"What is that?" asked Phyllis.
I turned over the back and showed it to her.
"Figures!" she laughed. "What do they mean?"
"It is what I am going to do with my fortune," said I. I was holding out my vanity at arm"s length and laughing at it silently.
"Your air castles will be realized now," said Phyllis.
"I shall build no more," said I. "The last one gave me a very bad fall."
Phyllis looked away again. A vague perfume from her hair wafted past my nostrils, and for a s.p.a.ce I was overwhelmed with sadness. Soon I discerned Mr. Holland speeding toward us.
"I shall not see you again," I said, "so I"ll bid you good-bye now. If you should chance to come abroad this summer, do not fail to look me up."
"Good luck to you," said Ethel, shaking my hand. "You must bring home a Princess or a d.u.c.h.ess." Then she moved off a way, thoughtfully.
"You must write to me occasionally, Jack," said Phyllis, "if only once a month. I shall always be interested in your career."
The smile faltered as she put out her gloved hand.
"You will make some man happy, Phyllis," I said.
"Good-bye."
"Good-bye."
And then--and then they sped away, and I followed them with dimming gaze till I could see them no more. I trudged home. . . .
I stood on the upper deck. The spires and domes of the city faded on my sight till all merged into a gray smoky patch on the horizon. With a dead cigar clenched between my teeth I watched and watched with a callous air, as though there had been no wrench, as though I had not left behind all I loved in the world. And yet I gazed, the keen salt air singing past my ears, till there was nothing but the sea as far as the eye could scan.
Thus I began the quest of the elusive, which is a little of love, a little of adventure, and a little of all things.
CHAPTER III
Hillars hadn"t been down to the office in two days, so the a.s.sistant said.
"Is he ill?" I asked, as I carried a chair to the window.
"Ill?" The young man coughed affectedly.
"Do you believe it possible for him to come in this afternoon?"
"It is quite possible. One does not use the word impossible in regard to Hillars. It is possible that he may be in St. Petersburg by this time, for all I know. You see," with an explanatory wave of the hand, "he"s very uncertain in his movements. For the last six months he has been playing all over the table, to use the parlance of the roulette player. I have had to do most of the work, and take care of him into the bargain. If I may take you into my confidence----," with some hesitancy.
"Certainly," said I. "I want you to tell me all about him. He was my roommate at college. Perhaps I can straighten him up."
"The truth is, the trouble began last September. He came back from the Continent, where he had been on an errand, a changed man. Hillars always drank, but never to an alarming extent. On his return, however, he was in a bad shape. It was nearly November before I got him sobered up; and then he went under on an average of three times a week. I asked him bluntly what he meant by it, and he frankly replied that if he wanted to drink himself to death, that was his business. When he isn"t half-seas over he is gloomy and morose. From the first I knew that something had gone wrong on the mainland; but I couldn"t trap him for a farthing. No man at his age drinks himself to death without cause; I told him so, but he only laughed at me. I"d give a good deal to know what the truth is; not from curiosity, mind you, but to find the disease in order to apply a remedy. Dan"s father died of drink."
"No," said I coldly; "he was shot."
"Oh, I know that," was the reply; "but give a conditioned man the same wound and he will recover, nine times out of ten. The elder Hillars was so enervated by drink that he had no strength to fight the fever which came on top of the bullet-hole. Something happened over there; and it"s pounds to pence there"s a woman back of the curtain. It is some one worth while. Hillars is not a man to fall in love with a barmaid."
I began to respect the young man"s wisdom.
"So you believe it to be a woman?"
"Yes. The wind blows from one point at a time. There are four points to the vane of destiny; there is ambition for glory, ambition for power, ambition for wealth, and ambition for love. In Hillars"s case, since the wind does not blow from the first three, it must necessarily blow from the fourth. You know him better than I do; so you must certainly know that Hillars is not a man to drink because glory or power or wealth refused to visit him."
"You are a very discerning young man," said I, whereat he laughed.
"Did he get my cable?"
"No. I thought that it was some order from headquarters and opened it myself. I put it in his desk. I spoke to him, but he was too drunk to pay any heed to what I said. Well, I must be going. I am getting out a symposium of editorials from the morning papers on the possibility of a Franco-Russian alliance. It must be at the cable office in half an hour. If you are going to wait, you"ll find the Berlin and Paris files in the next room. I"ll see you later," and he departed.
It was five of the clock. The Strand was choked. Here and there I saw the color of martial attire. Save for this, and that the buildings were low and solid, and that most of the people walked slower, I might have been looking down upon Broadway for all the change of place I saw.
There is not much difference between New York and London, except in the matter of locomotion. The American gets around with more rapidity than does his English cousin, but in the long run he accomplishes no more.
It is only when one steps onto the Continent that the real difference in the human races is discerned. Strange as this may seem, it is not distinguishable in a cosmopolitan city. My eyes were greeted with the same huge wearisome signs of the merchants; the same sad-eyed "sandwich men;" the same newsboys yelling and scampering back and forth; the same rumble of the omnibuses, the roar of the drays, and the rattle of the cabs. I was not much interested in all I saw. Suddenly my roving eyes rested upon a familiar face. It was Hillars, and he was pushing rapidly across the street. Any one would have instantly marked him for an American by the nervous stride, the impatience at being obstructed.
I went into the fire-room, intending to give him a little surprise. I did not have long to wait. The door to the main office opened and he came in, singing a s.n.a.t.c.h from a drinking song we used to sing at college. The rich baritone that had once made the old glee club famous was a bit husky and throaty. I heard him unlock his desk and roll back the lid. There was a quiet for a moment.
"d.i.c.k!" he called. "Hi, d.i.c.k! Well, I"m hanged!"
Evidently he had discovered my cable.
"d.i.c.k isn"t in," said I, crossing the threshold.
In a moment our hands were welded together, and we were gazing into each other"s eyes.
"You old reprobate!" I cried; "not to have met me at the station, even."
"Bless my soul, Jack, this cable was the first intimation that you were within 3,000 miles of London. But it does my heart good to see you!"
pumping my hand again. "Come out to dinner with me. Now don"t begin to talk till we"ve had something to eat; I"m almost famished. I know all the questions you want to ask, but not now. There"s a Bohemian joint a block above that"ll do your heart good to see. We"ll have chops and ale, just like we did in the old days, the green and salad days, I would they were back again"--soberly. "Oh, I"ve a long story to tell you, my son; time enough when we get to my rooms; but not a word of it now--not a word. It will all be forgotten in ten minutes with you. We"ll rake up the old days and live "em over for an hour or so. I"m glad that I suggested you in my letter. What did the old man say about my nervous prostration?"--with half a laugh.
"He put quotation marks around it," I answered. "I wanted to see you particularly. They told me that you were rolling downhill so fast that if some one did not put a fulcrum under you, you"d be at the bottom in no time at all. I"m going to be the lever by which you are to be rolled uphill again."
He smiled grimly. "If any one could do that--well, here we are;" and we entered the chop house and took a table in one of the side rooms.
"Woods," he said to the waiter, "chops for two, chipped potatoes, and fill up those steins of mine with ale. That will be all. I brought those steins from across, Jack; you"ll go crazy over them, for they are beauties."
A college-bred bachelor, nine times out of ten, has a mania for collecting pipes or steins, or both. Dan and I had been affected this way. During the year I had studied at Heidelberg I had gathered together some fifty odd pipes and steins. I have them yet, and many a pleasant memory they beget me. As for the steins of Dan, they were beyond compare.
"I"ll tell you a story about them," said Dan, after he had taken a deep swallow of the amber ale. "Few men can boast of steins like these.
Not many months ago there was a party of men and women, belonging to the capital of a certain kingdom, who attended a dinner. It was one of those times when exalted personages divest themselves of the dignity and pomp of court and become free and informal. There were twenty of these steins made especially for the occasion. By a circ.u.mstance, over which I had no control, I was the only alien at this dinner. The steins were souvenirs. How I came by two was due to the lady whom I took down to dinner, and who presented hers to me after having--after having--well, kissed the rim. Do you see the crest?" pointing to the exquisite inlaid work.
"Why," I said eagerly, "it is the crest of----"
"Yes, a noted King," Dan completed. "And these were made by his express command. But never mind," he broke off. "It"s merely a part of the story I am going to tell you when we get to my rooms. I am always thinking of it, night and day, day and night. Talk to me, or I"ll be drinking again. This is the first time I"ve been sober in a month. It"s drink or morphine or something like. Do you ever see anything of the old glee boys?"