"Oh, yes. I ain"t a surgeon, my friend, but I hear a lot of surgeon talk. It"s the shock-in a man of his age. The wound"s clean, so far-not a thread in it, I hear. Shock-and gangrene-that"s what we look out for... . What"s the news down by the river?"
"I don"t know," said Berkley.
"Don"t you know if you got licked?"
"I don"t think we did. You"d hear the firing out here much plainer."
"You"re the 8th Cavalry, ain"t you?"
"Yes."
"They say you got cut up."
"Some."
"And how about the Zouaves?"
"Oh, they"re there yet," said Berkley listlessly. Fatigue was overpowering him; he was aware, presently, that a negro, carrying a lantern, was guiding his stumbling steps into a small building where, amid piles of boxes, an army cot stood covered by a blanket. Berkley gave him a crumpled mess of paper money, and he almost expired.
Later the same negro rolled a wooden tub into the room, half filled it with steaming water, and stood in profound admiration of his work, grinning at Berkley.
"Is you-all gwine bresh up, suh?" he inquired.
Berkley straightened his shoulders with an effort, unbuckled his belt, and slowly began to take off his wet uniform.
The negro aided him respectfully; that wet wad of dollars had done its work profoundly.
"Yo" is de adjetant ob dis here Gin"ral ob de Lancers, suh? De po" ole Gin"ral! He done git shot dreffle bad, suh... . Jess you lay on de flo", suh, t"will I gits yo" boots off"n yo" laigs! Dar! Now jess set down in de tub, suh. I gwine scrub you wif de saddle-soap-Lor", Gord-a-mighty! Who done bang you on de haid dat-a-way?"-scrubbing vigorously with the saddle-soap all the while. "Spec" you is lame an" so" all over, is you? Now I"se gwine rub you haid, suh; an" now I"se gwine dry you haid." He chuckled and rubbed and manipulated, yet became tender as a woman in drying the clipped hair and the scarred temple. And, before Berkley was aware of what he was about, the negro lifted him and laid him on the cot.
"Now," he chuckled, "I"se gwine shave you." And he fished out a razor from the rear pocket of his striped drill overalls, rubbed the weapon of his race with a proud thumb, spread more soap over Berkley"s upturned face, and fell deftly to work, wiping off the acc.u.mulated lather on the seat of his own trousers.
Berkley remembered seeing him do it twice; then remembered no more. A blessed sense of rest soothed every bone; in the heavenly stillness and surcease from noise he drifted gently into slumber, into a deep dreamless sleep.
The old negro looked at him, aged face wrinkled in compa.s.sion.
"Po" li"l sodger boy," he muttered. "Done gib me fo" dollahs.
Lor" Gor" a"mighty! Spec" Mars Link.u.m"s men is all richer"n ole Miss."
He cast another glance at the sleeping man, then picked up the worn, muddy boots, threw the soiled jacket and breeches over his arm, and shuffled off, shaking his grizzled head.
CHAPTER XVIII
It was still dark when he awoke with a violent start, dreaming of loud trumpets, and found himself sitting upright on his cot, staring into obscurity.
Outside on the veranda a mult.i.tude of heavy steps echoed and re-echoed over the creaking boards; spurs clinked, sabres dragged and clanked; a man"s harsh, nasal voice sounded irritably at intervals:
"We"re not an army-we"re not yet an army; that"s what"s the matter. You can"t erect an army by uniforming and drilling a few hundred thousand clerks and farmers. You can"t manufacture an army by brigading regiments-by creating divisions and forming army corps. There is only one thing on G.o.d"s long-enduring earth that can transform this mob of State troops into a National army-discipline!-and that takes time; and we"ve got to take it and let experience kick us out of one battle into another. And some day we"ll wake up to find ourselves a real army, with real departments, really controlled and in actual and practical working order. Now it"s every department for itself and G.o.d help General McClellan! He has my sympathy! He has a dirty job on his hands half done, and they won"t let him finish it!"
And again the same impatient voice broke out contemptuously:
"War? These two years haven"t been two years of war! They"ve been two years of a noisy, gaudy, rough and tumble! Bull Run was opera bouffe! The rest of it has been one fantastic and b.l.o.o.d.y carnival! Did anybody ever before see such a grandmother"s rag bag of uniforms in an American army! What in h.e.l.l do we want of zouaves in French uniforms, cavalry, armed with Austrian lances, ridiculous rocket-batteries, Polish riders, Hungarian hussars, grenadiers, mounted rifles, militia and volunteers in every garb, carrying every arm ever created by foreign armourers and military tailors! ... But I rather guess that the fancy-dress-ball era is just about over. I"ve a notion that we"re coming down to the old-fashioned army blue again. And the sooner the better. I want no more red fezzes and breeches in my commands for the enemy to blaze at a mile away! I want no more picturesque lances. I want plain blue pants and Springfield rifles, by G.o.d! And I guess I"ll get them, if I make noise enough in North America!"
Who this impa.s.sioned military critic was, shouting opinions to the sky, Berkley never learned; for presently there was a great jingling and clatter and trample of horses brought around, and the officers, whoever they were, mounted and departed as they had arrived, in darkness, leaving Berkley on his cot in the storehouse to stretch his limbs, and yawn and stretch again, and draw the warm folds of the blanket closer, and lie blinking at the dark, through which, now, a bird had begun to twitter a sweet, fitful salute to the coming dawn.
Across the foot of his couch lay folded an invalid"s red hospital wrapper; beside his bed stood the slippers. After a few moments he rose, stepped into the slippers, and, drawing on the woolen robe, belted it in about his thin waist. Then he limped out to the veranda.
In the dusk the bird sang timidly. Berkley could just make out the outlines of the nearer buildings, and of tall trees around. Here and there lights burned behind closed windows; but, except for these, the world was black and still; stiller for the deadened stamping of horses in distant unseen stalls.
An unmistakable taint of the hospital hung in the fresh morning air-a vague hint of anaesthetics, of cooking-the flat odour of sickness and open wounds.
Lanterns pa.s.sed in the darkness toward the stables; unseen shapes moved hither and thither, their footsteps sharply audible. He listened and peered about him for a while, then went back to the store-room, picked his way among the medical supplies, and sat down on the edge of his bed.
A few moments later he became aware of somebody moving on the veranda, and of a light outside; heard his door open, lifted his dazzled eyes in the candle rays.
"Are you here, Philip?" came a quiet, tired voice. "You must wake, now, and dress. Colonel Arran is conscious and wishes to see you."
"Ailsa! Good G.o.d!"
She stood looking at him placidly, the burning candle steady in her hand, her; face very white and thin.
He had risen, standing there motionless in his belted invalid"s robe with the stencilled S. C. on the shoulder. And now he would have gone to her, hands outstretched, haggard face joyously illumined; but she stepped back with a swift gesture that halted him; and in her calm, unfriendly gaze he hesitated, bewildered, doubting his senses.
"Ailsa, dear, is anything wrong?"
"I think," she said quietly, "that we had better not let Colonel Arran see how wrong matters have gone between us. He is very badly hurt. I have talked a little with him. I came here because he asked for you and for no other reason."
"Did you know I was here?"
"I saw you arrive last night-from the infirmary window... . I hope your wound is healed," she added in a strained voice.
"Ailsa! What has happened?"
She shuddered slightly, looked at, him without a shadow of expression.
"Let us understand one another now. I haven"t the slightest atom of-regard-left for you. I have no desire to see you, to hear of you again while I am alive. That is final."
"Will you tell me why?"
She had turned to go; now she hesitated, silent, irresolute.
"Will you tell me, Ailsa?"
She said, wearily: "If you insist, I can make it plainer, some time. But this is not the time... And you had better not ask me at all, Philip."
"I do ask you."
"I warn you to accept your dismissal without seeking an explanation. It would spare-us both."