen," said Elizabeth; "it is my serious opinion, that, unless you can find real friends, minds that suit you, you should keep to yourself, and let bores and geese keep to themselves."
"Becoming yourself one of the interesting tribe of bears, or perhaps of crabs," whispered Anne.
"Well, what an odd girl you are!" cried Harriet; "well, if ever--!"
"But, Lizzie, what would become of the world if there was no society?"
said Katherine.
"And, Lizzie," began Helen, very seriously, "do not you know that it is a duty to take part in society, that--"
"Oh yes, Helen!" answered Elizabeth; "I know all that books and wise people say; but what I say is this: if a sumptuary law could decree that wits should be measured by one standard, like the ruffs and rapiers in Queen Elizabeth"s time, so that those found wanting might be banished, there might be some use in meeting people; but in the present state of things there is none."
"But how would you choose your standard?" said Anne; "everyone would take their own degree of sense as a measure."
"Let them," said Elizabeth; "there would be a set of measures like the bolters in a mill, one for the pastry-flour, one for the bread-flour, one for the blues, one for the bran."
"I am glad you put the blues after the bread," said Anne; "there is hope of you yet, Lizzie."
Elizabeth was too far advanced in her career of nonsense to be easily checked, even by Anne; and she continued, "Sir Walter Scott says in one of his letters, that he wishes there could be a whole village of poets and antiquaries isolated from the rest of the world. That must be like what I mean."
"I do not think he meant what he said there," said Helen.
"And pray remember," said Anne, "that your favourite brown bread is made of all those kinds mixed--bran, and pastry-flour, and all."
"Yes," said Helen, "all the world would turn idiots if there were not a few sensible people to raise the others."
"Well," said Elizabeth, "you know the Veillees du Chateau says, there is a village where all the people do turn idiots at fourteen."
"You are just the right age, Helen," said Anne, "you had better take care, since Lizzie says you live in such a foolish world."
Helen had not tact enough to perceive that it was better to turn off the discussion by a joke, and continued, "And you forget how useful it is to the sensible people to be obliged to bear and forbear."
"I should be content, if the foolish people would be raised by the wise, instead of debasing them," said Elizabeth.
"If people are really wise, they will not let themselves be debased,"
said Anne.
Helen glanced towards Lucy, Elizabeth caught her eye, and smiled in a way which almost compensated for all her unkindness in their dispute an hour before.
Harriet and Katherine, who had not been much interested by this argument, now started another subject of conversation, which they had almost entirely to themselves, and which occupied them until tea was over, somewhat to Anne"s amus.e.m.e.nt and Elizabeth"s disgust, as they listened to it.
As soon as the tea-things were removed, Elizabeth and Anne went to fetch the children. Elizabeth let loose her indignation as soon as she was out of the drawing-room.
"Did you ever hear anything so vulgar?" said she.
"Indeed it was very ridiculous," said Anne, beginning to laugh at the remembrance.
"How can you be diverted with things that enrage me?" said Elizabeth.