"The Sergeant."
"Then you may tell him to go about his business. He is not wanted, at any rate. You are to remain here, and have your own way, like an old fool."
"I am that, sir."
"There is not any one coming to interfere with you."
"Sir!"
Then Mary got up, and stood sobbing at the open window. "At any rate, you"ll have to remain here to look after the house, even if I go away. Where is the Sergeant?"
"He"s in the stable again."
"What! drunk?"
"Well, no; he"s not drunk. I think his wooden leg is affected sooner than if he had two like mine, or yours, sir. And he did manage to go in of his self, now that he knows the way. He"s there among the hay, and I do think it"s very unkind of Hayonotes to say as he"ll spoil it. But how am I to get him out, unless I goes away with him?"
"Let him stay there and give him some dinner. I don"t know what else you"ve to do."
"He can"t stay always,--in course, sir. As Hayonotes says,--what"s he to do with a wooden-legged sergeant in his stable as a permanence? I had come to say I was to go home with him."
"You"re to do nothing of the kind."
"What is it you mean, then, about my taking care of the house?"
"Never you mind. When I want you to know, I shall tell you." Then Mrs Baggett bobbed her head three times in the direction of Mary Lawrie"s back, as though to ask some question whether the leaving the house might not be in reference to Mary"s marriage. But she feared that it was not made in reference to Mr Whittlestaff"s marriage also. What had her master meant when he had said that there was no one coming to interfere with her, Mrs Baggett? "You needn"t ask any questions just at present, Mrs Baggett," he said.
"You don"t mean as you are going up to London just to give her up to that young fellow?"
"I am going about my own business, and I won"t be inquired into,"
said Mr Whittlestaff.
"Then you"re going to do what no man ought to do."
"You are an impertinent old woman," said her master.
"I daresay I am. All the same, it"s my duty to tell you my mind. You can"t eat me, Mr Whittlestaff, and it wouldn"t much matter if you could. When you"ve said that you"ll do a thing, you ought not to go back for any other man, let him be who it may,--especially not in respect of a female. It"s weak, and n.o.body wouldn"t think a straw of you for doing it. It"s some idea of being generous that you have got into your head. There ain"t no real generosity in it. I say it ain"t manly, and that"s what a man ought to be."
Mary, though she was standing at the window, pretending to look out of it, knew that during the whole of this conversation Mrs Baggett was making signs at her,--as though indicating an opinion that she was the person in fault. It was as though Mrs Baggett had said that it was for her sake,--to do something to gratify her,--that Mr Whittlestaff was about to go to London. She knew that she at any rate was not to blame. She was struggling for the same end as Mrs Baggett, and did deserve better treatment. "You oughtn"t to bother going up to London, sir, on any such errand, and so I tells you, Mr Whittlestaff," said Mrs Baggett.
"I have told him the same thing myself," said Mary Lawrie, turning round.
"If you told him as though you meant it, he wouldn"t go," said Mrs Baggett.
"That"s all you know about it," said Mr Whittlestaff. "Now the fact is, I won"t stand this kind of thing. If you mean to remain here, you must be less free with your tongue."
"I don"t mean to remain here, Mr Whittlestaff. It"s just that as I"m coming to. There"s Timothy Baggett is down there among the hosses, and he says as I am to go with him. So I"ve come up here to say that if he"s allowed to sleep it off to-day, I"ll be ready to start to-morrow."
"I tell you I am not going to make any change at all," said Mr Whittlestaff.
"You was saying you was going away,--for the honeymoon, I did suppose."
"A man may go away if he pleases, without any reason of that kind.
Oh dear, oh dear, that letter is not gone! I insist that that letter should go. I suppose I must see about it myself." Then when he began to move, the women moved also. Mary went to look after the sandwiches, and Mrs Baggett to despatch the letter. In ten minutes the letter was gone, and half an hour afterwards Mr Whittlestaff had himself driven down to the station.
"What is it he means, Miss?" said Mrs Baggett, when the master was gone.
"I do not know," said Mary, who was in truth very angry with the old woman.
"He wants to make you Mrs Whittlestaff."
"In whatever he wants I shall obey him,--if I only knew how."
"It"s what you is bound to do, Miss Mary. Think of what he has done for you."
"I require no one to tell me that."
"What did Mr Gordon come here for, disturbing everybody? n.o.body asked him;--at least, I suppose n.o.body asked him." There was an insinuation in this which Mary found it hard to bear. But it was better to bear it than to argue on such a point with the servant.
"And he said things which put the master about terribly."
"It was not my doing."
"But he"s a man as needn"t have his own way. Why should Mr Gordon have everything just as he likes it? I never heard tell of Mr Gordon till he came here the other day. I don"t think so much of Mr Gordon myself." To this Mary, of course, made no answer. "He"s no business disturbing people when he"s not sent for. I can"t abide to see Mr Whittlestaff put about in this way. I have known him longer than you have."
"No doubt."
"He"s a man that"ll be driven pretty nigh out of his mind if he"s disappointed." Then there was silence, as Mary was determined not to discuss the matter any further. "If you come to that, you needn"t marry no one unless you pleases." Mary was still silent. "They shouldn"t make me marry them unless I was that way minded. I can"t abide such doings," the old woman again went on after a pause. "I knows what I knows, and I sees what I sees."
"What do you know?" said Mary, driven beyond her powers of silence.
"The meaning is, that Mr Whittlestaff is to be disappointed after he have received a promise. Didn"t he have a promise?" To this Mrs Baggett got no reply, though she waited for one before she went on with her argument. "You knows he had; and a promise between a lady and gentleman ought to be as good as the law of the land. You stand there as dumb as grim death, and won"t say a word, and yet it all depends upon you. Why is it to go about among everybody, that he"s not to get a wife just because a man"s come home with his pockets full of diamonds? It"s that that people"ll say; and they"ll say that you went back from your word just because of a few precious stones.
I wouldn"t like to have it said of me anyhow."
This was very hard to bear, but Mary found herself compelled to bear it. She had determined not to be led into an argument with Mrs Baggett on the subject, feeling that even to discuss her conduct would be an impropriety. She was strong in her own conduct, and knew how utterly at variance it had been with all that this woman imputed to her. The glitter of the diamonds had been merely thrown in by Mrs Baggett in her pa.s.sion. Mary did not think that any one would be so base as to believe such an accusation as that. It would be said of her that her own young lover had come back suddenly, and that she had preferred him to the gentleman to whom she was tied by so many bonds.
It would be said that she had given herself to him and had then taken back the gift, because the young lover had come across her path. And it would be told also that there had been no word of promise given to this young lover. All that would be very bad, without any allusion to a wealth of diamonds. It would not be said that, before she had pledged herself to Mr Whittlestaff, she had pleaded her affection for her young lover, when she had known nothing even of his present existence. It would not be known that though there had been no lover"s vows between her and John Gordon, there had yet been on both sides that unspoken love which could not have been strengthened by any vows. Against all that she must guard herself, without thinking of the diamonds. She had endeavoured to guard herself, and she had thought also of the contentment of the man who had been so good to her. She had declared to herself that of herself she would think not at all. And she had determined also that all the likings,--nay, the affection of John Gordon himself,--should weigh not at all with her.
She had to decide between the two men, and she had decided that both honesty and grat.i.tude required her to comply with the wishes of the elder. She had done all that she could with that object, and was it her fault that Mr Whittlestaff had read the secret of her heart, and had determined to give way before it? This had so touched her that it might almost be said that she knew not to which of her two suitors her heart belonged. All this, if stated in answer to Mrs Baggett"s accusations, would certainly exonerate herself from the stigma thrown upon her, but to Mrs Baggett she could not repeat the explanation.
"It nigh drives me wild," said Mrs Baggett. "I don"t suppose you ever heard of Catherine Bailey?"
"Never."
"And I ain"t a-going to tell you. It"s a romance as shall be wrapped inside my own bosom. It was quite a tragedy,--was Catherine Bailey; and one as would stir your heart up if you was to hear it. Catherine Bailey was a young woman. But I"m not going to tell you the story;--only that she was no more fit for Mr Whittlestaff than any of them stupid young girls that walks about the streets gaping in at the shop-windows in Alresford. I do you the justice, Miss Lawrie, to say as you are such a female as he ought to look after."
"Thank you, Mrs Baggett."
"But she led him into such trouble, because his heart is soft, as was dreadful to look at. He is one of them as always wants a wife.
Why didn"t he get one before? you"ll say. Because till you came in the way he was always thinking of Catherine Bailey. Mrs Compas she become. "Drat her and her babies!" I often said to myself. What was Compas? No more than an Old Bailey lawyer;--not fit to be looked at alongside of our Mr Whittlestaff. No more ain"t Mr John Gordon, to my thinking. You think of all that, Miss Mary, and make up your mind whether you"ll break his heart after giving a promise. Heart-breaking ain"t to him what it is to John Gordon and the likes of him."