Putting the lantern down, she pushed gently on the swiveling door, peering ahead. He had only a few candles lighted and the air was filled with-whew!-that really horrible incense that smelled like burning manure and old socks. She"d forbade him to ever use it in the house. Even the stuff that gave her headaches was preferable. Fine for her this time, though; it put her in the proper mood for a confrontation she knew she would win whatever the outcome.
He had his back to her, facing the largest scrying mirror she"d ever seen. Why did he need anythingthat big? When did he get it? And how had he wrestled it down here? It had to weigh more than a horse. She stared around at the strange contents of the chamber and began to understand just how much effort he"d put into things. Quite a lot. And what was that awful feeling of foreboding creeping up her spine? She only felt that at funerals when she forgot to shield her magical senses and could pick up echoes of sorrow and anguish left behind in the graveyard by mourners for the dead. Filima lowered her personal wards just a little and the sad stuff gave way to something deeper, darker, positively threatening. The magical energy here was thick as the stink of death at a butcher"s shop, anything but wholesome. Whathad he gotten himself into? She squared herself for the reckoning.
"Botello," she said, firmly, in a clear voice. "We need to talk. . . ."
He whipped around as though struck by lightning. What a look on his face, first a flash of abject shock, a guilty start, then he turned positively murderous. "What areyou doing here!?"
"I"m your wife, remember? And I"m asking the same thing. What is allthis about?"
"None of your d.a.m.n business! Get out!"
"Don"t you curse at me like that!"
He only cursed more and louder and the grand denouement she"d envisioned devolved into yet another dreary salvo-trading domestic clash, no different from a thousand others that probably took place every night in Rumpock. Gawds, she"d even played such scenes on the stage when filling in for ailing leading ladies. The make-believe dialogue had been much more clever then.
"You"ve no business here, so get out!" he shouted.
She stood her ground. "Not just yet. I"m here because this was the only way I could get through to you.
We"ve been drifting apart for ages now and I want to know-"
"It can wait until morning. I"ve no time for this." He moved toward her.
"You"ll just have tomake time. Our marriage is more important than some magic experiment."
"Yes, yes, of course, but I can"t talknow . Forces are at work that I can"t stop; you couldn"t have picked a worse moment to interrupt."
"Whatare you doing?" What sort of spell existed that couldn"t be shelved if necessary? Unless he was into . . . the out-of-the-ordinary equipment, the smells, the unhealthy fuzzy growths on the walls, the feelings of dread, suddenly added up to disaster in her mind. "Oh, my gawds, Botello! You"re not doing sorcery are you?"
"No, of course not!" He looked scandalized.
But he"d hesitated just an instant too long before replying. He never could hide his guilt from her. "Don"t lie to me, I read enough in those books of yours to know the difference between normal magics and Darkside sorceries."
"That"s just in the books, written by ignorant people too afraid to do any real research. There is no Darkside, only neutral magical energy-gawds, woman, just get out of here and we"ll talk it over in the morning." He took her arm, hustling her toward the door. She balked. "Not until I hear exactly what you think you"re doing." She knew her man. He was clever about many things and utterly stupid about others. She"d blundered right into one of his more spectacular stupid patches.
"It"s a very crucial experiment, and I can"t waste time telling you about it. You"ll hear everything in the morning. If I"m not in the right spot by the time the moon reaches its height-"
"Moon? How can you see the moon in this pit?"
He didn"t answer, but shoved her at the door, rather too hard. She tripped on something and fell. Instead of a contrite apology for his roughness, he only cursed again and dragged her up. "Dammit, get out of here!"
In all their time together he"d never been violent. She shook him off. "All right, but this is the end!" She marched away, fighting an unexpected surge of tears. "You hear me?"
No reply. She decided not to look back. Nothing she saw would make her feel better. She stumbled through the swiveling door and swung it shut again. It ground softly into place with no satisfying slam of finality. She was glad she"d left the lantern in the tunnel, else total darkness would have been her lot.
Botello hadn"t offered her so much as a candle stub, the thoughtless b.a.s.t.a.r.d.
d.a.m.n the man!Filima found a handkerchief and spent several minutes sobbing hard and blowing her nose until the fit pa.s.sed and she was ready to think again. Leaving him would be no problem; she could stay with Velma at the ducal palace until the overduke dissolved the marriage. Thank the gawds he was an easy-going man about matrimonial disputes. And fair. Filima would be able to retain all her clothes and jewelry. No starving in the gutter until she was on her feet again. The parting would be simple enough, she had only to pack and go; no one would blame her. Botello"s secret magical vice was enough to disgust anyone.
Sorcery-hardly so minor a thing as a vice. Dark magic wasnot the done thing among the Talents of the city. It ranked with the lowest of all common crimes, like murder and rape. She would have to tell someone what was going on. As a Talent herself, albeit a minor one, it was her duty to notify others of the possible danger. People who fooled around with such magics always came to a bad end, or seriously imperiled things for others. That was the whole point of Darkside spells, to purposely cause injury. It went against everything the Talents believed in.
But could she have been wrong? Botello was not an evil man, just full of himself. Always thinking he was right. He could have convinced himself that just one little experiment in sorcery would be harmless.
Filima was well aware of her own faults, the foremost being her willingness to give anyone she liked the benefit of a doubt. She was well tangled up in doubt now. Perhaps she had misinterpreted things. Before she threw away three years of marriage and turned Botello in for succ.u.mbing to a fit of bad judgment she had to be absolutely certain. After all, if he"d been up to somethingreally awful he"d never have let her leave, knowing she"d go for help to stop him.
All right, she"d give himone more chance. Instinct told her it was likely to be one too many, but if he blew it, then to h.e.l.l with him.
She once more gently pushed the door open.
The smell-make that smells-were even more disgusting. How could he stand it? They seemed toemanate from the rows of gla.s.s and crockery on shelving that lined the chamber. Some had small candles underneath, heating the liquids inside to steam. The fumes visibly rose to mingle with the fuzzy black fungus growing out of the walls. He was doing more than just raising weird mushrooms, though.
Botello had resumed his place in front of the scrying mirror. He wore a heavy robe of some kind, an absurd, oversized garment with a huge hood and sleeves that fell down past his hands. Why ever for?
Other Talents she knew had no need of such props, but then they were not doing Darkside experiments.
Apparently certain rituals required protective clothing. You didn"t require protection when dealing with normal magic.
Too involved with the mirror, he did not hear her stealthy return. She stood quietly behind him, his taller, robe-shrouded body blocking her reflection from his view.
He was chanting. Something about the words, their p.r.o.nunciation, the language itself made her flesh itch all over, as though she was crawling with tiny bugs. She resisted the urge to look at herself, focusing on Botello. It was dim in here, but she could just barely make out his aura.
Oh, h.e.l.l. That couldn"t be good. Black on black on top of more black. What had hedone to himself?
How could she have missed it before? He must have shielded that from her whenever he left this place, else she would have sensed the change ages ago. No wonder he"d been so distant.
He directed the chant at the mirror-which no longer reflected the dark room. How odd to see scrying working so well and so easily. It was always a painful struggle for her. But the image coming into view was not like the simple little visions of the future that she usually sought. Instead of a small, blurred view of something symbolic, this something was very large and specific and mobile. The placement of features made it a face, but not like anything she"d ever seen before, and gut instinct told her it was right out of h.e.l.l. The real h.e.l.l. The my-gawds-you"re-not-kidding-it-really-exists h.e.l.l.
All right, she"d seen enough, more than enough, to withdraw from her benefit-of-a-doubt fantasy. She would run as fast as she could down the tunnel to the stable then saddle a horse to take her straight to the overduke"s palace. This was too important to delegate to any servant. Whatever Botello was up to had to be stopped before anyone got hurt.
The thing in the mirror seemed to be speaking to Botello, using a muted whisper that felt like cold slime in her ears. Botello nodded eagerly, his arms stretched forward in a greeting gesture. A snow of black flyspecks flowed from the demon"s-it had to be a demon-side of reality and swirled around the room.
Some of them landed on her like cinders from a fire. They didn"t sting or burn, yet she made haste to brush them off, calling to mind a protective prayer from childhood. Even as she quickly mumbled out the words, the black stuff drifted away from her as if repulsed.
No Darkside magic, my a.s.s, she thought at the end of the prayer. She repeated it, louder than before.
Neither Botello nor the demon heard. Perhaps the protective warding within its words made her inaudible to them. What about invisible? As she began the prayer a third time, a comforting counterpoint to Botello"s previous chanting, she looked about for a weapon. No clear plan came to her, she only knew she had to stop whatever was taking place. For reasons best known to themselves, the gawds had put her here. Filima had never been particularly spiritual before, but now she felt absolutely certain she was the unlikely instrument of divine intervention. She would have felt more confident with a legion of ducal guards and Talents behind her, though.
What could she do? It had to be simple and fast. That unholy duet was building up to something. She could hardly see Botello for the flyspecks. They"d cl.u.s.tered themselves so thickly around him he seemedengulfed in a black fog. The stuff washed out from him in a slow whirlpool motion, beginning to fill the room. She was yet clear of it, but not for long.
Should she upset all the crockery? The stuff boiling away in them seemed connected to the spell. If their smelly contents were that important then the least disruption might stop things. She didn"t want to get too close, though. A weapon . . . over there on a table with a number of tools, a big mallet with a long, st.u.r.dy handle and a metal face on the striking surface. Cold iron. Perfect. It was heavy, but balanced, and keeping up with dancing practice made her strong for her size.
Filima smashed the nearest container with a good solid whack. It made a fearful mess, exploding all over, splashing her dress. Thankfully the liquid wasn"t boiling or acidic, but what a stink.
She heard a bellow from her soon to be ex-husband, but had no time for him, busy smashing two more jars, wielding the mallet like a broadsword. She shouted her prayer like a war cry, her blood up, the frenzy of destruction seizing her.
Smash! Wallop! Gawds, this feels great!
Months of pent-up frustrations lent her unexpected strength and speed. She"d nearly cleared a whole shelf when Botello grabbed her from behind.
"You stupid b.i.t.c.h!" he screamed.
She laughed at the name-calling. Once upon a time it had been important to her; she was above that pettiness now, fighting the good fight. Or she would if he let go of her waist. He lifted her up and away from doing more damage, bringing her around to face the demon in the mirror. It was the only thing she could see clearly in the whirling black fog, filling all her sight.
My, what an awful grimace the creature had for her, and it reached with a k.n.o.bbly claw-actually comingout of the mirror-to take her from Botello. No, he wasgiving her into its grasp.What a b.a.s.t.a.r.d!
Snarling, she raised the mallet high and brought it down on the demon"s outstretched appendage. The cold metal head struck a blinding spray of sparks off its flesh, and a lot of things happened at once.
The close air of the chamber suddenly thundered with a howl of pure agony. Botello unceremoniously dropped her, falling away. The black fog turned thick as syrup, closing over her head. Instinctively holding her breath, she lashed out with the mallet, and was gratified when it punched a hole in the smothering reek. She gasped out her war cry prayer again, s.n.a.t.c.hes of words she couldn"t hear for the roaring around her. The room shook from it.
Filima staggered toward another shelf, but the quaking was already making short work of the objects there. Things jumped and smashed themselves all on their own.
Botello . . . where was he? Under all that black muck. It was creeping up over her knees. She waded over to where she thought he might be and felt around for him. Ouch, nothing there but broken shards and more muck. Maybe if she disrupted the flow from the mirror it would clear away. Too bad she didn"t know any powerful disruption spells. All she had was her childhood prayer and the mallet.
Not enough. The demon"s face writhed about within the confines of the mirror, then pushed through, raging at her, all fangs and hot, stinking breath. d.a.m.ned abomination, daring to come intoher world and throw its weight around? Not b.l.o.o.d.y likely. She thumped it a hard one on the nose. A burst of white fire. Another howl of pain and fury. More breakage. Where had that a.s.s Botello crept off to? Just like him to run away and leave her in the lurch.
She shouted his name, but again, could not hear her own voice.
Something stirred under the fog. One flailing hand broke its surface. So, he was hiding down there, probably smothering. She made a grab for him, connected, and pulled hard. He should drown in the stuff, but that would be too good a fate. He was going to face Overduke Anton if she had to drag him to the palace herself.
Botello floundered upright, blinked around in horror, and staggered to his feet. Shaking free of her, he faced the mirror and its demon, raised his arms and began that sickening chant once more.
Or tried to.
The demon suddenly withdrew itself, leaving behind a glowing red afterimage of its last grimace. Filima thought it had retreated, then realized it had only taken itself out of the way. It was her only warning. The next thing to fill the mirror was a vast rolling wave of that black fog, crashing through like a river in full flood. She braced herself against it, hoping her prayer and weapon would hold out.
Not this time. The force of the wave sent her tumbling. She rolled into a ball and tucked her chin down, hanging onto the mallet because she had to hold onto something solid in the chaos. She was thrown about like a leaf in a windstorm, all her senses crushed and overwhelmed by its shrieking force. It seemed to last for hours, with her holding her breath the whole time.
Finally she had to take in air or explode. She gasped once, loudly, and was surprised to hear herself.
Her ears rang like Rumpock"s famous bell tower at noon, but she could make out sounds beyond the deep drone that rumbled through her body.
Like Botello"s pain-filled whine. She crushed a twinge of compa.s.sion for him; the idiot had brought this on himself, after all. Served him right if he was bruised black as that d.a.m.ned fog . . . which was no longer in the room.
She blinked, astonished she could see anything. With all that sound and fury the candles should have blown out, but they remained perversely lighted, their flames tall and still, as if in defiance to what had ripped through here. Filima had read and heard of metaphysical storms, maybe she"d just experienced one.
A shadow of movement made her look up. Just in time. The last shreds of the black fog were oozing through the otherwise unyielding walls of the chamber, leaving behind a layer of shriveled fungus.
"Oh, no . . ." whispered Botello. "Oh, nooooo. . . ."
She looked where he was looking: at the mirror. No demon. In its place was a blood-red swirling with a black hole in the middle, like bathwater spinning down a drain. A sound like rising wind came from it.
Not again.
She"d had her fill of otherworldly weather. Time to shut the d.a.m.n door and be done.
Using the mallet to push herself up, she stalked toward the mirror. Botello was just beginning to stand as well and was in her path. Filima started to push him aside when the red vortex emerged from the mirrorlike a waterspout. She ducked and rolled as it lashed at her. The hot breeze of it tugged her body, but ultimately pa.s.sed her over.
Botello made a dash for the door. His movement seemed to attract the thing, which whipped at him fast as lightning. It caught at his feet, crept up to his waist, and pulled him toward the mirror. He screamed and fought, kicking and hitting with his fists to no effect. He frantically called to her.
Filima uncoiled and struck out with the mallet, aiming for the fattest part of the flow. The streaming thing was like a snake made of air. She could halt its spin, but only for an instant before it recoiled and reformed, still carrying Botello.
She struck again. No effect. It slowed, but did not stop. Now Botello was caught fast in its swift swirl.
She got one blurred glimpse of his face, mouth hanging wide, eyes gone to pits, then he was sucked straight into the mirror. Gone. The polished stone surface abruptly shot through with a thousand cracks.
Bits of the center flaked off and followed Botello. More broke away, tumbling into the vortex until little was left but a few inches of the outside rim.
Then it buckled completely, the edge blowing outward before collapsing to the floor. The remaining gla.s.s and crockery vessels in the room also collapsed, spewing their contents everywhere. Filima covered her eyes, but none of the stuff touched her. The force had gone out of everything.
The next sound she became aware of was a soft drip-drip-drip of fluid. She ventured a peek, gaze drawn to an overturned pot, dribbling out the last of its diabolic soup into a pool in a low spot of the floor.
She waited before moving, unsure whether the storm was done or not. When nothing more happened for the next few minutes, she cautiously stood, mallet raised over her shoulder, ready for further a.s.sault.
None came.
Gawds, what a mess. And poor Botello. She could feel sorry for him now. What had happened to him?
Had the Darkside forces he thought he could control turned on him? That"s what they usually did to sorcerers in the scarier stories.
She made a slow survey of the damage, then caught herself, stopping and staring. Botello lay prosaically sprawled on the floor just a pace or two from where the mirror had been. Had the vortex somehow silently returned him? She went over to kneel by him, slapping his cheek with the back of her hand to get him to wake. His head lolled. His eyes remained shut. He was terribly, terribly still all over.
Oh, no. Oh, d.a.m.n. Oh, everything.
Her ear against his chest, she detected no sign of breath or heartbeat. In fact, he"d gone quite cold. She felt the same, inside. Empty, too.
For quite a long time she couldn"t think. She only stared at him, at the wreckage around them, and not one thought or feeling came to her. It was as though she"d been hollowed out and had nothing to fill the s.p.a.ce. Perhaps it was a good thing. Thoughts and feelings were dangerous, painful.
She sat and stared . . . until a really bad muscle cramp manifested in her left calf like a spear thrust. With a soft cry she straightened her leg and brutally ma.s.saged the excruciating knot until it pa.s.sed off. Little by little she became aware of a hundred other aches and pains such as she"d not had since her days on stage in the circus. Tears again. Not a lot. Just reaction. She swiped them away, glaring at Botello.
"It"s all your fault," she snarled. "If you"d just been a little-oh, d.a.m.n it all!" Filima made herself stop crying, which she managed within a few brief, forceful hiccups. This wasn"t the time or place for self-indulgence, she had tothink .
Right. Botello was dead, his Black Room an unholy-in every sense of the word-shambles, and she was smack in the middle of it all. Whatever his reason for dealing with Darkside matters, would anyone believe that she had nothing to do with them? Had known nothing about them? It was one thing to go self-righteously marching off to the palace to turn her live spouse in to the overduke, quite another to be . . . here.
Those members of Rumpock society who were not near and dear friends, lots of those, had taken it for granted that she"d married Botello for his money and an easy life. Yes, there wa.s.some truth to that.
Botello"s gradual, but unmistakable, estrangement to her was no secret, either. They might think she"d killed him to keep it all rather than lose the bulk of the estate to him in a divorce.
Then there was that handsome idiot, Cadmus. Suppose anyone thought she"d taken him as a lover?
Everyone knew he needed money, too. Yet another reason to get rid of her spouse.
No, it was ridiculous. She would go to the overduke, tell him all, and let matters take their proper course. If she could survive a fight with a real demon, she could get through the gossip and finger-pointing from the town sn.o.bs. Certainly none ofthem could have handled themselves any better. She stifled a slightly hysterical giggle at the thought of the brittle and bitter Lady Sweggmit swinging a mallet in defense of her side of Reality. She wouldn"t know which end to pick up. Or gads, she could break a nail in the process.
Filima cleared her throat. She had to focus.
She stood and brushed herself off, feeling stiff and sore, but otherwise unharmed. No cuts or scratches, which she regarded as miraculous. Maybe all that praying had shielded her from flying debris the way it had driven off the black fog. She hoped the stuff had harmlessly dissipated.
Then a truly bad feeling overcame her. The foreboding she had when first walking in was nothing to this awful sinking of her heart. She tried to shove it away, but it wouldn"t budge. Something had happened.