She didn"t like it, but she nodded.
"Great. Edward, you fill in the guards on why Olaf isn"t to be alone with the women. I want to see Richard alive, not just in a vision. When you"re done telling everyone what a big, bad man he is, come find me, and you can drive me to the Circus of the d.a.m.ned for the warrants."
"I don"t want you going out of my sight without guards, Anita."
"Jesus, Edward, it"s daylight."
"Yeah, and you know better than I do that master vamps have human servants, animals to protect them, and just plain human victims who will do anything they"re told."
I nodded, a little too fast, a little too often. "Fine, fine, you"re right. I"m tired, and I"m . . . oh, h.e.l.l, just pick some guards so I can go see Richard."
I should have understood if he picked guards, who one of them would be. Just shadowing me to Richard"s hospital room was an easy job, a safe job, or should have been. I went for the far door with one bodyguard in front of me and one behind. The one bringing up the rear was Peter.
CHAPTER 30
OUTSIDE RICHARD"S ROOM I had a fight with my guards. The other guard was Cisco, who was all of eighteen. I felt like a chaperone at a prom. But the fact that they were both still teenagers didn"t make them less stubborn. h.e.l.l, maybe it made them more stubborn.
"Standing orders," Cisco said, "are that you are not to go anywhere without at least one guard with you at all times." He ran his hand through his carefully blond-tipped hair and frowned. He wasn"t happy.
"I don"t need an audience to see my boyfriend."
"Orders are orders," he said.
I looked up at Peter. I still wasn"t used to having to look up at him. I"d visualized him over the phone as my size, with that brown hair cut in a standard short cut. But the brunette do was cut short but longer on top, not exactly a skater"s cut but close. It was more modern, more teenager, less little boy. I didn"t like it. "I need a little privacy, Peter, you understand that."
He smiled and shook his head. "I"m not fourteen now, Anita."
"What does that mean?"
"It means I"m sympathetic, but not stupid. Edward gave the orders, and Claudia and Remus backed them up." They were both young enough that I thought I might be able to embarra.s.s them into letting me talk to Richard alone. "Fine, which of you wants to see me get all emotional with Richard?"
They exchanged looks.
"How emotional?" Cisco asked.
"I don"t know, maybe I"ll cry, maybe we"ll have a fight. You never know with Richard and me." Cisco spoke to Peter like I wasn"t there. "They are pretty weird around each other."
"Weird how?" Peter asked.
"I am standing right here," I said.
Cisco looked at me with those big dark eyes. "You and Richard are like scary weird together as a couple; come on, it"s true." I had to smile. "Scary weird, huh?" Cisco nodded. I sighed. "Fine, I guess so, but I would like privacy, come on. He al most died, and so did I."
"I"m sorry, Anita," Cisco said. "I can"t do it. One of us has to be in the room with you." "Don"t I have any seniority here?" "Claudia and Remus both made it really clear that if I f.u.c.k up again, I"m gone, like fired gone. I"m not going to f.u.c.k up again."
"What"d you do?" Peter asked, then actually blushed. "Sorry, sorry, not my business. Later." Cisco nodded. "Later." Cisco sniffed the air and turned toward the far end of the hallway.
Soledad came around the corner. She saw us, and her face looked suddenly stricken. She dropped to all fours and started to crawl toward us. Not in that almost s.e.xual way the lycanthropes could, but broken, as if it hurt her to move.
"What"s up?" I asked.
Her voice came, as broken as her movements. "I shot Richard. I"m sorry."
"You shot Richard," I said. I looked at Cisco.
He shrugged and gave me a look as if to say, Yeah. "I think if she hadn"t shot him, he might have just torn Jean-Claude"s heart out."
"I"m sorry," Soledad said. "I didn"t know what else to do." She had stopped a few feet from us, her hand held out in the air, her head down. I"d seen a similar gesture among the lions. It was a way of asking to come closer when you were pretty sure the dominant in question didn"t like you.
I"d been told that a guard shot Richard, and that it had saved Jean-Claude"s life, but no one had told me who had done it. I stared at the woman holding out that hand, asking for forgiveness. She"d done her job, sort of. What would I have done in her place? Frozen. I wouldn"t have been able to shoot Richard to save Jean-Claude. I"d have frozen and Jean-Claude would have died. Which would have probably killed both Richard and me. s.h.i.t.
"They took her weapons," Cisco said, "until they review it all."
"Like when a cop is involved in a shooting," I said.
"A lot of us are ex-police now," Cisco said, and he gave me a look, as if to say, Well, what are you going to do?
What was I going to do? I sighed, hung my head, and started for ward. Why was it that in the middle of every crisis I always seemed to be babysitting someone"s emotions? Usually someone who was dangerous, armed, or should have been some kind of tough guy, or girl. The monsters were a lot softer than they seemed.
I went to her and gave her my left hand. Most people did it like they were shaking hands, but I kept my gun hand free; just habit. Soledad made a sound like a sob as she gripped my hand. I had a moment to feel how terribly strong she was as she crawled close enough to put her face against my hand. She rubbed her cheeks against my hand and lower arm, and murmured, "Thank you, thank you, Anita. I"m so sorry, so sorry." Her tears were cool against my skin. Funny, tears were always colder than blood; shouldn"t they both feel the same? Her power flared across my skin like a giant"s breath, so hot, and so every where. Any strong emotion can undo a shapeshifter"s control.
She drew a shuddering sob and threw herself around my waist, her long arms clutching me. She was practically wailing. "I didn"t know what else to do with Richard. ..."
"It"s okay, Soledad, it"s okay." I patted her hair and started to turn in her arms. I didn"t know her well enough to be this up close and personal, and the emotional content was a little much for near strangers. h.e.l.l, I wouldn"t have wanted this much emotional content from close friends. I had actually turned around, with her hands only lightly on me, when she moved. She grabbed me around the waist, lifted me in front of her face and chest, and I blocked the clawed hand that had gone for my throat with my arm. Claws dug into my side just below the ribs. The pain was sharp and immediate, and I suddenly had two goals. I strained to keep her hand from my throat and gripped her wrist at my waist to keep her from slicing open my belly.
Her voice growled from behind me, "I"m sorry you have to die, Anita."
CHAPTER 31
CISCO AND PETER both had their guns out. I"d have loved to go for a gun or a knife, but wrestling the weretiger took both my hands. She wasn"t trying that hard to close on my throat, and the hand at my belly was almost immobile except for the fact that the hooked claws she"d conjured from her skin had pierced my side.
She called to the boys, "Don"t yell for help or she"s dead. I don"t want her dead. Just let me leave with her and I won"t hurt her."
"You"ve already hurt her, I can smell the blood," Cisco said. His gun was very steady on us, but she"d taken all his kill shots. If they only wounded her, she would have time to kill me before they could kill her.
"A little p.r.i.c.k, that"s all. She likes p.r.i.c.ks, don"t you, Anita?"
My voice was a little strained from keeping her hand from my throat. The claws weren"t as big as they seemed, they only looked huge because the human flesh didn"t cover the bone of the tiger claw. But they were plenty big enough to tear out my throat. I might survive the gut wound, but the throat would be fatal. I managed to say through gritted teeth, "If you"re going to kill me, do it, but don"t make fun of me, too."
She laughed, a throaty sound. Her power flared, hot, so hot, almost burning. Hot liquid burst over my back and hair. My first thought was blood, but I knew better. It was that clear liquid that shifters lost when they changed. When the change was smooth it was like heated water; when it wasn"t smooth it was gelatinous and chunky. This flowed like water. She never hesitated, or stumbled, as her body reformed around me. Fur and muscle flowed under my hands. Her power ran over my body like biting insects, so much power, it hurt. Had she thought I"d panic and let go? She had the wrong girl for panic. I kept my grip on her as fur replaced bare skin. I didn"t let go even as my skin danced and jerked as if she"d laid a live wire against me. Jesus, the control she had, to be able to shift this smoothly. She was better than Micah, and that was saying something. It would have been impressive if I hadn"t been wondering how close her new fangs were to my spine. Part of me noticed that her far was the wrong color. She was striped pale lemon gold and white. Weren"t tigers orange and black? If I lived, I"d ask some one.
"You"re one of the Harlequin"s animals to call," Cisco said.
She growled, "Yes."
"You"ll never make it out of here if you hurt Anita," Cisco said.
"She knows where my mistress rests in the day; I can"t let her share that knowledge, can I, Cisco?" He flinched at her using his name. Always harder to kill someone you know.
"Because if your master dies, you die." Peter said it. He was pointing his gun at the floor, as if he knew he didn"t have a shot he could take. Remus had told me that Cisco had some of the highest scores on the gun range of any guard. I was about to bet my life on his skill.
Her hand strained toward my neck again, and I put a lot of effort into holding it off. Her arm was a steady push; mine was shaking. "You belong to Mercia," I said.
"No," she growled, and eased a few sliding steps backward. Cisco and Peter moved the same s.p.a.ce forward. It was like an awkward dance.
"Nivia," I said.
"How do you know the names?"
"Does it matter?" I asked.
"Yes," she whispered. "Tell me who"s talked to you."
"Jesus, Soledad, don"t make me do this," Cisco said.
Soledad stopped whispering to me and called to Cisco, "You"re a good shot, Cisco, but are you that good? Are you sure you"re that good?"
It was plain on his face that in that moment he wasn"t sure. I guess I wouldn"t have been either. I"d have given a great deal for Edward in that moment. Or Remus, or Claudia.
Peter said, "What"s the rule?"
Cisco almost glanced at him, but remembered and kept his eyes on us, his gun steady, but he didn"t have a killing shot and he knew it. Soledad began to back down the hallway with me in her arms. Just a few steps, but slow and steady.
Cisco and Peter moved with us. Cisco had his gun pointed, but frankly he was as likely to hit me as the weretiger. No, more likely. Peter"s gun was still pointed at the floor. He didn"t seem to know what to do.
Peter said, "The rule is that if they have a weapon and want to take you someplace else, it"s so they can kill you slower." His voice was al most a monotone, as if he were reciting.
I thought I understood what he meant. I hoped I did, because I was about to encourage him. "You"re right, Peter," I said.
He looked up. His eyes met mine. Cisco said, "G.o.d." I threw my head back, used all that long hair to cover her eyes for a second. Peter dropped to one knee and shot at her legs. The shots reverberated in the hallway. Soledad dropped abruptly to her knees, but claws curled deeper inside me, her other hand trying for my throat for real this time. I made a choice. I let go of the wrist at my stomach and used both hands to keep her from tearing out my throat. Two-handed to her one and I was losing. She clawed at my side and stomach. It felt like she"d hit me with a baseball bat, so much damage, like a blow. It stole my breath, or I"d have screamed.
Cisco and Peter were there, standing over us. There still wasn"t a clear shot. She tried to crawl backward on her wounded legs, while I held on to her hand, and held it a fraction away from my throat. Cisco was still trying to find a shot. Peter threw himself onto us, he just jumped us, and we were all on the ground with her underneath us. She stopped trying for my throat and reached for Peter. I was suddenly trying to wrestle her hand away from him instead of me. Her hand wasn"t on my stomach anymore. Peter"s body reacted as if some thing hurt. But I kept her off his throat. It was all I could do. I had a moment of being pressed between them, and then the gunshots exploded just behind my head. It was insanely loud that close to me. I kept my grip on her as the inside of my head rocked with the sound of gunfire beside it. Her body jerked, and still she tried for my throat again. The change of angle startled me, and she might have nicked me, but I didn"t feel it.
Peter kept firing; his gun must have been pressed into her head. We ended up on the ground in a breathless, deaf heap. He was up on one arm, his gun still shoved into her face. Peter"s T-shirt was in rags over his stomach. Cisco was above us; his lips were moving, but I couldn"t hear him. I rolled free of the pile. I had my gun out and pointed before my back hit the wall, before I could truly see what was happening.
Soledad"s head was a red ma.s.s. There was no face left. Brains were leaking all over the floor, her brains. Even for a weretiger, this was dead. Peter was still over the body, his gun pumping into that ma.s.s of tissue. I think he was dry-firing by now, but I couldn"t hear well enough to say. Cisco knelt beside him, his lips moving, but I couldn"t make out the words. He got Peter to stop firing into the body, then tried to ease Peter off her. Peter let him ease him back onto his knees, then Peter popped his empty magazine out, put it in his left jacket pocket, got a spare clip out of his right-hand pocket, and reloaded. His stock was pretty high with me right then; the reload made it go higher. Maybe we wouldn"t get him killed.
Cisco tried to get him to stand up and move away from the body. I think Cisco was worried about how Peter would react when the shock wore off. It made me think better of Cisco. Then a lot of things happened at once. I couldn"t hear it, but I must have seen movement out of the corner of my eye, because I turned to see Ed ward and company come barreling down the hallway, guns drawn. The door to Richard"s room was open, and he was leaning in it. His beautiful chest was a ma.s.s of scars on one side. He was pale as death, and looked as if the only thing keeping him upright was the doorway. The scars showed where the bullets had taken a chunk out of all that nice muscled flesh. Sometimes silver scars. He mouthed something, but I still couldn"t hear anything but the ringing silence in my own head. Gunshot too close to the ear. I"d be lucky if my hearing wasn"t permanently damaged.
I felt movement nearer to me, and turned, but I was slow. I think Peter wasn"t the only one in shock. Cisco was pulling Peter to his feet by the collar of his jacket. Cisco was shouting something. I couldn"t see what the problem was-there was nothing but Soledad"s body. Then I looked at the body and realized that she was still in tiger form. Her body hadn"t reverted to human form. Dead shapeshifters always revert to human form. I raised my gun and had it aimed, when the "body" sprang up and threw itself at Peter and Cisco.
CHAPTER 32
CISCO FOULED PETER"S shot by throwing his body in the way of the claws. I got off two shots before the faceless body brought them to the floor. And I was suddenly having the same problem they"d just had, trying to find a place to fire into that fur that wouldn"t hit the two boys underneath it. They had saved my life and I still thought, Boys.
Claudia and Remus got there first, because you just can"t outrun a shapeshifter. Edward and Olaf were close behind, but they didn"t get there first. It was Claudia and Remus who joined me around the struggling pile. A gun fired up through the tiger"s chest. Claudia actually pushed me out of the way hard enough that I fell against the wall. Too many guns in too small a s.p.a.ce; friendly fire was as dangerous to us as Soledad.
Whoever was shooting was trying to make a hole through her chest. Her body jerked and jumped with the power of it. She staggered to her feet. I swear that I could see the hallway through the hole in her lower chest. But even as I watched, the muscle began to flow like water, healing. s.h.i.t. It was Peter who had shot a hole through her. Cisco was trying to breathe through a throat that wasn"t there anymore.
Edward and Olaf were beside each other, firing into Soledad"s body like they were on a shooting range. So cool, so professional, so accurate. It was a little hard to miss her at this range.
Some of the guards had gone to their knees around Edward, Olaf, Remus, and Claudia, some standing, some kneeling so they wouldn"t get in each other"s way, a very organized slaughter. The tiger"s body jumped and danced with the bullets like some sort of spasming pup pet. But she didn"t go down. I fired from the wall where Claudia had thrown me. I emptied my clip into Soledad and watched her body and far flow over the wounds. It was f.u.c.king silver and she was treating it like it was ordinary bullets. I"d never seen a shapeshifter able to do that. Even fairies, once you opened a hole in them that big, didn"t heal like this. I emptied my clip and did almost exactly what Peter had done earlier, except that my extra clip was attached to my belt. She wasn"t acting like a wereanything. She was acting like a rotting vampire, that special kind of undead that were rare in the United States. Of course, her master wasn"t from around here.
My hearing was coming back in my left ear, because I could hear screaming, distantly, as if they weren"t all standing right next to me. My right ear was still a buzzing silence. I yelled, "Fire, we need to set her on fire!" I must have yelled it too loud because they all looked at me. I yelled, "Burn her!"
Olaf took off running back down the corridor. Seeing him run away actually distracted me enough that I jumped when the guns started firing again. I turned back to the action, and found the body up and moving again. The face had grown back, but the chest was a gaping wound. Her lungs had to be gone, but she moved; she jumped at me in one of those long arcs that made her body a golden smear of light. I fired at that blur until my gun clicked empty. I dropped the empty gun and went for a blade, and knew I"d never make it.
A second blur was in front of me, and we were crashing back into the wall, hard enough that I saw stars before I realized that the second blur was Claudia. She"d thrown her body in the way, and was slugging it out hand to claw. She must have been out of ammo, too. Those claws sliced up her chest, and she went into a defensive crouch, protecting herself as well as she could. The tiger screamed, or roared at us, and then turned and ran the other way. It was almost funny, be cause for a breath we all just stood there. Then almost as a ma.s.s we ran after her. My stomach didn"t so much hurt as twinge, as if the muscles weren"t working quite right. It made me stumble, then I found my feet, and I ran. If I could run, I couldn"t be that hurt, right? I could feel blood flowing down the front of me, soaking into my jeans. If Soledad got out, she might move the vamps, or warn someone, or set up an ambush. We had to stop her, had to. But we couldn"t run like the shapeshifters ran. Remus and the others pa.s.sed Edward and me as if we were standing still.
They bayed her at the double gla.s.s doors. They bayed her within sight of the parking lot, in sight of freedom. Remus was cut up now, too. They formed a circle around her, double thick in front of the doors. She crouched in the center of that circle, snarling at them. She was all gold and white, and even after everything I could still see that she was beautiful. Graceful in that way that the cat lycanthropes seemed to be. Her tail twitched, tight and angry.
Edward popped a fresh magazine home. He pulled the slide back and put one in the chamber. The sound echoed around the circle. Not everyone had more clips; some, like me, were out, but enough of them did that it was eerie and businesslike.
Soledad snarled with her tiger fangs. "My death will not stop the Harlequin from killing you. My mistress"s death will not protect you from the wild hunt that is coming."
"You didn"t give us a black mask," I said.
Her orange-yellow eyes turned to me. She made a noise that was between a growl and a purr. The sound of it raised the hairs on the back of my neck. "You will die."
"The vampire council is all about rules, Soledad. It"s against your own laws to kill us when you"ve only given us white masks, something about fair play and all that."
I wasn"t great at reading even people I knew in animal form, but I thought she looked afraid. "If you kill us, the rest of them will hunt you down, Anita. It is against vampire law to slay the Harlequin."
"I"m not killing you as Jean-Claude"s vampire servant. I"m killing you and your mistress as a federal marshal and a legal vampire executioner."