"Oh yes, everyone," said Elizabeth; "what can they do when they see a disconsolate damsel sitting in a corner with nothing to say, and only longing to be at the piano by way of doing something? It would be too cruel not to ask her."
"Did you ever do so?" said Mrs. Bouverie, smiling.
"No," said Elizabeth, "luckily it is no affair of mine yet; but if ever it was, there would be a hard struggle between my politeness and sincerity."
"Sincerity would be most likely to gain the day," thought Mrs.
Bouverie. "Perhaps," said she, "you are not a fair judge of other people"s sincerity, since you do not like music yourself."
"I think," said Elizabeth, "that even if I did play, I could see in people"s faces whether they meant what they said; that is, if vanity and love of applause did not blind me."
Mrs. Bouverie was silent for a moment, and then said, "Well, I must say, I am disappointed to find that you do not play."
Elizabeth remembered how well her mother had, played, and it was plain to her that Mrs. Bouverie was noticing her for her mother"s sake. She looked down and coloured as she replied, "Both my sisters are musical, and Helen is said to be likely to sing very well. I believe the history of my want of music to be," added she, with a bright smile, "that I was too naughty to learn; and now, I am afraid--I am not sorry for it, as it would have taken up a great deal of time, and two singing sisters are surely enough for one family."
"I was in hopes of hearing," said Mrs. Bouverie, "that you had trained your school-children to sing the sixty-fifth Psalm as nicely as they did to-day. I am sure their teacher must have come from the Vicarage."
"No," said Elizabeth, "it was the school-master who taught them.
Perhaps, if Helen had not been from home so long, she might have helped the girls, but when she came home three weeks ago, it was hardly worth while for her to begin. That is the only reason I ever wished to understand music."
Mrs. Bouverie now began talking to her about the church and its architecture, and of the children, in exactly the way that Elizabeth liked, and in half an hour she saw more of Elizabeth"s true self than Miss Maynard had ever seen, though she had known her all her life. Miss Maynard had seen only her roughness. Mrs. Bouverie had found her way below it. Elizabeth was as sincere and open as the day, although from seldom meeting with anyone who could comprehend or sympathize with her ideas, her manners had acquired a degree of roughness and reserve, difficult to penetrate, and anything but attractive, suiting ill with her sweet smile and beaming eyes. She was talking quite happily and confidentially to Mrs. Bouverie, when she caught Mrs. Woodbourne"s eye, and seeing her look anxious, she remembered Winifred"s disaster, and took the first opportunity of hastening up-stairs to see whether the little girl"s hand was still in as favourable a state as when she left her.
A few moments after she had quitted the room, Sir Edward Merton approached Mrs. Bouverie, and took the place beside her, which Elizabeth had lately occupied.
"I hope Elizabeth has been gracious to you, as I see you have been so kind as to talk to her," said he, smiling.
"Oh, I hope we are becoming good friends," said Mrs. Bouverie; "I have seldom seen so young a girl shew as much mind as your niece."
"I am very glad to hear you say so," said Sir Edward, "for she is apt to be rather more reserved with strangers than could be wished."
"Perhaps she did not consider me as an entire stranger; I remember seeing her once when a most engaging little child of four or five years old," said Mrs. Bouverie; "and now I hope our acquaintance will continue. Shall we see her at Marlowe Court to-morrow, as I believe we meet you there? Of course we shall see Miss Merton?"
"No, I believe not," said Sir Edward; "we are rather too large a number without the girls, who really form quite a troop by themselves."
"I like to see your daughter and Miss Woodbourne together," said Mrs.
Bouverie; "I am sure they must be great allies."
"Yes," said Sir Edward, "there is a tolerably strong cousinly friendship between them: Anne has a wholesome feeling of inferiority, which makes her rather proud of her cousin"s preference."
"Do you not think Miss Woodbourne very like her mother?" said Mrs.
Bouverie. "I knew her immediately by the resemblance."
"Very--very like her, a little darker certainly," said Sir Edward, "but she reminds me of her constantly--there--that smile is my sister"s exactly."
Elizabeth had just then re-entered the room, and was a.s.suring her mamma that Winifred had been as playful as ever all the remainder of the evening, and was now fast asleep in bed.
"I am only afraid she is too fragile and delicate a creature," said Mrs. Bouverie; "is her health strong?"
"Strong? no, not very," said Sir Edward, "she requires care, but there is nothing much amiss with her; I know most people about here are in the habit of lamenting over her as in a most dangerous state; but I believe the fact is, that Mrs. Woodbourne is a nervous anxious person, and frightens herself more than there is any occasion for."
"Then I hope she generally looks less delicate than she does to-night,"
said Mrs. Bouverie.
"Oh! she may well look over-worked to-night," said Sir Edward; "she has a spirit in her which would not let her rest on such a day as this.--Come here, Miss Lizzie," said he, beckoning to her, "I want you to account for those two red spots upon your cheeks. Do you think they ought to be there?"
"Yes, if they come in a good cause, Uncle," said Elizabeth.
"Do you mean, then, to wear them any longer than necessary?" said Sir Edward; "pray have you sat still for five minutes together to-day?"
"Yes, while I was at tea," said Elizabeth.
"And why are not you in bed and asleep at this moment?" asked her uncle.
"That is the very question Mamma has been asking," said Elizabeth; "and I have been promising to depart, as soon as I can make my escape; so good night, Uncle Edward--good night," said she, giving her hand to her uncle and to Mrs. Bouverie with almost equal cordiality.
"Good night, Lizzie, get you gone," said Sir Edward; "and if you can carry off my girl with you, I shall be all the better pleased."
Elizabeth succeeded in touching Anne"s arm; and the two cousins flitted away together, and soon forgot the various delights and annoyances of the day in sleep.
CHAPTER VI.
The next morning was gloomy and rainy, as Elizabeth informed Anne at about seven o"clock; "and I am not sorry for it," said she, "for I want to have you all to myself at home, so we will turn the incubi over to Kate and Helen, and be comfortable together."
"Will they submit to such treatment?" said Anne.
"Oh yes, my dear," said Elizabeth; "they want us as little as we want them; they only want a little civility, and I will not be so sparing of that useful commodity as I was yesterday evening. And now, Anne, I am going to beg your pardon for being so excessively rude to Harriet, as I was last night. She did not mind it, but you did, and much more than if it had been to yourself."
"I believe I did," said Anne; "other people do not know what you mean when you set up your bristles, and I do. Besides, I was sorry for Lucy, who looks as if she had sensitiveness enough for the whole family."
"Poor Lucy!" said Elizabeth;
"A weary lot is thine, fair maid, A weary lot is thine."
Yes, Lucy has very deep feeling; you may see it in the painful flushing of her cheek, and the downcast look of her eye, when her mother and sister expose themselves. I really believe that that poor girl has more to endure than most people."
"O Lizzie," said Anne, "how differently you spoke of her yesterday!"
"Yes," said Elizabeth, "but then I was furious with Mrs. Hazleby; and besides, I believe the truth was, that I was very tired and very cross, not exactly the way in which I intended to conclude the Consecration day; and now I am in my senses, I am very sorry I behaved as I did.
But, Anne, though I hereby retract all I said in dispraise of Lucy, and confess that I was rude to Harriet, do not imagine that I disavow all I said about society last night, for I a.s.sure you that I expressed my deliberate opinion."
"Your deliberate opinion, my dear?" said Anne, laughing.
"Yes, my deliberate opinion, my dear," repeated Elizabeth. "Pray why should not I have a deliberate opinion, as well as Hannah More, or Locke on the Human Understanding, or anyone else?"