"You have not taken any active part in any movement, surely?" I asked in some dismay.
"It is that which is probably behind the attempt to arrest me. The Government holds us all for enemies of the state. Any step is held to be fair against my countrymen. They are so conscious of the wrong they have done us that that very knowledge urges them farther along the road of oppression. I am my father"s daughter and so am suspect. But I have not plotted, as have so many of us, against the Government. I know the uselessness. My father has written me often of the plans, and has urged me to use my opportunities here in Berlin for the cause."
"And yet you venture to remain here?"
"Herr Ziegler is deep in the schemes," she replied, not heeding my question. "You know what the policy is now. To ally ourselves with every disaffected element in the Empire, to stir discontent, to band together every section of malcontents, to lose no chance of throwing discredit on the Government, and when the time comes to raise the cry for Independence."
"And yet you venture to remain here?" I repeated.
"Do you think I am a coward?" and again she laid her hand on my arm.
"No, Mr. Bastable, we Poles are dreamers and visionaries, but we are not cowards."
"I should not make that mistake, I a.s.sure you."
"I have told you because--well, because I wish you to know. I would trust my life to you. I have never in all my life had such friends as you and your sister."
"I thank you for that," I said in a low voice, averting my eyes that she might not see how deeply her words moved me.
She was silent for fully a minute, and my heart was beating so l.u.s.tily that I half feared she would hear it.
"And is your father deeply concerned?" I asked, to break the trying silence.
"My dear father," she replied, with a smile and a sigh. "Ah, Mr.
Bastable, if you could see him you would smile at your own question. In former years he was a power in the movement; but he is old now, and has brooded so long upon his wrongs that his mind has been affected. He was then indeed an enemy to be counted with, but he is no more his old self.
Things are done in his name because of the influence he once wielded, but he himself does them no longer. They have broken him on the wheel of persecution. Pity rather than terror should be the emotion he stirs; but what do the iron rulers of this great Empire know of pity?"
"And the end?"
She tossed up her hands and let them fall on her lap. "Failure, of course, with its accompaniment of more proscriptions, more imprisonments, more tyranny."
"But yourself?"
"I have done no wrong and do not fear. Besides, have I not found a friend in you?" and she gave me a bright smile.
"I wish you would let that friend see you safe out of the country," I said very earnestly.
She shook her head slowly. "I am no coward to fly; but if ever it should come to that and I ask your help, you will not fail me I know."
"On my honour, I will not," I cried, all my heart in my voice. "I shall wait for that day."
"I am sure of you, Herr Bastable," she replied simply.
Again we were silent for a while. I could not trust myself to speak, and this time it was she who broke the silence. "I am very glad I have told you," she said. "Glad because it is good to share confidence with a friend, and glad, too, because you will see why it is not right for me to remain here, to let you and your sister run this risk on my account.
She must not go with me when I leave your house. You understand that now?"
"We shall not let you go."
"Spoken like a friend, and as I should expect you to speak. But there is another reason. I scarcely know how to speak of it. And yet why should I hesitate? You will understand now. I would gladly stay, ah, so gladly! But I have had to learn to put aside my own desires. There are two deciding motives in my life--my father"s welfare and that of Chalice."
"She does not consider you," I burst out bluntly.
"I won"t hear that," she smiled. "I don"t wish to hear any discordant note from you. You are not angry that I speak so," she cried quickly, as she put out her hand again.
"I am only sorry that I said it, since it grieves you."
"Well, then, were it not for something you have said now, those motives would drive me to leave you at once. You will think it strange when I say it has to do with Herr von Felsen. Ah, you frown."
"Surprise only. How can he have anything to do with such a decision?"
"I told you, and I think he has told you also, that he wishes to make me his--his wife." Her voice dropped as she hesitated over the word.
"Well?"
My voice must have betrayed something of the feeling with which I heard this, for she looked up and said hastily: "I am speaking to the best friend I ever had, am I not? To one who understands that I have to think of both those who love and trust to me--my father and Chalice?
You will have wondered why Hugo von Felsen should entertain such a wish.
I will tell you. He knows my secret--I told you that before. You remember?"
"Yes, I remember." Try as I would I could not make my tone other than hard.
"He is one of the few who know also the real facts about my father--that he is no longer a power among the Polish Irreconcilables. And by the influence of his father, the Count von Felsen, a pardon for my father can be obtained, and our family estates can be restored; not indeed to him, but to--to my husband if that husband should be Hugo von Felsen."
There was a long pause. "There is the Jewess," I said then.
"It is what you have told me about that which baffles me," she replied with a gesture of bewilderment.
"How do you know that what he has told you is true?"
"Do you think he is a man to seek as his wife a girl who has no fortune?
And I have none at present. Why then does he press this? Just before this attempt to arrest me, he urged me vehemently to marry him at once and secretly. I would not; I could not, I despise him so"; and she shuddered. "I used the supposed attentions of the Prince to put him off, and now you see the screw has been turned."
"The scoundrel," I muttered.
"Hard words will not solve my dilemma, my friend. I wish they would!"
and she sighed heavily. "It is my turn to-day, to-morrow it will be Chalice"s, and then my father"s. I see only the one way out; but then there is this Jewess."
I sat thinking hard. "If there were a way out you would take it?"
Her face lighted eagerly for a second, and then fell again. "Of course; but there is none."
"I am not so sure of that. Will you let me try to find one?"
She thrust out her hand impulsively. "With all my heart," she said fervently.
Our eyes met as our hands were clasped. "Don"t give up yet," I said as I rose. "We are a long way from being beaten yet. But you must let me take my own course, and promise to do nothing without first telling me."
"Why, of course. I promise that freely. But the power behind him is very strong."
My sister came in then, with a very official-looking letter for me.