"Slowly on through the running water, holding my lantern up, and always looking at the same sight--a little spot of brickwork shining in the light of my bit of candle, and all beyond that black darkness. The light shone, too, a little off the top of the water in a queer glimmering way, as at every step I took there were little waves sent on before me to go beating and leaping up against the sides. But every now and then I could hear a little splash, and see the water on the move in a strange way in front, presenting just the same appearance as if some one was drawing a stick through it, and leaving a widening trail behind.
"I said "in a strange way," but it wasn"t a strange way to me, for I knew it well enough, and had seen it so often that I took hardly any notice of it. If I had had a strong light I should have seen a little dark shape leap from the opening of a drain into the water, and then disappear for a few moments, to come up again, and swim along quite fast; but with such a light as I had I could only see the disturbed water.
"Bats were old friends of mine, and did not trouble me in the least, as I went on, now turning to the right and now to the left, sometimes going back a little, and then pushing on again, till all at once, without a moment"s warning, out went my bit of candle, and I was in complete darkness.
"Well, I growled a good deal at that--not that I minded the dark, but it put a stop to the bit of overlooking I was upon; and though in most cases I had a bit or two of extra candle, it so happened that this time I hadn"t a sc.r.a.p, and all I had to do was to get back.
"I suppose I hadn"t gone a dozen yards before I stopped short, with the cold sweat standing all over my face, and my breath coming thick and short, for, instead of the low musical, whispering tinkle of the water, there was a rushing noise I well knew coming along a large sewer to the left, and for want of the bit of presence of mind that I ought to have had then, instead of rushing up stream past the mouth of the opening, I must run down; and then came a curious wild, confused state of mind that I can always call back now when I like to go into the dark for a few minutes--when I was being borne along by a furious rush of water that seemed to fill the sewer, washing me before it now up and now down, like a cork in a stream.
"As a matter of course, I must try to do everything to make matters worse, and keep on fighting against a power that would have borne fifty men before it. But that was an awful minute--I call it a minute, though I dare say the struggle only lasted a few moments--when I seemed dashed against a corner, and there I was fighting my way with the stream carrying me swiftly along, but seeming weaker every moment; and at last I was standing, with my hands thrust into a side drain to keep me steady, while I coughed and panted, and tried to get my breath once more, feeling all the while dizzy and confused, and unable to make out where I was.
"The rush of water was now past, and the sewer two feet above its regular level; but, stunned as I had been, I could not get into my regular way of thinking, nor collect myself as to what I ought to do next; and it is no light thing to be fifty foot under ground in a dark tunnel with the water rushing furiously by, and you not able to think.
"When I say able to think, I mean not regularly, for I could think too much, and that too about things that I did not want to think about, for they troubled me. What I ought to have thought of then was the keeping of myself cool and trying to get out, but I couldn"t move, for I fancied that if I did I must be swept away again. Now, I had often been along the sewers when the water was deeper than it now was and running swifter, but for all that I was afraid to move.
"How I magnified the danger, and made out no end of fanciful images in the darkness, all of them seeming to point to my end, and telling me that I should never get out alive! Then I got calling up all the accidents and horrors of that great place where I was. First I recollected how two poor fellows came down not very far from where I stood--half a mile perhaps--and were working in one of the small drains that was half stopped with soil and rubbish; they were down on one knee, in a bent position, and shovelling the mud back from one to another underneath them, and working towards a man-hole, when a rush of water came, and they struggled on against it till a mate at the man-hole, who stood there with a lantern and shouted, just got hold of the first man"s hand, when there came a sharper rush than ever from above, and the poor fellow was gone. I was one of those who hunted for them the next day, now in one branch and then in another, going up culverts and drains of all sizes, where I thought it possible they could have been swept, for there had been a watch kept at the mouths, and hurdles put down to stop anything from being washed out. A whole week I was on that job before I found both, the last being in a narrow place, where the poor fellows must have crawled.
"Nice thing that was to think of at such a time! But it would come, and I seemed to have no power to stop it. Then I recollected about the mate of mine who lost his life in the foul air which collects sometimes in places where there isn"t a free current; and then, too, about the rat case, where the man who came up off the river-sh.o.r.e got amongst the rats, or else fell down in a fit, and the way he came out was in a basket, for there was nothing left but his bones.
"Ah! nice things these were for a man to get thinking of, shivering as I was there in the dark! But I didn"t shiver long, for I came all over hot and feverish, and I should have yelled for help but I was afraid, for the idea had come upon me that if I made the slightest noise I should have the rats about me; and although it was pitch dark, I seemed to see them waiting in droves, cl.u.s.tering like bees all over the sides of the sewer, clinging to the top and swimming across and across the surface of the water. There they all were plain enough, with their bright black eyes and sharp noses, while I kept on fancying how keen their teeth must be. We always supposed that they would attack a man in the dark, but as we never went unprovided with lights there was never any case known among us of a fight with them. But now, in the dark as I was, I quite made up my mind that they were waiting till I made a movement, and that then they would be swarming over me in all directions; and I shuddered, and my blood ran cold, as I thought of what would follow.
"Every drip--every little hollow splash, or ripple against the side seemed to me to be made by rats; the beating of my heart against my ribs with its heavy throb seemed to be the hurrying by of the little patting animals, and at times I fancied that I could hear their eager panting as they were scuffling by, hunting for me. Bats everywhere, as it seemed to me; and again and again I was feeling myself all over to see if any were clinging to me or climbing up, for the motion of the water as it swept on seemed for all the world like the little wretches brushing against my side.
"I don"t believe now that there was a rat near me all the time, for it was all pure imagination. Still the imagination was so strong that it was worse than reality, and even in what came afterwards I don"t think I suffered more. It seems to be that one"s nerves at such a time get worked up to a dreadful pitch, and everything one thinks of seems to come strongly before one, so that if the horror was strung up much tighter, nature could not bear it.
"I could bear no more then as I stood there; and knowing all the while-- or feeling all the while--that to move was to bring the rats upon me, I started off, bewildered so that I had no idea where I was, only feeling that I must go with the stream to get out of the sewer, whichever branch I was in. So I tore on with the water up to my middle, but getting deeper and deeper every minute as I ran my hand along the wall, now turning to the left, now to the right, and shuddering every moment as I fancied I felt a rat touch me. But I had been walking and wading along for a good half-hour before I felt one, and then just as I fancied I saw a gleam of light peer out of the darkness right in front, something ran hastily up my breast and shoulder, and then leaped off with a splash into the water.
"If I had not grasped at the slippery side of the sewer and supported myself, I must have gone down; and to have sunk down in four feet of water was certain death, in the state I then was in; but I kept up, and giving a shout, half-shriek, half-yell, I dashed on towards where I fancied I had seen the light.
"Fancied, indeed, for it seemed to grow darker as I went on, and I grew more and more confused every moment. If I could only have known where I was for a single instant, that would have been sufficient, even to knowing only what particular branch I was in; but I was too confused to try and make out any of the marks that might have told me.
"There it was again--a scratching of tiny claws and a hurried rush up my breast, over my shoulder, something wet and cold brushing my face, then the half-leap, half-start I gave, and the sharp splash in the water as the beast leaped off me. And then it came quicker and faster--two and three--six--a dozen upon me, and as I tore them off they bit me savagely, making their little teeth meet in my hands, and hanging there; while more than one vicious bite in the face made me yell out with pain.
"The horrible fear seemed now to have gone, strange as it may appear to say so. I was mad with rage now, and fought desperately for my life, as the rats swarmed round and attacked me furiously, without giving me a moment"s rest. I had a large knife, which I managed to get open and strike with, but it was more than useless, for my enemies were so small and active and constant in their attacks that I could not get a fair blow at them, and dashing away the blade I was glad enough to fight them with their own weapons, and bit and tore at them, seizing them one after another in my hands, and either crushing or dashing them up against the sides of the sewer.
"But it seemed toil in vain, for as I dashed one off half a dozen swarmed up me, over my arms and back, covering my chest, fastening on to the bare parts of my neck, and making my face run down with blood.
""Can"t last much longer!" I remember thinking; but I felt that I must fight on to the last, and I kept on tearing the squeaking vermin off, and crushing them in my hands, often so that they had no chance of biting; but there must have been hundreds swarming round me, waiting until others were beaten off to make a lodgment. Now I was dashing up stream as hard as I could, in the hope that I could shake them off; and as I waded splashing along I tore those off that were upon me, but they hunted me as dogs would a hare; and though it was dense black darkness there, so that I groped my way along with outstretched hands, it seemed to me that the little beasts could see well enough, and kept dashing up me as fast as I could beat them off.
"Splashing along as I was, I had a better chance of keeping the vermin off; but then I could not keep it up. I must have been struggling about for hours now, and was worn out, for even at the best of times it is terribly hard work walking in water; and now that I was drenched with it, and had my great thigh boots full, the toil was fearful, and I felt that I must give in.
""I wouldn"t mind so much," I thought, "if I could find a dry spot where I could lie down;" but the idea of this double death was dreadful, and spurred me on again to new efforts, so that I kept on rushing forward by spurts, my breath coming in groans and sobs, while I kept the vermin off my face as well as I could.
""It"s all over!" I groaned at last, sinking on my knees close to the side of the sewer, and nearly going under, as my legs slipped in the ooze at the bottom. But I stopped that by trying to force my nails in one of the cracks between the slimy bricks, and as the rats came at me there was only my head and neck up above the filthy water; while I gave a long shriek that drove them back for a moment. And now it seemed to me that I could see the little wretches coming at me, and, yes--no--yes, I could see a faint gleam on the top of the water, and then it was brighter, and I heard a shout which I believe I answered, though I can recollect no more.
"Well, they ain"t such very deep marks, sir--only just through the skin, you know; but they spoil a man"s beauty, which they say is just skin-deep. Lots of people have thought as I"ve had the smallpox very bad, and I let them, for this here as you"ve heard the whole story about is one of the things as I don"t like to bring up very often. I always feel as if I"d been very close to the end and had been dragged back, which makes me feel solemn, and I always back out when any mate tries to draw the story out of me, for they"re uncommon fond of hearing it over and over again. Joe Stock--that"s one of them--he could tell you the part as I can"t about how they hunted for me and shouted till they were tired--going miles, you know, for it would surprise you to thoroughly know what there is under the streets of London.
""Harry," he"s said to me before now, "I never see such a sight in my life, and when I saw you get up off your knees, mate, and come a reeling towards me, I"m blest if I didn"t think it was somethin" no canny, and I nearly dropped my lantern and ran for it. There was your face all streaming down with blood, and your hands the same, and as to the noise you was making--ugh!" he"d say, "it was awful bad."
"And now, just one word of advice, sir--don"t you never go down no sewers without two or three bits of candle in your pocket--high up in the breast of your jacket, you know--and plenty of lucifers in a watertight tin box, or perhaps you may get in such a mess as I did."
Very good advice, no doubt; but after seeing the place where three men went down to work some short time since, listening to the hollow musical drip of the water, and the strange whisperings of the long tunnels; after listening to the history of the hard fight against a sudden rush of water told me by the st.u.r.dy toiler, who shuddered and turned pale as he recalled the desperate fight for life, and then, in lowered tones, narrated how he had found his poor mate"s body washed into a narrow culvert, I felt quite satisfied, and I don"t think I shall ever make any explorations in a sewer.
In fact, I never see a grating open, or meet one of the st.u.r.dy fellows in his blue Jersey shirt and high boots without thinking of my patient, and the risks such people run to earn their daily bread.
CHAPTER FIVE.
MY BLACK PATIENT.
There"s a very terrible disease upon which a great deal has been written, but not a great deal done. In fact, it is difficult to deal with special diseases brought on by the toiler"s work. It is a vexed question what to do or how to treat the consumption that attacks the needle-grinders and other dry grinders; the horrible sufferings of those who inhale the dust of deadly minerals; the bone disease of the workers in phosphorus and many other ills brought on by working at particular trades.
The disease I allude to in particular is one that attacks that familiar personage, the chimney sweep, and I have often had to treat some poor fellow or another for it.
There was one man who stands in my note-book as J.J.--John Johnson, I had under my care several times, and we came to be very good friends, for under that sooty skin of his--I never saw it once really clean-- there was a great deal of true humanity and tenderness of heart, as I soon found from the way in which he behaved to his wife.
"Why don"t you chimney sweeps--Ramoneurs as you call yourselves now-- invent a better cry than svi-thee-up?"
"Ramoneur," he said with a husky chuckle. "Yes, that"s it, doctor.
Fine, aint it? I allus calls myself a plain sweep, though. That"s good enough for me."
"But you might do without that yell of yours," I said. "London cries are a terrible nuisance, though I don"t know that I"d care to have them done away with. Your _svi-thee-up_ don"t sound much like sweep."
"_Svi-thee-up, svi-thee-up_," he cried, as he lay there in bed, to the utter astonishment of his wife. "Don"t sound much like sweep? No, it don"t; but then one has to have one"s own regular cry, as folks may know us by. Why, listen to any of them of a morning about the street, and who"d think it was creases as this one was a hollering, or Yarmouth bloaters that one; or that "Yow-hoo!" meant new milk? It ain"t what we say--it"s the sound of our voices. Don"t the servant gals as hears us of a morning know what it means well enough when the bell rings, and them sleepy a-bed? Oh, no, not at all! But there"s no mussy for "em, and we jangles away at the bell, and hollers a good "un till they lets us in; for, you see, it comes nat"ral when you"re obliged to be up yourself, and out in the cold, to not like other folks to be snugging it in bed.
"But, then, it"s one"s work, you know, and I dunno whether it was that or the sutt as give me this here coa.r.s.e voice, which nothing clears now--most likely it was the sutt. How times are altered, though, since I was a boy! That there climbing boy Act o" Parliament made a reg"lar revolution in our business, and now here we goes with this here bundle o" canes, with a round brush at the end, like a great, long screw fishing-rod, you know, all in jints, and made o" the best Malacky cane, so as to go into all the ins and outs, and bend about anywhere, till it"s right above the pot, and bending and swinging down. But they"re poor things, bless you, and don"t sweep a chimbley half like a boy used.
You never hears the rattle of a brush at the top of a chimbley-pot now, and the boy giving his "hillo--hallo--hullo--o--o--o!" to show as he"d not been shamming and skulking half-way up the flue. Why, that was one of the cheery sounds as you used to hear early in the mornin", when you was tucked up warm in bed; for there was always somebody"s chimbley a being swept.
"Puts me in mind again of when I was a little bit of a fellow, and at home with mother, as I can recollect with her nice pleasant face, and a widder"s cap round it. Hard pushed, poor thing, when she took me to Joe Barkby, the chimbley sweep, as said he"d teach me the trade if she liked. And there was I, shivering along aside her one morning, when she was obliged to take me to Joe, and we got there to find him sitting over his brexfa.s.s, and he arst mother to have some; but her heart was too full, poor thing, and she wouldn"t, and was going away, and Joe sent me to the door to let her out; and that"s one of the things as I shall never forget--no, not if I lives to a hundred--my mother"s poor, sad, weary face, and the longing look she give me when we"d said "Good bye,"
and I was going to shut the door after her. Such a sad, longing look, as if she could have caught me up and run off with me. I saw it as she stood on the step, and me with the door in my hand--that there green door, with a bright bra.s.s knocker, and bra.s.s plate with "Barkby, Chimbley Sweep," on it. There was tears in her eyes, too; and I felt so miserable myself I didn"t know what to do as I stood watching her, and she came and give me one more kiss, saying, "G.o.d bless you!" and then I shut the door a little more, and a little more, till I could see the same sad look through quite a little crack; and then it was close shut, and I was wiping my eyes with my knuckles.
"Ah! I"ve often thought since as I shut that door a deal too soon; but I was too young to know all as that poor thing must have suffered.
"Barkby warn"t a bad sort; but then, what can you expect from a sweep?
He didn"t behave so very bad to us little chummies; but there it was--up at four, and tramp through the cold, dark streets, hot or cold, wet or dry; and then stand shivering till you could wake up the servants--an hour, perhaps, sometimes. Then in you went to the cold, miserable house, with the carpets all up, or p"r"aps you had to wait no one knows how long while the gal was yawning, and knick-knick-knicking with a flint and steel over a tinder-box, and then blowing the spark till you could get a brimstone match alight. Then there was the forks to get for us to stick the black cloth in front of the fireplace, and then there was one"s brush, and the black cap to pull down over one"s face, pa.s.s under the cloth, and begin swarming up the chimbley all in the dark.
"It was very trying to a little bit of a chap of ten years old, you know--quite fresh to the job; and though Barkby give me lots of encouragement, without being too chuff, it seemed awful as soon as I got hold of the bars, which was quite warm then, and began feeling my way, hot, and smothery, and sneezy, in my cap, till I give my head such a pelt against some of the brickwork that I began to cry; for, though I"d done plenty of low ones this was the first high chimbley as I"d been put to. But I chokes it down, as I stood there with my little bare toes all amongst the cinders, and then began to climb.
"Every now and then Barkby shoves his head under the cloth, and "Go ahead, boy," he"d say; and I kep" on going ahead as fast as I could, for I was afeared on him, though he never spoke very gruff to me; but I had heard him go on and cuss awful, and I didn"t want to put him out. So there was I, poor little chap--I"m sorry for myself even now, you know-- swarming up a little bit at a time, crying away quietly, and rubbing the skin off my poor knees and elbows, while the place felt that hot and stuffy I could hardly breathe, cramped up as I was.
"Now, you wouldn"t think as any one could see in the dark, with his eyes close shut, and a thick cap over his face, pulled right down to keep the sutt from getting up his nose--you wouldn"t think anyone could see anything there; but I could, quite plain; and what do you think it was?
Why, my mother"s face, looking at me so sad, and sweet, and smiling, through her tears, that it made me give quite a choking sob every now and then and climb away as hard as ever I could, though my toes and knees seemed to have the skin quite off, and smarted ever so; while I kep" on slipping a bit every now and then, for I was new at climbing, and this was a long chimbley, from the housekeeper"s room of a great house, right from under ground, to the top.
"Sometimes I"d stop and have a cry, for I"d feel beat out, and the face as had cheered me on was gone; but then I"d hear Barkby"s choky voice come muttering up the floo, same as I"ve shouted to lots o" boys in my time, "Go ahead, boy!" and I"d go ahead again, though at last I was sobbing and choking as hard as I could, for I kep" on thinking as I should never get to the top, and be stuck there always in the chimbley, never to come out no more.
""I won"t be a sweep, I won"t be a sweep," I says, sobbing and crying; and all the time making up my mind as I"d run away first chance, and go home again; and then, after a good long struggle, I was in the pot, with my head out, then my arms out, and the cap off for the cool wind to blow in my face.