Chapter 402 - Chapter 402 - Women"s Love Is SubtractionMu Jin looked at Wei Yuanwei in a daze. He admitted that he had his own selfish motives, but the most important thing was that he had always seen Wei Yuanwei as a child. He didn"t want to give her any trouble, nor did he want to give her too much pressure.
He only wanted to help Wei Yuanwei pave the way for his and walk down with her.
"Prince, if there"s nothing else, I"m going to sleep!" After Wei Yuanwei finished speaking, he walked past Mu Jin.
Until Wei Yuanwei sat on the bed and spread out the blanket, Mu Jin still stood there, stunned.
It was as if he had not recovered from Wei Yuanwei"s words.
After a long time, Mu Jin finally turned around in a daze. Her broken eyes fell onto the ground under the light of the candle, as if all the energy in her body had been sucked away by someone. A despair that she had never felt before came from her body, which was when it exploded five years ago.
It was also because of what Wei Yuanwei had said that made him truly feel despair.
A woman"s love is subtract, so whatever he did wrong, maybe Wei Yuanwei can let it go and not say anything, but as long as it acc.u.mulated to a certain extent, when Wei Yuanwei no longer held any hope for him, it would also be when he leaves, and even if he wanted to, he would not be able to catch up.
It was like a cup of hot tea. It was hot when steeping but he did not drink it. By the time he wanted to drink it, it was already cold.
Hot tea could turn cold or even ice, but it was too difficult for him to use his body temperature to warm up the tea.
"If, on a certain day of a certain year, we meet in a certain place, and at that time, you are unmarried, and I am still unmarried, would you still be willing to give me another chance?" Mu Jin spoke word by word. Each word and sentence seemed to cross a huge gap that was impossible to cross. Although she knew it was impossible, Mu Jin still didn"t want to give up this one chance.
Wei Yuanwei turned his back to Mu Jin"s hand that was covering the blanket, paused for a moment, then closed his eyes. A crystal clear object flashed on his eyelashes, then Wei Yuanwei bit his upper lip and said: "I won"t!"
"I will not retrieve what I have decided to throw away. The place I have decided to leave will not return. Those who have given up will not love!" Sparkling tears fell from Wei Yuanwei"s eyes, streaked across his jade like skin and landed on the quilt …
"I see … I won"t be here in the future. "Sorry to bother you!" With these words, Mu Jin walked out of the room like a walking corpse.
It was only a few steps away, yet Mu Jin had used up all her energy. Her legs were like cotton, weak and powerless. Her whole body felt like it had no bones, almost falling to the ground.
This time, his heart was completely empty. He no longer felt anything.
He even rejected the extravagant hope of watching Wei Yuanwei from afar.
However, who could they blame this? Wasn"t the outcome and cause of all this caused by him alone?
From the moment he had met Wei Yuanwei, he knew that this woman was different, but he had always treated Wei Yuanwei as an ordinary woman.
He could not help but want to think of Wei Yuanwei"s future, and interfere with her future. He wanted to pave the way for Wei Yuanwei, and wanted to shoulder all of the responsibilities and burdens on his own.
He wanted to lift the sky for her, to spare her worry, to spare her trouble, to save her from being helpless, but …
Wei Yuanwei was different from all the girls in the world. She was a woman with his own thoughts and was also a self-reliant woman, she did not want to live in a world where he helped her protect her. What she wanted was to fight together with him for tens of thousands of miles, to advance and retreat together with him.
He didn"t give her what she wanted, and he didn"t want to give her what she wanted.
"Your Royal Highness, what"s wrong?" Xuan Li, who was guarding the door, saw Mu Jin come out from inside with a dejected expression. He had never seen her before.
If it wasn"t for the mask on Mu Jin"s face, she would have turned pale.
Looking at Xuan Li, the corner of his lips moved a few times. He wanted to say something at first, but in the end, he swallowed all the words that were about to come out of his mouth, and only sighed lightly, "Forget it, you don"t understand women either, nor do you understand what feelings are!"
After Xuan Li heard Mu Jin"s words, she knew that it was definitely because of Wei Yuanwei. But then, he said, "My prince, although this subordinate does not understand women, I do understand the word "love"!"
"Are you talking about Ah Qing?" Hearing Xuan Li"s words, Mu Jin"s pale lips revealed a bitter smile.
"My prince, although this subordinate and Ah Qing have not officially established a relationship, this subordinate"s feelings towards Ah Qing are real!" Xuan Li said with absolute certainty.
However, Mu Jin shook her head. Ah Qing was a man!
All of them knew, but only Xuan Li, the person who should know the most, did not.
"Now that Ah Qing is gone, what do you think?" Mu Jin knew that when Xuan Li found out that Ah Qing was not going to come back, he was feeling a little down, even a little depressed.
"This subordinate wants to find her after getting his revenge!" Xuan Li replied very seriously.
"Forget it, it"s better if you don"t go. If Ah Qing has anything to do with you, she won"t leave either!" Mu Jin was slightly shocked by Xuan Li"s answer, but she was afraid that Xuan Li would find him, and when she found out that Ah Qing was a man, she became even more hurt.
"Your highness is right, but I still want to find her and ask her clearly. If I don"t, I will never be able to open the knot in my heart!" Determination flashed in Xuan Li"s eyes.
As for Mu Jin, she continued, "Rather than knowing the truth, why not not let the knot in your heart be resolved so that the result might make you feel even more disappointed? The answer doesn"t necessarily have to be known, everything is enough, you have to give yourself some leeway, maybe you will still have some illusions in your mind. In the end, you won"t even have the last bit of hope remaining in your heart if you keep trying to look for the answer like me!"
Mu Jin lightly patted on Xuan Li"s shoulder. Xuan Li didn"t have an unforgettable love relationship like Shangli, the so called love was just liking, it was just staying on the side of mutual goodwill. At most, Xuan Li now had a regret.
But between him and Shangli, one of them was dead, and the other was dead in his heart.
"Does the w.a.n.gfei really have to leave?" Xuan Li also knew that Mu Jin was extremely troubled and couldn"t help but sigh.
He didn"t understand what the woman was thinking. If the prince treated her like this, then why did the princess still want to leave?
It wasn"t that he had to leave, but she was already gone in Wei Yuanwei"s heart because he had disappointed her too many times, and in the end, had been kicked out of her heart by Wei Yuanwei.