I stayed in my room for the rest of the day and the next day too. I didn"t leave at all and didn"t get out of bed unless I needed the toilet. Alec came up to give me food but I just ignored him and left the food alone. I wasn"t hungry and I didn"t want to talk to anyone. My parents died because of me. If I was never born then they would be alive and properly living with my brothers. I kept crying myself to sleep and then having a nightmare and waking up again. It"s an endless cycle that I hated but couldn"t shake it. It was the same cycle that I was in after my parents died. Now it was like the died all over again and this time I knew how they died and why. That was even worse. On the third day Bradley came over to check up on me because he was worried. He saw me in bed and went mental. "Amber Louise Christian get out of bed now and sort yourself out!" Bradley shouted at me. I rolled over and pretended I didn"t hear him or notice him. That made him more annoyed and took the quilt off me and made me get out of bed. I took a shower and got dressed in normal clothes instead of pyjamas. By the time I was finished Bradley made me bacon baguettes which I happily ate because of how hungry I was. Once I had finished Bradley asked if I was okay. I nodded and wiped away a tear. He hugged me which Alec growled at. He hugged me and Bradley started to make preparations for the locator spell. Surprisingly it was a very simple spell. All I needed to do was put some of my blood on to a map and say the names of who I wanted to find. That way somehow the blood would lead a trail to my brothers. Bradley explained that there were spirits who helped people to track others down. The spirits move the blood to where my brothers will be. Only me and Bradley were allowed in the room when I was doing the spell. Something about less distractions. So I put my hand over the map of the UK and made a little cut on my palm. I kept my hand of the map and said my brothers names. The blood stayed still for a while and I was about to give up. Bradley hadn"t said a word since we started. He told me that anything that he said or did could interrupt my concentration and therefore the spell. I sighed and kept my bleeding hand over the map. I was getting frustrated but I knew I had to stay calm. I took a deep breath and said "Please, if there are any spirits who can help me find Ashton and Andrew Christian, please help me. I need to find them." The blood then started to move. At first it looked like it hadn"t moved, then Bradley put a map of England down and the blood moved to Southampton. Bradley changed the map again and again until we had the exact address of where my brothers lived. They lived in Sholing which was a nice place. It"s near where I go to college. I don"t think I"ll be going back though. Not with everything that was going on. Plus being Luna was a full time job. I might think about asking Alec to merge the companies or something like that. You may wonder how Bradley know my brothers names. He was also there when my mum gave birth to them. He is their G.o.d father like he is mine. He had contact with them for a few years before my parents had me and then he lost contact with the witches that took them in. they had to so that everyone was safe. He told me that it wasn"t far away and that we could go now or wait until tomorrow. I decided to go now.