stated Stewart. Then, to all appearances entirely unconcerned with the listening veterans, he dictated:
"Meanwhile I was thinking of my first love, As I had not been thinking of aught for years.
Till over my eyes there began to move Something that felt like tears."
Mac Tavish bent on Dow a wild look and swapped with the old pensioner of the Morrisons a stare of amazement for one of bewildered concern.
"I thought of the dress that she wore last time When we stood "neath the cypress-tree together In that lost land, in that soft clime, In the crimson evening weather.
"Of that muslin dress (for the eve was hot) And her warm white neck in its golden chain, And her full, soft hair, just tied in a knot, And falling loose again.
"I thought of our little quarrels and strife, And the letter that brought me back my ring.
And it all seemed then, in the waste of life, Such a very little thing."
The girl dabbed up her hand under pretense of fixing a lock of hair; she scrubbed away tears that were trickling. So this was it! The powwow over business and politics had not been stirring even languid interest in her.
Now her emotions were rioting. Here seemed to be something worth while in the life of the master!
"But I will marry my own first love With her primrose face; for old things are best.
And the flower in her bosom I prize it above--
"My G.o.d!" Mac Tavish gasped. "Next he"ll be playing jiggle-ma-ree wi"
dollies on his desk! His wits hae gane agley!"
In the horror of his discovery he flung his arms and knocked off the desk his full stock of paperweight ammunition. Then he was convinced beyond doubt that the Morrison was daft. Stewart did not even raise his eyes from the book; he kept on dictating above the clatter of the rolling weights; his intentness on the matter in hand was that of a business man putting a proposition on paper for the purpose of making it definite and cogent and clear.
But Stewart"s thoughts were not at all clear, he was confessing to himself; in spite of his a.s.sumed indifference, he was embarra.s.sed by the focused stares of Dow and Mac Tavish. He wondered what sudden, devil-may-care whimsy was this that was galloping him away from business and politics and every other sane subject! He was conscious that there was in him a freakish and juvenile hankering to astonish his friends.
He heard Dow say: "Oh, don"t worry about the boy, Andy! We do strange things in big times! Even Nero fiddled when Rome was burning!"
Stewart finished the dictation and closed the book.
"Losh! I canna understand!" mourned Mac Tavish, not troubling to hush his tones.
The girl hesitated, her gaze on her notes. Then she looked full into Morrison"s face, all her woman"s intuitive and long-repressed sympathy in her br.i.m.m.i.n.g eyes. "But I understand, sir!" She arose. She extended her hand and when he took it she put into her clasp of his fingers what she did not presume to say in words.
"Thank you!" said Morrison.
Then he left his chair and strolled across to the old men, while Miss Bunker rattled her typewriter. "It begins to look, boys, like we"re going to have quite a large evening!" he remarked, sociably.
IV
ANSWERING THE FIRST ALARM
After his dinner with his mother, Stewart went to the library-den, his own room, the habitat consecrated to the males of the Morrison menage. He was in formal garb for the reception at Senator Corson"s. He removed and hung up his dress-coat and pulled on his house-jacket; he was prompted to make this precautionary change by a woolen man"s innate respect for honest goods as much as he was by his desire for homely comfort when he smoked.
He lighted a jimmy-pipe and marched up and down the room. He was determined to give the situation a good going-over in his mind.
He had settled many a problem in that old room!
He was always helped by Grandfather Angus and Father David.
When he walked in one direction he was looking at the portrait of Angus on the end wall of the long narrow room; Angus bored him with eyes as hard as steel b.u.t.tons and out from the close-set lips seemed to issue many an aphorism to put the grit into a man.
From the opposite wall, when Morrison whirled on his heels, David looked down. David"s eyes had little, softening scrolls at the corners of them; the artist had painted from life, in the case of David, and had caught the glint of humor in the eyes. The picture of Angus had been enlarged from a daguerreotype and seemed to lack some of the truly human qualities of expression. But it was a strong face, the face of a pioneer who had come into a strange land to make his way and to smooth that way for the children who were to have life made easier for them. "Tak" it! Wi" all the strength o" ye, reach oot and tak" it for yer ainsel" else ithers will gr-rasp ahead and sn.i.g.g.e.r at ye!" So said Angus from the wall, whenever Stewart pondered on problems.
But David, though the pictured countenance was resolute enough, always put in a shrewd and cautionary amendment, whenever Stewart came down the room, stiffened by the counsel of Angus, "Mind ye, laddie, when ye tak", that the mon wha tak"s slidd"ry serpents to tussle wi" "em, he haes nae hand to use for his ainsel" whilst the slickit beasties are alive; and a deid snake serves nae guid."
That evening Stewart was distinctly getting no help from either Angus or David. They did not appear to understand his new and peculiar mood. He had been in the habit of fusing their clashing arbitraments by a humor of his own which he knew was fantastic, yet helpful according to his whimsical custom, welding their judgments twain into one dominant counsel of determination, softened by the spirit of fairness.
But after he had plucked a certain slip of paper from his waistcoat pocket, squinting at it through the pipe smoke, as he walked to and fro, mumbling as if he were engaged in the task of memorizing, he ceased to look up to Angus and David for a.s.sistance. He was sure they would not know! Here were warp and woof of a fabric beyond their ken. He would not admit to himself that he understood in full measure this emotion that had come surging up in him, overwhelming and burying all the ordinarily steadfast landmarks by which he regulated his daily thoughts and actions.
"I had built a dam," he muttered, using the metaphor that was natural, "and I"ve been thinking it was safe and sure. Whether it wasn"t strong enough--whether it was undermined, I don"t know. It has given way."
There was a tap on the door and he hastily tucked the paper back into his pocket. He knew it was his mother, trained in the way of the Morrisons to respect the sanctuary of the family lairds when they were paying their devotions at the shrine of business.
"I"m saying my gude nicht to ye, bairnie, for ye"re telling me ye"ll no"
be hame till late," she said when he flung open the door.
He copied affectionately her Scotch "braidness" of dialect when they were alone together. "No, wee mither, not till late."
He stepped out into the corridor and kissed her. She patted his cheek and walked on.
More of that whimsy into which he had been allowing his troubled emotions to lead him! He realized it fully! His brow wrinkled, he shook his head, but he called to her. He went to meet her when she returned.
"It"s like it is at the office, these days! I"m Morrison of St. Ronan"s on one side o" the rail; I"m the mayor of Marion on t"other! Here in the corridor, ye"re wee mither!" He put his arm about her and lifted her into the library. "Coom awa" wi" ye, noo!" he cried. He threw himself into a big chair and pulled her upon his knee. "Ye"re Jeanie Mac Dougal--only a woman. I need to talk wi" a woman. I canna talk wi" Mac Tavish or sic as he. He thinks I"m daft. He said so. I canna get counsel frae grands"r or sire yon on the walls. They don"t understand, Jeanie Mac Dougal. I"m in love!"
"Aye! Wi" the la.s.s o" the Corsons!"
"But ye shouldna sigh when ye say it, Jeanie Mac Dougal."
"A gashing guidwife sat wi" me to-day in the ben, bairnie, and said the la.s.s brings her ain laddie wi" her frae the great town."
"I tak" no gossip for my guide!" he protested. "In business I tak" my facts only frae the lips o" the one I ask. I"ll do the same in love."
She did not speak.
"I know, Jeanie Mac Dougal! Ye canna forget ye are wee mither and it"s hard for ye to be only woman richt noo. I know the kind of wife ye hae in mind for me. The patient wife, the housewife, the meek wife wi" only her een for back-and-ben, for kitchen and parlor. But I love Lana."
"She promised and she took her promise back! Again she promised, and again she took it back!" The proud resentment of a mother flamed. "And I"m no"
content wi" the la.s.s who once may win my laddie"s word and doesna treasure it and be thankfu" and proud for all the years to come."
"Oh, I know, mither! But she was young. She must needs wonder what there was in the world outside Marion. I loved her just the same."
"But noo that she is hame they tell me that her heid "tis held perkit and her speech is high and the polished sh.e.l.l is o"er all."
Stewart looked away from his mother"s frank eyes. He was too honest to argue or dispute. "I love her just the same!"
"She ca"d wi" her father at the mill this day, eh? The guidwife said as much."