"I settled in my mind what had happened before I spoke. This brother of mine had apparently made an exception in my favour. He had crept up behind me with the deliberate intention of strangling me and picking my pocket. Seeing my face he had decided that he could pick my pocket without strangling me.
"The curious thing was that I had no feeling of anger towards him. What filled me with a sort of panic was the fact that my brother had come back into my life. I hadn"t realized it so plainly before, but he scared me. I suppose he saw something of this in my face, for he says, "Charley, let bygones be bygones, old man. Help me make a fresh start!"
""Hold on," I said. "The last time I saw you, Frank, you had bags of money. You had my place in the house----." "Oh, dry up!" he says, "never mind what I had, look at me now. Charley, look at me. I"ve walked every foot of the way from Rosario. I"m broke, cleaned out, desperate. I"ve nothing to lose."
""You never had," I told him. "What do you want me to do?"
"Well, what do you think he asked me for? Nothing less than fifty pounds. He seemed to have a mania for fifty pounds. He couldn"t demean himself, even in that state, to make it less. You might say he thought in fifties. "Good G.o.d, man!" I said, "do you think I"m made of money?"
"You look prosperous, Charley. Give me what you have and I"ll take the rest to-morrow." "I"ll do nothing of the sort," I said. "Here"s my car."
And a Number Forty-eight came down _Victoria_. "Is it?" says he. "It"s mine too, then," and he follows me up to the track.
"When I had sat down in the car I began to think. I didn"t know what to do. Evidently my brother had been so absorbed in his own life, so indifferent to anything that had happened to me, that he didn"t even know what I was. That didn"t prevent him asking nearly three months"
wages of me, though! Now, if he saw me go down to the ship he would never let me alone. He sat there in the car near the door, his hands hanging over his knees, his head bowed to hide his chest, the paper ticket twisting in his fingers. That my brother! It came to me with a sudden shock, a spasm, that, as usual, right was on his side. I _couldn"t_ leave him like that. And yet what could I do? If I gave him money he would only prey on me again. Never mind: it was my duty to aid him. When the car stopped at the end of _Paseo Colon_ I had made up my mind. I dropped off and waited in the dark shadow of the buildings opposite the _Parque Leyema_. He came up to me. I could see his lips trembling and his hands clutching. "Charley, don"t you play me false, don"t you play me false! My G.o.d, Charley, I"ll kill you--I"ll do something with you, if you play me false." It was like a child in hysterics. I didn"t realize it immediately, but that was just what was the matter with my brother--hysteria. "Easy," I said, "where can I take you? I"m not known here." "Take!" he says, "to your own house, of course." "Listen," I said. "Do you hear what I say?" He nodded. "Well,"
I went on, "I"m the chief engineer of a steamer in yon dock. If you come down with me, don"t forget there"s a sentry with a rifle on that bridge we"ve got to cross, there"s two more patrolling the quay, and there"s another armed watchman on board. And, Frank," I added, "when a man runs here, they shoot. They find out if he was a criminal afterwards.
Understand?" He looked down on the ground, his shoulders moving in a sort of convulsion. "Come on," I said.
"He followed me like a shadow over the bridge, along the quay and up the gangway. The watchman saw us come aboard, but otherwise the dock was deserted. My room was on the starboard side, the second door in the alleyway. I looked along and down in the engine-room. The Fourth was down below reading a novel on the bench by the dynamo. All the rest were still ash.o.r.e--up at the _Bier Convent_ or the _Apollo_, I suppose. I opened my door and Frank stepped inside.
""Now," I said, shutting the ports, "you"re safe."
"He sat side-ways on the settee, shading his eyes with his hands. Now that I saw him in the cold glare of two thirty-two candle-power lamps, he was awful. I took off my coat and set to work. From a drawer I took out a suit of underwear, socks, a suit of blue dungarees, a flannel shirt, an old cap and a pair of bluchers. I rolled these up in a big bath towel and handed them to Frank. "Frank," I said, "listen." He nodded. "See this key? It fits the bath-room. The bath-room is the last wooden door in this alleyway. Go down there, open the door, take the key with you, lock yourself in, switch on the light, have a bath from head to foot, put these clothes on, roll up those rags in the towel and bring them back. If you meet anybody take no notice, act as if you belonged.
Here"s some soap."
"I looked up and down the alleyway--no one there. Up and down outside the watchman slouched on the iron deck. Down below was the drone of the dynamo and the wheeze and whine of the Weir pumps. "Go on," I said.
"Mind, the last wooden door on the right. Don"t go round the corner.
Understand?" He looked at me for a moment and then flitted away down the long iron tunnel. I saw him poke about with his key, his body all crouched, the white bundle sticking out behind him. And then he vanished, and the door, heavy teak, slammed.
"I went into the mess-room then, to get some food. The steward as a rule left supper out for the juniors on duty, but as our young fellow had deserted I had to get the joint out of the pantry and carve some cold meat myself. I remember wondering what the Fourth would think if he came up and found the Chief nosing round the provision locker. There"s a certain dignity, you see, that you mustn"t lower before subordinates.
However, he was too busy reading down below. I got a big plate of sandwiches and a slab of currant cake and went back to my room. I had a neat little mahogany dumb-waiter near the settee and I put it up and covered it with a linen towel. I spread the grub on it, and alongside of it I put a flask of whisky and a syphon of soda. I got quite interested.
I had no idea of what to do with the man when he was washed and fed and clothed. I got down a box of cigars and set them alongside of the whisky. After all, he was my brother. I thought of the "lady of high rank." If she"d seen him as I saw him, she would have been satisfied.
What would Gladys think of him? It may have been wrong, but I was rather pleased with myself. I was tickled to be able to help my brother. I knew that it was risky. I had no right to bring him aboard. I sat down to wait, when I saw that I"d forgotten to tie up my canary, and I was hunting for the calico I used at sea when the door opened and my brother came in with a rush.
"It almost seemed as though soap and water had had a magical effect on him. Literally, he wasn"t the same man. His arms and legs stuck out of the dungarees, his hair was still damp and hung between his eyes, and his big hooked nose was dark red with towelling. He stood there, his hand on the bra.s.s k.n.o.b, looking at me pinning a piece of calico round my canary.
"He looked at the little dumb-waiter spread for his supper and pa.s.sed his hand over his face. "Charley," he says, "I must have a shave first.
The pangs of a guilty conscience," he says, "are piffle compared with the miseries of a beard. Have you a good razor?"
"I had in my room a fold-up wash-stand and shaving-gla.s.s. I opened it and pointed to the razors. "There"s no hot water," I said. "No hot--Why, Charley, you don"t expect a chap to shave in cold, do you? Good G.o.d, man!"
"I give him credit for any amount of admiration for my little arrangements. I got out a little tripod spirit lamp with a copper-kettle that Rosa had given me; he was delighted. ""Pon my soul, Charley, you"re an ingenious devil! Fancy you living here all so snug and I knowing nothing about it! Like Noah in his Ark, "pon my soul." When he began to lather he kept up a running fire of remarks, mostly insulting. "And what are you here, old man? Admiral? Lord High Muck-a-Muck? They put you up a jolly sight better than they did me in the second cabin of that infernal liner I came over in. Heavens! Old Uncle Christopher wanted me to go to New Zealand. He was cracked about New Zealand; dippy, "pon my soul. When I asked to see the manager of the affair, you know, the Skipper, they showed me an underbred bra.s.s-bound official called a _Purser_, who said he"d put me in irons if I wasn"t civil. Oh, this world has some bounders in it, Charley, my boy. What do you get here, Charley? Pretty good screw, I suppose?" And so he ran on. When he had finished spilling the talc.u.m powder all over the floor, using my brushes for his hair, he turned round and looked over the provisions.
""Frank," I said, "when you"ve had something to eat and drink, I"ll have a talk with you." "With pleasure, my dear chap," says he. "But what a meal! Mutton and sandwiches, cake and whisky. Is this your usual feed, Charley, may I ask? No wonder you look dyspeptic." "We"re out of pheasant," I said. He looks at me and bursts out laughing. "Charley, my boy, I wonder how much you really will stand." "I"ll tell you presently," I said, and went on smoking.
"Dyspepsia didn"t scare him much. He went across my dumb-waiter, eating every crumb, drinking every drop of the whisky and soda. Then he took a cigar, snipped it in his big teeth and held out his hand for a match.
And then--he was sitting on my red plush settee, while I was in my arm chair--he swung his feet up and lay back on the cushions, puffing the smoke up in great clouds. "Quite a reader!" he says, waving his cigar towards my book-case. "You were always a chap for worming."
""Frank," I said, "we"ve a long account to settle. Somehow or other we"ve always been antagonistic. Why?"
""How do you mean?" he says.
""What have I done to you, that you should be always turning up and queering my pitch?"
""Oh, you mean Gladys," he says laughing. "No," I said, "I don"t mean Gladys particularly. I mean everything. Every time we come together you do me a bad turn."
""How can I do you a bad turn now?" he inquires blandly. "I don"t know,"
I said, "I don"t know."
""I can tell you how you can do me a good turn, old man," he says, sitting up. "Can"t you get me a billet, here? Just to get home, you know."
""We don"t go home," I said. "We"re on a time charter between here and Genoa." "Oh, that"ll do," he says. "I can go home from there easily enough."
""I can give you a fireman"s job," I said, "or a greaser"s."
""A greaser"s!" he says, his eyes sparkling at me. "You say that to me, Charley----" "Easy," I said, "if you shout you"ll have some one in here.
All the jobs I can give you are inferior. You have no rating on a ship, Frank. I"ve had to work five years or more for this job. Your automobile engineering is no use to you here, you know. You"re down and out, you said just now."
""Yes," he said, "that"s a fact. I must be humble and take anything.
Anything, Charley." "Well," I said, "I can give you a light easy job as steward here for the engineers. If you hustle round you can pick it up.
You"ll have to swallow all your pride, you know, as I did when I came to sea. You"ll have to make beds, tidy up the rooms, lay the table, wash dishes. Will you do it? The last one has just deserted. I was going to get one to-night if I hadn"t met you."
"He lay on the settee a long while, smoking and looking angrily at the books in the case.
""Mind," I said, "this is on condition that in Genoa you clear out and leave me in peace. It"s on condition you sign on under an a.s.sumed name.
I"ve a position here. If it was known--you understand. I"m the chief engineer and it might cause trouble."
""Charley," he says at last, "you"re a good chap and I"m a rotter. I"m a bad egg, a rolling stone, flotsam, garbage, punk, anything you like that smells to heaven. I hate myself sometimes. It"s hate of myself that makes me desperate. But, give me this chance. Perhaps a sea-voyage will brace me up. Genoa, you say? They speak French there, don"t they?"
""No," I said, "they speak Genoese." I couldn"t help being a little sarcastic about that. "But you"ll find they speak English at Cook"s office."
"He looked at me for a while, his big eyes blinking through the smoke.
He was thinking, I suppose. There"s no doubt he has a remarkably active mind. I could feel he was taking in the situation. Suddenly he put his arms up and stretched, his feet crushing against the end of the settee.
""Charley, my boy," says he, "I"ll winter in Italy, that"s what I"ll do.
It"ll be a change after Rosario," he says.
""You can do as you please," I told him, "when you"re paid off." "Until then, you"ll have to do what the Second Engineer tells you. Understand?"
""Oh, yes, Charley, I"ll be as humble as dirt," he says.
"Well, he was. I sent him ash.o.r.e with a few Argentine dollars to get a bed for the night, and the next morning he comes down to the ship, as meek as milk, and asks the Second for a job. I"d told the Second about him, saying he"s been recommended to me by people ash.o.r.e and so on. I can"t say I was very sanguine about the experiment. About the time in port I mean. At sea I had no fears. I knew that the discipline of the sea would be more than a match for any brother of mine.
"I began to wonder, as the days went on, what had become of the man who had sprung up and nearly strangled me that night. It almost seemed as though there was some mistake, as though my brother had vanished into the night and some other beach comber, with a big nose and dark eyes, had applied for the job. Never by any sign did he let on that he had seen me before. When I took him to the cabin for the Skipper to sign him on he gave the name of Frank Freshwater, without batting an eyelid you might say. When he"d gone out again the old man says to me, "Looks as though he"d been a gentleman, years ago." I said I believed that was the case, which was the reason folks ash.o.r.e wanted to help him. "Ah," says he, blotting the articles, "I"ll expect he"ll run off before we sail, Chief. These gentlemen are slippery customers."
"My brother didn"t run off. He soon got into the way of doing the work of Mess-room Steward. It was wonderful acting. "More tea, Frank," I"d say, and he"d jump for my cup--"Yes sir, yes sir." It got on my mind.
Sometimes when I was sitting in my room smoking and reading, I would hear him behind me setting something straight, making the bed perhaps, filling the water bottles, or cleaning the bra.s.s-work on the door. He"d never speak to me unless spoken to. If I said, "Frank, how are you getting on?" he"d say, "Very well, thanks," and go out. I would sit there, wondering what had got hold of him. Was he pulling my leg?
"And at sea it was just the same. I expected a change at sea. Not a bit of it. In a way, you know, it"s a lonely life I had at sea. It must be, on a ship where there"s bra.s.s-edging and rigid discipline. The Skipper would take his walk up and down the bridge deck, and I would take mine up and down the awning-deck aft. And having the curious thing locked up in my breast, so to speak, it got on my mind. It sounds strange, but I began to wish my brother would speak to me. I began to recall how, when he was a little chap with long brown curls, he would bawl and storm because his bricks fell down. After all, we were brothers, eh? This politeness of his was too glaring. I felt that if he were to drop in in the evening, after eight bells say, I would let discipline slide enough to have a chat. But no! It was he who stood on his dignity. He would stand there at meals, watchful of my slightest want, watchful of everybody"s wants, never saying a word, rigid as a statue. When his work was done he"d disappear into his own room, which he shared with the Second Cabin Steward in the port alleyway, and I wouldn"t see him again until seven bells in the morning, when he"d come in with my tea, open the wash-basin, draw the water, set the towel, light the spirit-lamp, lay out my razors and say, "Twenty past seven, sir." Me, his brother!
"It gave me an insight, more than anything else could have done, into my brother"s character. I saw that his failure was not due to weakness, but to strength. He went his own road. He had his own morality, his own code. Indeed, he almost convinced me that perhaps for _him_, Good and Evil didn"t exist. I used to wonder what he was thinking about while he stood waiting on us, listening to our engine-room gossip, our talk of ships and the sea. Most of it must have been Greek to him, of course. If I stole a look at him, he would glance round the table, as though I had asked for something. It got on my mind.