Are You Addicted?

Translator: NancyEditor: Sae

WARNING! 18+

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Gu Hai dragged the upper half of Bai Luo Yin’s body on top of his own into an embrace before wildly sealing his lips with kisses. These fierce yet saccharine kisses were akin to an impending storm, cl.u.s.tered with violent wind and rain as it motioned toward Bai Luo Yin, seeking to wholeheartedly crush him. With his cheeks blushing hotly and the heat between their bodies seemingly travelling through his veins, warming him, Bai Luo Yin was unable to control his breathing. He felt a rush of euphoric bliss envelop him, making his heart sing with pure joy. All he could do was hold his breath and enjoy the deep feeling of love and affection that flowed from Gu Hai to him with every silent yet intensive touch.

Words cannot define or explain the feelings and longing that burned pa.s.sionately in Gu Hai, nearly stifling his heart. Now, he only wanted to love him dearly, without any reservations, without any limitations, without invisible strings tied to their hands in a bitter attempt to control them. He yearned to hold and take possession of him once again, and to make him understand he is no longer alone. In all the years, they have anxiously pined for each other, their minds constantly reveling with thoughts of each other……finally, not only has their bodies and minds become one, their hearts and souls has also sewn together.

Once their lips hesitantly parted, Bai Luo Yin roughly rested his body on top of Gu Hai, vehemently pressing his lips firmly on the other’s body before biting and nibbling every part inch by inch. All the while Gu Hai’s mischievous hands ravaged Bai Luo Yin’s a.s.s, and the sensation that drugged him into ecstasy was beyond description. The t.i.tillating feeling skated up his spine, inveigling shivers out of Gu Hai to the point he even wanted to move close and take a big bite, just to taste if it was as luscious as he had imagined.

While those thoughts steeped his mind, Bai Luo Yin brazenly sucked Gu Hai’s left nipple, wickedly yet sensually flicking the tip of his tongue back and forth until the little nub peaked and hardened. Warm lips then pressed against the other nub, lightly gnawing and kissing it as he rolled his tongue over to heal it. In seconds, Gu Hai’s breath became coa.r.s.e, the intoxicating feeling of diving head first into an erupting volcano and most of all, the way Bai Luo Yin’s tongue seem to sink into his skin, turned the galaxies in circles. The teasing play was long and his mouth is hot, causing Gu Hai’s two hands – that were gently kneading Bai Luo Yin’s a.s.s cheeks – to suddenly intensify. Feeling the slight pain blade through his nerves, Bai Luo Yin roaming carefree kisses halted before his teeth fiercely sunk into Gu Hai’s sensitive waist.

Having been attacked, Gu Hai abruptly burst into laughter. One of his temerarious hand reached into Bai Luo Yin’s boxer shorts and gripped the little beast that had been riding rock hard against his belly the entire time. Gu Hai began to stroke it from the root to the tip in a very slow and tantalizing manner that tests one’s patience.

Evident from the way he trembled, and the slight movements he made as to kept the contact between their bodies at bosom, Bai Luo Yin was utterly aroused. His skin was draped with urgency and sheer excitement that sparked even the particles in the air to cling closely to him, soothing him. His back straightened as he shifted up a bit, trying to press his own hardened c.o.c.k even closer to Gu Hai’s stroking hand. His waist was arrantly charmed with its own will as he increased the movement, a most sultry indication for Gu Hai to speed up. However, Gu Hai did not have even an ounce of desire to satisfy him that easily. He pressed his thumb on the tip of the seemingly twitching c.o.c.k and impishly scratched it a couple of times, immediately inciting Bai Luo Yin’s leg muscles to tighten. Impatient drifted on his face, seductively declaring he could no longer wait. He could no longer ached without medication.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, Gu Hai smeared some lubricant on his fingers and let it sidle into Bai Luo Yin’s tight pa.s.sage, stoking him to instantly break into a spell of shudders. Bai Luo Yin turned his hand over and quickly captured the wrist on his back and glared domineeringly at Gu Hai.

“This time, it’s my turn.”

Gu Hai had antic.i.p.ated that Bai Luo Yin would have this in mind, fortunately, he prepared early on. He abandoned this prolonging method and without any warning, he fastened the rhythm of his hands and mischievously wriggled upward to about two inches before curling his finger in a come-hither gesture, ma.s.saging that certain spot back and forth, stimulating every nerve into excitation. Gu Hai’s skill is absolutely of high quality, magnificent even. There was no possible way Bai Luo Yin could resist. After Gu Hai successfully diverted his attention, he launched a series of intensive ma.s.sages inside of the pa.s.sage, all the while slyly sweet talking him, “Next time. You can have your turn next time. Let us reminisce the beautiful days of the past first……”

Once Bai Luo Yin’s tight pa.s.sage was unwittingly stretched without any hindrance, Gu Hai lifted his waist, and relying on Bai Luo Yin’s current position of lying on top of his own body, he slowly entered from the bottom and pushed upward. The tip was electric, it must be, as it inched inside this secretive spot unbeknownst to all but one. Wherever it touched, Bai Luo Yin’s skin seemed to tingle, his body going into a transitory paralysis, unable to process the pleasure so fast. All the while Bai Luo Yin stuck his heated chest closely against Gu Hai’s, feeling the beating of their heart thrum uncontrollably against each other as they moved in an intoxicated dance of limbs.

They were the only healthy drug there is for each other, the one that placed their minds into a frenzy of sparks. The simple movement of Gu Hai’s c.o.c.k as it slid in just a mere centimeter led Bai Luo Yin into moving in ways he never learned but know so well. The delightful feeling rocked Bai Luo Yin’s head backward as Gu Hai kissed his neck and pushed his body just a tiny bit further. The sensation engulfed his consciousness and pilfered all worries. In that moment, they are only alive in the present and all thoughts of the past and future faded away. This medicine they brought, healed each other broken years and the longing that suffocated their minds. It was strong and spoke of a silent promise, and although Bai Luo Yin was addicted, all he felt was safe because he knew that Gu Hai was equally addicted to him.

Gu Hai inching seemed to change pace as he ventured a good distance further, adding just a hint of force.

“Ahhhh…mmmmmm…….”

The room once colored with barely inaudible sounds was soon evaded by loud outburst of irrepressible roars and dragged out moans. Bai Luo Yin simply could not withstand such a large intruder paving into him and Gu Hai’s roar was purely out of sensual pleasure. Feeling Bai Luo Yin’s warm pa.s.sage contract to firmly imprison his c.o.c.k, and adding that he had not tasted this type of ecstasy in such a long time caused all of Gu Hai’s senses to reach a state of insanity.

Even if he felt like this, Gu Hai still put forth a great deal of patience to show consideration for Bai Luo Yin’s feelings as he gently kissed him then carefully and winsomely questioned, “Does it hurt?”

“Just a little,” said Bai Luo Yin while his hand strongly gripped Gu Hai’s arm.

Sensing the state of Bai Luo Yin’s body through the strength of this grip on his arm, Gu Hai slowly pushed in only to a certain depth. Then, he stopped all his movements for the time being, giving Bai Luo Yin the power to drive so he can slowly get used to it by himself first.

Bai Luo Yin tried to move a bit by bit, but every time he was about to get used to it, Xiao Hai Zi would undoubtedly enlarge even more. Fortunately, he trained often which made his muscle contraction quite strong, otherwise he could be easily injured.

For Gu Hai, Bai Luo Yin’s slow movement was also a test of his patience since lying at the bottom, he was going to soon suffer an internal bleeding from having to endure it all. The excruciating ache to move was setting his nerves on ends as it beckoning to run toward its only target at full speed. But, the only thing he could do was incessantly caress Bai Luo Yin’s face to relief the torment of his own lower body. At the soft touches, Bai Luo Yin peered down at him, his hands alighted on his face, moving down past his neck and collarbone, setting Gu Hai’s brain on fire with his fingertips of flame.

In these moments, he loved Gu Hai with his eyes as much as his body, their souls sweetly entwined between the action and stillness.

Finally, Bai Luo Yin’s hip quickened a bit and the way he moved was much smoother.

As the veins on his c.o.c.k repeatedly rubbed within Bai Luo Yin, taking him in deeper and deeper, Gu Hai gently kissed his face, cheeks and neck then pulled back to watch as Bai Luo Yin seductively rode him with unspoken skills. Unable to no longer wait, Gu Hai suddenly lifted Bai Luo Yin’s waist up before uncontrollably thrusting in at a high velocity from beneath. His own a.s.s pulled off the bed as he plunged further in, concealing every inch of Xiao Hai Zi from view. Bai Luo Yin’s uncontainable moans flowed out pleasurably and endlessly along with the rhythm of Gu Hai’s perpetual thrusts.

“Ahhhh……ahhhh….ah…ah……”

Hearing the moan sung beautifully around him, Gu Hai suddenly got up and pinned Bai Luo Yin down on the bed beneath him. He spread his legs wide apart and pressed them firmly into a straight line. Compared to before, Bai Luo Yin’s body was much more flexible now, and this is no doubt was a huge present for Gu Hai.

Face to face, he once again charged in from the front. This time, without any consideration, he roughly thrust in and out of the narrow pa.s.sage repeatedly, from slow to fast, shallow to deep, each and every collision was incredibly laden with power and pa.s.sion. Pa Pa Pa! The sound of skin meeting flooded their ears, creating an erotic and indulging music within the once peaceful room.

A certain spot that has been lying dormant within Bai Luo Yin’s body had only been awoken a while ago was now suffering an intense and aggressive attack. For a moment, it was a bit difficult to endure. He incessantly pushed Gu Hai’s lower abdominal in an attempt to slow him down. Unexpectedly, Gu Hai took hold of his hands and interlocked their fingers tightly together, while the frequency increased without letting up. Bai Luo Yin suddenly sensed waves of explosive electric currents coiled throughout his entire body, even his toes trembled uncontrollably to the thrill that overtook him. A succession of moans, both riddled with pain and endless pleasure tore out of Bai Luo Yin’s mouth.

Following the rhythm of his movements, Gu Hai released an uncontrollable roar. The excitement and euphoric sensation that Bai Luo Yin alone has created for him was already beyond his imagination. The way his inner muscle contradicted, firmly gripping him and the flexibility that his body did not possess before was the main reason that caused Gu Hai to lose control of his emotions, shoving him into the depth of insanity.

Bai Luo Yin’s face swelled in redness as delicate beads of sweat emerged on his forehead. His slightly narrowed eyes radiated with a poisonous charm like that of the legendary venomous parasite[1], effortlessly elevating Gu Hai straight up to heaven, then mercilessly wrenched him down. He was completely and utterly infatuated and head over heels in love to the point that his soul was being torn and flipped upside down with just one glance.

Gu Hai impatiently lowered his upper body and slammed his lips on Bai Luo Yin’s, nearly knocking all the wind from both their lungs. He hardly had a moment to press closer when Bai Luo Yin’s tongue lined the seam of his lips and, once Gu Hai lips parted, granting access, Bai Luo Yin delved inside his mouth. It was a messy kiss with a strong sense of need being exchanged in the blending of their billowing breaths. Gu Hai ruthlessly sucked on it, pushing their tongues roughly against each other and even after those rosy lips swell with allure, he did not let go.

In between their kisses, one of Bai Luo Yin’s arm reached up and tangled around Gu Hai’s neck before he nuzzled into it with delicate kisses. He has no wish to end this. With his a.s.s being stimulated and his mind drunk on endorphin, his only desire was to touch Gu Hai and press against his warm chest, chiseled to perfection. In moments, his lips returned to Gu Hai’s, savoring it while the quickening of his breath matched that of his.

“Baobei…. Baobei……it feels so good f.u.c.king you……”[2] Gu Hai expressed lasciviously beside Bai Luo Yin’s ear in coa.r.s.e vulgar breaths.

The second Bai Luo Yin felt Gu Hai’s breath danced along the edge of his ear, his already erect c.o.c.k incessantly twitched and rubbed naughtily against Gu Hai’s belly. When Gu Hai reached his hand down to touch it, Bai Luo Yin instantly cried out, “Don’t touch it……”

Without even a hint of courtesy, Gu Hai wrapped his hand around Bai Luo Yin’s shaft and fervidly stroked it. However, after just a few seconds of being toyed with, crumbled and dragged out low roars penetrated the air were immediately followed by sharp contractions in the tight pa.s.sage. Unable to endure the intensity caused Xiao Yin Zi to stifle to its breaking point, Bai Luo Yin finally burst into a spell of convulsion. And, Gu Hai’s hand was covered in a vast of creamy warm liquid.

Gu Hai stopped momentarily. With his fingers covered in the creamy liquid, he looked execrably at Bai Luo Yin and attempted to smear it across his lips but Bai Luo Yin quickly twisted his head to the side, refusing to accept it. Pondering subtly, Gu Hai teased with a laugh, “You even dislike your own taste?”

Scrunching his nose, Bai Luo Yin stubbornly retorted, “I don’t like the taste of it.”

Gu Hai smirked and provocatively flicked his tongue over the finger before sucking it into his mouth, relishing the taste of his beloved. Looking at Gu Hai’s erotic expression as the lapped over the substance with delight, Bai Luo Yin became fl.u.s.tered and hotly bothered, and even though he wanted to avert his eyes elsewhere, he did not have the will to shy away from Gu Hai’s captivating gaze. As his hand softly caressed Gu Hai’s arm, Gu Hai feeling provoked secured his lips on Bai Luo Yin’s, stubbornly forcing him to taste it with him.

After the first round ended and Bai Luo Yin’s c.o.c.k did not soften at all, Gu Hai played with it for a good while. Then he effortlessly pulled Bai Luo Yin’s body to the side and without wasting any of the flexibility that his body has built up, he firmly pressed one of his leg on the bed and carefully propped the other leg on his shoulder, raising it high, next to his left ear before penetrating the tight pa.s.sage yet again.

This angle was a prime position for direct stimulation of that certain spot causing Bai Luo Yin to moan again and again until the sound that break free was drugged with only an alluring eroticism. Taking Bai Luo Yin’s s.e.x laden expression, Gu Hai licked lips, aching to roughly deepen their contact until they were entire glued together. As his own breath became heavy, he gently twisted Bai Luo Yin’s head over to face him and locked their lips, swallowing all the beautiful and delicate sounds that he produced with his own mouth. The aroused moans that extruded through their breaths became an inimitable and wild love spell just for them.

After a burst of ceaseless moans, Gu Hai’s sinew waist suddenly began to move vigorously, toiling every bit of strength he held. The instant their lips parted, several low and out of control roars broke through their throats, and the ten and thousands of nerves that networked as their lower halves remained connected began to blossom with electric currents that enthralled their senses. The intensity that lavished their climax with pleasure was soon overtaken by trembles of joy, only calmed after a long moment.

By now, the two were dripping in sweats, yet their mental state was still high with intoxication, letting the gaiety they received from each other imprint on their skins. Gu Hai kissed Bai Luo Yin, smiled and asked, “Did it feel good?”

Bai Luo Yin’s smile was exceptionally beautiful and was filled with such effervescence. It was the kind of smile that made Gu Hai happy to be alive……so beautiful that as soon as Gu Hai remembered he needed to return to the military base, all his internal organs tightened with an excruciating pain.

“Why don’t you change occupation?” Gu Hai asked, looking at Bai Luo Yin with a painful heart.

Bai Luo Yin did not buy into it as he solemnly answered, “It wasn’t easy for me to get the rank I have now. And even so, I haven’t reached the rank I have expected yet. How can I simply give up because you said so?”

“I’m just saying, that’s all.” In fact, Gu Hai truly respect Bai Luo Yin, “It’s just…I care and worry about you. You have to know your limitations and don’t overdo it. In the future, don’t take dangerous missions like you did last time.”

“I don’t have the final say on whether I take the mission or not. As long as they need me, I won’t avoid it,” said Bai Luo Yin with resolution, “You already know, eliminating dangers are our primary mission as a soldier. If we choose to avoid everything that comes our way, then what points are there for our country to support us?”

Those words were spoken to raise the spirit of anyone that heard it. And although in his heart, Gu Hai was truly proud of Bai Luo Yin, it was still hard to not care! As soon as he thought of his beloved living on the edge of life and death swarmed, how can anyone endure that kind of feeling? Besides, this sweetheart is someone Gu Hai had just found. Simply speaking, he is his source of life!

Seeing Gu Hai’s disheartened expression, Bai Luo Yin could not help but to console him, “You should put your worries aside and be at ease! There are many pilots that has flown longer than me. Aren’t they alive and living well?”

This kind of problem was not something Gu Hai should linger on endlessly. If he thought too much of it, he would definitely suffer from anxiety and create and intangible pressure for Bai Luo Yin. For now, he rather talks about something else.

“You have to go back to the base in a couple of days?”

Bai Luo Yin nodded his head, “There’s still three days left.”

Hearing that, Gu Hai could only sigh, “Day after day, we’re both busy with things. How long do we have to endure until we can see each other again……”

This time, Bai Luo Yin’s heart tightened instead as he twisted his head to the side to remind Gu Hai, “Aren’t you able to enter the base freely? After you finish work, I’ll probably finish mine too, unless an urgent mission arises….”

Seeing the worried lines crept up on his face, Gu Hai continued to intentionally provoke Bai Luo Yin’s anger, “From time to time, I have to work overtime. And not to mention, it takes at least an hour to drive to you. Just going back and forth will take up to hours which means the time I get to rest will also be shorten. Then, I still have to get up early the next day. Besides, I can’t always run over to your dorm. It wouldn’t be a good impression if your subordinates saw……”

Bai Luo Yin’s expression instantly sunk as he spoke with a hardened tone of voice, “Then, I don’t have any other way.”

Being able to see Bai Luo Yin’s little tantrums was one of Gu Hai’s greatest pleasure therefore without any good intention, this b.a.s.t.a.r.d moved in closer and as if second nature, he attempted to place his hand on Bai Luo Yin’s shoulder. But as expected, his hand was swiftly thrown off without hesitation.

Then acting as though he was successful in taking advantage of Bai Luo Yin, Gu Hai laughed with much self-satisfaction, “I’m only teasing you. As if I’ll willingly part with you and not go see you?”

Not one to be easily coaxed, Bai Luo Yin immediately fired back, “f.u.c.k you! I don’t give a s.h.i.t if you go or not!”

Gu Hai’s burst into laughter, “Then if I go, will you let me stay in your dorm?”

“No, I won’t let you.”

“You really won’t let me?” Gu Hai’s black pupils flickered, “Then, today I’ll just have my fun with you until I’m thoroughly satisfied.”

As soon as those words left his lips, he quickly turned over, dug into the blanket, and seized the two a.s.s cheeks that he had longed drooled over before taking a big bite of it. Bai Luo Yin was like a mud fish flopping around without any means of escape as Gu Hai persistently held down the sides of his sensitive waist, directly biting into every inch of the skin on his a.s.s cheeks at least once before lapping over it. The bites held a were very artistic method to it which allowed the teeth imprints on his a.s.s to resemble a delicately handled painting.

At first, Bai Lou Yin cursed and struggled but soon after not a word peeped out. And as expected, once Gu Hai’s tongue shifted its position to boldly greet that seemingly twitching and suffering pa.s.sage, Bai Luo Yin’s tone immediately rose.

“I’ll let you stay……Gu Hai….. I’ll let you stay…..”

And then, Gu Hai lifted Bai Luo Yin’s waist up and began another round of attacks.

After the two battled for nth amount of times, Gu Hai finally decided to cease fire. Just as he was about to close his eyes, he was shaken up by an enormous force that nearly caused him to fall to the floor. He opened his eyes to look only to see Bai Luo Yin sitting next to him br.i.m.m.i.n.g with enthusiasm and energy.

“It should be my turn now, right?” Bai Luo Yin said as he firmly pressed down on Gu Hai.

Gu Hai could only gaze at Bai Luo Yin in astonishment, “You……you still have energy?” If this had happened before, Bai Lou Yin would have already smothered his head under the blanket and fallen into a deep sleep.

“Bulls.h.i.t, I still have plenty of energy!” Bai Luo Yin rode Gu Hai’s body and exerted all his strength to rub against it. “Hurry and get up, let me f.u.c.k you!”

Gu Hai slowly opened one of his eye and purposely acted weak as if he has lost all his strength, “I can’t do it anymore. Your old husband isn’t as brave or vigorous like in the old days. You should let me rest.”

“Stop f.u.c.king pretending. Get up! Get up!!!” Bai Luo Yin wailed loudly and firmly slapped Gu Hai’s a.s.s until crisp and clear sounds reverberated within the room.

Gu Hai, “……”

It was only until the break of dawn did the blistering room finally calmed down.

When Gu Hai returned from the bathroom, he made sure not to make much noises. Just as he lied back down on the bed, Bai Luo Yin subconsciously moved in closer to him, and even though his hands and feet were already nice and warm, he was still unable to change his habit of nuzzling into Gu Hai’s body.

Feeling utterly blessed, Gu Hai’s warm and loving eyes remained on Bai Luo Yin’s flushing cheeks. He discovered that regardless of whether he was twenty-six years old or eighteen years old, as soon as he squeezed into bed, he will forever be his child.

In this lifetime, being able to indulge in such an incurable habit made Gu Hai wholeheartedly content.

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Translator’s Note:

[1] 蠱毒 ‘legendary venomous parasite’: In the ancient times, witches uses this type of parasite to control one’s action and core. Making a person do anything they want them to do, and it can also make a person lose their mind. For Gu Hai, BLY is like the venomous parasite. As soon as he encounters him, he will lose control, lose his mind.

[2] “Baobei…. Baobei……it feels so good f.u.c.king you…..”, is actually, “…..hubby feels so….” I think it’s awkward with the word hubby in there so I remove it. – Sae