"Perhaps, Your Majesty," said I, "it is possible that Her Highness . . . the likeness between her and her sister . . . perhaps, knowing that I have known Her Highness Phyllis . . . that is, the Princess Elizabeth . . . she may believe that I . . ." It was very embarra.s.sing.
"Continue," said the King. "And please make your sentences intelligible."
"What I meant to say was that Her Highness the Princess Hildegarde, believes that I love her sister instead of herself . . . I thought . . . she has written otherwise . . ." And then I foundered again.
"Prince," said the King, laughing in spite of his efforts to appear angry, "for pity"s sake, tell me what this man is talking about!"
"A woman," said the Chancellor. "Perhaps Her Highness the Princess Hildegarde. . . . That is, I believe. . . . She may love this man . . . perhaps thinking he loves the other. . ." He was mocking me, and my face burned.
"Prince, do not confuse the man; he is bad enough as it is." The King smoothed away the remnant of the smile.
"Your Majesty is right," said I, desperately. "I am confused. I know not what to say."
"What would you do in my place?" asked the King of the Chancellor.
"I should say in an ominous voice, "Young man, you may go; but if you ever enter our presence again without either one or the other of the Hohenphalian Princesses as your wife, we shall confiscate your property and put you in a dungeon for the remainder of your natural days." I put in the confiscation clause as a matter of form. Have you any property?"
"What I have," I answered, my confidence returning, "I can put in my pockets."
"Good," said the King. "What the Chancellor says is but just. See to it that his directions are followed."
"Now, my King," concluded the Chancellor, "put a medal on him and let him go."
"In time," replied the King. "You may go, Herr Winthrop."
"Go and scribble no more," added the Chancellor.
I could hear them laughing as I made my escape from the room. It could not be expected of me to join them. And Gretchen was as far away as ever. Phyllis love me? It was absurd. Gretchen had played me the fool. She had been laughing at me all the time. Yet, she had begged my life of the Prince, and on her knees. Or, was it a lie of his? Oh, it seemed to me that my brain would never become clear again.
In the afternoon at four I was ushered into the boudoir of Her Highness the Princess Elizabeth. It was Phyllis no longer; Phyllis had pa.s.sed; and I became conscious of a vague regret.
"I am glad," she said, "that you were able to come. I wanted to speak to you about--about my sister."
"Your Highness--"
She laughed. "Our interview shall end at once if you call me by that t.i.tle. Sir," with a gaiety which struck me as unnatural, "you are witnessing the pa.s.sing of Phyllis. It will not be long before she shall pa.s.s away and never more return, and the name shall fade till it becomes naught but a dear memory. Phyllis has left the green pastures for the city, and Corydon followeth not."
"Phyllis," said I, "you are cutting me to the heart."
"But to the matter at hand," she said quickly. "There is a misunderstanding between you and my sister Hildegarde. She sent me this letter. Read it."
It differed but little from the one I had read in the King"s chamber that morning. I gave it back to her.
"Do you understand?"
"I confess that I do not. It seems that I am never going to understand anything again."
Phyllis balanced the letter on the palm of her hand. "You are so very blind, my dear friend. Did you not tell her that there had been another affair? Do you not believe she thinks your regard for her merely a matter of pique, of consolation? It was very kind of her to sacrifice herself for me. Some women are willing to give up all to see the man they love made happy. My sister is one of those. But I shall refuse the gift. Jack, can you not see that the poor woman thinks that you love me?" Phyllis was looking at me with the greatest possible kindness.
"I know not what she thinks. I only know that she has written me that she is sorry for having played with my affections. Phyllis, if she loved me she would not leave me as she has done."
"Oh, these doubting Thomases!" exclaimed Phyllis. "How do you know that she does not love you? Have you one true proof that she does not?
No; but you have a hundred that she does."
"But--"
"Do you love her?" demanded Phyllis, stamping her foot with impatience.
"Love her? Have I not told you that I do?" gloomily.
"And will you give her up because she writes you a letter? What has ink to do with love and a woman? If you do not set out at once to find her, I shall never forgive you. She is my sister, and by that I know that you cannot win her by sitting still. Go find her and tell her that you will never leave her till she is your wife. I do not mean to infer," with a smile, "that you will leave her after. Go to her as a master; that is the way a woman loves to be wooed. Marry her and be happy; and I shall come and say, "Heaven bless you, my children." I have accepted the renunciation of her claims so that she may be free to wed you. If you do not find her, I will. Since I have her promise to teach me the lesson of being a Princess, she cannot have gone far. And when you are married you will promise to visit me often? I shall be very lonely now; I shall be far away from my friends; I shall be in a prison, and men call it a palace."
"I will promise you anything you may ask," I said eagerly. A new hope and a new confidence had risen in my heart. I wonder where man got the idea that he is lord of creation when he depends so much upon woman?
"And you will really be my sister, too!" taking her hands and kissing them. "And you will think of me a little, will you not?"
"Yes." She slowly withdrew her hands. "If you do not find her, write to me."
"Your Highness, it is my hope that some day you will meet a Prince who will be worthy of you, who will respect and honor you as I do."
"Who can say? You have promised the King to become a subject of Hohenphalia."
"Yes."
"Then you will be a subject of mine. It is my will--I am in a sovereign mood--that you at once proceed to find Hildegarde, and I will give her to you."
We had arrived at the head of the stairs. The departing light of the smoldering sun poured through the stained windows. The strands of her hair were like a thousand flames, and her eyes had turned to gold, and there was a smile on her lips which filled me with strange uneasiness.
I kissed her hands again, then went down the stairs. At the foot I turned.
"Auf wiedersehen!"
"Good-by!"
My ear detected the barest falter in her voice, and something glistened on her eyelashes. . . . Ah! why could not the veil have remained before my eyes and let me gone in darkness? Suddenly I was looking across the chasm of years. There was a young girl in white, a table upon which stood a pitcher. It was a garden scene, and the air was rich with perfumes. The girl"s hair and eyes were brown, and there were promises of great beauty. Then, as swiftly as it came, the vision vanished.
On reaching the street I was aware that my sight had grown dim and that things at a distance were blurred. Perhaps it was the cold air.
CHAPTER XXIV
Immediately Pembroke and I journeyed to the feudal inn. When we arrived a mixture of rain and snow was falling. But I laughed at that.
What if I were drenched to the skin with chill rain and snow, my heart was warm, warmer than it had been in many a day. Woman is infallible when she reads the heart of another. Phyllis said that Gretchen loved me; it only remained for me to find her. Pembroke began to grumble.
"I am wet through," he said, as our steaming horses plodded along in the melting snow. "You might have waited till the rain let up."
"I"m just as wet as you are," I replied, "but I do not care."
"I"m hungry and cold, too," he went on.