To use me. Except you want me to care. I don"t. He programmed me to carry out certain functions. I will do so until your people take me apart."
Her words chilled him. "I don"t want it to come to that."
"You want to reprogram me."
"You would rather continue Charon"s programs?"
Her voice tightened. "Maybe I don"t really have more orders from him. I"m rotting here while you waste
all this energy trying to find out nothing."
"I like talking to you." Until he actually said the words, he hadn"t realized it was true.
"Right. A lieutenant general is going to spend his valuable time chatting for no payoff. I don"t think so."
Oddly, her face had become animated. Annoyed, yes, angry and frustrated-but alive."I"d like a payoff," Thomas said. "That doesn"t mean I don"t enjoy the talks."She studied his face. "Suppose I were to attack?"Edwards and the orderlies were suddenly there, their approach so swift, Thomas hardly heard them."Do you need anything, sir?" Edwards asked."Thank you, Major, but no." Thomas motioned them back toward the woods. "You can wait there.""Yes, sir," Edwards said. They withdrew as quietly as they had appeared, but only a few steps.Alpha gave a dismissive snort. "I could have killed you before they stopped me.""You won"t.""Why not?""It serves no purpose.""You trust me?" Her curiosity looked authentic."Not exactly." He chose his words carefully. "You said it yourself. You don"t want anything. You just exist. Unless Charon programmed you to kill me, I don"t see why you would." In her own way, she had a conscience, though Charon had obviously never intended her to develop one. It would interfere with his plans.
"You"re a fool," she said, "if you think he didn"t program me to seek the death of my captors."
"Killing me won"t help you escape. It would have the opposite effect. They would take you apart for certain."
She frowned at him, but she didn"t deny his words.
Leaves rustled to Thomas"s left. He looked up and saw Edwards escorting Sam over to them.
"Well, look at this," Alpha said. "Little Doctor Bryton."
"h.e.l.lo, Alpha." Sam spoke coolly and stopped a few paces away. Edwards remained at her side, and
Thomas didn"t ask him to leave.
"Mind if I join you?" Sam asked him.
Alpha remained silent.
"Please do," Thomas said.
Sam sat on the log with a couple of feet separating her from Alpha. Major Edwards stood at her side and
the orderlies posted themselves behind her. Alpha gazed at the lake.
Sam glanced at Thomas. "I can see why you like it out here." She looked around at the gold-leafed trees interspersed with green pines. "It"s lovely."
Alpha ignored her.
"Did you have a good visit with Pascal?" Thomas asked.
"It was great," Sam said. Alpha might as well not have heard them for all the response she showed.
"Well," he said. "Good." The conversation ground to a halt.
They went on like that for a good ten minutes, conversing in fits and starts, trying to draw out Alpha.
Nothing worked. She didn"t even look at Sam, let alone speak. It seemed she would talk only to Thomas -and he wasn"t certain whether that flattered or alarmed him.
"Thomas, you"re a lifesaver." Karl"s face filled the console screen in Thomas"s home office. "I had hoped
to get back today, but I won"t be able to leave until tomorrow."
Thomas wanted to scowl at his son-in-law. Leila was always dropping her work for her husband, but when her job was on the line, Karl couldn"t come through. Or it seemed that way to Thomas. And why the blazes didn"t Karl cut his hair? It was so long, it curled over his shirt collar. He looked like a kid, not a tenured professor in his mid-thirties. A good stint in the Air Force would shape him up. Not that Karl would ever go near a uniform.
Karl smiled amiably, oblivious to his father-in-law"s thoughts. "How"s my Moppet?"
"Jamie"s fine." Thomas spoke coolly. "She"s been asking for you."
Karl sighed with unrestrained regret. "I wish I could be there. Give her a kiss for me. Tell her I love her
and I miss her."
"You could tell her yourself if you called more."
Karl seemed startled. "I"ll try earlier tomorrow."
"Karl."
"Yes?"
"Did you know your daughter can read?" If Karl said no, Thomas was going to wring his neck for his
lack of partic.i.p.ation in his child"s life.
"Isn"t it amazing?" Karl beamed at him. "She"s a brain, eh?"
"That she is," Thomas said, mollified. At least Karl wasn"t as distant from Jamie"s life as Thomas had
been with his children. Maybe that was why Karl irked him; Thomas saw himself in his son-in-law. His daughter was repeating the pattern she knew best, the one she had learned as a child from her own father.
Thomas hesitated. "Karl-"
"Yes?"
"I spent a lot of time away from Leila and the boys when I was making my career. I can"t tell you how much I regret that."
Karl blinked at him. After an awkward silence, he said, "I"ll be home tomorrow."
Thomas didn"t know what else to say, so he nodded. "I will see you then."
"Yes. See you then. Good evening."
"Good evening." On that overly formal note, they signed off. It was so strained, Thomas felt as if he
should salute.Well, you screwed that up, he told himself. He knew Karl was a good husband and father. Thomas wanted his daughter to know only joy, and it was hard to see her struggle with her life. It hurt that he couldn"t make everything all right.
Thinking of Jamie, he went upstairs to check on her. Lattie had put a comforter on the bed and frilly
curtains on the windows. Jamie was ensconced under the covers, curled up with her stuffed kitten in her arms. She looked so quiet in sleep, so unlike her usual bouncy self.
"Are you an angel?" Thomas murmured.
"I hope so," a dusky voice said. "Because she"s coming with us. Insurance for your good behavior."
Thomas whirled around. A tall figure was standing by the open window, half hidden by the billowing curtains. Nothing, however, hid the projectile rifle she had aimed at him.
V: A Guest in Bethesda
Thomas went very still. "How did you get here?"
Alpha motioned at Jamie. "You carry her."
He spoke fast while his thoughts raced. "Leave the child. I"m a better hostage." He didn"t know what
would happen if Jamie woke up alone, but she knew not to leave the house by herself, and Lattie would be here in the morning.
"You humans lose all logic when your children are in danger," Alpha said. "She comes with us."
Sweat beaded on Thomas"s forehead. He had thought that during these past few days Alpha had shown signs of conscience. But why should she? Charon had no reason to program it into her, and Alpha had plenty of reason to be hostile about her captivity.
"Now," Alpha said. She raised the gun, pointing it directly at his head.
He took a deep breath. Then he carefully lifted Jamie out of the covers. She mumbled in protest and settled against him, holding her kitten.
"Mommy?" she said sleepily.
"It"s Grandpa," Thomas said in a low voice.
"I have a car," Alpha said. "You drive. I"ll hold the kid."
Thomas felt ill. "Alpha, don"t do this. You only need me. I"m worth far more than a child."
"To the government, maybe. She"s worth more to you."