"Yes. The Social Union."
"Oh! Oh yes. I had forgot about the object," and now the doctor laughed outright.
"It seems to have dropped into the background with everybody," said Annie, laughing too.
"You like the unconventionality of South Hatboro"?" suggested the doctor, after a little silence.
"Oh, very much," said Annie. "I was used to the same thing abroad. It might be an American colony anywhere on the Continent."
"I suppose," said the doctor musingly, "that the same conditions of sojourn and disoccupation _would_ produce the same social effects anywhere.
Then you must feel quite at home in South Hatboro"!"
"Quite! It"s what I came back to avoid. I was sick of the life over there, and I wanted to be of some use here, instead of wasting all my days."
She stopped, resolved not to go on if he took this lightly, but the doctor answered her with sufficient gravity: "Well?"
"It seemed to me that if I could be of any use in the world anywhere, I could in the place where I was born, and where my whole childhood was spent. I"ve been at home a month now, the most useless person in Hatboro".
I did catch at the first thing that offered--at Mr. Brandreth and his ridiculous Social Union and theatricals, and brought all this trouble on myself. I talked to Mr. Peck about them. You know what his views are?"
"Only from Putney"s talk," said the doctor.
"He didn"t merely disapprove of the dance and supper, but he had some very peculiar notions about the relations of the different cla.s.ses in general,"
said Annie; and this was the point she had meant circuitously to lead up to when she began to speak of South Hatboro", though she theoretically despised all sorts of feminine indirectness.
"Yes?" said the doctor. "What notions?"
"Well, he thinks that if you have money, you _can"t_ do good with it."
"That"s rather odd," said Dr. Morrell.
"I don"t state it quite fairly. He meant that you can"t make any kindness with it between yourself and the--the poor."
"That"s odd too."
"Yes," said Annie anxiously. "You can impose an obligation, he says, but you can"t create sympathy. Of course Ralph exaggerates what I said about him in connection with the invited dance and supper, though I don"t justify what I did say; and if I"d known then, as I do now, what his history had been, I should have been more careful in my talk with him. I should be very sorry to have hurt his feelings, and I suppose people who"ve come up in that way are sensitive?"
She suggested this, and it was not the rea.s.surance she was seeking to have Dr. Morrell say, "Naturally."
She continued with an effort: "I"m afraid I didn"t respect his sincerity, and I ought to have done that, though I don"t at all agree with him on the other points. It seems to me that what he said was shocking, and perfectly--impossible."
"Why, what was it?" asked the doctor.
"He said there could be no real kindness between the rich and poor, because all their experiences of life were different. It amounted to saying that there ought not to _be_ any wealth. Don"t you think so?"
"Really, I"ve never thought about it," returned Dr. Morrell. After a moment he asked, "Isn"t it rather an abstraction?"
"Don"t say that!" said Annie nervously. "It"s the _most_ concrete thing in the world!"
The doctor laughed with enjoyment of her convulsive emphasis; but she went on: "I don"t think life"s worth living if you"re to be shut up all your days to the intelligence merely of your own cla.s.s."
"Who said you were?"
"Mr. Peck."
"And what was your inference from the fact? That there oughtn"t to be any cla.s.ses?"
"Of course it won"t do to say that. There _must_ be social differences. Don"t you think so?"
"I don"t know," said Dr. Morrell. "I never thought of it in that light before. It"s a very curious question." He asked, brightening gaily after a moment of sober pause, "Is that the whole trouble?"
"Isn"t it enough?"
"No; I don"t think it is. Why didn"t you tell him that you didn"t want any grat.i.tude?".
"Not _want_ any?" she demanded.
"Oh!" said Dr. Morrell, "I didn"t know but you thought it was enough to _give."_
Annie believed that he was making fun of her, and she tried to make her resentful silence dignified; but she only answered sadly: "No; it isn"t enough for me. Besides, he made me see that you can"t give sympathy where you can"t receive it."
"Well, that _is_ bad," said the doctor, and he laughed again. "Excuse me," he added. "I see the point. But why don"t you forget it?"
"Forget it!"
"Yes. If you can"t help it, why need you worry about it?"
She gave a kind of gasp of astonishment. "Do you really think that would be right?" She edged a little away from Dr. Morrell, as if with distrust.
"Well, no; I can"t say that I do," he returned thoughtfully, without seeming to have noticed her withdrawal. "I don"t suppose I was looking at the moral side. It"s rather out of my way to do that. If a physician let himself get into the habit of doing that, he might regard nine-tenths of the diseases he has to treat as just penalties, and decline to interfere."
She fancied that he was amused again, rather than deeply concerned, and she determined to make him own his personal complicity in the matter if she could. "Then you _do_ feel sympathy with your patients? You find it necessary to do so?"
The doctor thought a moment. "I take an interest in their diseases."
"But you want them to get well?"
"Oh, certainly. I"m bound to do all I can for them as a physician."
"Nothing more?"
"Yes; I"m sorry for them--for their families, if it seems to be going badly with them."
"And--and as--as--Don"t you care at all for your work as a part of what every one ought to do for others--as humanity, philan--" She stopped the offensive word.
"Well, I can"t say that I"ve looked at it in that light exactly," he answered. "I suspect I"m not very good at generalising my own relations to others, though I like well enough to speculate in the abstract. But don"t you think Mr. Peck has overlooked one important fact in his theory? What about the people who have grown rich from being poor, as most Americans have? They have the same experiences, and why can"t they sympathise with those who have remained poor?"
"I never thought of that. Why didn"t I ask him that?" She lamented so sincerely that the doctor laughed again. "I think that Mr. Peck--"