Walter laughed again, in a manner that sustained her theory well enough; then after finishing his coffee, he took from his pocket a flattened packet in glazed blue paper; extracted with stained fingers a bent and wrinkled little cigarette, lighted it, hitched up his belted trousers with the air of a person who turns from trifles to things better worth his attention, and left the room.
Alice laughed as the door closed. "He"s ALL secrets," she said. "Don"t you think you really ought to know more about him, mama?"
"I"m sure he"s a good boy," Mrs. Adams returned, thoughtfully. "He"s been very brave about not being able to have the advantages that are enjoyed by the boys he"s grown up with. I"ve never heard a word of complaint from him."
"About his not being sent to college?" Alice cried. "I should think you wouldn"t! He didn"t even have enough ambition to finish high school!"
Mrs. Adams sighed. "It seemed to me Walter lost his ambition when nearly all the boys he"d grown up with went to Eastern schools to prepare for college, and we couldn"t afford to send him. If only your father would have listened----"
Alice interrupted: "What nonsense! Walter hated books and studying, and athletics, too, for that matter. He doesn"t care for anything nice that I ever heard of. What do you suppose he does like, mama? He must like something or other somewhere, but what do you suppose it is? What does he do with his time?"
"Why, the poor boy"s at Lamb and Company"s all day. He doesn"t get through until five in the afternoon; he doesn"t HAVE much time."
"Well, we never have dinner until about seven, and he"s always late for dinner, and goes out, heaven knows where, right afterward!" Alice shook her head. "He used to go with our friends" boys, but I don"t think he does now."
"Why, how could he?" Mrs. Adams protested. "That isn"t his fault, poor child! The boys he knew when he was younger are nearly all away at college."
"Yes, but he doesn"t see anything of "em when they"re here at holiday-time or vacation. None of "em come to the house any more."
"I suppose he"s made other friends. It"s natural for him to want companions, at his age."
"Yes," Alice said, with disapproving emphasis. "But who are they? I"ve got an idea he plays pool at some rough place down-town."
"Oh, no; I"m sure he"s a steady boy," Mrs. Adams protested, but her tone was not that of thoroughgoing conviction, and she added, "Life might be a very different thing for him if only your father can be brought to see----"
"Never mind, mama! It isn"t me that has to be convinced, you know; and we can do a lot more with papa if we just let him alone about it for a day or two. Promise me you won"t say any more to him until--well, until he"s able to come downstairs to table. Will you?"
Mrs. Adams bit her lip, which had begun to tremble. "I think you can trust me to know a FEW things, Alice," she said. "I"m a little older than you, you know."
"That"s a good girl!" Alice jumped up, laughing. "Don"t forget it"s the same as a promise, and do just cheer him up a little. I"ll say good-bye to him before I go out."
"Where are you going?"
"Oh, I"ve got lots to do. I thought I"d run out to Mildred"s to see what she"s going to wear to-night, and then I want to go down and buy a yard of chiffon and some narrow ribbon to make new bows for my slippers--you"ll have to give me some money----"
"If he"ll give it to me!" her mother lamented, as they went toward the front stairs together; but an hour later she came into Alice"s room with a bill in her hand.
"He has some money in his bureau drawer," she said. "He finally told me where it was."
There were traces of emotion in her voice, and Alice, looking shrewdly at her, saw moisture in her eyes.
"Mama!" she cried. "You didn"t do what you promised me you wouldn"t, did you--NOT before Miss Perry!"
"Miss Perry"s getting him some broth," Mrs. Adams returned, calmly.
"Besides, you"re mistaken in saying I promised you anything; I said I thought you could trust me to know what is right."
"So you did bring it up again!" And Alice swung away from her, strode to her father"s door, flung it open, went to him, and put a light hand soothingly over his unrelaxed forehead.
"Poor old papa!" she said. "It"s a shame how everybody wants to trouble him. He shan"t be bothered any more at all! He doesn"t need to have everybody telling him how to get away from that old hole he"s worked in so long and begin to make us all nice and rich. HE knows how!"
Thereupon she kissed him a consoling good-bye, and made another gay departure, the charming hand again fluttering like a white b.u.t.terfly in the shadow of the closing door.
CHAPTER III
Mrs. Adams had remained in Alice"s room, but her mood seemed to have changed, during her daughter"s little more than momentary absence.
"What did he SAY?" she asked, quickly, and her tone was hopeful.
""Say?"" Alice repeated, impatiently. "Why, nothing. I didn"t let him.
Really, mama, I think the best thing for you to do would be to just keep out of his room, because I don"t believe you can go in there and not talk to him about it, and if you do talk we"ll never get him to do the right thing. Never!"
The mother"s response was a grieving silence; she turned from her daughter and walked to the door.
"Now, for goodness" sake!" Alice cried. "Don"t go making tragedy out of my offering you a little practical advice!"
"I"m not," Mrs. Adams gulped, halting. "I"m just--just going to dust the downstairs, Alice." And with her face still averted, she went out into the little hallway, closing the door behind her. A moment later she could be heard descending the stairs, the sound of her footsteps carrying somehow an effect of resignation.
Alice listened, sighed, and, breathing the words, "Oh, murder!" turned to cheerier matters. She put on a little apple-green turban with a dim gold band round it, and then, having shrouded the turban in a white veil, which she kept pushed up above her forehead, she got herself into a tan coat of soft cloth fashioned with rakish severity. After that, having studied herself gravely in a long gla.s.s, she took from one of the drawers of her dressing-table a black leather card-case cornered in silver filigree, but found it empty.
She opened another drawer wherein were two white pasteboard boxes of cards, the one set showing simply "Miss Adams," the other engraved in Gothic characters, "Miss Alys Tuttle Adams." The latter belonged to Alice"s "Alys" period--most girls go through it; and Alice must have felt that she had graduated, for, after frowning thoughtfully at the exhibit this morning, she took the box with its contents, and let the white shower fall from her fingers into the waste-basket beside her small desk. She replenished the card-case from the "Miss Adams"
box; then, having found a pair of fresh white gloves, she tucked an ivory-topped Malacca walking-stick under her arm and set forth.
She went down the stairs, b.u.t.toning her gloves and still wearing the frown with which she had put "Alys" finally out of her life. She descended slowly, and paused on the lowest step, looking about her with an expression that needed but a slight deepening to betoken bitterness.
Its connection with her dropping "Alys" forever was slight, however.
The small frame house, about fifteen years old, was already inclining to become a new Colonial relic. The Adamses had built it, moving into it from the "Queen Anne" house they had rented until they took this step in fashion. But fifteen years is a long time to stand still in the midland country, even for a house, and this one was lightly made, though the Adamses had not realized how flimsily until they had lived in it for some time. "Solid, compact, and convenient" were the instructions to the architect, and he had made it compact successfully. Alice, pausing at the foot of the stairway, was at the same time fairly in the "living-room," for the only separation between the "living room" and the hall was a demarcation suggested to willing imaginations by a pair of wooden columns painted white. These columns, pine under the paint, were bruised and chipped at the base; one of them showed a crack that threatened to become a split; the "hard-wood" floor had become uneven; and in a corner the walls apparently failed of solidity, where the wall-paper had declined to accompany some staggerings of the plaster beneath it.
The furniture was in great part an acc.u.mulation begun with the wedding gifts; though some of it was older, two large patent rocking-chairs and a footstool having belonged to Mrs. Adams"s mother in the days of hard brown plush and veneer. For decoration there were pictures and vases.
Mrs. Adams had always been fond of vases, she said, and every year her husband"s Christmas present to her was a vase of one sort or another--whatever the clerk showed him, marked at about twelve or fourteen dollars. The pictures were some of them etchings framed in gilt: Rheims, Canterbury, schooners grouped against a wharf; and Alice could remember how, in her childhood, her father sometimes pointed out the watery reflections in this last as very fine. But it was a long time since he had shown interest in such things--"or in anything much," as she thought.
Other pictures were two water-colours in baroque frames; one being the Amalfi monk on a pergola wall, while the second was a yard-wide display of iris blossoms, painted by Alice herself at fourteen, as a birthday gift to her mother. Alice"s glance paused upon it now with no great pride, but showed more approval of an enormous photograph of the Colosseum. This she thought of as "the only good thing in the room"; it possessed and bestowed distinction, she felt; and she did not regret having won her struggle to get it hung in its conspicuous place of honour over the mantelpiece. Formerly that place had been held for years by a steel-engraving, an accurate representation of the Suspension Bridge at Niagara Falls. It was almost as large as its successor, the "Colosseum," and it had been presented to Mr. Adams by colleagues in his department at Lamb and Company"s. Adams had shown some feeling when Alice began to urge its removal to obscurity in the "upstairs hall"; he even resisted for several days after she had the "Colosseum" charged to him, framed in oak, and sent to the house. She cheered him up, of course, when he gave way; and her heart never misgave her that there might be a doubt which of the two pictures was the more dismaying.
Over the pictures, the vases, the old brown plush rocking-chairs and the stool, over the three gilt chairs, over the new chintz-covered easy chair and the gray velure sofa--over everything everywhere, was the familiar coating of smoke grime. It had worked into every fibre of the lace curtains, dingying them to an unpleasant gray; it lay on the window-sills and it dimmed the gla.s.s panes; it covered the walls, covered the ceiling, and was smeared darker and thicker in all corners.
Yet here was no fault of housewifery; the curse could not be lifted, as the ingrained smudges permanent on the once white woodwork proved. The grime was perpetually renewed; scrubbing only ground it in.
This particular ugliness was small part of Alice"s discontent, for though the coating grew a little deeper each year she was used to it.
Moreover, she knew that she was not likely to find anything better in a thousand miles, so long as she kept to cities, and that none of her friends, however opulent, had any advantage of her here. Indeed, throughout all the great soft-coal country, people who consider themselves comparatively poor may find this consolation: cleanliness has been added to the virtues and beat.i.tudes that money can not buy.
Alice brightened a little as she went forward to the front door, and she brightened more when the spring breeze met her there. Then all depression left her as she walked down the short brick path to the sidewalk, looked up and down the street, and saw how bravely the maple shade-trees, in spite of the black powder they breathed, were flinging out their thousands of young green particles overhead.
She turned north, treading the new little shadows on the pavement briskly, and, having finished b.u.t.toning her gloves, swung down her Malacca stick from under her arm to let it tap a more leisurely accompaniment to her quick, short step. She had to step quickly if she was to get anywhere; for the closeness of her skirt, in spite of its little length, permitted no natural stride; but she was pleased to be impeded, these brevities forming part of her show of fashion.
Other pedestrians found them not without charm, though approval may have been lacking here and there, and at the first crossing Alice suffered what she might have accounted an actual injury, had she allowed herself to be so sensitive. An elderly woman in fussy black silk stood there, waiting for a streetcar; she was all of a globular modelling, with a face patterned like a frost-bitten peach; and that the approaching gracefulness was uncongenial she naively made too evident. Her round, wan eyes seemed roused to bitter life as they rose from the curved high heels of the buckled slippers to the tight little skirt, and thence with startled ferocity to the Malacca cane, which plainly appeared to her as a decoration not more astounding than it was insulting.
Perceiving that the girl was bowing to her, the globular lady hurriedly made shift to alter her injurious expression. "Good morning, Mrs.
Dowling," Alice said, gravely. Mrs. Dowling returned the salutation with a smile as convincingly benevolent as the ghastly smile upon a Santa Claus face; and then, while Alice pa.s.sed on, exploded toward her a single compacted breath through tightened lips.