When I woke up, I realized that I was back on my bed. But this time, there was no one on the other side of the bed in the morning. I sat down and looked around. Nothing had changed.Was everything just a dream?
I so wanted to believe that but deep inside my heart, I knew it wasn"t just a dream.
My eyes turned towards the ring on my finger. The ring that told me that there was a man who gave me all of his world. And I called that man a monster.
Regret. That was what I felt.
I closed my eyes and looked inside the ring. My eyes wandered omnipotently in that little realm. And I saw a small folded paper placed in the exact centre.
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Without knowing, I had become too proficient in taking stuff out of the ring. I called forth that letter in my hand.
"To my dear wifey"
Those three words were written on one side of the folded paper with blue ink. The handwriting was so crude and bad that I almost laughed up. It looked like those words were written by a baby. But then I realized that it was the first time I had seen the writing of my Black and my heart warmed up. I slowly unfolded that small piece of paper.
"Let me make it clear to you honey. I AM NOT ANGRY AT YOU. Your words did wake me up before darkness could engulf me.
When I fell on Gaia, I found hope. I thought I could leave my past behind and look at the future together with you. But that couldn"t be possible with the way I am.
I"m sorry. I couldn"t control myself. Not making excuse but let me explain. Being a bloodthirsty, there is this wrath in my heart, just like a deep unfathomable sea. I thought I had calmed that wrath but when I saw those demons had tried to harm you, that sea brew a storm and I lost control of myself. Again... As a bloodthirsty, it is my destiny to become a demon.
I realized last night I will never be able to quench my wrath, love. Even if you get a scratch, a storm will rage on... I"ve always been running away from my evil nature. It is time for me to embrace my darkness.
I won the stolen kisses, right? I didn"t ask you anything at that time but today, I hope you grant my wish. Honey, let me be a monster for one last time.
I promise I will return to you as soon as I can and when I return, I will not be a monster anymore. And I will escape my destiny.
Yours,
Ablackwing
Ps, I"ve taken away the kittens. I know that you"re still not used to them.