"Could marry a poor newspaper artist? That"s just the point."
She put her hand to his lips.
"Now, dear! If they couldn"t understand, so much the worse for them. If they thought it meant sacrifice to me, they were mistaken. I have been happy in this little flat; only--" she leaned back and inclined her head with her eyes asquint--"only the paper in this room is atrocious; it"s a typical landlord"s selection--McGaw picked it out. You see what it means to be merely rich."
She was so pretty thus that he kissed her, and then she went on:
"And so, dear, if I didn"t seem to be as impressed and delighted as you hoped to find me, it is because I was thinking of Mr. Hardy and the poor, dear common little _Post_, and then--of Mr. Clayton. Did you think of him?"
"Yes."
"You"ll have to--to cartoon him?"
"I suppose so."
The fact he had not allowed himself to face was close to both of them, and the subject was dropped until, just as he was going down-town--this time to break the news to Hardy--he went into the room he sarcastically said he might begin to call his studio, now that he was getting ten thousand a year, to look for a sketch he had promised Nolan for the sporting page. And there on his drawing-board was an unfinished cartoon, a drawing of the strong face of John Clayton. He had begun it a few days before to use on the occasion of Clayton"s renomination. It had been a labor of love, and Kittrell suddenly realized how good it was. He had put into it all of his belief in Clayton, all of his devotion to the cause for which Clayton toiled and sacrificed, and in the simple lines he experienced the artist"s ineffable felicity; he had shown how good, how n.o.ble, how true a man Clayton was. All at once he realized the sensation the cartoon would produce, how it would delight and hearten Clayton"s followers, how it would please Hardy, and how it would touch Clayton. It would be a tribute to the man and the friendship, but now a tribute broken, unfinished. Kittrell gazed a moment longer, and in that moment Edith came.
"The dear, beautiful soul!" she exclaimed softly. "Neil, it is wonderful. It is not a cartoon; it is a portrait. It shows what you might do with a brush."
Kittrell could not speak, and he turned the drawing-board to the wall.
When he had gone, Edith sat and thought--of Neil, of the new position, of Clayton. He had loved Neil, and been so proud of his work; he had shown a frank, naive pleasure in the cartoons Neil had made of him. That last time he was there, thought Edith, he had said that without Neil the "good old cause," as he called it, using Whitman"s phrase, could never have triumphed in that town. And now, would he come again? Would he ever stand in that room and, with his big, hearty laugh, clasp an arm around Neil"s shoulder, or speak of her in his good friendly way as "the little woman?" Would he come now, in the terrible days of the approaching campaign, for rest and sympathy--come as he used to come in other campaigns, worn and weary from all the brutal opposition, the vilification and abuse and mud-slinging? She closed her eyes. She could not think that far.
Kittrell found the task of telling Hardy just as difficult as he expected it to be, but by some mercy it did not last long. Explanation had not been necessary; he had only to make the first hesitating approaches, and Hardy understood. Hardy was, in a way, hurt; Kittrell saw that, and rushed to his own defense:
"I hate to go, old man. I don"t like it a little bit--but, you know, business is business, and we need the money."
He even tried to laugh as he advanced this last conclusive reason, and Hardy, for all he showed in voice or phrase, may have agreed with him.
"It"s all right, Kit," he said. "I"m sorry; I wish we could pay you more, but--well, good luck."
That was all. Kittrell gathered up the few articles he had at the office, gave Nolan his sketch, bade the boys good-by--bade them good-by as if he were going on a long journey, never to see them more--and then he went.
After he had made the break it did not seem so bad as he had antic.i.p.ated. At first things went on smoothly enough. The campaign had not opened, and he was free to exercise his talents outside the political field. He drew cartoons dealing with ba.n.a.l subjects, touching with the gentle satire of his humorous pencil foibles which all the world agreed about, and let vital questions alone. And he and Edith enjoyed themselves: indulged oftener in things they loved; went more frequently to the theater; appeared at recitals; dined now and then downtown. They began to realize certain luxuries they had not known for a long time--some he himself had never known, some that Edith had not known since she left her father"s home to become his bride. In more subtle ways, too, Kittrell felt the change: there was a sense of larger leisure; the future beamed with a broader and brighter light; he formed plans, among which the old dream of going ere long to Paris for serious study took its dignified place. And then there was the sensation his change had created in the newspaper world; that the cartoons signed "Kit," which formerly appeared in the _Post_, should now adorn the broad page of the _Telegraph_ was a thing to talk about at the press club; the fact of his large salary got abroad in that little world as well, and, after the way of that world, managed to exaggerate itself, as most facts did. He began to be sensible of attentions from men of prominence--small things, mere nods in the street, perhaps, or smiles in the theater foyer, but enough to show that they recognized him. What those children of the people, those working-men and women who used to be his unknown and admiring friends in the old days on the _Post_, thought of him--whether they missed him, whether they deplored his change as an apostasy or applauded it as a promotion--he did not know. He did not like to think about it.
But March came, and the politicians began to bl.u.s.ter like the season.
Late one afternoon he was on his way to the office with a cartoon, the first in which he had seriously to attack Clayton. Benson, the managing editor of the _Telegraph_, had conceived it, and Kittrell had worked on it that day in sickness of heart. Every line of this new presentation of Clayton had cut him like some biting acid; but he had worked on, trying to rea.s.sure himself with the argument that he was a mere agent, devoid of personal responsibility. But it had been hard, and when Edith, after her custom, had asked to see it, he had said:
"Oh, you don"t want to see it; it"s no good."
"Is it of--him?" she had asked.
And when he nodded she had gone away without another word. Now, as he hurried through the crowded streets, he was conscious that it was no good indeed; and he was divided between the artist"s regret and the friend"s joy in the fact. But it made him tremble. Was his hand to forget its cunning? And then, suddenly, he heard a familiar voice, and there beside him, with his hand on his shoulder, stood the mayor.
"Why, Neil, my boy, how are you?" he said, and he took Kittrell"s hand as warmly as ever. For a moment Kittrell was relieved, and then his heart sank; for he had a quick realization that it was the coward within him that felt the relief, and the man the sickness. If Clayton had reproached him, or cut him, it would have made it easier; but Clayton did none of these things, and Kittrell was irresistibly drawn to the subject himself.
"You heard of my--new job?" he asked.
"Yes," said Clayton, "I heard."
"Well--" Kittrell began.
"I"m sorry," Clayton said.
"So was I," Kittrell hastened to say. "But I felt it--well, a duty, some way--to Edith. You know--we--need the money." And he gave the cynical laugh that went with the argument.
"What does _she_ think? Does she feel that way about it?"
Kittrell laughed, not cynically now, but uneasily and with embarra.s.sment, for Clayton"s blue eyes were on him, those eyes that could look into men and understand them so.
"Of course you know," Kittrell went on nervously, "there is nothing personal in this. We newspaper fellows simply do what we are told; we obey orders like soldiers, you know. With the policy of the paper we have nothing to do. Just like d.i.c.k Jennings, who was a red-hot free-trader and used to write free-trade editorials for the _Times_--he went over to the _Telegraph_, you remember, and writes all those protection arguments."
The mayor did not seem to be interested in d.i.c.k Jennings, or in the ethics of his profession.
"Of course, you know I"m for you, Mr. Clayton, just exactly as I"ve always been. I"m going to vote for you."
This did not seem to interest the mayor, either.
"And, maybe, you know--I thought, perhaps," he s.n.a.t.c.hed at this bright new idea that had come to him just in the nick of time; "that I might help you by my cartoons in the _Telegraph_; that is, I might keep them from being as bad as they might--"
"But that wouldn"t be dealing fairly with your new employers, Neil," the mayor said.
Kittrell was making more and more a mess of this whole miserable business, and he was basely glad when they reached the corner.
"Well, good-by, my boy," said the mayor, as they parted. "Remember me to the little woman."
Kittrell watched him as he went on down the avenue, swinging along in his free way, the broad felt hat he wore riding above all the other hats in the throng that filled the sidewalk; and Kittrell sighed in deep depression.
When he turned in his cartoon, Benson scanned it a moment, c.o.c.ked his head this side and that, puffed his briar pipe, and finally said:
"I"m afraid this is hardly up to you. This figure of Clayton, here--it hasn"t got the stuff in it. You want to show him as he _is_. We want the people to know what a four-flushing, hypocritical, demagogical blatherskite he is--with all his rot about the people and their d.a.m.ned rights!"
Benson was all unconscious of the inconsistency of having concern for a people he so despised, and Kittrell did not observe it, either. He was on the point of defending Clayton, but he restrained himself and listened to Benson"s suggestions. He remained at the office for two hours, trying to change the cartoon to Benson"s satisfaction, with a growing hatred of the work and a disgust with himself that now and then almost drove him to mad destruction. He felt like splashing the piece with India ink, or ripping it with his knife. But he worked on, and submitted it again. He had failed, of course; failed to express in it that hatred of a cla.s.s which Benson unconsciously disguised as a hatred of Clayton, a hatred which Kittrell could not express because he did not feel it; and he failed because art deserts her devotees when they are false to truth.
"Well, it"ll have to do," said Benson, as he looked it over; "but let"s have a little more to the next one. d.a.m.n it! I wish I could draw. I"d cartoon the crook!"
In default of which ability, Benson set himself to write one of those savage editorials in which he poured out on Clayton that venom of which he seemed to have such an inexhaustible supply.
But on one point Benson was right: Kittrell was not up to himself. As the campaign opened, as the city was swept with the excitement of it, with meetings at noon-day and at night, office-seekers flying about in automobiles, walls covered with pictures of candidates, hand-bills scattered in the streets to swirl in the wild March winds, and men quarreling over whether Clayton or Ellsworth should be mayor, Kittrell had to draw a political cartoon each day; and as he struggled with his work, less and less the old joy came to cheer and spur him on. To read the ridicule, the abuse, which the _Telegraph_ heaped on Clayton, the distortion of facts concerning his candidature, the unfair reports of his meetings, sickened him, and more than all, he was filled with disgust as he tried to match in caricature these libels of the man he so loved and honored. It was bad enough to have to flatter Clayton"s opponent, to picture him as a n.o.ble, disinterested character, ready to sacrifice himself for the public weal. Into his pictures of this man, attired in the long black coat of conventional respectability, with the smug face of pharisaism, he could get nothing but cant and hypocrisy; but in his caricatures of Clayton there was that which pained him worse--disloyalty, untruth, and now and then, to the discerning few who knew the tragedy of Kittrell"s soul, there was pity. And thus his work declined in value; lacking all sincerity, all faith in itself or its purpose, it became false, uncertain, full of jarring notes, and, in short, never once rang true. As for Edith, she never discussed his work now; she spoke of the campaign little, and yet he knew she was deeply concerned, and she grew hot with resentment at the methods of the _Telegraph_. Her only consolation was derived from the _Post_, which of course, supported Clayton; and the final drop of bitterness in Kittrell"s cup came one evening when he realized that she was following with sympathetic interest the cartoons in that paper.
For the _Post_ had a new cartoonist, Banks, a boy whom Hardy had picked up somewhere and was training to the work Kittrell had laid down. To Kittrell there was a cruel fascination in the progress Banks was making; he watched it with a critical, professional eye, at first with amus.e.m.e.nt, then with surprise, and now at last, in the discovery of Edith"s interest, with a keen jealousy of which he was ashamed. The boy was crude and untrained; his work was not to be compared with Kittrell"s, master of line that he was, but Kittrell saw that it had the thing his work now lacked, the vital, primal thing--sincerity, belief, love. The spark was there, and Kittrell knew how Hardy would nurse that spark and fan it, and keep it alive and burning until it should eventually blaze up in a fine white flame. And Kittrell realized, as the days went by, that Banks" work was telling, and that his own was failing. He had, from the first missed the atmosphere of the _Post_, missed the _camaraderie_ of the congenial spirits there, animated by a common purpose, inspired and led by Hardy, whom they all loved--loved as he himself once loved him, loved as he loved him still--and dared not look him in the face when they met!
He found the atmosphere of the _Telegraph_ alien and distasteful. There all was different; the men had little joy in their work, little interest in it, save perhaps the newspaper man"s inborn love of a good story or a beat. They were all cynical, without loyalty or faith; they secretly made fun of the _Telegraph_, of its editors and owners; they had no belief in its cause; and its pretensions to respectability, its parade of virtue, excited only their derision. And slowly it began to dawn on Kittrell that the great moral law worked always and everywhere, even on newspapers, and that there was reflected inevitably and logically in the work of the men on that staff the hatred, the lack of principle, the bigotry and intolerance of its proprietors; and this same lack of principle tainted and made meretricious his own work, and enervated the editorials so that the _Telegraph_, no matter how carefully edited or how dignified in typographical appearance, was, nevertheless, without real influence in the community.
Meanwhile Clayton was gaining ground. It was less than two weeks before election. The campaign waxed more and more bitter, and as the forces opposed to him foresaw defeat, they became ugly in spirit, and desperate. The _Telegraph_ took on a tone more menacing and brutal, and Kittrell knew that the crisis had come. The might of the powers ma.s.sed against Clayton appalled Kittrell; they thundered at him through many brazen mouths, but Clayton held on his high way unperturbed. He was speaking by day and night to thousands. Such meetings he had never had before. Kittrell had visions of him before those immense audiences in halls, in tents, in the raw open air of that rude March weather, making his appeals to the heart of the great ma.s.s. A fine, splendid, romantic figure he was, striking to the imagination, this champion of the people"s cause, and Kittrell longed for the lost chance. Oh, for one day on the _Post_ now!
One morning at breakfast, as Edith read the _Telegraph_, Kittrell saw the tears well slowly in her brown eyes.
"Oh," she said, "it is shameful!" She clenched her little fists. "Oh, if I were only a man I"d--" She could not in her impotent feminine rage say what she would do; she could only grind her teeth. Kittrell bent his head over his plate; his coffee choked him.