"Good-bye then, Althea," exclaimed Bessie, most naturally. "And with all my heart good luck."
She walked with me as far as the front door to cover my burlesque of a girl"s gait, and I tiptoed quickly across the pavement, entered the carriage, and leaned forward to wave my hand to her.
The next moment the door was shut and we started.
CHAPTER XX
A BRIDE ELECT
My first inclination on taking my seat in the carriage with von Felsen was to laugh. His face wore such an expression of self-satisfaction and triumph that the absurdity of it appealed almost irresistibly to my sense of humour.
The whole thing was like a little farcical curtain-raiser at a theatre which prefaces the real drama.
That he did not discover the deception at once was a cause of wonderment to me. If my feelings were any indication of my appearance, I must have looked as awkward a creature as ever wore a petticoat. The skirt of the dress was "anyhow." That is to say, it hung in awkward creases and folds as I sat with my legs doubled close under me for fear he should see my very ungirlish feet.
I had to keep my hands out of sight, pulled uncomfortably up under my short cloak; and I had to sit bolt upright, because, when I had tried to appear overcome and had leant back against the side of the carriage, I was within an ace of dislodging the whole of my headgear, hat, veil, wig and everything.
But of all the troubles of that terrible costume, I think the veil was the worst. It tickled my nose; it irritated my freshly shaven upper lip; it caught my eyelashes and brought the tears to my eyes; it interfered with my sight; and it made me twitch my lips, and chin and nose as if I had St. Vitus" dance, until I could have sworn aloud at it in all the languages I knew.
I presume that von Felsen took my extraordinary att.i.tude for sullenness, and he appeared quite undecided as to the correct manner in which to behave to a girl he was forcing to marry him. He made very little effort to speak to me during the journey, and the attempts he did make were of course unsuccessful in eliciting anything from me but a gesture of indignation or anger.
"I am sorry to have had to do this, Althea," he said after one of these gestures of mine. I had just turned my back on him as he had sought to get hold of my hand in a spoony way.
I shrugged my shoulders and gave a little toss of the head--none too energetic of course, for fear of consequences.
"I"ll make it up to you. You know that, dearest. You know that I worship the very ground you tread on, and all my life shall be devoted to make you happy."
It was a queer sensation to have a man making love to me, and if I could have counterfeited Althea"s voice, I"d have led him on a bit. Although, how any girl could feel romantic with a thing tickling her face, as that infernal veil was tickling mine, beat me. My chief sensation was an almost overpowering desire to rub my nose.
My silence and my att.i.tude of resentful disbelief annoyed him. "You let me make love to you before that infernal Englishman came in the way," he said, only he used a stronger epithet for me. "I suppose he has done his best to set you against me. But I"m even with him now."
I maintained the same stolid coldness.
"Aren"t you going to speak a word to me?" he cried after a long pause; and he bent forward and tried to look into my face.
It was fortunately a very dull evening, and the light inside the carriage was so dim that even at close quarters he could not have made out my features; but I took care he should not get too close, and twisted away from him.
Then he commenced to claw for my hand again. I was afraid he would put his arm round my waist, for I knew that the dimensions of it would give him something of a shock. As it was he fooled about with my arm; and that he did not at once discover that no girl, except an athlete, was likely to have an arm as hard as mine, was amazing. However, he got hold of my fingers--I was sitting with arms crossed--and when I found that the size of them did not rouse his suspicions, I let him retain his hold.
This appeared to satisfy him, and he kept hold, squeezing them now and again as if he found great pleasure in the business.
I could not refrain from speculating whether a girl in such circ.u.mstances would have thought a man such an awful a.s.s as I thought him. I suppose she would.
He appeared to regard this hand-fumbling business as a sign of relenting on my part, for we were quite close to his house before he said any more.
"The mere touch of your hand is a delight to me, Althea," he murmured, like the fatuous idiot he was making of himself.
I drew my hand away and turned my back squarely upon him. The sigh he gave might have come right from the pit of his stomach and been gathering weigh all the journey.
"I will make you love me, yet, Althea. You are the only woman in the world to me." Not a very original sentiment, perhaps; but apparently quite earnest; and before he could make any further headway with his love-making, the carriage drew up at his door.
He got out and held his hand to help me. But I disdained his a.s.sistance, and grabbing hold of my dress in the way in which Bessie had carefully instructed me, I stepped out and hurried up the steps and into the hall.
Seated there was the clerk from "W. Mischen"; and he rose at my entrance and gave me a long curious stare. In his eyes I was, of course, a lady of quality; and he scanned me from head to foot. I had presence of mind enough to let my dress fall well over my boots, however.
When von Felsen saw him he started and was for hurrying me into his room; but the clerk stepped forward.
"I came for the lease and papers, sir, from W. Mischen," he said respectfully.
"You are before your time; but I"ll see you in a minute," replied von Felsen changing colour and speaking nervously. "This way, Althea"; and he pushed the door open for me to enter.
I had feared to find in the room the priest and any others who were to be present at the marriage and I hesitated a second on the threshold.
The hesitation was really no more than an involuntary start of surprise and pleasure at seeing it empty. It was his private room, as I knew.
But he mistook the gesture for one of doubt of him. "The rest are in the room opposite," he hastened to explain. "I wish to speak to you first.
We must have an understanding before we go to the others," he added when we were inside and he had closed the door behind us. "There must be no tricks before the priest. You must promise me not to make a scene of any sort."
The moment had come for undeceiving him; but as he was standing between me and the door I tried to put it off for a while longer. I shrugged my shoulders, and then, as if seized with a sudden frenzy of despair, I clapped my hands to my face and flopped down on a chair. My back was to him, of course, for the electric lights were full on.
He came to me and laid a hand on my shoulder; but I shook it off, got up and rushed to another chair nearer the door, and gave such a back view of a girl"s agitation as I could manage to portray.
It was sufficient for the purpose. "You must compose yourself, Althea,"
he said, following me.
I glanced round and shuddered as if at his approach, and ventured to grunt out a little moan of pain.
He stopped and looked at me, half in anger and half in dire perplexity.
"I won"t come near you then," he growled, and down he plumped into a chair to watch for any signs of my return to self-control.
I was now between him and the door and was much easier in mind; and began to prepare stealthily to throw off the disguise. I had taken off my gloves when it occurred to me to try to continue the scene long enough to induce him to get out the papers for which the clerk was waiting. I had no doubt they were in the room somewhere.
I remained inconsolable, therefore, until his patience waned. He sat for some time tapping his fingers restlessly on the table and staring at me; and then with a sign of vexation, rose and crossed to an old bureau desk.
"For Heaven"s sake calm yourself, Althea. The thing has got to go through if you mean to save your father," he said; "and I pledge you my honour that afterwards I will do everything in my power to make you happy. I will, on my soul."
I responded to this with a gesture sufficient to enable me to turn and see what he was doing, and let out a sigh.
I saw that he was watching me furtively while he opened some secret recess in the bureau and took out a carefully sealed envelope.
I sighed again--this time with a genuine feeling of relief--and rose.
He put the envelope quickly into his pocket and turned. "I have one little thing to do first," he said, and was coming toward the door when I gave him the first of his surprises.
I stepped forward quickly, locked the door and took out the key.