Queenie was so far from coming down to stay that she had taken rooms for the night at the White Hart in Wyck. Anne drove her there.
ii
Two and a half years pa.s.sed. Anne"s work on the farm filled up her days and marked them. Her times were ploughing time and the time for sowing: wheat first, and turnips after the wheat, barley after the turnips, sainfoin, gra.s.s and clover after the barley. Oats in the five-acre field this year; in the seven-acre field the next. Lambing time, calving time, cross-ploughing and harrowing, washing and shearing time, time for hoeing; hay time and harvest. Then threshing time and ploughing again.
All summer the hard fight against the charlock, year after year the same. You harrowed it out and ploughed it down and sprayed it with sulphate of copper; you sowed vetches and winter corn to crowd it out; and always it sprang up again, flaring in bright yellow stripes and fans about the hills. The air was sweet with its smooth, delicious smell.
Always the same clear-cut pattern of the fields; but the colors shifted.
The slender, sharp-pointed triangle that was jade-green last June, this June was yellow-brown. The square under the dark comb of the plantation that had been yellow-brown was emerald; the wide-open fan beside it that had been emerald was pink. By August the emerald had turned to red-gold and the jade-green to white.
These changes marked the months and the years, a bright patterned, imperceptibly moving measure, rolling time off across the hills.
Nineteen-sixteen, seventeen. Nineteen-eighteen and the armistice.
Nineteen-nineteen and the peace.
iii
In the spring of that year Anne and Colin were still together at the Manor Farm. He was stronger. But, though he did more and more work every year, he was still unfit to take over the management himself.
Responsibility fretted him and he tired soon. He could do nothing without Anne.
He was now definitely separated from his wife. Queenie had come back from the war a year ago. As soon as it was over she had begun to rage and consult lawyers and write letters two or three times a week, threatening to drag Anne and Colin through the Divorce Court. But Miss Mullins (once the secretary of Dr. Cutler"s Field Ambulance Corps), recovering at the Farm from an excess of war work, rea.s.sured them.
Queenie, she said, was only bluffing. Queenie was not in a position to bring an action against any husband, she had been too notorious herself.
Miss Mullins had seen things, and she intimated that no defence could stand against the evidence she could give.
And in the end Queenie left off talking about divorce and contented herself with a judicial separation.
Colin still woke every morning to his dread of some blank, undefined disaster; but, as if Queenie and the war had made one obsession, he was no longer haunted by the imminent crash of phantom sh.e.l.ls. It was settled that he was to live with Jerrold and Maisie when they came back to the Manor, while Anne stayed on by herself at the Farm.
Every now and then Eliot came down to see them. He had been sent home early in nineteen-seventeen with a shrapnel wound in his left leg, the bone shattered. He obtained his discharge at the price of a permanent limp, and went back to his research work.
For the last two years he had been investigating trench fever, with results that were to make him famous. But that was not for another year.
In February, nineteen-nineteen, Jerrold had come back. He and Maisie had been living in London ever since he had left the Army, filling in time till Wyck Manor would be no longer a Home for Convalescent Soldiers. He had tried to crowd into this interval all the amus.e.m.e.nt he hadn"t had for four years. His way was to crush down the past with the present; to pile up engagements against the future, party on party, dances on suppers and suppers on plays; to dine every evening at some place where they hadn"t dined before; to meet lots of nice amusing people with demobilised minds who wouldn"t talk to him about the war; to let himself go in bursts of exquisitely imbecile laughter; never to be quiet for an hour, never to be alone with himself, never to be long alone with Maisie.
After the first week of it this sort of thing ceased to amuse him, but he went on with it because he thought it amused Maisie.
There was something he missed; something he wanted and hadn"t got. At night, when he lay awake, alone with himself at last, he knew that it was Anne.
And he went on laughing and amusing Maisie; and Maisie, with a heart-breaking sweetness, laughed back at him and declared herself amused. She had never had such a jolly time in all her life, she said.
Then, very early in the spring, Maisie went down to her people in Yorkshire to recover from the jolly time she had had. The convalescent soldiers had all gone, and Wyck Manor, rather worn and shabby, was Wyck Manor again.
Jerrold came back to it alone.
XII
COLIN, JERROLD, AND ANNE
i
He went through the wide empty house, looking through all the rooms, trying to find some memory of the happiness he had had there long ago.
The house was full of Anne. Anne"s figure crossed the floors before him, her head turned over her shoulder to see if he were coming; her voice called to him from the doorways, her running feet sounded on the stairs.
That was her place at the table; that was the armchair she used to curl up in; just there, on the landing, he had kissed her when he went to school.
They had given his mother"s room to Maisie, and they had put his things into the room beyond, his father"s room. Everything was in its place as it had been in his father"s time, the great wardrobe, the white marble-topped washstand, the bed he had died on. He saw him lying there and Anne going to and fro between the washstand and the bed. The parrot curtains hung from the windows, straight and still.
Jerrold shuddered as he looked at these things.
They had thought that he would want to sleep in that room because he was married, because Maisie would have the room it led out of.
But he couldn"t sleep in it. He couldn"t stay in it a minute; he would never pa.s.s its door without that sickening pang of memory. He moved his things across the gallery into Anne"s room.
He would sleep there; he would sleep in the white bed that Anne had slept in.
He told himself that he had to be near Colin; there was only the pa.s.sage between and their doors could stand open; that was why he wanted to sleep there. But he knew that was not why. He wanted to sleep there because there was no other room where he could feel Anne so near him, where he could see her so clearly. When the dawn came she would be with him, sitting in her chair by the window. The window looked to the west, to Upper Speed and the Manor Farm house. The house was down there behind the trees, and somewhere there, jutting out above the porch, was the window of Anne"s room.
He looked at his watch. One o"clock. At two he would go and see Anne.
ii
When Jerrold called at the Manor Farm house Anne was out. Old Ballinger came slouching up from the farmyard to tell him that Miss Anne had gone up to the Far Acres field to try the new tractor.
The Far Acres field lay at the western end of the estate. Jerrold followed her there. Five furrows, five bright brown bands on the sallow stubble, marked out the Far Acres into five plots. In the turning s.p.a.ce at the top corner he saw Anne on her black horse and Colin standing beside her.
With a great clanking and clanging the new American, tractor struggled towards them up the hill, dragging its plough. It stopped and turned at the "headland" as Jerrold came up.
A clear, light wind blew over the hill and he felt a sudden happiness and excitement. He was beginning to take an interest in his land. He shouted:
"I say, Anne, you look like Napoleon at the battle of Waterloo."
"Oh, not Waterloo, I hope. I"m going to win _my_ battle."
"Well, Marengo--Austerlitz--whatever battles he did win. Does Curtis understand that infernal thing?"
Young Curtis, sulky and stolid on his driver"s seat, stared at his new master.
"Yes. He"s been taught motor mechanics. He"s quite good at it ... If only he"d do what you tell him. Curtis, I said you were not to use those disc coulters for this field. I"ve had three smashed in two weeks.
They"re no earthly good for stony soil."
"Tis n" so bad "ere as it is at the east end, miss."
"Well, we"ll see. You can let her go now."