"Sing to me," said I.
Then imagine my surprise--I, who had heard nothing but German fall from her lips?--when in a heavenly contralto she sang a chanson from "La Fille de Madame Angot," an opera forgotten these ten years!
"_Elle est tellement innocente!_"
She had risen, and she stood there before me with a halo of moonshine above her head. The hot blood rushed to my ears. Barmaid, Socialist, or whatever she might be, she was lovable. In a moment I was kissing her hand, the hand so small, so white, and yet so firm. A thousand inarticulate words came to my lips--from my heart! Did the hand tremble? I thought so. But swiftly she drew it from my clasp, all the joy and gladness gone from her face and eyes.
"No, no!" she cried; "this must not be; it must not be!"
"But I----" I began eagerly.
"You must not say it; I command you. If you speak, Gretchen will be Gretchen no more. Yes, the King seeks Gretchen; but will you drive her away from her only haven?" with a choking sound.
"Gretchen, trust me. Shall I go to-morrow? Shall I leave you in peace?" Somehow I believed myself to be in danger. "Speak!"
There was an interval of stillness, broken only by the beating of hearts. Then:
"Stay. But speak no word of love; it is not for such as I. Stay and be my friend, for I need one. Cannot a woman look with favor upon a man but he must needs become her lover? I shall trust you as I have trusted other men. And though you fail me in the end, as others have done, still I shall trust you. Herr, I conspire against the King. For what? The possession of my heart. All my life I have stood alone, so alone."
"I will be your friend, Gretchen; I will speak no word of love. Will that suffice?"
"It is all I ask, dear friend. And now will you leave me?"
"Leave you?" I cried. "I thought you bade me stay?"
"Ah," putting out her hand; "you men do not understand. Sometimes a woman wishes to be alone when--when she feels that she--she cannot hold back her tears!"
Gravely I bent over her hand and kissed it. It seemed to me as I let the hand fall that I had never kissed a woman on the lips. I turned and went slowly down the path. Once I looked back. I saw something white lying at the foot of the tree. Heaven knows what a struggle it was, but I went on. I wanted to take her in my arms and tell her that I loved her. When I reached the inn I turned again, but I saw nothing.
I sat in my room a long time that night, smoking my pipe till the candle gasped feebly and died in the stick, and the room was swallowed in darkness.
I did not know, I was not sure, but I thought that, so long as I might not love Phyllis, it would not be a very hard task to love her image, which was Gretchen. You see, Phyllis was so very far away and Gretchen was so near!
CHAPTER X
I lowered the gla.s.ses. I discerned them to be cavalrymen, petty officers. They were mounted on spirited horses.
"Gretchen," said I, "they are cavalrymen. They do not wear the Hohenphalian uniform; so, perhaps, it would be just as well for you to go to your room and remain there till they are gone. Ah," said I, elevating the gla.s.ses again; "they wear his Majesty"s colors. You had best retire."
"I refuse. They may be thirsty."
"I"ll see to that," I laughed.
"But--" she began.
"Oh, Gretchen wishes to see new faces," said I, with chagrin.
"If it pleases you, sir," mischievously.
"What if they are looking for--for--"
"That is the very reason why I wish to see them."
"You are determined?"
"I am."
"Very well," said I; "you had best eat an onion."
"And for what purpose?"
"As a preventive to offensive tactics," looking slyly at her.
Her laugh rang out mockingly.
"Do you not know that aside from dueling, the German lives only for his barmaid, his beer and his k.n.o.blauch? Nevertheless, since you wish it I will eat one--for your sake."
"For my sake?" I cried in dismay. "Heaven forfend!"
"Does Herr----"
"Jack," said I.
"Does Herr Jack think," her eyes narrowing till naught but a line of their beautiful blue-green could be seen, "that one of those would dare take a liberty with me?"
"I hope he will not. I should have the unpleasant duty of punching his head." If I could not kiss Gretchen n.o.body else should.
"You are very strong."
"Yes; and there are some things which add threefold to a man"s strength."
"Such as ----" She looked at me daringly.
"Yes, such as ----" Her eyes fell before my glance, A delicate veil of rose covered her face for a moment. I wondered if she knew that it was only because I clinched my fists till the nails cut, that I did not do the very thing I feared the stragglers coming down the road might do.
"Come," said I, peremptorily; "there is no need of your welcoming them here."
So we entered the inn; and she began furbishing up the utensils, just to tease me more than anything else.
Outside there was a clatter of hoofs, the c.h.i.n.k of the spur, intermingled with a few oaths; and then the two representatives of the King came in noisily. They gazed admiringly at Gretchen as she poured out their beer. She saw the rage in my eyes. She was aggravating with her promiscuous smiles. The elder officer noticed my bulldog pipe.
"English?" he inquired, indifferently. The German cannot disa.s.sociate an Englishman and a briarwood bulldog pipe.
"English," I answered discourteously. It mattered nothing to me whether he took me for an Englishman or a Zulu; either answered the purpose.