That evening Martin was conscious of a special attempt on Katrine"s part to be agreeable and sympathetic. The secret lying warm and fragrant at her own heart made her especially tender over his loneliness, added to which tenderness was a decided leaven of compunction. Theoretically, she was ready to sacrifice all for Martin"s sake; virtually, she had stubbornly set herself to reject the one suggestion he had made for months past. It had taken a whole week of valiant striving against self to bring her to the point of giving in with a good grace. The prospect of a visit from Grizel Dundas was distinctly unpleasant, despite the fact that Grizel was a well-loved friend. Katrine searched her conscience for a reason for this contradiction, at the same time shutting a tight bolt over the one suggestion which endeavoured to make itself heard. Jealous! Why should she be jealous? Even if Grizel were a thousand times more attractive than herself, they moved in different worlds, and owned entirely distinct circles of friends. Why, pray, need she be jealous? The inner voice was sternly forbidden to mention Martin"s name in such a connection. Jealousy was out of the question where Martin was concerned. His suggestion had been made out of consideration for her own enjoyment; it lay on her conscience that she had received the suggestion ungraciously. She swallowed the last doubt, and said gravely:
"I"ve been thinking, Martin, that I _will_ ask Grizel for next month.
There"s not much to do, but the garden is at its best, and she"ll enjoy that. I"ll write to-night."
Martin crumbled his bread.
"Oh, well," he said slowly, "I wrote to her myself last night. I meant to tell you. We have been growing rather dull, living so much alone.
It will do us good to have some fresh life."
CHAPTER FIVE.
The fly stopped at the gate, the flyman alighted, and prompted by a sweet expectancy in Grizel"s eye, rose to a height of gallantry hitherto unknown, and offered his arm to a.s.sist her to alight. Grizel leaned heavily upon it, and having languidly descended to the level of the pavement, dropped her uplifted skirts and trailed slowly towards the house. In contradiction to the fashion of the day the skirts were trained both back and front, they floated round her in a soft billowy cloud, trailing in their wake a little shower of pebbly stones. They were most unfashionable skirts, for a railway journey they were ridiculously inappropriate; they were also undeniably unsanitary, but the most irate critic could not have denied that they were becoming.
The skirts were of a soft, quaker grey, edged with a little foam of flounces. No one wore flounces in that summer of hobble skirts! A scarf of lavender chiffon was thrown round her neck, she wore a straw hat of no particular shape, draped in no particular fashion, with an old lace veil. Up the garden path she came between the two tall lines of hollyhocks, a slight nymph-like figure, enveloped in cloud-like draperies, with a glimpse of a small pale face between the dip of the veil and the float of the scarf.
Martin and Katrine rushed together to the door, vociferous in greetings and explanations.
"Grizel! We were going to meet you... You _said_ four-thirty! What induced you to travel by the slow?"
"I _like_ them slow," drawled Grizel in her deep rich tones. She trailed into the drawing-room, subsided on to an oak settee, the nearest available seat, held up her face for Katrine"s caress, and extended a small hand to Martin with the air of an Empress bestowing an order.
This done she yawned undisguisedly, rummaged in a bag--another floating accessory of violet satin--produced a minute purse, and asked with a frown:
"What"s his fare? Please ask him, Somebody, and pay him double. I always pay double; then they don"t swear. I do loathe being sweared.
With my money, please. No paupery!"
The deep drawling tone was in the oddest contrast with the unconventional, not to say slangy mode of speech, but the listeners betrayed no surprise. They were accustomed to the discrepancy, and in common with the rest of the world enjoyed, the while they condemned.
Grizel"s language grew ever more and more exaggerated and boy-like. She really ought to reform! but on the other hand how much less amusing it would be if she did!
"The full fare is two shillings. Tip him sixpence if you like, but to give more is corruption. You shouldn"t be cowardly, Grizel. It makes things hard for other people."
Grizel blinked, and encouraged another yawn.
"Is that Socialism?" she drawled vaguely. "Have you caught it down here? I"ll join tomorrow, but don"t expect a fellow to have principles at the end of a journey. Give me crumpets!"
Lifting her arms she tugged at the two long, dagger-like pins with amethyst heads, which held her hat in place, flipped it to the ground, and blinked vaguely in Martin"s face.
"Don"t I look _plain_ with my hair squashed?"
In truth at the moment Grizel was not beauteous. Her little face was without a trace of colour, marks of fatigue ringed the grey eyes, the ma.s.s of soft brown hair was flattened by the pressure of the hat. Just a little, tired, colourless face, not even in the first flush of youth, for the fine lines which are the surest tell-tale of advancing years were already beginning to show at the corners of her eyes. Katrine was sympathetically agreed that Grizel _was_ plain this afternoon, but Martin felt a sudden flushing of the cheeks as he met the glance of the long eyes; a sudden swelling of the throat.
He did not know if Grizel were plain or not; what was more to the purpose, he didn"t care. An ordinary, commonplace woman might be appraised for her looks, but this woman"s lure lay in something infinitely more subtle. Ill or well, tired or alert, sorry or glad, she remained a very type of womanhood, from whose eyes looked out the eternal challenge, the eternal question. No man in Grizel"s presence could forget that she was a woman, and that some time, somewhere, some fortunate man might be her mate.
As he turned back to the tea-table Martin asked himself for the hundredth time if Grizel were conscious of her power. There was nothing consciously provocative in her glance; her manner with men was indifferent to the point of boredom, yet there it was, a turn of the head, a droop of the lid, a tone in the low rich voice proclaimed the man"s woman, the woman who from childhood to age is served and worshipped, who on a desert island would find a Prince Charming behind the first palm.
The serving of Grizel"s tea engrossed for some minutes the entire attention of her two hosts. She was supplied with a table, a footstool, a cushion for her back; her tea was first watered, secondly milked, and thirdly strengthened to its original state; her toast was cut into tiny strips. She yawned at intervals with infantile abandon; it is to be feared she scattered many crumbs upon the grey pile carpet, but unlike ninety-nine women out of a hundred, she made no effort to fluff her flattened hair, or to arrange the delicate disorder of her attire.
There was something primitive, almost savage, in her childlike naturalness of mien.
In excuse for such lapses from conventional manners, Katrine was wont to remind herself that Grizel lived so much alone: no one in the grim town house but the old great-aunt, and the retinue of family servants who had grown old in her service. It was a ghastly life for a young woman still several years under thirty, it would have been considered so at least by most young women, but Grizel stoutly refused to be pitied. The old "Buddy" was alone. The old Buddy needed her; the old Buddy found pleasure and refreshment in her society,--why then should she not have what she wanted?
"S"pose _you_ were an old Buddy of eighty-nine, and n.o.body wouldn"t come, how would _you_ like it, d"you suppose?" she would enquire with her usual disregard of grammar, circ.u.mlocution, and other conventions practised by the polite, and her hearers mentally subst.i.tuting "Grizel"
for "n.o.body," invariably decided that they wouldn"t like it at all.
"How"s the old Buddy?" enquired Katrine, when, the preliminary preparations over, she found a chance to begin tea on her own account.
She took not the faintest interest in the venerable dame, who for the last ten years had refused to see any one beyond the members of her own family, but it seemed the proper thing to make the enquiry and get it over before proceeding to more interesting subjects. "The same as usual, I suppose!"
Grizel held a morsel of cake extended in her hand; frowned at it sternly, and shook her head.
"Failing!" she said solemnly. "Failing rapidly; sometimes quite lucid, but, generally speaking, dotty! Dotty, my dear, as the veriest March hare. Hallucinations. Delusions. Went in to see her last night in a new rig, and she took me for the Queen of Sheba. Chatted quite calmly for a moment, then blushed and started wriggling, trying to do obeisance from her wheeled chair. Said she hadn"t caught the name, and hoped I would forgive!"
"Poor old Buddy! Awkward for you both. And what did you do next?"
"Oh, I Shebaed, of course," laughed Grizel lightly. "Bit embarra.s.sing, y"know, because James was Solomon, and she made compromising remarks.
Humorous! if you think of it--Solomon in whiskers and greasy black! I could have wished it had been John. John is a shapely young thing, and devoted to me. We had quite a rollicky evening. I made offerings of tea caddies and chimney-piece ornaments, and she kissed my hand. Poor old Buddy! She had quite a bean feast."
Grizel"s deep voice could take on occasion a note of beautiful tenderness; it sounded now at the mention of the old mad aunt, and her listeners noting it, marvelled afresh. Lady Griselda Dundas might now be irresponsible for her eccentricities, but no one could deny that at a time when she was in full possession of her faculties she had complacently plumed herself upon the popular vote which placed her at the head of the cantankerous, ill-mannered women in Society. With all sincerity she had endeavoured to live up to her reputation, and though her grand-niece was possibly the only person on earth for whom she had any affection, she was also at the same time the most convenient b.u.t.t.
Grizel was ordered about, hectored, reproved, dragged here and there without the slightest reference to her own wishes. That the girl bore it cheerfully, uncomplainingly, even with an appearance of zest, was attributed to mercenary motives by society at large. Grizel was-- presumably--heiress to Lady Griselda"s fortune, and it was felt that an even harder apprenticeship would be a cheap price to pay for so big a prize. Surmises in plenty were made as to the amount in question; Grizel went about labelled as one of the greatest heiresses in society, but not even her most intimate friends had the temerity to question Lady Griselda as to the reality of these expectations. No one but her "man of business" knew the secret of the will locked within his safe.
"What happens about your own bean feasts, Grizel?" Martin enquired from the corner seat, to which he had carried his tea. The position afforded a full-length view of the visitor as she lolled on the couch; it was also slightly behind Katrine at the tea-table. There were occasions when it was distinctly an a.s.set to be out of the range of Katrine"s eyes. "Do you go out as much as you used? I suppose there is a capable maid whom you can leave in charge. You can"t possibly be bound--"
"I"m not bound, but she"s a beautiful excuse. I go out when she"s better, which means an invitation which tempts, and if it doesn"t she"s worse! In the daytime I"m on duty. Parsons is a brick, but she"s a serious brick, and it"s hard lines on the old Buddy to be taken seriously night and day. It needs a vast intellect to be vivacious with the insane, but it"s drefful interesting when you"ve learned the knack.
I"m thinking of taking it up as a Pro. Doctor White has sworn to recommend me. He says he fears for his own brain, but just for the moment he ordered a change... I"m not used to taxing my intellect, and it"s a bit of a strain, so I took a mean advantage of the old dear"s infirmity, and told her certain sure I"d be back at four o"clock, and when I arrive at the week"s end, she"ll groan because I"m ten minutes late!"
"A week! Now that we"ve got you, we won"t let you go in a week. You must take a good rest while you"re about it. We have no excitements on hand except the Barfield Garden Party, but you shall be out in the fresh air, and feed on strawberries and cream, and sleep half the day. We must send her back with a little more colour in her cheeks, mustn"t we, Katrine?"
Katrine looked at her visitor, and smiled. She had not wanted to invite Grizel; the proposition had found her in an antagonistic mood, she had resented the fact that it had come from Martin rather than herself, but now Grizel had arrived, and with the personal presence, antagonism had vanished into s.p.a.ce. Her thoughts turned back to yesterday, when at the same hour in the same room she and Martin had partaken of tea together.
Certainly no one could have called it a lively meal. There were occasions when the coming of a third person infused a wonderful refreshment into the daily routine, but Katrine knew her guest"s nature better than did her brother. Martin desired that they should take care of Grizel; in reality it was Grizel who would take care of them. Martin had declared that Grizel must rest; Grizel was incapable of rest, and rest would weary her more than action. Where Grizel was, things happened. Even as she sat pale and weary upon the sofa, vitality flowed out of her; the atmosphere was instinct with electric force.
"Grizel," said Katrine smiling, "will do as she pleases. She always did, and she always will, and she will please to gad! She will gad from morning till night, and drag me about to gad with her. It"s very easy for you, Martin; you issue instructions, shut yourself up in your study all day, and expect them to be carried out, but I tell you at the beginning,--I wash my hands of responsibility! I"ll go where I"m-- dragged, and do as I--must! She"ll be tired out, of course, but it won"t be my fault."
"But I haven"t the least intention of letting him shut himself up.
"Course I"ll gad! What else is there to do, but don"t you worry, my lamb, Martin shall gad with me!" announced Grizel calmly. She flashed her honey-coloured eyes across the room to where Martin sat among the shadows of the dark old room. His back was towards the light, she could see the outline of his long lean face, the fine modelling of the jaw, but the expression in the dark eyes she could not see. "We"ll have such--sport!" She laughed, a deep, soft-throated laugh.
"I"m working," said Martin in a hesitating voice, a voice which seemed forced out of him against his will. "I"m afraid, Grizel, that I can"t--"
"And I"m afraid, Martin, that you _must_! What work are you trying to do?"
"I"ve started a fresh book. It"s just beginning to go. The first chapters are always a pull, but I hope at last that I"m well afloat."
"I"ll help you!" announced Grizel calmly. "You play with me, and I"ll work with you. I"ve always felt it in me to write a corking novel.
We"ll collaborate, and make "em sit up! Present day, of course. I can"t contend with any century but my own. _Very_ modern, and up to date, and the heroine lives in Kensington. She must be a duck, Martin!
_Is_ she a duck? What colour are her eyes?"
"Er--Her eyes are grey--"
"Grey as a mountain tarn--" Grizel rolled her own eyes to the ceiling.
"Well! It"s a useful shade, and affords scope for variety. They can grow black under stress of emotion, and in evening dress when she wants to look her best. And the hero! he"ll be my affair, of course. I"ll write the man-ey bits, and you"ll do the girl--"