"Poor little thing!" Mrs. Sutton murmured; and Beatrice told her father to give Agnes a shilling to buy chocolates at Stevenson"s in St. Luke"s Square, that being the best shop. The shilling fell between the footboard and the platform. A scream from Beatrice! The attendant porter promised to rescue the shilling in due course. The engine whistled, the silver-mounted guard a.s.serted his authority, Mynors leaped in, and amid laughter and tears the brief and unique joy of Anna"s life began.
In a moment, so it seemed, the train was thundering through the mile of solid rock which ends at Lime Street Station, Liverpool.
Thenceforward, till she fell asleep that night, Anna existed in a state of blissful bewilderment, stupefied by an overdose of novel and wondrous sensations. They lunched in amazing magnificence at the Bear"s Paw, and then walked through the crowded and prodigious streets to Prince"s landing-stage. The luggage had disappeared by some mysterious agency--Mynors said that they would find it safe at Douglas; but Anna could not banish the fear that her tin box had gone for ever.
The great, wavy river, churned by thousands of keels; the monstrous steamer--the "Mona"s Isle"--whose side rose like solid wall out of the water; the vistas of its decks; its vast saloons, story under story, solid and palatial (could all this float?); its high bridge; its hawsers as thick as trees; its funnels like sloping towers; the mult.i.tudes of pa.s.sengers; the whistles, hoots, cries; the far-stretching panorama of wharves and docks; the squat ferry-craft carrying horses and carts, and no one looking twice at the feat--it was all too much, too astonishing, too lovely. She had not guessed at this.
"They call Liverpool the slum of Europe," said Mynors.
"How can you!" she exclaimed, shocked.
Beatrice, seeing her radiant and rapt face, walked to and fro with Anna, proud of the effect produced on her friend"s inexperience by these sights. One might have thought that Beatrice had built Liverpool and created its trade by her own efforts.
Suddenly the landing-stage and all the people on it moved away bodily from the ship; there was green water between; a tremor like that of an earthquake ran along the deck; handkerchiefs were waved. The voyage had commenced. Mynors found chairs for all the Suttons, and tucked them up on the lee-side of a deck-house; but Anna did not stir. They pa.s.sed New Brighton, Seaforth, and the Crosby and Formby lightships.
"Come and view the ship," said Mynors, at her side. "Suppose we go round and inspect things a bit?"
"It"s a very big one, isn"t it?" she asked.
"Pretty big," he said; "of course not as big as the Atlantic liners--I wonder we didn"t meet one in the river--but still pretty big. Three hundred and twenty feet over all. I sailed on her last year on her maiden voyage. She was packed, and the weather very bad."
"Will it be rough to-day?" Anna inquired timidly.
"Not if it keeps like this," he laughed. "You don"t feel queer, do you?"
"Oh, no. It"s as firm as a house. No one could be ill with this?"
"Couldn"t they?" he exclaimed. "Beatrice could be."
They descended into the ship, and he explained all its internal economy, with a knowledge that seemed to her encyclopaedic. They stayed a long time watching the engines, so t.i.tanic, ruthless, and deliberate; even the smell of the oil was pleasant to Anna. When they came on deck again the ship was at sea. For the first time Anna beheld the ocean.
A strong breeze blew from prow to stern, yet the sea was absolutely calm, the unruffled mirror of effulgent sunlight. The steamer moved alone on the waters, exultantly, leaving behind it an endless track of white froth in the green, and the shadow of its smoke. The sun, the salt breeze, the living water, the proud gaiety of the ship, produced a feeling of intense, inexplicable joy, a profound satisfaction with the present, and a negligence of past and future. To exist was enough, then. As Anna and Henry leaned over the starboard quarter and watched the torrent of foam rush madly and ceaselessly from under the paddle-box to be swallowed up in the white wake, the spectacle of the wild torrent almost hypnotised them, destroying thought and reason, and all sense of their relation to other things. With difficulty Anna raised her eyes, and perceived the dim receding line of the Lancashire coast.
"Shall we get quite out of sight of land?" she asked.
"Yes, for a little while, about half an hour or so. Just as much out of sight of land as if we were in the middle of the Atlantic."
"I can scarcely believe it."
"Believe what?"
"Oh! The idea of that--of being out of sight of land--nothing but sea."
When at last it occurred to them to reconnoitre the Suttons, they found all three still in their deck-chairs, enwrapped and languid. Mr.
Sutton and Beatrice were apparently dozing. This part of the deck was occupied by somnolent, basking figures.
"Don"t wake them," Mrs. Sutton enjoined, whispering out of her hood.
Anna glanced curiously at Beatrice"s yellow face.
"Go away, do," Beatrice exclaimed, opening her eyes and shutting them again, wearily.
So they went away, and discovered two empty deck-chairs on the fore-deck. Anna was innocently vain of her immunity from malaise.
Mynors appeared to appoint himself little errands about the deck, returning frequently to his chair. "Look over there. Can you see anything?"
Anna ran to the rail, with the infantile idea of getting nearer, and Mynors followed, laughing. What looked like a small slate-coloured cloud lay on the horizon.
"I seem to see something," she said.
"That is the Isle of Man."
By insensible gradations the contours of the land grew clearer in the afternoon haze.
"How far are we off now?"
"Perhaps twenty miles."
Twenty miles of uninterrupted flatness, and the ship steadily invading that separating solitude, yard by yard, furlong by furlong! The conception awed her. There, a morsel in the waste of the deep, a speck under the infinite sunlight, lay the island, mysterious, enticing, enchanted, a glinting jewel on, the sea"s bosom, a remote ent.i.ty fraught with strange secrets. It was all unspeakable.
"Anna, you have covered yourself with glory," said Mrs. Sutton, when they were in the diminutive and absurd train which by breathless plunges annihilates the sixteen miles between Douglas and Port Erin in sixty-five minutes.
"Have I?" she answered. "How?"
"By not being ill."
"That"s always the beginner"s luck," said Beatrice, pale and dishevelled. They all relapsed into the silence of fatigue. It was growing dusk when the train stopped at the tiny terminus. The station was a hive of bustling activity, the arrival of this train being the daily event at that end of the world. Mynors and the Suttons were greeted familiarly by several sailors, and one of these, Tom Kelly, a tall, middle-aged man, with grey beard, small grey eyes, a wrinkled skin of red mahogany, and an enormous fist, was introduced to Anna. He raised his cap, and shook hands. She was touched by the sad, kind look on his face, the melancholy impress of the sea. Then they drove to their lodging, and here again the party was welcomed as being old and tried friends. A fire was burning in the parlour. Throwing herself down in front of it, Mrs. Sutton breathed, "At last! Oh, for some tea." Through the window, Anna had a glimpse of a deeply indented bay at the foot of cliffs below them, with a bold headland to the right.
Fishing vessels with flat red sails seemed to hang undecided just outside the bay. From cottage chimneys beneath the road blue smoke softly ascended.
All went early to bed, for the weariness of Mr. and Mrs. Sutton seemed to communicate itself to the three young people, who might otherwise have gone forth into the village in search of adventures. Anna and Beatrice shared a room. Each inspected the other"s clothes, and Beatrice made Anna try on the new serge skirt. Through the thin wall came the sound of Mr. and Mrs. Sutton talking, a high voice, then a ba.s.s reply, in continual alternation. Beatrice said that these two always discussed the day"s doings in such manner. In a few moments Beatrice was snoring; she had the subdued but steady and serious snore characteristic of some muscular men. Anna felt no inclination to sleep. She lived again hour by hour through the day, and beneath Beatrice"s snore her ear caught the undertone of the sea.
The next morning was as lovely as the last. It was Sunday, and every activity of the village was stilled. Sea and land were equally folded in a sunlit calm. During breakfast--a meal abundant in fresh herrings, fresh eggs and fresh rolls, eaten with the window wide open--Anna was puzzled by the singular amenity of her friends to one another and to her. They were as polite as though they had been strangers; they chatted amiably, were full of goodwill, and as anxious to give happiness as to enjoy it. She thought at first, so unusual was it to her as a feature of domestic privacy, that this demeanour was affected, or at any rate a somewhat exaggerated punctilio due to her presence; but she soon came to see that she was mistaken. After breakfast Mr.
Sutton suggested that they should attend the Wesleyan Chapel on the hill leading to the Chasms. Here they met the sailors of the night before, arrayed now in marvellous blue Melton coats with velveteen collars. Tom Kelly walked back with them to the beach, and showed them the yacht "Fay" which Mynors had arranged to hire for mackerel-fishing; it lay on the sands speckless in new white paint. All the afternoon they dozed on the cliffs, doing nothing whatever, for this Sunday was tacitly regarded, not as part of the holiday, but as a preparation for the holiday; all felt that the holiday, with its proper exertions and appointed delights, would really begin on Monday morning.
"Let us go for a walk," said Mynors, after tea, to Beatrice and Anna.
They stood at the gate of the lodging-house. The old people were resting within.
"You two go," Beatrice replied, looking at Anna. "You know I hate walking, Henry. I"ll stop with mother and dad."
Throughout the day Anna had been conscious of the fact that all the Suttons showed a tendency, slight but perceptible, to treat Henry and herself as a pair desirous of opportunities for being alone together.
She did not like it. She flushed under the pa.s.sing glance with which Beatrice accompanied the words: "You two go." Nevertheless, when Mynors placidly remarked: "Very well," and his eyes sought hers for a consent, she could not refuse it. One part of her nature would have preferred to find an excuse for staying at home; but another, and a stronger, part insisted on seizing this offered joy.
They walked straight up out of the village toward the high coast-range which stretches peak after peak from Port Erin to Peel. The stony and devious lanes wound about the bleak hillside, pa.s.sing here and there small, solitary cottages of whitewashed stone, with children, fowls, and dogs at the doors, all embowered in huge fuchsia trees. Presently they had surmounted the limit of habitation and were on the naked flank of Bradda, following a narrow track which crept upwards amid short mossy turf of the most vivid green. Nothing seemed to flourish on this exposed height except bracken, sheep, and boulders that, from a distance, resembled sheep; there was no tree, scarcely a shrub; the immense contours, stark, grim, and unrelieved, rose in melancholy and defiant majesty against the sky: the hand of man could coax no harvest from these smooth but obdurate slopes; they had never relented, and they would never relent. The spirit was braced by the thought that here, to the furthest eternity of civilisation more and more intricate, simple and strong souls would always find solace and repose.
Mynors bore to the left for a while, striking across the moor in the direction of the sea. Then he said:
"Look down, now."
The little bay lay like an oblong swimming-bath five hundred feet below them. The surface of the water was like gla.s.s; the strand, with its phalanx of boats drawn up in Sabbath tidiness, glittered like marble in the living light, and over this marble black dots moved slowly two and fro; behind the boats were the houses--dolls" houses--each with a curling wisp of smoke; further away the railway and the high road ran out in a black and white line to Port St. Mary; the sea, a pale grey, encompa.s.sed all; the southern sky had a faint sapphire tinge, rising to delicate azure. The sight of this haven at rest, shut in by the restful sea and by great moveless hills, a calm within a calm, aroused profound emotion.
"It"s lovely," said Anna, as they stood gazing. Tears came to her eyes and hung there. She wondered that scenery should cause tears, felt ashamed, and turned her face so that Mynors should not see. But he had seen.