O"Reilly smiled. To him there were few more satisfying sights than a mother with her healthy newborn.
He"d little time to enjoy the scene.
With a small gush of blood, the cord hanging from the v.a.g.i.n.a lengthened, and in no time the placenta was delivered, looking like a big lump of raw liver. "Give her the ergometrine, Miss Hagerty," he said, "and would one of you ladies open the suture pack, please?" He glanced at the open episiotomy wound. "I"ve a bit of embroidery to do."
He arched his back and pulled his shoulder blades toward each other to ease the kinks, screwed his eyes shut, and blinked. Once the suture pack was opened he removed the forceps, suture, and needle holders and began to st.i.tch.
In what seemed like a surprisingly short time, the wound was repaired, Gertie was drinking a cup of tea Miss Hagerty had made, and Baby Gorman was wrapped up and sleeping soundly in her crib.
O"Reilly snipped the ends off the last suture, put the instruments back in their towel, stripped off his rubber gloves, and asked Kitty to undo the ties of his ap.r.o.n. Then he headed for the bathroom to wash his hands and cleanse his forearms of blood and vernix, the cheese-like substance that coats a newborn"s skin.
When he came back, Baby Gorman had woken and was demanding sustenance.
As Miss Hagerty carried the wee one to her mother, O"Reilly bent, retrieved his jacket, slipped it on, and moved to stand beside Kitty.
She smiled at him. "That was very well done, Fingal. I"ve seen specialist obstetricians not deliver a breech as well."
"That"s perfectly true, Doctor O"Reilly," Miss Hagerty said.
Normally he would have brushed off any compliment like that with a gruff rejoinder, but coming from Kitty it pleased him. He felt a warmth in his cheeks. "Thanks, Kitty. It"s a b.l.o.o.d.y good thing you both were here. I couldn"t have managed without you or Miss Hagerty."
Kitty quickly kissed O"Reilly"s cheek. "It was a great job and I was lucky to be here. I"d almost forgotten how moving a birth can be."
He saw her eyes glisten as she turned to gaze at Baby Gorman. O"Reilly"s cheeks grew warmer, but fortunately Miss Hagerty was too busy supervising Gertie"s attempts to breast-feed to have noticed.
"Even if it cost you your dinner?"
"I prefer having been here with you, Fingal. We can always have dinner some other time."
He would look forward to it. "I"ll make up the missed dinner to you, I promise," he said, as his tummy growled. "How about next Sunday? Young Barry will be on call, so there"d be no chance we"d be interrupted like tonight."
Kitty shook her head. "I can"t make that. I"m sorry," she said, and she sounded disappointed. "I"ve a week"s holiday starting next Monday, the fourteenth, and I"ve promised to go down to see my mother. She"s eighty-one. She lives in Tallaght, outside Dublin."
O"Reilly found that her not being available disappointed him, and he was going to be occupied or on call for the days after next Sunday. But he had an idea. "You"ll be up north next Friday week for Christmas Day, won"t you?"
"Yes."
"How would you like to come for dinner at Number One?"
Her eyes sparkled. "I"d love to."
O"Reilly"s stomach rumbled more loudly.
She chuckled. "You must be starving. Take me back to Number One," she said, "and if Kinky won"t mind me using her kitchen, I"ll make us both a quick bite."
"By G.o.d, you"re on. Give me just a minute." He went to the bedside.
He looked down on the feeding baby and her mother. Such serenity was on Gertie"s homely face that O"Reilly immediately thought of Madonna and Child by Michelangelo. She smiled up at him. "Sorry we had to bother you, sir."
"Nonsense. Isn"t it what I"m for?" He didn"t wait for an answer. "What"ll you call the wee one?"
"Well, sir, seeing it"s the Christmas season, I can"t decide between Carol or Noelle, but I think I like Noelle best."
"Good for you," said O"Reilly. "It"s a lovely name, isn"t it, Miss Hagerty?"
"It is indeed. It was my mother"s." She straightened up and said, "Thanks for coming, Doctor O"Reilly. Don"t you worry now. I"ll tidy up. You and Sister run along."
"We will," said O"Reilly, crossing the room to pick up his overcoat. "And I"ll arrange for Doctor Fitzpatrick to do the follow-up."
"Will you not want me to have a word with him, sir?" She hesitated before saying quietly, "It"s not my place to criticize, sir, but he should have been here. He really should."
You"re right about that, O"Reilly thought, and he should have made the diagnosis weeks ago and saved us all a lot of trouble. "I"m sure there"s an explanation, and anyway, all"s well that ends well. You go ahead and speak to him. You must, Miss Hagerty."
O"Reilly took Kitty by the elbow and began to steer her to the door. Then he said, "But so must I." And he caught a glimpse of his nose in a mirror hung on the wall. The tip almost as far back as the bridge was alabaster white. "So must I."
Woe unto Them That Rise Up.
Barry helped Peggy into the car, went around to the driver"s side, and got in. "Do up your seat belt," he said, fastening his own. He didn"t always use it, but he knew it would please her. "You"re the one who mentioned the carnage in casualty. I once saw a girl who"d put her face through the windscreen and bounced up and down on the broken gla.s.s. It took the plastic surgeons fifteen hours to try to give her back something that resembled a face."
"Yeugh," Peggy said.
"Seat belts aren"t standard fixtures, but I had them fitted to Brunhilde." He started the engine.
"Brun who?"
"Brunhilde. My car." He drove out of the car park. "I thought she deserved a name. Volkswagens are made in Germany, and Brunhilde appears in a lot of Teutonic stories."
"Oh." Peggy paused while Barry signaled for a right turn onto the Grosvenor Road, then entered the city centrebound traffic. "Who exactly was this Brun-thin-gummy-bob?"
"A Norse G.o.ddess. Wagner made her a heroine in some of his operas."
"You like opera?" Her voice rose in a surprised question. "Good Lord." She giggled. "I prefer the Beatles and Buddy Holly. I cried when he was killed. Silly me." She giggled.
"February third, nineteen fifty-nine," Barry said, "along with the Big Bopper."
"And Richie Valens." She chatted on merrily about pop music and informed him proudly that the two best songs of 1964 were Jim Reeves"s "I Won"t Forget You" and Roy Orbison"s "It"s Over."
Barry was too busy concentrating on making his turns onto College Square, then onto Wellington Place.
Peggy seemed happy enough to prattle away. "I"ve never been to an opera. What"s it like?"
"I"m just learning about it," he said, thinking of the first aria he"d heard-and who he"d heard it with. d.a.m.n you, Patricia. Why won"t you come home?
"Tell me more about Brun-what"s-her-face," she asked.
"Brunhilde. I"ll tell you in a tic."
The traffic was slow-moving stop-and-go in Donegal Square. Barry had lots of time to notice the brightly lit storefronts to his left. A ski scene with hills of artificial snow and mannequins in gaily colored ski clothes filled most of the Athletic Store"s window.
On the corner of Donegal Place the windows of Robinson and Cleaver"s blazed with light. There was a creche and . . . he was distracted by catching a whiff of Peggy"s perfume. He glanced at her face in profile. She certainly had good cheekbones.
He stopped at the traffic lights at the junction of Donegal Square with Donegal Place. He could hear "Oh, Little Town of Bethlehem" being piped through amplifiers.
He thought about her perfume, her open lips, the way she"d responded to his kisses in the car park. Peggy was a pretty-no, very-s.e.xy girl. Barry wondered if she would invite him in when he got her home-and more importantly, he wondered how he would respond. He swallowed and looked to his right where the many-domed City Hall was festooned with fairy lights. Smack front and centre in the broad drive from the Square to City Hall"s colonnaded portico stood a ma.s.sive Christmas tree. Its lights flashed and sparkled.
"That tree"s Norway"s annual gift to Belfast," she said.
The traffic started to move. "I know," he said, "and Brunhilde was from Iceland. She was a princess and a mighty warrior. A bloke called Siegfried fell in love with her, but when he betrayed her with another woman, Gudrun, Brunhilde killed herself."
"Och," she said, "that"s sad. Poor Brunhilde. I know exactly how she felt."
The traffic was on the move again, and Barry drove ahead. "How?" he asked.
"I found out my lad was seeing a girl who worked in the Civil Service, and when I asked him about it, he swore he wasn"t. The two-timing b.u.g.g.e.r." He heard a catch in her voice.
"It must have been hard on you," he said, wondering who was speaking. Was it Barry Laverty, the ordinary young man who could be sympathetic to a young woman, or Barry Laverty, the doctor who was professionally interested in someone who was upset? Sometimes, he was discovering, it was difficult to disentangle the two sides of his life. Like O"Reilly, Barry"s doctor self was never entirely off duty.
"I didn"t mind so much that he"d taken her out, but he"d been lying to me about it. I couldn"t stand that. A wee while ago there I think I might have done a Brunhilde. I honestly do."
Barry turned left onto Victoria Street and simultaneously ran through a mental checklist of what to do if someone threatened to commit suicide. He wondered how he should respond to Peggy"s confession.
"But sure"-he heard a lightening in her voice, a gay light laugh-"life has to go on. It"s just like my friend Diana says, men are like buses. There"ll be another one along in a few minutes." He felt her hand squeeze his left thigh.
"There"s lots of good fish in the sea," he said, not entirely sure he wanted to be regarded in such a light. But if that was what she was thinking, he could always invoke Jack"s line, "Why buy a cow when you can get a bottle of milk anytime you want?" Do you want this Peggy as a bottle of milk? he asked himself. A quick bit of slap-and-tickle?
"I"ve heard that," she said and giggled. It was a harsh, grating sound. "Are you a good swimmer?" She"d let her voice drop, grow a little husky. Barry was a keen fly fisherman. He"d no difficulty recognizing a cast made to see if it would produce a rise. There was certainly a stirring in his pants.
If you let this go the way it seems to be going, will you be able to back out whenever you want? he asked himself. Or will you want to see Peggy again, and if you do, will you be able to face Patricia-if, d.a.m.n it, she does finally make up her stubborn b.l.o.o.d.y mind to get on the stupid b.l.o.o.d.y ferry and come home to Ulster? Patricia, I"d not be with this Peggy if you"d kept your promise.
He decided to see how far this girl wanted to play the game. "Swimming? It was my best sport at school."
He was approaching the Albert Clock. In no time, he"d be across the Queen"s Bridge and heading along the Newtownards Road to the suburb of Belmont.
She giggled again. It really was grating. "Ooh," she said, kneading his thigh harder. "I like swimmers."
And I"m starting to move out of the shallows, Barry thought. I"d better tread water, slow things down a bit. "That was at school. I didn"t have much time for swimming at medical school. I"m a bit rusty."
The traffic sped up as he crossed the bridge, and he didn"t dare risk a glance at her face to see if, in the illumination provided by the lights evenly s.p.a.ced on the bridge"s parapets, he could judge her response. By her silence and the stillness of her hand on his thigh, she was thinking about his last remark, deciding how to reply.
He pa.s.sed Queen"s Quay on his left. That was the terminus of the Belfast-to-Bangor railway line. That was where, in August, he"d waited for Patricia so together they could catch the last train of a summer night. That was the train ride where he had lost his heart, and at that time he"d been sure he"d lost it forever.
"Maybe," she said, "maybe you just need a bit of oiling?"
He"d often wondered what signals-perhaps the merest sensation of the sharp tip of the hook on its lip-made even the hungriest trout sip at a fly, then spit it out. "Maybe." He kept his voice noncommittal. "Maybe."
He sensed that Peggy drew away a little. "Suit yourself," she said. He heard a muted, "Huh."
Good. That had cooled things, given him time to think. She hadn"t, in local parlance, been backward in coming forward, in taking the initiative. Girls usually didn"t in Ulster. Barry had no doubt that if he really wanted to take things further with Peggy, it wouldn"t be difficult to arouse her, but for the time being he was happy to drive.
"You"ll need to turn off soon," she said and took her hand from his thigh.
He ignored the opportunity for a double entendre. "To get to where you live?"
"That"s right. Take the Upper Newtownards Road to Ormiston Crescent. I live in a flat at Number Twelve."
"Right." Barry turned right at the fork at the Holywood Arches, where O"Reilly had arranged for the ambulance to collect Liam Gillespie the night he"d ruptured his spleen. Liam should be well on the mend by now. "And if I go on up Ormiston, I can get to the Belmont Road?"
"That"s right."
"I thought so. I went to Campbell College, and it"s just up the road." He had spent four years and met Jack Mills there. If it hadn"t been for Jack, Barry wouldn"t be here now.
"You"re an Old Campbellian?" Peggy asked.
"That"s right." The all-boys school had a reputation of being snooty. "The school for the sons of the cream of Ulster society."
"The cream?"
"Oh, yes," he said, turning left, "definitely the cream. Rich and very thick."
She laughed loudly at the old joke about the place.
It didn"t seem she was going to hold a grudge because he had cooled to her advances.
"It"s here," she said, and he began to slow down. "Next house on the left."
Barry parked in front of a three-storey redbrick detached house, undid his seat belt, got out, went around the car, and opened Peggy"s door.
Peggy got out. "Thanks for the lift." She rose on her tiptoes and kissed his cheek. "Would you like to come in? It"s not very late . . ."
Barry hesitated. He inhaled her heavy perfume. His arms slipped around her waist, and she moved closer. He lowered his lips to hers, felt the warmth of her. He tasted her, felt her tongue probing. He held her more tightly, feeling through the layers of their clothing the firmness of her b.r.e.a.s.t.s against his chest. He broke the kiss and used his hand to guide her head to lie on his shoulder. She felt so natural in his arms, and it had been months since Patricia had left for Cambridge. His breathing quickened, and he bent to kiss her again, harder and more deeply.
"We really should go in," she said huskily, taking his hand and walking toward the gate.
Barry followed.
"My roommate Jane, the blonde with your white-haired friend, won"t be back for ages if I know her." She said. The invitation was clear in her voice.
Barry took a very deep breath. Was it really true that what the eye didn"t see, the heart couldn"t grieve over?
"So you are coming in," she said. "I"ve some super Buddy Holly and Everly Brothers records." And then she giggled. The harshness of the sound broke the tenuous spell she had begun to weave around him.
Instead of her metallic braying in his ears, he heard in his mind Patricia"s deep throaty contralto. Instead of Peggy"s heavy, overly sweet perfume, he sensed the delicate musk Patricia sometimes wore. Instead of Buddy Holly, whose music Barry disliked, he imagined hearing the beautiful aria he had first heard in Patricia"s flat. She"d said it was "Voi che sapete" from The Marriage of Figaro. He wanted Peggy now, but he didn"t want her enough to jeopardize having Patricia for what he hoped would be forever.