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Gu Hai crawled on the bed, then he hugged the blanket together with the person inside.

“I’m broken hearted.”

“Okay.” [*]

Gu Hai thought, Bai Luo Yin would say something like “You still have me” or that kind of moving words that would stir his emotion, who would’ve thought that he would just casually replied with “ng” like this.

“Can’t you comfort me a little? I caught both of them inside a hotel room.”

“Ng.”

Gu Hai let go of his hands that was embracing Bai Luo Yin, then rolled himself to Bai Luo Yin’s side, his facial expression was very gloomy, his breath was loud and heavy.

Bai Luo Yin then turned his body, he flicked his finger on Gu Hai’s forehead.

“Are you angry, Wu Da Lang?” [1]

This made Gu Hai choke, Wu Da Lang…. Have you ever seen any Wu Da Lang that’s tall, rich, handsome, like me? [2]

Gu Hai turned his body and then he lay on top of Bai Luo Yin’s body, his hand choked Bai Luo Yin’s neck, angrily said, “You’re not even comforting me, and still making fun of me?”

“Why do you have to be comforted? I didn’t see you’re sad that much.”

Gu Hai’s body gradually fell down, he leaned his head on Bai Luo Yin’s shoulder, he had a hurt expression on his face.

“How can I be not broken-hearted? It’s three years….”

“Stop wasting time lying to yourself!” Bai Luo Yin hammered Gu Hai’s back with his hand, “Ask your conscience, are you feeling sad or angry?”

Actually about this matter, Gu Hai had been thinking about it on the way here, when he saw Jin Lu Lu and that guy were together in a same room, he was extremely depressed. But in the end, where did this  depression eventually come from? Is it because he hates to let it go? Is it because his heart was ripped apart? Those descriptions didn’t feel quite right. But the most direct pain he felt definitely came from his trampled dignity, any guy wouldn’t be able to bear this kind of humiliation. So his mood was controlled by anger back then.

Of course, Gu Hai definitely couldn’t tell this to Bai Luo Yin.

“I am really sad.”

Bai Luo Yin suddenly pushed Gu Hai some distance away from him, raised his upper body slightly, and placed his head on Gu Hai’s chest.

Gu Hai’s heart began to beat faster immediately. This… What is he doing? Is he doing this to comfort me?

Bai Luo Yin soon left Gu Hai’s body, and rested his head on his pillow.

“I heard it. Your conscience is scolding you.”

“…” Gu Hai laid back on top of Bai Luo Yin, said with weak voice mixed with a bit begging tone, “Comfort me.”

Bai Luo Yin sighed, his hand patted Gu Hai’s back, “Wu Da Lang! Listen to your brother. Don’t take it to your heart…”

Gu Hai suddenly bit Bai Luo Yin’s shoulder.

Bai Luo Yin’s fist swept on Gu Hai’s neck, “Are you a dog?”

Gu Hai smiled, the problems that has been occupying his mind seemed to have been untied in the middle of their fight. Maybe it should be like this between guys. No pretentious comfort needed. No need to embrace each other while weeping bitter tears. As long as you understand me enough, as long as I can feel your concerns, no matter how big the disappointment is, everything will pa.s.s after patting each other’s shoulders.

“Tomorrow is Aunt Zhou restaurant’s grand opening” Bai Luo Yin placed his hand under his head, said lightly.

Gu Hai ruefully said a sentence, “So fast? Is everything ready over there?”

“More or less, tomorrow let’s go there together to take a look.”

Gu Hai rubbed Bai Luo Yin’s face happily, “It’s not tomorrow, it’s today. It’s almost daybreak.”

Upon hearing Gu Hai’s words, Bai Luo Yin then came to realize that, I unexpectedly waited for him for so long…

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Translator Note:

[1] Wu Da Lang (武大郎) is an ugly character from a famous chinese novel t.i.tled Water Margin (水滸傳) who was murdered by his wife and a man she had affair with.

[2]高富帅: is a slang, each word literally means tall, rich, and handsome. or Mr Perfect.

[*] 嗯 there are many ways to p.r.o.nounce this Chinese characters, but in general when used as Chinese exclamative particles, this character is used to express an approval or agreement. When used as interjection, this character can represent words like “Okay” and “Yeah”.

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