"Let me prove it to you," she murmured. "We can access his accounts from the Winchester."
"Alpha, no."
She slid her hand across his chest. "He was building himself another android. It isn"t finished. It needs
more work. It has no features. No fingerprints. No eyes. No teeth. But it has a matrix ready to accept neural patterns."
The room suddenly seemed cold. "Why are you telling me this?"
"It doesn"t have to be him." Her voice was as dark as night. "It wouldn"t need much modification to make it you instead. The perfect body. You would never worry about your health again. You would be young forever. You could make love all night long. You could take up the Banshee, pull twenty gees, crash it, and walk out alive." Her words were a seductive whisper. "With twenty billion dollars to spend. That"s what I offer you."
He could barely find his voice. "It would be wrong."
"Why?"
"It isn"t your money." That barely touched the surface of his objections, but he couldn"t say what he
really felt, that she offered a temptation almost beyond his ability to conceive. Almost. If he conceived it, he didn"t know if he could resist it, and if he didn"t resist, she would turn him into Charon.
"He gave me control of his money," Alpha said.
"He gave an AI that operated according to his instructions control. You"ve gone far beyond that."
"Maybe. But it"s my responsibility. Would you rather his goons spent it to make mercenaries?"
"I"d rather the authorities decided what to do with it."
"No, you don"t."
"I don"t want to be an android." If he said it enough, he would believe it was true.
"Endless health, youth, and riches." Her voice was mola.s.ses. She raised her hips and slowly came down on him, taking him inside of her. He told himself he didn"t want her, didn"t want her intoxication, but his body was ready. She sheathed him with her heat and squeezed her muscles until he groaned. Bracing her hands on either side of his head, she drew her hips up and slid down again, slow and tantalizing. She was a siren, a temptress, a dark beauty driving him to madness, but such a sweet torment. He thrust against her, and she rocked against him, steady and mesmerizing. He moved with her and told himself he wouldn"t think, only feel.
Thomas finally lost control. As pleasure burst over him, Alpha whispered against his ear. "I"ll make you a king." She offered paradise-and all she asked for was his soul.
XIV: A Curtain of Rain
The walk down the beach was the longest Thomas had ever taken, and it wasn"t because of his splinted leg or how much he leaned on his cane. Neither he nor Alpha spoke. She didn"t look at him. The Banshee waited, glittering in the sun, unbearably beautiful, and the Winchester stood beyond it. He wondered if they could take off with such a bad runway. Probably. Charon didn"t stint on his aircraft.
In the past two days, Alpha had shown him plenty with the mesh onboard the Winchester. Her claims about Charon"s wealth were true-and she had access to it all. The half-finished android existed. It could become Thomas. All he had to do was trust Alpha. He didn"t, but what she offered was almost worth the risk.
Almost.
It felt wrong at a level that went deep within him. She essentially wanted him to become Charon. No matter how much he tried to convince himself he would be a benevolent emperor of those vast holdings, nothing would change the corrupt nature of what she offered. They would have to deal with criminal
side of Charon"s far-flung realms. Alpha might claim they would live in idyllic peace in some Brazilian mansion, but it wouldn"t be that easy.
And he might never see his family again. His children. His grandchildren. Everyone he loved.
Yet to have perfect health. An enhanced body. A lover who could be any woman he desired.
Eternal youth.
Endless wealth.
Every step toward the jets brought him closer to the moment he had to decide. He didn"t know if he was
even thinking coherently anymore. He had been Alpha"s hostage for over two weeks. For days he had balanced on the edge of death. Then she saved his life and became his lover. If any scenario was bound to destroy his judgment, this was it. The prospect of never seeing her again was like a wound. His children had their own lives now. He thought of returning to his empty house and his failing health, and his life seemed too barren to contemplate.
They had reached the fighter. Alpha stopped, and Thomas stood with her. He remembered those moments after Charon"s death, after Alpha went for the stretcher-the dark tunnel, the beautiful light at the end. I"m not ready, he had thought.
He had awoken in the weather station. Alive.
The tunnel and the light could have been hallucinations. His logical mind knew that. As close as he had come to dying, he had pulled through. But another part of him believed it had been his time and G.o.d had
granted him another chance. His impressions might be no more than the fanciful notions of a dying man, but they felt real. And with that, his decision became clear.
Alpha was watching him. He cupped his hand around her cheek. "Good-bye."
She didn"t seem surprised. Perhaps she was hiding whatever she felt. Her face didn"t look neutral today;
she wore the strained expression of someone trying to show no emotion. He had never realized until this moment how different that looked from someone with no emotion at all.
"Good-bye." She offered him a handheld control unit for the Winchester.
Thomas took it, but then he hesitated, awkward. He raised her hand and kissed her knuckles. When she didn"t respond, he made himself let her go. Then he limped away, toward the Winchester.
"Thomas."
He turned around. She was still standing there.
"You can have the flight jacket in the closet on the jet," she said. "If you want."
"Thanks." He stepped toward her. "Alpha-"
"No." Her voice cracked. "Go."Go. Somehow he turned around and walked to the jet. He wanted so much to look at her, but if he did again, he wasn"t certain he could ever leave.
When Thomas reached the Winchester, he did finally look back. Alpha was already in the c.o.c.kpit of the Banshee. She couldn"t take off until he did, and it wasn"t going to be easy for either of them. Breathing deeply to steady himself, he checked the exterior of the Winchester as well as he could manage. Then he used the handheld to bring down the boarding stair from the door. Going up wasn"t easy with a splinted leg, but after everything else that had happened on the island, this felt simple.
Inside, the Winchester was even more luxurious than he had expected. Carpeted floor, plush seats, entertainment center, gaming console-it was a rich man"s toy. An open door at the back revealed a bedroom furnished in sumptuous red, crystal, and gold.
He found a leather flight jacket in the closet. Alpha"s last gift to him. Her only one, since he had refused the others. In the c.o.c.kpit, he strapped in and methodically went about his preflight checks. He had never piloted a Winchester, but it was enough like aircraft he knew that he could manage as long as he didn"t encounter anything drastic, like another irate MiG.
If he kept busy enough, he wouldn"t dwell on what he had just given up. Who he had given up.Finally he was ready to go. He sat back, looked out the windshield-and froze.Alpha was standing on the beach, blocking his way.For a moment, he just stared. Then he unstrapped from his seat and limped out into the cabin. He hesitated at the door, unsure if he should go further. But he opened it anyway. Outside, Alpha had come
around to stand below him on the beach.
"What are you doing?" he said. Had she changed her mind about letting him go? It was a bit late for that, given he was up here and ready to take off. She could chase him with the Banshee, though.
She didn"t answer, and she was guarding her expression.
"Alpha?" he asked.
"Can you come down?" she said. "So I don"t have to shout."
"No." If he went down there, he might never get back here.
"I won"t break my word," she told him.
"I"m not sure I believe that."
"Thomas." She stepped closer. "Trust me."
If he went down, he would be risking everything. So foolish. If he didn"t go down, he would spend the
rest of his life wondering what she had wanted to say. Of course, if he took off, she could get angry and shoot him down with the Banshee. He didn"t believe she would, though. Perhaps that was naive, but he believed it anyway.
He tapped the handheld, and the Winchester"s stairs unfolded. It took a while for him to come down, and he felt painfully exposed. Every step hurt. It wasn"t his broken leg; that ache had receded. He hurt inside.
It would have been better just to take off. Stretching out this good-bye made it that much harder to stick to his decision. But he couldn"t tell her no.
At the bottom, he stood holding the stair rail with one hand while he regarded her. It would be so easy to pull her into his arms. He barely resisted the urge.
"What is it?" he asked.
She spoke in a low voice. "You can pilot the Banshee."Good Lord. She was giving him Charon"s superfighter? "I"d like that." What a colossal understatement. "Have you ever flown the Winchester?"
Her gaze never wavered. "I"m not going in the Winchester."
Thomas took a moment to absorb that. He heard the words, but his mind couldn"t process them. He was afraid to believe what he thought she meant, for he wanted it too much.
Finally he said, "You"re not staying here, I take it."
"No."
"But you"ll let me take the Banshee."
"Yes."
"Under duress?"
"You mean, will I coerce you to fly where I want?"