Another of Carlstrom"s sayings is current in the country.
"It"s a good thing," he says, "when a man knows what he pretends to know."
The more I circulated among my friends, the more I heard of Carlstrom.
It is odd that I should have gone all these years knowing Carlstrom, and yet never consciously until last week setting him in his rightful place among the men I know. It makes me wonder what other great souls about me are thus concealing themselves in the guise of familiarity. (This stooped gray neighbour of mine whom I have seen so often working in his field that he has almost become a part of the landscape--who can tell what heroisms may be locked away from my vision under his old brown hat?)
On Wednesday night Carlstrom was at Dr. McAlway"s house--with Charles Baxter, my neighbour Horace, and several others. And I had still another view of him.
I think there is always something that surprises one in finding a familiar figure in a wholly new environment. I was so accustomed to the Carlstrom of the gunshop that I could not at once reconcile myself to the Carlstrom of Dr. McAlway"s sitting room. And, indeed, there was a striking change in his appearance. He came dressed in the quaint black coat which he wears at funerals. His hair was brushed straight back from his broad, smooth forehead and his mild blue eyes were bright behind an especially shiny pair of steel-bowed spectacles. He looked more like some old-fashioned college professor than he did like a smith.
The old gunsmith had that pride of humility which is about the best pride in this world. He was perfectly at home at the Scotch Preacher"s hearth. Indeed, he radiated a sort of beaming good will; he had a native desire to make everything pleasant. I did not realize before what a fund of humour the old man had. The Scotch Preacher rallied him on the number of houses he now owns, and suggested that he ought to get a wife to keep at least one of them for him. Carlstrom looked around with a twinkle in his eye.
"When I was a poor man," he said, "and carried boxes from Ketch.e.l.l"s store to help build my first shop, I used to wish I had a wheelbarrow.
Now I have four. When I had no house to keep my family in, I used to wish that I had one. Now I have four. I have thought sometimes I would like a wife--but I have not dared to wish for one."
The old gunsmith laughed noiselessly, and then from habit, I suppose, began to hum as he does in his shop--stopping instantly, however, when he realized what he was doing.
During the evening the Scotch Preacher got me to one side and said:
"David, we can"t let the old man go."
"No, sir," I said, "we can"t."
"All he needs, Davy, is cheering up. It"s a cold world sometimes to the old."
I suppose the Scotch Preacher was saying the same thing to all the other men of the company.
When we were preparing to go, Dr. McAlway turned to Carlstrom and said:
"How is it, Carlstrom, that you have come to hold such a place in this community? How is it that you have got ahead so rapidly?"
The old man leaned forward, beaming through his spectacles, and said eagerly:
"It ist America; it ist America."
"No, Carlstrom, no--it is not all America. It is Carlstrom, too. You work, Carlstrom, and you save."
Every day since Wednesday there has been a steady pressure on Carlstrom; not so much said in words, but people stopping in at the shop and pa.s.sing a good word. But up to Monday morning the gunsmith went forward steadily with his preparations to leave. On Sunday I saw the Scotch Preacher and found him perplexed as to what to do. I don"t know yet positively, that he had a hand in it, though I suspect it, but on Monday afternoon Charles Baxter went by my house on his way to town with a broken saw in his buggy. Such is the perversity of rival artists that I don"t think Charles Baxter had ever been to Carlstrom with any work. But this morning when I went to town and stopped at Carlstrom"s shop I found the gunsmith humming louder than ever.
"Well, Carlstrom, when are we to say good-by?" I asked.
"I"m not going," he said, and taking me by the sleeve he led me over to his bench and showed me a saw he had mended. Now, a broken saw is one of the high tests of the genius of the mender. To put the pieces together so that the blade will be perfectly smooth, so that the teeth match accurately, is an art which few workmen of to-day would even attempt.
"Charles Baxter brought it in," answered the old gunsmith, unable to conceal his delight. "He thought I couldn"t mend it!"
To the true artist there is nothing to equal the approbation of a rival.
It was Charles Baxter, I am convinced, who was the deciding factor.
Carlstrom couldn"t leave with one of Baxter"s saws unmended! But back of it all, I know, is the hand and the heart of the Scotch Preacher.
The more I think of it the more I think that our gunsmith possesses many of the qualities of true greatness. He has the serenity, and the humour, and the humility of greatness. He has a real faith in G.o.d. He works, he accepts what comes. He thinks there is no more honourable calling than that of gunsmith, and that the town he lives in is the best of all towns, and the people he knows the best people.
Yes, it _is_ greatness.
X
THE MOWING
"Now I see the secret of the making of the best persons, It is to grow in the open air and to eat and sleep with the earth."
This is a well earned Sunday morning. My ch.o.r.es were all done long ago, and I am sitting down here after a late and leisurely breakfast with that luxurious feeling of irresponsible restfulness and comfort which comes only upon a clean, still Sunday morning like this--after a week of hard work--a clean Sunday morning, with clean clothes, and a clean chin, and clean thoughts, and the June airs stirring the clean white curtains at my windows. From across the hills I can hear very faintly the drowsy sounds of early church bells, never indeed to be heard here except on a morning of surpa.s.sing tranquillity. And in the barnyard back of the house Harriet"s hens are cackling triumphantly: they are impiously un.o.bservant of the Sabbath day.
I turned out my mare for a run in the pasture. She has rolled herself again and again in the warm earth and shaken herself after each roll with an equine delight most pleasant to see. Now, from time to time, I can hear her gossipy whickerings as she calls across the fields to my neighbour Horace"s young bay colts.
When I first woke up this morning I said to myself:
"Well, nothing happened yesterday."
Then I lay quiet for some time--it being Sunday morning--and I turned over in my mind all that I had heard or seen or felt or thought about in that one day. And presently I said aloud to myself:
"Why, nearly everything happened yesterday."
And the more I thought of it the more interesting, the more wonderful, the more explanatory of high things, appeared the common doings of that June Sat.u.r.day. I had walked among unusual events--and had not known the wonder of them! I had eyes, but I did not see--and ears, but I heard not. It may be, it _may_ be, that the Future Life of which we have had such confusing but wistful prophecies is only the reliving with a full understanding, of this marvellous Life that we now know. To a full understanding this day, this moment even--here in this quiet room--would contain enough to crowd an eternity. Oh, we are children yet--playing with things much too large for us--much too full of meaning.
Yesterday I cut my field of early clover. I should have been at it a full week earlier if it had not been for the frequent and sousing spring showers. Already half the blossoms of the clover had turned brown and were shriveling away into inconspicuous seediness. The leaves underneath on the lower parts of the stems were curling up and fading; many of them had already dropped away. There is a tide also in the affairs of clover and if a farmer would profit by his crop, it must be taken at its flood.
I began to watch the skies with some anxiety, and on Thursday I was delighted to see the weather become clearer, and a warm dry wind spring up from the southwest. On Friday there was not so much as a cloud of the size of a man"s hand to be seen anywhere in the sky, not one, and the sun with lively diligence had begun to make up for the listlessness of the past week. It was hot and dry enough to suit the most exacting hay-maker.
Encouraged by these favourable symptoms I sent word to d.i.c.k Sheridan (by one of Horace"s men) to come over bright and early on Sat.u.r.day morning.
My field is only a small one and so rough and uneven that I had concluded with d.i.c.k"s help to cut it by hand. I thought that on a pinch it could all be done in one day.
"Harriet," I said, "we"ll cut the clover to-morrow."
"That"s fortunate," said Harriet, "I"d already arranged to have Ann Spencer in to help me."
Yesterday morning, then, I got out earlier than usual. It was a perfect June morning, one of the brightest and clearest I think I ever saw. The mists had not yet risen from the hollows of my lower fields, and all the earth was fresh with dew and sweet with the mingled odours of growing things. No hour of the whole day is more perfect than this.
I walked out along the edge of the orchard and climbed the fence of the field beyond. As I stooped over I could smell the heavy sweet odour of the clover blossoms. I could see the billowy green sweep of the glistening leaves. I lifted up a ma.s.s of the tangled stems and laid the palm of my hand on the earth underneath. It was neither too wet nor too dry.
"We shall have good cutting to-day," I said to myself.
So I stood up and looked with a satisfaction impossible to describe across the acres of my small domain, marking where in the low spots the crop seemed heaviest, where it was lodged and tangled by the wind and the rain, and where in the higher s.p.a.ces it grew scarce thick enough to cover the sad baldness of the knolls. How much more we get out of life than we deserve!
So I walked along the edge of the field to the orchard gate, which I opened wide.