I was often on the verge of sending in my resignation, but I would remember in time that work meant bread and b.u.t.ter--and forgetfulness.
When I returned to the office few questions were asked, though my a.s.sistant looked many of them reproachfully. I told him that Hillars had died abroad, and that he had been buried on the continent at his request; all of which was the truth, but only half of it. I did my best to keep the duel a secret, but it finally came out. It was the topic in the clubs, for Hillars had been well known in political and literary circles. But in a month or so the affair, subsided. The world never stops very long, even when it loses one of its best friends.
One late October morning I received a note which read:
"JOHN WINTHROP:
"Dear Sir--I am in London for a few days, homeward bound from a trip to Egypt, and as we are cousins and "orphans too," I should like the pleasure of making your acquaintance. Trusting that I shall find you at leisure, I am,
"Your humble servant,
"PHILIP PEMBROKE."
"Ah," said I; "that Louisianian cousin of mine, who may or may not live the year out," recalling the old lawyer"s words. "He seems to hang on pretty well. I hope he"ll be interesting; few rich men are. He writes like a polite creditor. What did the old fellow say was the matter with him? heart trouble, or consumption? I can"t remember." I threw the note aside and touched up some of my dispatches.
Precisely at ten o"clock the door opened and a man came in. He was fashionably dressed, a mixture of Piccadilly and Broadway in taste. He was tall, slender, but well-formed; and his blonde mustache shone out distinctly against a background of tanned skin. He had fine blue eyes.
"Have I the pleasure of speaking to John Winthrop of New York?" he began, taking off his hat.
I rose. "I am the man."
He presented his card, and on it I read, "Philip Pembroke."
"Philip Pembroke!" I exclaimed.
"Evidently you are surprised?" showing a set of strong white teeth.
"Truthfully, I am," I said, taking his hand. "You see," I added, apologetically, "your family lawyer--that is--he gave me the--er--impression that you were a sickly fellow--one foot in the grave, or something like. I was not expecting a man of your build."
The smile broadened into a deep laugh, and a merry one, I thought, enviously. It was so long since I had laughed.
"That was a hobby of the old fellow," he replied. "When I was a boy I had the palpitation of the heart. He never got rid of the idea that I might die at any moment. He was always warning me about violent exercises, the good old soul. Peace to his ashes!"
"He is dead?"
"Yes. When I took to traveling he all but had nervous prostration. I suppose he told you about that will I made in your favor. It was done to please him. Still," he added soberly, "it stands. I travel a deal, and no one knows what may happen. And so you are the John Winthrop my dad treated so shabbily? Oh, don"t protest, he did. I should have hunted you up long ago, and given you a solid bank account, only I knew that the son of my aunt must necessarily be a gentleman, and, therefore, would not look favorably upon such a proceeding."
"Thank you," said I. The fellow pleased me.
"And then, I did not know but what you cared nothing for money."
"True. A journalist doesn"t care anything about money; the life is too easy and pleasant, and most of the things he needs are thrown in, as they say."
This bit of sarcasm did not pa.s.s; my cousin laughed again that merry laugh of his.
"I think we shall become great friends," he said. "I like frankness."
"My remark in its literal sense was the ant.i.thesis of frankness."
"Ah, you said too much not to be frank. Frankness is one of the reasons why I do not get on well with the women. I can"t lie in the right place, and when I do it is generally ten times worse than the plain truth."
"You"re a man of the world, I see."
"No, merely a spectator."
"Well, you have the price of admission; with me it"s a free pa.s.s. Some day we will compare notes."
"Who is your banker?"
"Banker? I have none. I distrust banks. They take your mite and invest it in what-nots, and sometimes when you go for it, it is not there."
"And then again it multiplies so quickly that you have more than you know what to do with; eh?"
"As to that I cannot say. It is hearsay, rumor; so far as I know it may be so. Experience has any number of teachers; the trouble is, we cannot study under them all. Necessity has been my princ.i.p.al instructor. Sometimes she has larruped me soundly, though I was a model scholar. You will go to luncheon with me?"
"If you will promise to dine with me this evening?" And I promised.
For an hour or more we chatted upon congenial topics. He was surprisingly well informed. He had seen more of the world than I, though he had not observed it so closely. As we were about to leave, the door opened, and Phyllis, Ethel and her husband, Mr. Holland, entered. For a moment the room was filled with the fragrance of October air and the essence of violets. They had been in town a week.
They had been "doing" the Strand, so Ethel said, and thought they would make me a brief visit to see how "it was done," the foreign corresponding. Mr. Wentworth and his wife were already domiciled at B----, and the young people were going over to enjoy the winter festivities. Phyllis was unchanged. How like Gretchen, I thought.
While Ethel was engaging my cousin"s attention, I conducted Phyllis through the office.
"What a place to work in!" said Phyllis, laughing. The laugh awakened a vague thrill. "Dust, dust; everywhere dust. You need a woman to look after you, Jack?"
As I did not reply, she looked quickly at me, and seeing that my face was grave, she flushed.
"Forgive me, Jack," impulsively; "I did not think."
I answered her with a rea.s.suring smile.
"How long are you to remain in town?" I asked, to disembarra.s.s her.
"We leave day after to-morrow, Sat.u.r.day. A day or two in Paris, and then we go on. Every one in New York is talking about your book. I knew that you were capable."
"I hope every one is buying it," said I, pa.s.sing over her last observation.
"Was it here that you wrote it?"
"Oh, no; it was written in my rooms, under the most favorable circ.u.mstances."
"I thought so. This is a very dreary place."
"Perhaps I like it for that very reason."
Her eyes were two interrogation points, but I pretended not to see.
"What nice eyes your cousin has," she said, side glancing.