But that is my secret, and I must hold it just a little longer."
Here several lines were erased and a fresh start taken. "I have longed to look upon the dear faces at home; but mingled with my love is a pride. I am determined to make something of myself. Simply to be an honest, patient, upright woman, in love with her home, is no longer enough. Life demands more than this, or at least woman demands it of life. And to be somebody calls for sacrifice as well as ability and determination. Absence from home is my sacrifice, and what my effort is you shall know in due time. It will surprise you, and in this to me will lie a delight. My a.s.sociates tell me that I am different from anyone else, but this difference they put down as an individuality, and success in my field is won only by the individual. Within two weeks from this day I shall be with you, and then my little ant-hill of mystery will be torn to pieces. I am going to show you all how I love you; I am going to prove to you that what has appeared odd and unlady-like were but leadings to my development."
More lines were erased, and then the letter thus proceeded:
"For some time I have had it in mind to make Sallie Pruitt a present, but as I have no idea as to what she might like best, I enclose twenty dollars, which you will please give to her. Do you see my hero often? I think of him, dream of him, and my heart will never know a perfect home until his love has built a mansion for it."
The letter was fluttering in the giant"s hand. "Who--who--what does she mean?"
"She means you, stupid!" Mrs. Cranceford cried.
He looked up, dazed; he put out his hand, he grabbed his hat, he s.n.a.t.c.hed the door open and was out in the wind and the rain.
CHAPTER XXI.
With rain-soaked sand the road was heavy, and to walk was to struggle, but not so to the giant treading his way homeward. Coming, he had felt the opposition of the wind, the rain and the mushy sand, but returning he found neither in the wind nor in the sand a foe to progress. His heart was leaping, and with it his feet were keeping pace. In his hand he held the letter; and feeling it begin to cool in his grasp, he realized that the rain was beating upon it; so, holding in common with all patient men the instincts of a woman, he put the wet paper in his bosom and tightly b.u.t.toned his coat about it. Suddenly he halted; the pitiful howling of a dog smote his ear. At the edge of a small field lying close to the road was a negro"s cabin, and from that quarter came the dog"s distressful outcry. Jim stepped up to the fence and listened for any human-made noise that might proceed from the cabin, but there came none--the place was dark and deserted. "They have gone away and left him shut up somewhere," he mused, as he began to climb the fence.
The top rail broke under his weight, and his mind flew back to the day when he had seen Louise in the road, confronted by the burly leader of a sheepfold, for then with climbing a fence he had broken the top rail.
He found the dog shut in a corn-crib, and the door was locked. But with a jerk he pulled out the staple, thinking not upon the infraction of breaking a lock, but glad to be of service even to a hound.
"Come out, old fellow," he called, and he heard the dog"s tail thrashing the corn husks. "Come on."
The dog came to the door, licking at the hand of his rescuer; and Jim was about to help him to the ground when a lantern flashed from a corner of the crib. "What are you doing here?" a voice demanded.
A white man stepped forward and close behind him a negro followed. "What are you doing here?" the white man again demanded.
"Getting a dog out of trouble."
"Getting yourself into trouble, you"d better say. What right have you to poke about at night, breaking people"s locks?"
"None at all, I am forced to acknowledge. I hardly thought of what I was doing. My only aim was to help the dog."
"That will do to tell."
"Yes, I think so. And by the way, what right have you to ask so many questions? You don"t live here."
"But he does," the white man replied, swinging his lantern toward the negro. "Gabe Little lives here."
"That you, Gabe?" Taylor asked.
"Yas, whut de white folks has left o" me."
"All right. You are well enough acquainted with me to know that I wouldn"t break a lock----"
"But you have, sir," the white man insisted.
"Not exactly; but I have drawn the staple. By the way, whose dog is this?" The dog had jumped out and was frisking about Taylor"s legs.
"It"s a setter and doesn"t belong to you, Gabe."
"Dat"s fur me ter say, sah," the negro sullenly replied.
"That so? Well, I guess I"ll keep him until I find out his owner."
"That"s neither here nor there!" the white man almost shouted. "The question is, what right have you got to go to a man"s house at night and break his lock?"
"None, I tell you; and I"m not only willing to pay all damages, but will answer to the law."
"The law!" and this time he shouted. "Law to protect a negro"s lock? Let us hear no more about the law. What we want is justice, and we"re going to have it, sooner or later."
"Who are you, anyway?" the giant asked. "Oh, yes, you are Mr. Mayo, I believe. Well, I"ll bid you good-night."
"Wait. You have invaded this man"s premises and committed a violence."
"That"s a fact, and I"m sorry for it."
"Yes, you are now, but how will you feel about it to-morrow? You"ll forget all about it, and that"s the way the colored man is treated in this infernal state. No, Gabe," he quickly added, taking hold of the negro"s arm, "Put it up. The time ain"t ripe."
The negro had drawn a knife, opening it with a spring, and with a loud snap he closed it. "We mustn"t be the first to strike, although they break into our houses," Mayo said; and then speaking to Taylor he added: "You may go."
The giant threw back his head and laughed. "I may go. Why, if it wasn"t for the fact that I"m feeling particularly happy to-night, I"d mash your mouth for that. I should think that your poor fool there would teach you better than to talk to me that way. But I"ll be a better friend to you than you have taught him to be--I"ll give you some very useful advice.
If you should ever see me coming along the road, turn back or climb the fence, for I might not be in as good humor as I"m in now."
He whistled and strode away, with the dog trotting at his heels; and by the time he gained the road the occurrence had almost wholly pa.s.sed out of his mind, so fondly did his heart leap at the thought of the letter in his bosom.
Upon reaching a gate that opened into his meadow, he looked about and whistled for the dog, but the setter was gone. "You were howling for your master," the giant said, "and the greatest service I could do you was to let you go to him. All right, old fellow, we are both happier for having met."
He went into the house, lighted his lamp, sat down, read the letter; he went out and stood under the weeping-willow. "If I am foolish," he said, "it is delicious to be a fool, and G.o.d pity the wise. But I don"t know what to do with myself. Yes, I do; I"ll go over and see old Gideon."
He considered not the increasing rain, the dreariness of the road, the moanful wind in the tops of the trees; he felt that to be alone was to suppress a part of his happiness, that his light and talkative heart must seek a hearing for the babbling of its joy. So off he strode, and as he climbed over a fence, he laughingly jolted himself upon the top rail to see whether it would break. It did not, and he laughed to find a stick of old timber strong enough to support his weight. He called himself a lumbering fool and laughed again, sitting there with the rain beating upon him.
A short distance down the road was a wagon-maker"s shop, and against the outside wall a ladder was leaned. He thought of the ladder as he bore to the edge of the road to avoid the deep ruts cut by the cotton-wagons, and fearful that he might pa.s.s under it and thus invite ill luck, he crossed to the other side. He smiled at this weakness, instilled by the negroes, but he did not recross the road until he had pa.s.sed far beyond the shop. The old black mammy was lovable and affectionate, but she intimidated man with many a superst.i.tion.
CHAPTER XXII.
In old Gid"s house a light was burning, and as the giant drew near, he caught a fragment of a flat-boatman"s song. He made no noise, but a dog inside scented his approach and announced it with a whimsical bark. Gid opened the door.
"Why, here"s Jim Taylor, as wet as a drowned bear. Come in."
Sitting by the fire was the Major, with his coat off and his shirt collar unb.u.t.toned.
"Why, James," said he, "you are making the rounds to-night. Sit down here and dry yourself. And look at you, mud up to your knees. Why do you tramp about this way? Why don"t you ride?"