ANOTHER LIFE.
by Peter Anghelides
ONE.
You"ve never been the kind of soldier who would disobey a direct order. That"s about to change right now. Because here you are gripping the cold and pitted plastic of the steering wheel in a stolen Wolf Land-Rover. The Wolf is loaded with equipment, and you are staring into the barrels of two SA8O rifles. Those L85 individual weapons are what have stopped you driving the Wolf through the barracks" exit barrier. In the bright midday sunlight, the barrier"s tattered candy-stripe is still the most colourful thing among a swathe of brown earth, the dirty grey guard post, and the sentries" khaki uniforms.
You recognise both the soldiers who are aiming those rifles at you, of course. Privates Foxton and Kandahal. It"s only a few months since you first saw them in training, at the start of their twenty-four weeks. Ross Foxton looks the more nervous, with none of the c.o.c.ksure swagger of his first days at Caregan training camp. His pale face is flushed, threatening to match his cropped ginger hair.
Sujit Kandahal is shorter, stockier, dark in appearance and demeanour. He is bracing his feet in the dirt to steady his stance. He"s got a good grip on the weapon, he"s balanced well, and he"s positioned himself to your right with a clear view of you beyond the bonnet of the Wolf. In other circ.u.mstances, you"d tell him you were impressed. "Turn the engine off and step out of the vehicle with your hands raised. Sir," he adds, like an afterthought. Not used to giving orders. Especially to you.
You can feel the hunger rising again. So soon, much sooner than you"d thought possible. You try to swallow it down, and then watch for the reaction that this provokes in the sentries. Maybe Foxton interprets it as nerves, because he steps calmly to your left, some of that old confidence returning. "Sergeant Bee, you have to step out where we can see you." A clear, shouted statement. No hesitation in his Scots accent. You stare at the weapons, and don"t make eye contact with the soldiers. Your face is impa.s.sive. You"ll give them no more clues.
"All right," you say, calm and loud. "I"m coming out." You reach down. slowly, and kill the Wolf"s Rover V8 engine as easily as you"re going to kill one of these sentries.
As you step from the vehicle, you scoop up your Browning and slip it into the rear of your waistband. At nearly two pounds weight, it"s not comfortable or safe to hide the pistol there, but it"s out of Foxton and Kandahal"s line of sight.
The light wind wafts the sound of church bells to you from the local village, heralding the afternoon service as usual. You think: Time of death, twelve thirty.
No point in running. Just time for a quick smile. "See you again," you tell them brightly. "Soon."
The muscles in Kandahal"s forearm twitch. "I said hands in the air, Sergeant-"
Even before he"s finished speaking, you"ve brought the Browning around in a double-handed grip and loosed off two sh.e.l.ls in quick succession. The first takes Kandahal in the forehead, just below the badge on his beret, and he sprawls in an ugly pile on the tarmac.
Foxton still has you cold. You let him fire the killing shot, and hope for better luck in another life.
TWO.
"People live here," Jack Harkness said to Gwen as they stepped out of the Torchwood SUV.
"Yeah. Awful, isn"t it?" she answered. "Even when it"s gone eight o"clock in the rest of Wales, it"ll still be 1955 in Splott."
Jack looked at her sideways. "No, I mean they live live here." He gestured around the alley, at the concrete walls of the flats that stretched nine storeys above them on both sides. "They don"t just exist. They breathe. They love. Play, decide, plan, laugh, screw. It has the smell of life." here." He gestured around the alley, at the concrete walls of the flats that stretched nine storeys above them on both sides. "They don"t just exist. They breathe. They love. Play, decide, plan, laugh, screw. It has the smell of life."
"It has the smell of something else, if you ask me. Vomit and p.i.s.s."
"And just a dash of dog s.h.i.t," conceded Jack. "Labrador, I"d say."
"Now you"re just showing off."
"Well, watch your step. And you wanna take a look at him him while I check out the victim?" Jack pointed to a hunched figure opposite, and then strode off down the alleyway into the crime scene, his long military coat flapping around him. while I check out the victim?" Jack pointed to a hunched figure opposite, and then strode off down the alleyway into the crime scene, his long military coat flapping around him.
Police Constable Jimmy Mitch.e.l.l had his head in his hands when Gwen went over to him. She didn"t recognise him immediately. She only saw the burly policeman sitting on the kerb, where he clutched one leg of the nearby road sign as though he was frightened to let go. The uniform, the fluorescent jacket, should have given him an air of authority. Instead, he was like a lost child. His posture looked defeated and his peaked cap was discarded on the pavement beside him. There was a fresh pool of vomit near his feet. He looked up, and she almost didn"t know him then either, because his face was grey with shock. She"d worked for a while with Mitch.e.l.l on late patrols, weeks ago, the usual boring driving tour of night-time Cardiff, enlivened only by the chance to break up a bottle fight in a dingy pub at closing time.
"Mitch?" Gwen asked him. "Oh G.o.d, what"s happened to you?"
Mitch opened his mouth, but for a moment couldn"t speak. There were flecks of vomit in his moustache. He gestured wordlessly back down the alley. Should she leave him to take a look, or stay with him to make sure he wasn"t injured or badly in shock? An angry shout from Jack decided the matter, and she hurried down the alley to join him.
Jack stood by the corpse, his hands on his hips. He tilted his head up towards the blue afternoon sky and screwed up his eyes, whether from the bright sun or from sheer exasperation it wasn"t clear to Gwen. "What do you see?"
She studied the body. It lay supine, half on the pavement and half in the gutter. Legs folded over to one side, arms splayed out at shoulder height. The back of the head had leaked blood and brains into the roadway, and wetted the otherwise dried mud that caked the nearby drain. "Looks like the same cause of death as the others" she said.
"Look again."
Gwen took a broader view of the alley. "This is a new location. Still out of the way. Secluded. But further into town."
He dropped his gaze and his pale blue eyes stared directly at her. "Look again."
"Time of death must be early this morning."
He clucked his tongue. "Let"s leave that for Owen to decide at the autopsy. Now, look again."
Gwen stooped for a closer examination. The corpse"s lower face and chest were spattered with fresh vomit. Gwen coughed and gagged abruptly. "This is too recent. It wasn"t him."
"It wasn"t him, right," agreed Jack. He raised his voice to a shout. "It was someone else someone else who barfed over the evidence!" Gwen could see Mitch further up the alleyway, still staring silently at his own feet. "It was someone," Jack continued, "who had two corned beef sandwiches and a Tango Orange before he came on duty." who barfed over the evidence!" Gwen could see Mitch further up the alleyway, still staring silently at his own feet. "It was someone," Jack continued, "who had two corned beef sandwiches and a Tango Orange before he came on duty."
Gwen arched her eyebrows at him. "I don"t believe you can work that out from just looking at that pile of sick."
"It"s the smell," he told her.
"Dog s.h.i.t, vomit... Now I I feel sick." She hunkered down to examine the corpse again, unsure whether to breathe through her nose or her mouth in the process. The face seemed familiar. And why did she a.s.sociate that face with the smell of fish and raw meat? Not from the stench of Mitch"s acid vomit, that was certain. She could see that the victim had been a tattyhaired vagrant who looked much more than his teenage years. "The previous victims were older than this guy." feel sick." She hunkered down to examine the corpse again, unsure whether to breathe through her nose or her mouth in the process. The face seemed familiar. And why did she a.s.sociate that face with the smell of fish and raw meat? Not from the stench of Mitch"s acid vomit, that was certain. She could see that the victim had been a tattyhaired vagrant who looked much more than his teenage years. "The previous victims were older than this guy."
Gwen remembered where she"d seen this kid before. He"d been selling magazines by the covered market. He was one of the badged vendors who cheerfully cajoled shoppers to part with their money, and who didn"t scowl even when the pa.s.sers-by gave him the finger instead of cash. And now here he lay, dead in a grubby back alley in Splott. Someone or something had extinguished that lively look in his eyes by crushing the back of his skull. Crushing it so completely, Gwen already knew, that when they turned him over they would be able to see the cracked remains of his top vertebrae.
"Youngster." Jack nodded, satisfied. "Won"t be so hard for Tosh to cover up," cause he won"t be missed."
"He will be missed." Gwen was surprised how angry she felt about it. "He"ll be missed by me. I"ve seen him selling the Big Issue Big Issue in town." in town."
"So, what"s his name?"
"I don"t know what his-" She bit off the rest of her sentence. "That"s not what I meant, and you know it."
Jack smiled at her. Now she"d been working with him for a while, Gwen knew that he was trying to encourage her, not mock her. That still didn"t stop her feeling like he was patronising her. "It"s all relative," Jack said. "Which of us will be missed? And when? Next year? Ten years? A century? When they"re building the next Millennium Stadium, in Cardiff or whatever Cardiff has become by then, who will miss any of us?"
Gwen stood up again. "Don"t give me that "the universe is an atom in a giant"s fingernail" b.o.l.l.o.c.ks. If you exaggerate the context, of course nothing"s significant. What we do do is important. What Mitch does is important." She saw Jack puzzling over this. "Him, that poor policeman down there, staring at his own spew, he"s significant." As if to prove it, she began walking back to Mitch"s beaten figure. is important. What Mitch does is important." She saw Jack puzzling over this. "Him, that poor policeman down there, staring at his own spew, he"s significant." As if to prove it, she began walking back to Mitch"s beaten figure.
"Name any famous cop from two hundred years ago," Jack called after her.
"Robert Peel," she snapped back without having to think.
"Wrong. He was the Home Secretary. Go on, name anyone from his police force."
She faltered in her step, reconsidered, and kept walking.
"Joseph Grantham," Jack told her. "Who remembers him? He was the first officer killed on duty. People have moved on, many times over. They don"t care. They"re all living their own lives. Existing, breathing, s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g, remember? But see, that"s why I like you, Gwen Cooper. You do care. It"s at the heart of you. It motivates you. And it makes people see they can be better themselves."
"Sometimes I don"t think you care about anyone," she muttered. She was standing by Mitch again, helped him to his feet. She mimed "moustache" to him by waggling her finger under her own nose, and offered him a tissue to wipe away the vomit.
"C"mon, Gwen." Jack was calling her back.
"Have you radioed in?" she asked Mitch. He nodded mutely. "OK, I"ve got to go now. Sorry."
Jack was angling his mobile phone at the dead youngster. He had the mobile on speaker, so that he could talk to Toshiko at the same time as transmitting a crime-scene image back to her at the Torchwood Hub.
"... second one within a one-kilometre radius of his apartment. Starting to look like we"ve got our man, Tosh. So, where is he?"
"Working on it, Jack," Toshiko"s voice told him from the radio.
"Are these pictures any good? I mean for a.n.a.lysis, I wasn"t gonna get them printed up and framed for my desk back at the office. People hated that last time."
"They"re ideal," enthused Toshiko. "I can cross-reference the upload with structured information in pictures and captions from the Police National Database. Smart stuff they"ve got a multimedia setup that integrates the text, image, video and audio data at the level of the bit-stream so that they can be stored, accessed and processed by the same system."
Jack rolled his eyes. "I was interested right up to the point where you said "upload"."
Gwen tutted. "All the SOCOs I know would love that kind of system. Something that could identify patterns that link directly to individuals. Like persistent offenders whose patterns of offence haven"t been obvious to investigators."
Jack grinned at her. "Oh, you and Tosh were just made for each other."
A breeze was starting to lift litter down the narrow alley, and swirl it around their feet and onto the corpse. Sweet wrappers stuck in the blood and vomit.
Gwen studied the sky. Dark grey clouds were obscuring most of the blue now. "Weather"s deteriorating."
"Yeah," said Toshiko"s voice. "There"s a strange cold front over the city. Not what we"d expected from the forecast. Plenty of rain on its way, and the temperature"s unusual for this time of year. Low 60s. Like Owen"s IQ."
Jack pulled his collar up as the breeze stiffened. "OK, Tosh, your smart system has had plenty of time now. So where"s our killer?"
"Already left his office. Office mates said they thought he was going into the city centre, not back home. Then we lost his trail behind a lorry on the M4, and missed his exit junction."
"Options?"
"I"m trying to get to his secretary," said Toshiko. "And we"re still scanning for his car."
Jack considered the corpse at his feet. "All right, Gwen and I are going into the centre. Tosh and Owen, we need clean-up here for the corpse. Location..."
"Got it from your GPS signal," Toshiko said. "Post code CF24 9XZ. You"re in Gwion Lane, Splott."
Jack broke the connection, and started back towards the SUV. Mitch had got to his feet now, and stood to an awkward kind of attention as Jack and Gwen approached. This meant he stood between them and the Torchwood car.
"I radioed for back-up, and they"re on the way. Until then, anything I can do to help, sir?"
"Radio them again and cancel," Jack told him, "Torchwood will handle this now." Gwen saw Mitch"s face flush with embarra.s.sment. "Go ahead," Jack urged him. Mitch fumbled for his radio and did what he was told.
"You know," Jack said to Gwen, "I was kind of worried that we"d never find a big-boned policeman to vomit copiously on our victim and then cower on the pavement. But I was wrong. Here was Constable Mitch.e.l.l, ready to fill that vacancy."
Gwen prodded Jack in his side with an angry finger.
"All right," grumbled Jack. "Constable, keep any arriving bystanders away from the body until the Torchwood clean-up team arrive. And here..." From one of the flapped pockets in his greatcoat he pulled an evidence bag, transparent plastic with a coloured seal. He thrust it at the baffled policeman.
"Try not to throw up on anyone else."
All Gwen could do was smile an apology to Mitch as she climbed into the SUV. Jack swiftly dropped the car into reverse and the SUV"s tyres squealed their way back up through the trash-strewn alley. In the reflection of the side-mirror, Gwen watched Jimmy Mitch.e.l.l sink slowly back to the pavement, still clutching the plastic bag.
THREE.
They sat in the Casa Celi cafe and watched the street outside. Jack had previously brought the whole team here for what they"d all thought was an evening jolly, recognition for the hard work they"d put in during the Cyclops business, or maybe a bonding exercise. Fat chance, Gwen had realised afterwards it was just that Casa Celi afforded a clear view of The Hays shopping area, and it had been ideal for spotting a vagrant Weevil that Jack was hunting that evening. They should probably have guessed when they saw Jack was carrying the defensive spray and the hand-clamps, because they obviously weren"t designed for a fun night on the town. In the end, Gwen hadn"t even got to finish her antipasto.
Now they both took the same pavement table as that earlier night. A couple of city types striped shirts, pint gla.s.ses, clouded intellects sprawled at an adjacent table and leered at Gwen. Jack propped himself in a metal chair, still wearing his greatcoat but draping it so that the chair back was between his body and the coat.
By sitting next to him, Gwen got the same clear view of the street, ideal on a sunny day and still acceptable as the sky became more overcast and early evening began to draw in. There was a pre-storm smell in the air, "the ozone tang of unspent lightning" Jack had called it as they"d sat down. The tarmac released the day"s earlier heat. Shoppers bustled past with too little time and too many bags on their race back to the car parks against the coming rain.
A small knot of Merryhill pupils, still in school uniform, jostled past another group from Roath High. The early evening concert at the Millennium Centre must just have finished, thought Gwen, spilling a brawling crowd of secondary-school kids into the area on their way home. G.o.d, it was bad enough keeping them apart when they got older and got bladdered and went on the town. She hoped they weren"t going to have to keep them apart when they were in their early teens as well.
Then she remembered that wasn"t her job any more. And wasn"t sure whether to be sorry or just relieved.
She and Jack were served by the same good-looking waiter who had served Gwen on their last visit. Her mental notebook told her he was Enrico "Rico" Celi, early thirties, second-generation Welsh Italian, with almost stereotypical Latin looks but an incongruous South Coast accent. He"d inherited the cafe from his dad. Jack teased him that his tan was fading the longer he stayed in South Wales. Rico could swear in Welsh, Gwen discovered. But he didn"t seem to mind Jack slapping his backside as he stooped to deliver their drinks.
Gwen had a lemonade, ice and lemon, tall gla.s.s. Jack ordered a still water in a plastic cup. He paid for it as soon as it arrived by dropping money into the ashtray on the metal table. "Means I can get up and go whenever I need to. Rico"s too cute for me to rip him off," Jack explained to her when she asked. "Or steal one of his gla.s.ses."
Gwen fingered the coins in the ashtray. "Exact change," she noted. "No tip?"
"He"s not that cute."
Throughout this, Jack"s eyes never left the street. He obviously wasn"t going to let their target slip past unnoticed while Gwen was making polite conversation.
Gwen let her eyes linger on him for a while instead of the street. Jack had told her once that he drank water because it kept him hydrated, ready to leave at a moment"s notice. Apart from what he wore, and a few minor and rather odd artefacts back at the Hub, Jack didn"t seem to own anything. He was tall and broad, a big presence physically and personally. And yet if he disappeared he would leave little evidence behind. Though he would leave a large gap in her life.
A couple of months had pa.s.sed since she"d first become aware of Torchwood, but it might as well have been a lifetime. Jack was like the ideal boss she"d imagined back in the force. When she did the right thing, he told her. When she screwed up, he told her that too. That didn"t make it comfortable, but it meant she knew what was expected, understood it, accepted it. No soft soaping, no bulls.h.i.t. None of the fast-track b.o.l.l.o.c.ks she got from Inspector Morrison, no discussions about structured career paths for officers who showed "flair and potential". No courses on a.s.sertiveness without aggression. And no listening to fellow officers like Andy, bleating about the inadequacies of the system, giving her grief about being overtaken by smarta.r.s.e graduates who wouldn"t know an arrest form from their a.r.s.ehole.
She had no idea where this job with Torchwood was taking her. The more important thing was, she didn"t give a toss about that either. She only knew that she loved it. When had she last had to give evidence in court, escort a sc.u.mbag to the cells, go through the rigmarole of writing up a witness statement?