BEHIND THE MASK.
Board Resolution.
Joey W. Hill.
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Chapter One.
Savannah put down her briefcase in the immaculate powder room of Kensington & a.s.sociates and straightened before the mirror. When meeting with piranhas, it was important to look appetizing but not attainable. She wanted the hunger to be there, but restrained, her opponents recognizing the attractive armor for what it was. A mask for a predator as scary as themselves.
A necessary step when the piranhas were Matthew Lord Kensington and his management team, and the subject of the meeting had yet to be disclosed. Head simply issued an invitation to discuss a business opportunity over drinks at his office on Friday night. Knowing Matt, that meant gla.s.ses of water evenly s.p.a.ced around the formal conference room table.
She checked her makeup, the arrangement of her streaked blonde hair, the smooth fit of her mid-thigh skirt and the blazer over it. While her father hadnat believed in using blatant s.e.x to close a deal, head had no problem with strategically using the a.r.s.enal one had at hand, and that included oneas looks or charm. She had been blessed with an abundance of the former and head encouraged her to use it, though always sparingly.
Geoffrey Tennysonas Rule Twelve: People keep cla.s.s and elegance around them. Trash gets thrown away after it serves its purpose. The lace of her bra was faintly visible through her white silk blouse if one looked hard enough, and shead enjoy seeing Matt strain his eyes.
Their negotiations had always been cordial and lucrative, but shead seen the flare in his gaze when he thought head pressed an advantage on her, the tightening of his sensual lips when shead proved him wrong. She knew he loved it, how they sparred at a table and never could come away claiming anything other than a mutual victory. He craved that, she suspected, hungered to take something from her she wasnat willing to give. It made things flutter inside her to play the game, to fence and win a draw. Often she went home aching for something nameless, something she was afraid was the desire for him to outsmart her just once, to make her surrender.
If she was totally honest, her interactions with Matt were as close to having s.e.x as she ever got.
Savannah shook herself out of the odd direction of her thoughts, and was appalled to find the crotch of her panties damp. Appalled, but not surprised. He might be surprised though, if he knew how often shead curled into a fetal ball between her expensive sheets, her thighs squeezed together as she thought of that hard body between her legs, pounding into her, his hands clamped on her wrists, mouth ravaging her neck.
Perhaps it was the time of night making her think this way. A meeting at eight in the evening on a Friday turned her mind to frivolous thoughts, though she didnat know why. It wasnat as if shead be doing frivolous things. While she might have planned an outing with a carefully chosen escort to a gallery showing or movie premiere, that would have been to further the interests of Tennyson Industries. Otherwise, shead have been home, reviewing the upcoming weekas schedule and a.n.a.lyzing her recent decisions for flaws or holes.
Another of the twelve rules her father had drilled into her to guide every action and reaction. Theyad been posted on her bedroom wall like the Ten Commandments, ever since she was old enough to read. Tennyson Rule Eight: A good captain never stops going over every inch of the ship. Every once in a long while she might give herself a Friday night off to watch a movie shead rented. Shead view it from the couch in her fatheras studyaher study, now that he was gone.
This might have been such a night. It had been a hard week and she was feeling a bitawell, the armor was a little thin.
Even her disciplined soul wasnat immune to the flood of antic.i.p.ation that infused this Friday night with the sense of possibilities. The whole weekend stretched ahead like an adventure.
Mardi Gras had happened this week, and this corporate tower was still feeling the powerful vibrations from the celebration as much as the streets of New Orleans. Several strands of colorful beads and a feathered mask were placed as decoration on the vanity counter. It always bemused her why her father chose to keep their corporate headquarters here, versus New York or Chicago, but whenever she asked, head only said that New Orleans was a place where anything was possible. Head met her mother here, and she suspected the truth was to be found in that. She had died shortly after Savannah was born, of a virulent cancer that had been discovered while she was pregnant. Refusing treatment to protect her unborn child, Portia Tennyson had died nearly six months after the birth of her daughter. She left Savannah a locket containing a curl of her hair and a tiny folded piece of paper, with the scent of lavender and a short message.
You were worth it.
Her father had never liked her wearing the necklace, so until his death she kept it in her bedside table.
She took a deep breath, closing her eyes. Yes, a wise captain would have chosen tonight to stay on the ship, fight the battle Monday when there were fewer t.i.tillating portents in the air. The wild desires and dreams that Mardi Gras madness stirred up like a fairy dust storm could impair her judgment seriously. Especially with this particular man.
Regardless, shead accepted the invitation and chosen to come alone. She always negotiated with Matt and his Intimidation Team by herself, as if underscoring that she had no fear of any of them. Having spent most of her teen years apprenticing in Tennysonas corporate and manufacturing offices, she had no apprehensions about discussing any aspect of the business on her own. Shead been accepted a year early to a prestigious Ivy League school, finished the coursework and pa.s.sed the bar a year before her cla.s.smates. Serving the four subsequent years as a trial lawyer with a ruthlessly aggressive Washington firm her father had chosen had seasoned her enough to serve as his CFO. Shead had five years at his side in that capacity before head died, leaving her a relatively young but extremely capable CEO of a Fortune 500 company whose wealth and power was based in the male-dominated world of steel manufacturing.
Plus, if the desolate truth was known, shead become attached to working with Mattas team on their many mutual interests. She wanted to keep them to herself. As though shead adopted them as her family. Or not so much like a family as something more, something even stranger.
She choked on a laugh. She was definitely off her game tonight. Maybe Matt knew that Friday night, when the empty weekend yawned before her, was her most vulnerable time. The b.a.s.t.a.r.d seemed to know everything else. Their buildings, corporate high-rises, were just across the street from one another, and she wouldnat put it past him to have planted spies in her ranks.
Well, it was her challenge to show him he wasnat as smart as he thought he was. Then she could fill her weekend with victorious gloating.
Savannah gave herself one last appraising look. The jacket of the pale tan suit followed the shallow curve of her back, nipping in at the waist to flare out in two layers, like a modest bustle of an old-fashioned Victorian dress. The snug linen skirt revealed a teasing picture of the back of her thigh with the slit in back. Modest and professional, even to the faint whiff of perfume, the outfit was perfectly appropriate for a woman to be wearing after five in the evening. Shead left her hair clipped up on her head, but had loosened a few tendrils, giving her a softer look. She wanted to tease.
aBoys, youare goners,a she decided, but she knew there was only one man who mattered.
She clipped down the hall in her slender heels, the echo loud in the quiet building. Other evidence of the festivities that had occurred earlier in the week caught her attention as she pa.s.sed open office doors. Sparkling beads hanging on doork.n.o.bs or left across a desktop. The inexpensive plastic masks.
The security guard had indicated they were waiting for her on the top floor. When she rounded the corner and saw the conference room door open, she had to suppress a smile. While there were no water gla.s.ses on the table, a crystal pitcher and a tray of tumblers were within easy reach on a side credenza.
Then her attention flickered to the man sitting at the head of the table, and her amus.e.m.e.nt was swept away by something entirely different.
Matt Kensington was a powerful man on Wall Street, even from the distance of New Orleans. But what made him even more potent was that he was a physically dominating man. Over six feet tall, he had dark eyes, raven hair and a swarthy Italian complexion provided by his mother. However, his fatheras Texas roots ensured he had none of the prettiness of Italian men that could suggest weakness. Just all of their s.e.xual charisma.
Her blood hammered harder in her arteries when she saw he was alone, not flanked by his usual four-man management team. Though, regardless of who was in attendance, Matt always overwhelmed a room with his presence. Or maybe he just overwhelmed her.
Tennysonas Rule Two: Always be brutally honest with yourself. Otherwise, you wonat know the difference between the truth and a lie from anyone else.
Every detail of Matt spoke of power and discipline. From his charcoal gray suit that fit his broad shoulders to perfection, to the white line of his cuffs and the gleam of his Yale cla.s.s ring. Even his manicured nails in no way diminished the capable strength evident in those hands. His bent knee, visible over the edge of the table, hinted he had his foot braced on a leg of the table so he could lean his chair back. The pose was casual. Disarmingly so. She couldnat help it that her gaze strayed over the column of his thigh.
He rose as he always did, an act of Southern courtesy shead teased him about with appropriate feminist acidity. He did it for all women, but somehow the way he did it for her, with his gaze locked on hers as he rose, always set b.u.t.terflies in her stomach into a tailspin. He didnat smile, those firm lips and aristocratic nose an inspiration for a sculptor trying to depict a warrior king.
It was an apt comparison. The elegance of the board room was a faade. Strip it away, make it the walls of a tent, then prop armor, shields and swords against the wall, and its nature would not change. It was the domain of a conqueror, and every time she came here, she felt it. His desire to claim, control, invade. Head managed the last, for head captivated her mind, but she could accept that.
Tennyson Rule Three: Accept your weaknesses and, if you canat fix them, compensate for them.
Cleopatra had been no different. She always knew she walked the knife edge between holding the reins and being the spoils of war. Savannah surmised that the Egyptian monarch had kept to the upper side of the knife by being queen first and woman second. If shead ever forgotten that, had let her womanas desires completely take her over, her allure to a man of power like Marc Anthony and Caesar would have been fleeting, a piece of candy consumed and forgotten.
Savannah ignored the twist of pain and fatigue such a thought gave her. An emotional reaction, and one she wouldnat indulge. Men like Matt sought the powerful woman, but a woman wanted a man with whom she could be just a woman occasionally. The problem was that Savannah only wanted a man like Matt. The chicken and egg dilemma of human nature.
She gave a mental shrug, set her briefcase on the table. aWhere are your child prodigies, Matthew?a His wunderkind, they were called. Lucas. Jon. Ben. Peter. The young, hungry men who supported him in the world of manufacturing, now a very dynamic area since technology changed the production playing field almost on a daily basis. They were all attractive twenty- and thirty-somethings who worked hard in the office and played hard in the gym. She wondered if, like a wolf pack, they showered and slept together, and was instantly amused and aroused by the visuals conjured by the thought.
Yes, Savannah, youare definitely in a strange mood tonight.
Matt had yet to speak, and there was something in his eyes. Something similar to what shead recognized there before. But tonight it was more direct. Unleashed. For a despicably weak moment, she was glad the length of the table was between them.
Okay, Savannah, enough daydreaming. Time to get a grip or he is going to eat you alive.
And that was entirely the wrong thought, because it summoned a flood of images so powerful they shuddered through her body. She closed her hands on the briefcase to cover the reaction, as if it were a shield she could use against his overpowering attraction.
aYou call me Matthew just to irritate me.a aWould you prefer Mr. Kensington? Or perhaps Lord Kensington?a She added the last in a saccharine tone.
It was a standing joke in the corporate circles, the use of his middle name, bandied about equally as an admiring quip or a bitter insult.
He did not laugh. In fact, he seemed to consider the notion, then his gaze centered on her in a way it had never done before. Perusing her in detail, his attention moved from her face to her throat, pausing over the frantically beating pulse, before continuing down to her b.r.e.a.s.t.s, the indentation of her waist, the flare of her hip, just visible to the right of the briefcase. She suppressed the urge to shift out of view.
aIf you like,a he said at last. His grin was quick and unexpected. Feral. Pure s.e.x. And it made her focus flounder in a wash of heat. aBut I think I prefer Master, or my lord, if youare using it.a She blinked. aIam sure you would.a aWhile weare on the subject, your name is an interesting one.a He seated his hip on an edge of the table. The way he was looking at her across the dimly lit room made her feel the table was not that much of a barrier after all, and that the protection of her briefcase was laughable at best.
aIt doesnat suggest a hard-edged business woman, someone able to shrivel a manas t.e.s.t.i.c.l.es with a glance, though I have seen you do that. Almost as often as Iave seen you arouse my men with the simple scent of your perfume, or a glimpse of those killer legs. Particularly when you lean back and cross them so modestly, and you show just the hint of the lace top of your stocking before itas gone, like a mirage to a man dying of thirst.a Savannah stayed stock-still, her fingers gripping the handle of her case. aAre you making a point, Matthew, or have you lost your mind?a aWeare discussing names, I believe, and my point is that a name very much reflects who a person is, deep inside. Savannah suggests a soft, giving woman. When I look at you, Savannahaa He paused, lingering over the name, making a flush rise on her neck. aaI see you waking up in my bed, the cotton sheets caught between your calves, that soft, luscious body molded by a satin sheath with spaghetti straps. One of those straps is falling off the shoulder, so your breast is almost completely exposed, though just not quite. And when I come to you, touch you, make you smile, all that fine, beautiful hair is rumpled and framing your faceaa His gaze flickered over the loosened tendrils that she suddenly wished she had not drawn free of her usually impeccable twist.
She pulled the briefcase off the table, a jerk of motion so he wouldnat see that her hand was shaking. Men did not affect her that way. aI donat know what this is, Matthew, but itas not a business meeting. Iam leaving.a aSit. Down.a The snap of his voice caused her to jump, which made her angry, frosted her voice. aI beg your pardon?a He straightened off the table, one lithe, quick movement, but his steps toward her were measured, the intent but slow paces of a wolf stalking prey. Or in his case, a shark, those dark glittering eyes promising no mercy.
aYou heard me. Sit your pretty a.s.s down, now, or Iall wear it out so you canat sit for a week.a Shock gripped her, both at the words and at the serious intent in his eyes, which told her he very likely meant the astounding thing he had just said. She should be giving him a disdainful look, turning and making her exit, but she couldnat make her feet move. As if his words were a lightning bolt that had immobilized her in a crackle of powerful current that charged her entire body, all the cells vibrated with apprehension and something else, something rising in her, responding to him and his ridiculous words.
He took another step toward her. Then another. aYou drive a man to distraction. Not just the sneaky bit of leg, but that drape of neckline revealing a tiny cup of lace just barely holding your breast in when you lean forward to make a point. The way you touch your hair just behind your ear, lightly, or moisten your lips when you talk.a aStop it,a she whispered. aStop.a But he didnat. Not his forward movement or his words. aThatas the thing. Youare teasing my men, but youare challenging me. From the first moment we met, youave known you were mine. Every negotiation has been a dare, a taunt. You want me to prove Iave got what it takes to make you submit, claim whatas been mine all along.a Why was her pulse pounding like she was hearing a terrible truth instead of the ravings of a lunatic?
aYouare a tough nut to crack, arenat you, little girl?a He was almost around the table, and still she couldnat move. His footfalls were silent, hushed in the carpet.
aDonat call me that.a aOh, thatas right.a He nodded, dark brows drawing down like the shadow of a hawkas wings. aYouare not a little girl. Youave never been a little girl. Groomed from birth to take the reins of your fatheras empire. Daddyas closer all your adult life, and then you stepped right into his shoes when he died. Youave never allowed yourself to be vulnerable, never allowed yourself to be a woman, never daring to risk it. Youave become so good at it you donat even know you have a warm, wet, soft p.u.s.s.y, aching for a c.o.c.k. My c.o.c.k.
aTell me, little girl. What would you do right now if I turned you over my knee and gave you a spanking?a Shead gone from shock to fury, and she didnat care what game he was playing or the fact her panties were soaked and her hands were damp with nervous perspiration.
Yes, she had a subliminal awareness of what the slit of a skirt or a glimpse of cleavage would do to powerful men, had even enjoyed fleeting thoughts of them struggling to focus, though shead never gone so far as he had intimated. Shead never imagined the crude reality of erections distracting them under the table.
That subliminal awareness was part of the charge. s.e.x and negotiation. Power. Control.
Her eyes widened at the connection, the understanding of her own bodyas unexpected response. This was the same as a negotiation, only head taken it to a whole new level. A level on which she had almost zero experience, and he knew it.
Her eyes narrowed and her lips firmed. Head changed the game level, but not the game itself.
She didnat know what Matt was up to, but shead beaten him before. She could beat him at this as well, whatever it was. Make it to a draw, with both parties satisfied. Business played the way they normally played it was as much of a rush as s.e.x, and the line could get thin between the two. She understood that, gripped the truth of it like a lifeline to steady herself.
aWhat would I do if you tried to spank me? I think Iad leave a nice set of scars down that handsome jaw of yours.a aYou like to fight, donat you? Letas really fight, then.a His voice dropped to a rumble that sounded suspiciously like a growl. aTear at me, leave behind the civilized faade that we pretend to have at this table. Go for it. Fight me. Because come h.e.l.l or high water, Iam going to have you tonight. Take you right here in this room, and have you call me Master.a aI think those giant b.a.l.l.s youare rumored to have are going to be rolling around the floor first.a aHmm.a One black brow now arched and the dark eyes glittered like coal exposed to candlelight. aIave never heard you be crude, Savannah. But you probably donat realize thatas not really your way, do you? Youave been meeting someone elseas expectations so long youave never developed an ident.i.ty of your own. Geoffrey engineered the perfect chameleon, straight from his loins. If youad submit to me, maybe you could find out who you really are.a aUsing personal insults to get a woman to spread her legs for you. Thatas a unique come-on. Iave got things to do, Matthew. Good night.a aYouare not leaving.a As he loomed over her, oddly she chose that moment to notice how white his shirt was, fresh and pressed. She knew how that would smell, the clean starch of a well-laundered shirt. The smell of him beneath it. His hair was shaved perfectly at the nape and she wondered how that would feel beneath her fingertips, how those big, restless hands would feel on her body, what he could do to her with that unsmiling mouth. She could almost feel her skin p.r.i.c.kle in antic.i.p.ation of the rasp of the five oaclock shadow.
She was a chameleon. He was right about that. Tennyson Rule Four: Never show fear.
She couldnat go around him, and she had a momentary, dangerously appealing image of a desperate feint to scurry for the elevator. She quelled the ridiculous image and the apprehension that had fueled it, and set her briefcase deliberately back on the table. She faced him, her back straight, hands at her sides. aFine, then. Youare right, Matthew. Weare two adults. We have a s.e.xual attraction. Itas obvious. Letas relieve it. Weall have s.e.x, get it out of the way. Iam sure youave indulged the itch as often as I have on a boring Friday night.a Coal became fuel with fire. She was reminded of that by the expression that flared in his dark eyes, even though his voice remained mild. Dangerously so.
aThatas good, Savannah. Very good. But I donat want to scratch an itch.a He closed that last step and his arm went around her waist, his other to her hair. He yanked out her barrette in a rough motion that sent her hair tumbling down, around her face and over one eye. She would have shaken it back, but he immediately had a fistful of it and yanked it, letting her feel the brute strength that was his to command. aYou wonat make any more references to anyone youave ever f.u.c.ked. Youare mine, Savannah.a aGo to h.e.l.l,a she snapped, and gasped as his mouth came down on hers, hard, hot and hungry, his hands still tight on her hair and waist.
At the first touch, she knew shead lost the edge. He was pure male beast, heat and superior strength. All the images shead fantasized late at night in her lonely bed, with him as the center feature, now flooded her senses. Fantasy combined with reality to make her weak, out of control. His tongue caressed hers with a skill that let her know what he could do with it elsewhere, but he wasnat seducing her. He was taking over, demanding unconditional surrender.
But you only surrendered unconditionally if you had no weapons left, and she sure as h.e.l.l wasnat there yet.
She bit down on his tongue, got her hands in between them and shoved at his face to break away. When she wrenched away, he tore her blouse open, revealing flesh barely confined in the shelf cups of the lacy bra, as he had described them. Savannah slapped him, used her nails with pleasure to draw blood. He caught her wrist before she could jerk back and, despite her struggles, he brought that hand back to his face, rubbed her fingertips in the welts. Taking three of the fingers into his mouth, he slowly sucked at his blood and her flesh, freezing her in place with the sheer ferocity of the gesture, the flame in his eyes as he did it.
She had known he was fit, toned. She hadnat realized he was so b.l.o.o.d.y strong. Catching her other wrist, he swung her around and pinned her against the wall, pressing his body against the full length of hers, lifting her. As he came up against her, he insinuated his knee between hers so her snug skirt rode up at pressure of his leg. With her toes stretched to hold onto the floor, her p.u.s.s.y was her center of gravity, pressed hard against the muscular length of his thigh. She automatically tightened her muscles to hold her balance, and the feel of that, the close relation it had to clamping her thighs around his hips, made her breath leave her. She yanked at her wrists, her legs thrashing, but he simply held her in place. She bent her fingers back into claws, prepared to strike if he gave her the chance.
With his gaze never leaving hers, he brought one set of those sharp fingertips back to his face.
She stopped struggling, realizing she was just wasting energy she might need when he shifted his grip and gave her another opening. It was senseless to fight him on ground where he had the advantage. She had to wait for the weak moment.
At least thatas what she told herself, to explain why she suddenly went so still, like a frozen rabbit, as the hunter took her hand into his mouth again, stroking the tender crevices between her fingers with tender touches of his tongue, down to the palm. Down to the sensitive pulse point of her wrist. Her hand now curled over his eye and nose, her nails within a lash length of his vulnerable brown iris, and she could not make herself move. Her heart hammering against her ribs, she could only stare at him.
aThis is rape,a she managed.
aNo, itas not. Youare not trembling because of that. Youare the type of woman whoad fight a mugger to the death to keep his filthy fingers off your Rolex, and just be p.i.s.sed off if he pulled a gun.a He feathered the knuckles of his free hand down her cheek, startling her. aIf thereas one thing about you that scares me, Savannah, itas that.a aIam not afraid of you.a aYes, you are. Youare afraid Iall make you do and feel things you donat let yourself feel. Youare afraid if you expose your throat, Iall rip it out. You donat believe you can trust anyone, especially a lover.a aWe arenat lovers, Matthew.a aYou are such a liar.a The offensive words were spoken softly, like a caress against her skin, putting her further off balance. Pressing her up against the wall, he rubbed his thigh, slow and strong, against her mound. Her feet left the floor, his grip on her wrists her only way of staying upright, a precarious position that made her thighs clamp harder around his, increasing the pressure of her c.l.i.t against lean muscle. aWeave been lovers since the moment we met, the first time we sparred at a conference table.a His face and lips had somehow gotten closer, so his cheek was now almost against hers, his five oaclock shadow sliding along her jawline, his breath tickling her ear. aEvery offer and counteroffer has been a thrust and withdrawal, a teasing foreplay that you felt as much as I did. You think I didnat notice when youad lean back in your chair and cross your legs, like you were listening to me make a point, but I saw the slight tightening of your thighs. You were aroused and indulging the sensation, giving your p.u.s.s.y a sweet, secret squeeze.a Savannah drew in a shuddering breath as he pressed his lips just beneath her ear, his hair brushing the side of her face. Her hands balled into fists of need rather than anger.
aOr that time you stood at my shoulder, leaning over to point out something in a report. You had your hand on the back of my chair, and your blouse fell open just a bit, like the petals of a flower, showing me that ripe breast. I inhaled the smell of your perfume, imagined you touching yourself there with the wand of your perfume bottle first thing in the morning. When I let out that breath, the heat of it touched you. Your nipple got tight. When you straightened, I saw it pressing against your blouse, even through your bra.a aI donat know what youare talking about.a She jerked her head away from his mouth and swung, knocking him smartly in the temple. Seizing his ear between her teeth, she bit.
He snarled and she twisted, thrashed, threw them both off balance. She managed to scramble off his thigh, but her heel twisted and she went to one knee. He was on her in a second. Amazingly, she thought she heard him chuckle, but that turned into an oath as she palmed her fist and elbowed him in the chest when he tried to pounce on her. She spun to her feet and had a flash of that clean white shirt shead admired earlier as he caught her by the hips and lifted her, maneuvering her onto her back on the slick surface of the table. Keeping himself between her thighs, he locked her wrists down with his hands as he leaned over her, breathing hard.
The position rucked her skirt all the way to her hips and his eyes coursed over the lace thigh-highs, the swatch of white lace panties. aCla.s.s and elegance, wrapped in a f.u.c.k-me-if-you-got-the-b.a.l.l.s package. So what about it, Savannah?a He moved against her, and his hard c.o.c.k rubbed the damp crotch of her panties through his trousers. aHave I got the b.a.l.l.s to f.u.c.k you, make you scream for me? Whether you want to or not?a He was taunting her, and she wanted to hate him, be repulsed by him. aIall scream if I want to scream. You wonat have anything to do with it.a She bit back a gasp as he released her wrists and caught her by the back of the neck, one large palm supporting her skull as he lifted her up against his chest, bringing them eye to flashing eye.
aYouall scream for me, even though you donat want to. Youall beg, despite the fact every cell of your stubborn, rebellious mind will be telling you not to do so. Before this evening is over, youall belong to me, heart, body and soul, and youall be cursing me, even as you accept that youall never be free of my claim on you again.a aStop it, Matt.a aNo.a But his tone gentled, as if, by her use of the shortened version of his name, she had alerted him to her desperation, the sudden vulnerability that leaked through her armor and made her doubt herself.
aYou know what I fantasize about sometimes, Savannah? Iam sitting at the head of that table, listening to my team give me a report on somethinga h.e.l.l, anything. Could be the weather in Shanghai, for all I care.a A light smile touched his lips, simple, startling her with its ease in comparison to the intensity of the past few moments. aI have you sitting on my lap, and youare completely naked, your arms bound behind your back. That tight little a.s.s of yours is squirming against my c.o.c.k because Iam fondling your b.r.e.a.s.t.s, just idly stroking the curves, caressing the nipples, pinching them, watching you get more and more aroused.a He slid his arms around her back, anchoring her against his chest, banding her to him with those long arms. His mouth took hers again. She pushed against his shoulders with the heels of her hands, but he only deepened the kiss, widened her mouth with the pressure of his, delving deep into her, his tongue exploring every moist crevice. She could have pulled his hair, twisted, done several things to buck the embrace, but being in Matt Kensingtonas embrace did not suggest battle. It screamed for surrender.
Savannah ignored that path, but compromised with a momentary cessation of hostilities to experience the most potent mouth shead ever tasted, or been tasted by. Not that shead really tasted many, but this one had to be exceptional. She came to that conclusion from the simple realization that if there were menas mouths more potent, there would have been reports of women dying from experiencing them like this.
When he lifted his head and they stared into each otheras eyes, his lips wet with her mouth, she could not say her body was her own. It seemed to have melted into soft pliancy against every hard curve of his, and her p.u.s.s.y throbbed against the hard reminder of his c.o.c.k. A disturbing reminder, a return to the reality of what he wanted from her today. The impossible.
She was making more of this than there was. Her hormones hadnat been indulged often enough, and Matt had hit the right b.u.t.tons. She repeated it to herself fiercely, though her mind screamed that she had just drop-kicked Rule Two, always be honest with yourself, right out of the ballpark. Or was it Rule One?
As if he were reading her thoughts, his voice dropped to a rough whisper. aYou said a moment ago youare willing to have s.e.x. Why are you fighting me?a She managed a shrug, not an easy body language to pull off with her body shaking and her chest heaving with the exertion of their struggle. aIf you want to fill tonightas dance card, then I had to make sure you worked for it.a His lips curved up in something that would have been a smile if it wasnat so cold and deliberate. aYou deny thereas anything special between us.a It was a statement, not a question.
aThatas your arrogance talking, Kensington. Nothing is between us but l.u.s.t and about a hundred million in costs in three start-up ventures. You want me, and itas the hunt thatas got you so worked up. Tomorrow, when weave sated it, you wonat even remember. Weall get an equal thrill from seeing that steel prices went down.a aThen I suppose Iall have to show you that, even though your body can be pleased in other ways, your mind and heart have only one avenue to fulfillment. Iam going to straighten up now and lay your wrists on the table on either side of you.a He unfolded her arms from her chest between them and did just that, stretching them out and placing her wrists against the smooth table surface. aI want to unfasten your bra and see your b.r.e.a.s.t.s. If you move your wrists, lift them from the table, I will spank you. Iall turn you over, pull those pretty panties to your knees and make your a.s.s rosy with the palm of my hand. Iall enjoy it.a His voice lowered, his eyes glittering with purpose. aSo do me a favor and disobey.a She set her jaw, lifted her chin. aYouare a pig. If youare going to do this, donat play your sick games. Just do it. You might be better than myavibrator, but I doubt it.a aJust any guy will do, if his c.o.c.k is hard enough?a She managed to keep her voice from breaking, but she suspected only a lifetime of discipline made it possible. aIam sure you can get me off easy enough. Youave had the practice. Iam just another Friday night paper doll f.u.c.k to you, same as you are to me. Change the hair, clothes, shoes. Same person, forgettable after itas over.a aI see.a With a warning glance to reinforce his earlier threat, he spread open her torn blouse. It was a back fastening bra, but he simply took hold of the piece connecting the cups in the front and tore it, holding the tension on the two separated cups so she was arched off the table. His c.o.c.k, still pressed against her through his clothing, slid an inch along her panties at the change in position. When he looked at her exposed b.r.e.a.s.t.s, to her shame, the nipples were elongated and erect, as if begging for attention. As he lifted her, her wrists slid along the table, but did not leave it, as if they were chained to the table in reality. Her hips wanted to move, to writhe against him to relieve the painful build up of pleasure vibrating along the nerves between her p.u.s.s.y and abdomen.
She tried to keep an indifferent look on her face, though she was perilously close to losing control completely. What she wanted to do was scream, fight him with everything she had just to get away from him and what he was doing to her. He seemed determined to take her choice away from her. Her body and mind were getting lost beneath that intent gaze and s.e.xy firm mouth, both of which gave her imagination a thousand ideas, just watching them as he studied her.
aI knew this would be difficult.a His gaze never left the quivering slopes of her b.r.e.a.s.t.s, the upward tilt of her rib cage. aAnd I prepared for it. You say youall f.u.c.k me because Iave turned you on, but it could be me or any other guy to scratch your itch. Is that right?a aAre you having a hearing problem?a she retorted. aThat about sums it up.a aThen I guess Iall have to back you down and prove you wrong.a He bent close to her. aYou want me with a hunger so bad youall tear my flesh off my bones to crawl inside me. I know it, have known it for months, and so have you.a aYoua"a aDo you want me to hurt you, Savannah? Is that preferable to me being gentle, tender with you? Cherishing you? You wonat make me rush this. And one other thing.a She felt like a desperately cornered mouse staring into a hawkas eyes. aI wonat let you out-negotiate me. There is no draw. Tonight youall surrender to me completely and give me everything I ask for. And Iall make you glad you did.a aYou wish,a she said, more faintly than shead intended. A light smile touched his mouth, but something else was in his eyes, more frightening than hard purpose. He cupped her face in both hands. aYou can fight me, scratch at me with your nails or that biting sarcasm of yours, but I wonat hurt you, Savannah. Except in ways that will bring you pleasure. And Iam not ever going to let anything else hurt you again. Youave already had your quota of pain for one lifetime.a aNo.a aYes. And itas time for you to realize that.a His hand reached under her, one hand coming around her back to hold her up as he smoothly unb.u.t.toned the top b.u.t.ton of the skirt, lowered the zipper, his fingers sliding down the satin-covered crease of her b.u.t.tocks as if they had every right to be there.
She did want to have s.e.x with him, so why not just help him along, get it over with? Why stay rigid under his touch now?
Because he wanted more than that, and he wasnat asking. He was taking, stripping off more than her clothes, and it frightened her in a way the physical discrepancies in their strengths did not. She understood everything about how this moment had come about, had enough of a history with him to know tonight wasnat about rape. He wouldnat force her if her body said no, but he had to realize, when his hand slid lower, smoothed over her p.u.s.s.y and found the crotch of her panties wet to the touch through the satin, that her body was screaming for him.