"You talk strangely, Anna," he said. "Go on!"
"People talked to you in Paris about us," she continued, "about Anna the virtuous and Annabel the rake. You were accused of having been seen with the latter. You denied it, remembering that I had called myself Anna. You went even to our rooms and saw my sister. Anna lied to you, I lied to you. I was Annabel the rake, "Alcide" of the music halls. My name is Annabel, not Anna. Do you understand?"
"I do not," he answered. "How could I, when your sister sings now at the "Unusual" every night and the name "Alcide" flaunts from every placard in London?"
"The likeness between us," she said, "before I began to disfigure myself with rouge and ill-dressed hair, was remarkable. Anna failed in her painting, our money was gone, and she was forced to earn her own living. She came to London, and tried several things without any success."
"But why----"
Sir John stopped short. With a moment of inward shame he remembered his deportment towards Anna. It was scarcely likely that she would have accepted his aid. Some one had once, in his hearing, called him a prig. He remembered it suddenly. He thought of his severe att.i.tude towards the girl who was rightly and with contempt refusing his measured help. He looked across at Annabel, and he groaned. This was his humiliation as well as hers.
"Anna of course would not accept any money from us," she continued.
"She tried everything, and last of all she tried the stage. She went to a dramatic agent, and he turned out to be the one who had heard me sing in Paris. He refused to believe that Anna was not "Alcide." He thought she wished to conceal her ident.i.ty because of the connexion with you, and he offered her an engagement at once. She was never announced as "Alcide," but directly she walked on she simply became "Alcide" to every one. She had a better voice than I, and the rest I suppose is only a trick. The real "Alcide"," she wound up with a faint smile across the table at him, "is here."
He sat like a man turned to stone. Some part of the stiff vigour of the man seemed to have subsided. He seemed to have shrunken in his seat. His eyes were fixed upon her face, but he opened his lips twice before he spoke.
"When you married me----"
Her little hand flashed out across the table.
"John," she said, "I can spare you that question. I had been about as foolish and selfish as a girl could be. I had done the most compromising things, and behaved in the most ridiculous way. But from the rest--you saved me."
Sir John breathed a long deep sigh. He sat up in his chair again, the colour came back to his cheeks.
"John, don"t!" she cried. "You think that this is all. You are going to be generous and forgive. It isn"t all. There is worse to come.
There is a tragedy to come."
"Out with it, then," he cried, almost roughly. "Don"t you know, child, that this is torture for me? What in G.o.d"s name more can you have to tell me?"
Her face had become almost like a marble image. She spoke with a certain odd deliberation carefully chosen words which fell like drops of ice upon the man who sat listening.
"Before I met you I was deluded into receiving upon friendly terms a man named Hill, who pa.s.sed himself off as Meysey Hill the railway man, but who was in reality an Englishman in poor circ.u.mstances. He was going to settle I forget how many millions upon me, and I think that I was dazzled. I went with him to what I supposed to be the British Emba.s.sy, and went through a ceremony which I understood to be the usual form of the marriage one used there. Afterwards we started for a motor ride to a place outside Paris for _dejeuner_, and I suppose the man"s nerve failed him. I questioned him too closely about his possessions, and remarked upon the fact that he was a most inexpert driver, although Meysey Hill had a great reputation as a motorist.
Anyhow he confessed that he was a fraud. I struck him across the face, jumped out and went back by train to Paris. He lost control of the machine, was upset and nearly killed."
"Did you say," Sir John asked, "that the man"s name was Hill?"
"Yes," she answered.
"The man who was found dead in your sister"s room was named Hill?"
"It is the man," she answered. "I killed him."
Sir John clutched at the table with both hands. A slow horror was dawning in his fixed eyes. This was not the sort of confession which he had been expecting. Annabel had spoken calmly enough and steadily, but his brain refused at first to accept the full meaning of her words. It seemed to him that a sort of mist had risen up between them.
Everything was blurred. Only her face was clear, frail and delicate, almost flower-like, with the sad haunting eyes ever watching his.
Annabel a murderess! It was not possible.
"Child!" he cried. "You do not know what you say. This is part of a dream--some evil fancy. Think! You could not have done it."
She shook her head deliberately, hopelessly.
"I think that I know very well what I am saying," she answered. "I went to Anna"s rooms because I felt that I must see her. He was there concealed, waiting her return. He recognized me at once, and he behaved like a madman. He swore that I was his wife, that chance had given me to him at last. John, he was between me and the door. A strong coa.r.s.e man, and there were things in his eyes which made my blood run cold with terror. He came over to me. I was helpless.
Beside me on Anna"s table was a pistol. I was not even sure whether it was loaded. I s.n.a.t.c.hed it up, pointed it blindly at him, and fired."
"Ah!" Sir John exclaimed.
"He fell over at my feet," she continued. "I saw him stagger and sink down, and the pistol was smoking still in my hand. I bent over him.
Anna had told me that he carried always with him this bogus marriage certificate. I undid his coat, and I took it from his pocket. I burned it."
"But the marriage itself?" Sir John asked. "I do not understand."
"There was no marriage," she answered. "I was very foolish to have been deceived even for a moment. There was no marriage, and I hated, oh, how I hated the man."
"Did any one see you leave the flat?" he asked.
"I do not know. But David Courtlaw has been here. To-night they say he will be conscious. He will say who it was. So there is no escape. And listen, John."
"Well?"
"I went from Anna"s flat to Nigel Ennison"s rooms. I told him the truth. I asked him to take me away, and hide me. He refused. He sent me home."
Sir John"s head bent lower and lower. There was nothing left now of the self-a.s.sured, prosperous man of affairs. His shoulders were bent, his face was furrowed with wrinkles. He looked no longer at his wife.
His eyes were fixed upon the tablecloth.
There was a gentle rustling of skirts. Softly she rose to her feet. He felt her warm breath upon his cheek, the perfume of her hair as she leaned over him. He did not look up, so he did not know that in her other hand she held a gla.s.s of wine.
"Dear husband," she murmured. "I am so very, very sorry. I have brought disgrace upon you, and I haven"t been the right sort of wife at all. But it is all over now, and presently there will be some one else. I should like to have had you forgive me."
He did not move. He seemed to be thinking hard. She paused for a moment. Then she raised the gla.s.s nearer to her lips.
"Good-bye, John," she said simply.
Something in her tone made him look up. In a second the gla.s.s lay shattered upon the carpet. There was a stain of wine upon her dress.
"G.o.d in Heaven, Annabel!" he cried. "What were you doing?"
Her voice was a little hysterical. Her unnatural calm was giving way.
"It was poison--why not?" she answered. "Who is there to care and--John."
His arms were around her. He kissed her once on the lips with a pa.s.sion of which, during all their days of married life, he had given no sign.
"You poor little girl!" he cried. "Forgive you, indeed. There isn"t a husband breathing, Annabel, who wouldn"t have blessed that pistol in your hands, and prayed G.o.d that the bullet might go straight. It is no crime, none at all. It is one of G.o.d"s laws that a woman may defend her honour, even with the shedding of blood. While you talked I was only making our plans. It was necessary to think, and think quickly."
She was altogether hysterical now.
"But I--I went to Nigel Ennison for help. I asked him--to take me away."
She saw him flinch, but he gave no sign of it in his tone.