Chapter 47
Existing (2)
“Mummy.”
Anonym turned towards her little man and smiled.
He was like an alarm to her, when he was asleep, she would lose herself to her hatred. When he was awake, she would finally gain her human self.
She picked up her two-year-old little man and pinched his cheeks, “Baby, you are awake!”
When she had found that she had gotten pregnant, her emotions had gone out of control. Hating herself for crying over small things, she tried not to think about it at all!
But this little tiny life, had been her saviour. Her hatred was still very deep and strong. But for some strange reason, she could not show this hatred to this little life.
This little life doesn’t know about such things. Nonetheless, Anonym had wanted to get rid of it many times. But…She hadn’t been able to. It was like a clinging sensation towards the child, that she knew that if she would let it go, nothing ever, would matter for a very long time.
The surprise of this tiny life being inside of her, had taken its toll on her. If she hadn’t a heart full of vengeance, she probably would have realized it earlier. But, of course, even if her little girl’s body had been thirteen, the body she had been in when she had been with Switch, was fully developed. As she had decided to stay in that body longer, she had to let go of the ‘Chains twin’ and have more power to sustain her shapeshifting longer.
Staying away from civilization, she became her own nanny and maid. Already she knew, through former life’s, how to look after her pregnant self. Luckily, it was very well and easy because of the art of Rejuvenation.
But, that hadn’t stopped her from becoming stronger. In those times, she did easier cultivation, leaving the harder ones until after she had given birth.
This child…He slept a lot at first, so she was happy. But as he started to get older, he started to stay up longer…But, she felt like she could step into a dream every now and then. This dream was to feel special and make her little man feel special. Not like any child used as a p.a.w.n, not like a child to gain another clan’s friendship or materials. This little man was…Well, she was going to make him strong too, perhaps the king of Roneglaise! Or a different world completely…Who knows…
“Mummy, hungry.”
Anonym smiled, she took him away from the mountain and went towards their hideout, not too far away. She didn’t delay and gave her son a spread of a feast that she had made for him.
If only she knew Switch had found out, she might have been ready for him to show himself in front of her!
“Why didn’t you tell me!”
Anonym looked up, shocked.
Switch walked right in to her cave, as it was his own. He looked at her, then shook his head in anger. For the first time, she felt like he was absolutely domineering and felt bad. She had never seen Switch so angry before!
Finally, he turned to the child that was eating.
In his past life’s he had children, quite a few times, but that was ages ago. Right now, he was in love with this woman and now…
Still shocked, Anonym stayed quiet. There were no words that she had for him. She had not wanted to think about him for ages. But…Since he was there, she did look at him, still trying not to think, she just continued to stare.
What made things harder, was that the memories she had, even if she didn’t think, those memories would flash through her mind without constraint…It’s him. His handsome face, his purple cloak. Why wasn’t he chuckling or smiling at her?
Switch didn’t look at her again, but pulled out his staff and took their child, then disappeared.
Anonym gaped. He just…Stole his own child! From…Me!
In a rage, Anonym ran out and then turned into an eagle. Wait till I find him!
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Actually, Switch hadn’t totally gotten over what he’d seen so far. Seeing her felt like the last couple of years were wasted. His feelings all came rushing back to him as though he’d seen her just a few days ago.
Seeing his own son come out was so amazing to him, that he felt like he’d gained something so enormous, he didn’t know what it was and then how to act!
Upon entering that cave, he just used his gut instinct and showed her anger and stole the kid! He knew it would make her angry, but so was he!
He hadn’t met his child before now, it was about time he made up for all that time that he wasn’t there for him. Not wanting to think about how she had been doing this, all alone with his son, he just focused on the fact that he was going to stay in this child’s life, and also that maddening woman’s life!
Seriously, all this time, since hearing that loud noise, he felt like he’s been happily become awake and swimming in honey. He didn’t mean all his actions, he knew deep down, he was really happy and just wanted to never lose her again.
Whatever it was that chased her away, he was determined now to bring her back and keep her by his side!