Abomination

Nadazhda POV

The breeze was whooshing lightly, the cloud was bright with the sun at the middle. The birds were chirping; flying from one tree to another. I laid on the floor with my head on someone"s thighs who happened to be helping to braid my hair. I deeper my hand into the moving lake and felt a sense of serenity.

I sighed in content,"am I in heaven?" I thought, smiling at the coolness of the water.

"No Bareea" I gasped, I was shocked to heard her voice in my head. The same voice. "You are at the boarder to either heaven or h.e.l.l" the voice said softly. I looked around for the source of the voice only to face the woman braiding my hair.

"You are the one?" I asked in astonishment.

"Yes I"m the one Bareea" the nodded and smiled at me.

"Who are you and why did you help me?" I asked her,raising up my head.

"I"m your guardian since birth and my purpose is to help and guide you" she giggled softly; her giggle was like a music.

"Then why did you not help me when father beat me or..?" I asked, hurt that she couldn"t help me.

"I"m sorry Bareea" she hung her head low,"I wish to but the smell of cigarettes or flames make fae weak and sometimes when it"s too much it can kill us" she mumbled.

"Smoke could kill fae?" I thought.

"Yeah,it could" she whispered while I gasped again.

"Why are you able to hear my thought?" I asked skeptically.

"Because I"m your guardian and I can hear what you thought" she grinned.

"What"s your name?" I asked her.

"My name is Rina" she said.

A sense of serenity befall us before a  loud bell jingles, "everyone to your position" a loud voice boomed.

I flinched while Rena patted my back,"issokay Bareea, it is already time" she said softly.

"Where do you think I"ll be put?" I asked curiously.

"The h.e.l.l is located in ground while the heaven is located in the sky. The h.e.l.l and heaven have seven divisions. I think you will be put at the seventh heaven because you are one of the most innocent people on health" she smiled cheekily, "but life was too cruel to take you soon" she more mumbled.

We walked forward until we reached a opened field with different types of human. A man with white wings was beside the gigantic white gate while a man with black wings was beside the gigantic black gate. Red fires which was blazing furiously was surrounding the gate;those who was directed inside were shouting in pains.

"Nadazhda Bareea Zoilo" I heard my name been called.

"Yee_?" I stuttered, raining towards where my name was been called.

I walked forward and saw a stout man with long ears and tail holding a yellowish file.

"This is your file on earth" he said gruffly and held it forward for me. I collected and stepped back.

"It"s not time for you to be here but why are you here?" He asked scratching his stubble.

"I..I don"t know but I don"t want to go back" I pleaded.

Life was cruel

"Okay, we are tempting with fate. Go in there" he pointed to the white gate.

As I wanted to entered the gate,a loud shrill was heard which frozen everyone except from me who was blinking.

A woman in white dress walked to me with a stick on her left hand.

"Don"t go in there child" she said softly with her melodic voice.

"What did you do to them" I asked.

"I pleaded with time to stop" she replied.

"Why?"

"You are needed on earth to help. Please follow me back because if you don"t, he will tear up the world" I furrowed my brows in confusion.

"Who is he?" I thought.

"Please let"s go, time is impatient" she said hurriedly and held my hand.

When we left there,the place was unfrozen while the people continued to flatter as if nothing happened.

The woman muttered some unknown words under her breath, a white cloud formed on her hand, she continued to chant the words before a small gate was opened, she pushed me in urgently. I screamed as I stumbled in, I felt a wave of dizziness watching over as it turbulent.

I fell with a loud thud on the ground. I groaned as I stood with a shaky legs. I looked around and noticed I was on the road.

Good!, I was stranded on the road.

This road looked familiar as I took in all my surroundings.

I stood on the roadside and saw a woman holding a girl;walking towards me.

I waved at them happy to get a help but they didn"t look at me. I shouted too but all in vain. If the sky doesn"t go meet the earth then earth will go meet sky, I huffed and walked to them upon getting there I noticed both looked familiar. I scrutinized my gaze and gasped in shocked because this was me when I was seven with my mom.

The seven years old me held my Bunny on my left hand while mom held me.

They crossed to the other side of road as they ran through the road the bunny fell from her.

"No mom, it fell" she whined tugging her mom"s arm.

My seven years old self ran to the middle of the road to take the bunny but upon getting there a blue car was coming with full speed. I ran to her to help her but my mother has reached there and was. .h.i.t by the car.

I screamed with my hands on my hand but when I opened my eyes I wasn"t there again.

"Please wake up, he is waiting" Rina said persistently.

"Who?" I asked.

"Just release your senses,you"re still in the unconscious realm" she said gently.

"Unconscious realm?" I asked with wide eyes.

Then I heard a Smith velvety like voice urging me to wake up to opened my eyes. The sound worriedly, afraid I wouldn"t wake up.

I felt my surroundings a inhaled after rained smell of earth with a pinch of vanilla scent. I inhaled again and sighed in relieved.

My favorite!

A big hands clasped my hands and it engulfed both of it. Delight spark erupted throughout my body  in  pleasure. I snuggled close to the hands wanting the heat and comfort from it.

My eyes flutter openned and stared at an ocean blue hypnotizing eyes which could drown people in without escaping before I released a fearful shrill.

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