Publishedat 11th of August 2019 07:50:44 AMChapter 132
After Jiang Xiao Liang left, Yang Yun stayed in the woods until the sun almost set . When he returned to Yang"s residence, Yang Yun jumped on the roof to avoid the others and clear his mind .
Some of the things that Jiang Xiao Liang had said to him in the woods, it"s not like he had not heard them before . Months ago, General Jiang Xiao Xian had said almost the same thing . However, when the General announced that he was relieved off his duty until further notice, he was upset . He was angry . He lost the person he loved most and his job . In the end, he did not put what the General had said to him in mind .
This time, Jiang Xiao Liang"s words lingered in his mind and heart . It was probably because Xiao Liang beat him so hard that he could still feel the pain all over his body .
When Mingyue disappeared, Yang Yun thought that everyone would blame him . However, no one said anything . Even though Princess Lingchen was mad that he did not stay to look for Mingyue, in the end, the Princess did not blame him for losing Mingyue . This only made Yang Yun hated himself .
Yang Yun snapped out of his thought and sat up when he heard his mother"s voice . His mother, Liu Qing Xin, was instructing the servant to some task, watching as his mother made Yang Yun"s heart ached . His mother had worked hard to raise him and his sister, Yang An .
Months ago, when he encountered the criminal in the woods, Yang Yun had decided to pursue the criminal alone . He missed his wife, Mingyue so much that he thought it would be good if he were injured in the mission and died .
Back then, he felt that perhaps he would be with Mingyue in the afterlife . Yang Yun did not give his mother and sister any thought . He didn"t think of what will happen to them if he were gone . He was selfish .
Yang Yun knew that he was in the wrong . He shouldn"t think the way he did . If his mother knew what was in his mind the moment he decided to go for the criminal, his mother would be sad and disappointed .
However, Yang Yun was haunted by the moment where Mingyue"s hand slipped away from his hand . He failed to stop Mingyue from vanishing, and he had become obsessed with the guilt .
Jiang Xiao Liang"s words made him realized that he was not the only one who blamed himself for Mingyue"s disappearance . For a while, Yang Yun was glad that Jiang Xiao Liang had beaten him back in the woods . It was the first time that Xiao Liang defeated yang Yun, and that boy did not even hold back his kicks and punches .
Yang Yun felt that he needed to get hit . At least Jiang Xiao Liang had released his anger and lessen the self-blame in him . The pain made him feel awake . He has to stop the way he thinks, or else, he might fall deeper into the pit and never get out of it .
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Jiang Xiao Tian entered the Princess" palace once he got the information on Prince Lu Wei"s departure . Once he reported the news to Princess Lingchen, Jiang Xiao Tian stayed quietly at the side and waited for the princess" further instruction .
"Arrange for people to escort Prince Lu Wei in secret until he reached Da Cheng"s border," Princess Lingchen said after a long silence . "I don"t want anything to happen to him before he got out . "
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"Yes, Your Highness," Jiang Xiao Tian bowed . He knew that the Crown Princess was concerned with the Prince of Qian Rong"s safety . If anything happened to the prince while he was still in Da Cheng"s soil, it would give Qian Rong a reason to initiate an attack towards Da Cheng .
"Wait," Princess Lingchen said as Jiang Xiao Tian turned around to leave . She tapped his fingers on the table and paused . "You should escort the prince personally . I don"t think I can be at ease without you going in person . "
Jiang Xiao Tian bowed again . After discussing with Princess Lingchen on some matters, Jiang Xiao Tian headed towards the army camp in the outskirt to meet his elder brother, Xiao Xian .
A few soldiers greeted him before he was taken to the General"s tent . Jiang Xiao Tian waited outside as a soldier went in to announce his arrival . A minute later, he was allowed into the tent .
"It"s rare to see you visit me," Jiang Xiao Xian said . He put away the doc.u.ments on his table and stood up . Then, he pointed towards a small table at the side room and invited Xiao Tian to sit down .
"I hope I am not disturbing you with your work, Eldest Brother . "
"You come at the right time," Jiang Xiao Xian said . "I might need your suggestion on some matters later . Bur first, tell me . Why are you here?"
"I heard that you"re going to send a few of your men to escort the Prince Lu Wei of Qian Rong to Da Cheng"s border," Jiang Xiao Tian said .
"What about it?"
Jiang Xiao Tian"s lips curved into a small smile . "I need your help . "