He has refused to take any of the servants with him, and so, alone with his thoughts, follows the road that leads to Steynemore.
They are not pleasant thoughts. Being only a man, he has accepted Miss Beauchamp"s pretended doubts about Lilian"s safety as real, and almost persuades himself his present journey will bear him only bitter disappointment. As to what he is going to do if Lilian has not been seen at Steynemore, that is a matter on which he refuses to speculate.
Drawing near the house, his suspense and fear grow almost beyond bounds.
Dismounting at the hall-door, which stands partly open, he flings the reins to Jericho, and going into the hall, turns in the direction of the drawing-room.
While he stands without, trying to summon courage to enter boldly, and literally trembling with suppressed anxiety, a low soft laugh breaks upon his ear. As he hears it, the blood rushes to his face; involuntarily he raises his hand to his throat, and then (and only then) quite realizes how awful has been the terror that for four long hours has been consuming him.
The next instant, cold and collected, he turns the handle of the door, and goes in.
Upon a low seat opposite Mabel Steyne sits Lilian, evidently in the gayest spirits. No shadow of depression, no thought of all the mental agony he has been enduring, mars the brightness of her _mignonne_ face.
She is laughing. Her l.u.s.trous azure eyes are turned upward to her friend, who is laughing also in apparent appreciation of her guest"s jest; her parted lips make merry dimples in her cheeks; her whole face is full of soft lines of amus.e.m.e.nt.
As Guy comes in, Mabel rises with a little exclamation, and goes toward him with outstretched hands.
"Why, Guy!" she says, "good boy! Have you come for Lilian? I was just going to order the carriage to send her home. Did you walk or drive?"
"I drove." He has studiously since his entrance kept his eyes from Lilian. The smile has faded from her lips, the happy light from her eyes; she has turned a pale, proud little face to the fire, away from her guardian.
"I made Lilian stay to dinner," says Mabel, who is too clever not to have remarked the painful constraint existing between her guest and Sir Guy. "Tom has been out all day shooting and dining at the Bellairs, so I entreated her to stay and bear me company. Won"t you sit down for a while? It is early yet; there cannot be any hurry."
"No, thank you. My mother has a bad headache, and, as she does not know where Lilian is, I think it better to get home."
"Oh, if auntie has a headache, of course----"
"I shall go and put on my hat," says Lilian, speaking for the first time, and rising with slow reluctance from her seat. "Don"t stir, Mab: I shan"t be a minute: my things are all in the next room."
"Lilian is not very well, I fear," Mrs. Steyne says, when the door has closed upon her, "or else something has annoyed her. I am not sure which," with a quick glance at him. "She would eat no dinner, and her spirits are very fitful. But she did not tell me what was the matter, and I did not like to ask her. She is certainly vexed about something, and it is a shame she should be made unhappy, poor pretty child!" with another quick glance.
"I thought she seemed in radiant spirits just now," remarks Guy, coldly.
"Yes; but half an hour ago she was so depressed I was quite uneasy about her: that is why I used the word "fitful." Get her to eat something before she goes to bed," says kindly Mabel, in an undertone, as Lilian returns equipped for her journey. "Good-night, dear," kissing her. "Have you wraps, Guy?"
"Yes, plenty. Good-night." And Mabel, standing on the door-steps, watches them until they have vanished beneath the starlight.
It is a dark but very lovely night. Far above them in the dim serene blue a fair young crescent moon rides bravely. As yet but a few stars are visible, and they gleam and shiver and twinkle in the eternal dome, restless as the hearts of the two beings now gazing silently upon their beauty.
"Silently, one by one, in the infinite meadows of heaven, Blossomed the lonely stars, the forget-me-nots of the angels."
A creeping shadow lies among the trees; a certain sense of loneliness dwells in the long avenue of Steynemore as they pa.s.s beneath the branches of the overhanging foliage. A quick wind rustles by them, sad as a sigh from Nature"s suffering breast, chill as the sense of injury that hangs upon their own bosoms.
Coming out upon the unshaded road, a greater light falls upon them. The darkness seems less drear, the feeling of separation more remote, though still Pride sits with triumphant mien between them, with his great wings outspread to conceal effectually any penitent glance or thought. The tender pensive beauty of the growing night is almost lost upon them.
"All round was still and calm; the noon of night Was fast approaching; up th" unclouded sky The glorious moon pursued her path of light, And shed a silv"ry splendor far and nigh; No sound, save of the night-wind"s gentlest sigh, Could reach the ear."
A dead silence reigns between them: they both gaze with admirable perseverance at the horse"s ears. Never before has that good animal been troubled by two such steady stares. Then Lilian stirs slightly, and a little chattering sound escapes her, that rouses Guy to speech.
"You are tired?" he says, in freezing tones.
"Very."
"Cold?"
"_Very._"
"Then put this round you," disagreeably, but with evident anxiety, producing the cozy plaid.
"No, thank you."
"Why?" surprised.
"Because it is yours," replies she, with such open and childish spite as at any other time would have brought a smile to his lips. Now it brings only a dull pain to his heart.
"I am sorry I only brought what you will not wear," he answers: "it did not occur to me you might carry your dislike to me even to my clothes.
In future I shall be wiser."
Silence.
"Do put it on!" anxiously: "you were coughing all last week."
"I wouldn"t be hypocritical, if I were you," with withering scorn. "I feel sure it would be a matter for rejoicing, where you are concerned, if I coughed all next week, and the week after. No: keep your plaid."
"You are the most willful girl I ever met," wrathfully.
"No doubt. I dare say you have met only angels. I am not one, I rejoice to say. Florence is, you know; and one piece of perfection should be enough in any household."
Silence again. Not a sound upon the night-air but the clatter of the horse"s feet as he covers bravely the crisp dry road, and the rushing of the wind. It is a cold wind, sharp and wintry. It whistles past them, now they have gained the side of the bare moor, with cruel keenness, cutting uncivilly the tops of their ears, and making them sink their necks lower in their coverings.
Miss Chesney"s small hands lie naked upon the rug. Even in the indistinct light he knows that they are shivering and almost blue.
"Where are your gloves?" he asks, when he can bear the enforced stillness no longer.
"I forgot them at Mabel"s."
Impulsively he lays his own bare hand upon hers, and finds it chilled, nearly freezing.
"Keep your hands inside the rug," he says, angrily, though there is a strong current of pain underlying the anger, "and put this shawl on you directly."
"I will not," says Lilian, though in truth she is dying for it.
"You shall," returns Chetwoode, quietly, in a tone he seldom uses, but which, when used, is seldom disobeyed. Lilian submits to the m.u.f.fling in silence, and, though outwardly ungrateful, is inwardly honestly rejoiced at it. As he fastens it beneath her chin, he stoops his head, until his eyes are on a level with hers.
"Was it kind of you, or proper, do you think, to make me so--so uneasy as I have been all this afternoon and evening?" he asks, compelling her to return his gaze.
"Were you uneasy?" says Miss Chesney, viciously and utterly unrepenting: "I am glad of it."